Alert Level 2
For almost 2 years for always staying at home, or sometimes we can travel but in selected places or we will hide inside the car if we have a child together.
We are praying that everybody will get vaccinated to face our new normal.! And also for the safety of the children that we left in the house.
I am so happy that our province announces that we will be having an Alert Level 2 it's better than the General Community Quarantine. Every border doesn't need a swab test if you are fully vaccinated just present the vaccines card and any government ID. And goodness, we can bring the minors outside and can enter them in malls and some other fast-food chain if their accompanying adult was fully vaccinated. But if we bring minors in public places just always observe social distancing and safety precautions.
It doesn't mean that we allow our child to view in public just to cat h the virus but it's an award being always stayed g at home and just avoid them for being ignorance in the public vehicle or else they are afraid to the escalator or in the elevator. I just want to give him a free time to see again what is happening outside the world. It's almost 2 years since they stayed at home and at least they can feel again what is the new normal.
For those unvaccinated people, they need to present a swab test that the result is not more than 48 hours and barangay acceptance so that they can enter the place where they want to go and also the minor. But it's too expensive to have a swab test always just better to stay at home if you are not vaccinated. Haha
There is one big hypermart in our place I bring my Son out there for doing our grocery. I am so happy to see my Son that he is so happy and enjoyed doing some grocery with us. He ran all over and back and forth. At that time we have a lot of snacks groceries because that was the first time doing my Son a grocery do almost 2 years in the house. He gets all his favourite snacks but I allowed him in that time because I can explain the face of my Son be is so happy and enjoyed everything that he is doing.
Sometimes when we go outside my Son wants to stay at home I think to be already adjusted about that than before that he cried if we did not bring him outside. Or I think he already understands the situation outside.
Today I am planning to go to the City, I want to bring my Son to the Jollibee his favourite fast-food chain. We will try if they are allowed to enter there, and also do some wi down shopping in the Gaisano mall so that he can ride again in the escalator😆 just to avoid him being ignorant. Sometimes he is afraid to see big cars in the street at least when we travel he will be confident to see those big moving objects.
I will update you all on what will happen to our one-day travelogue in the city.
Lead image from Google
*-November 27, 2021*
*Saturday(Morning)*
*Article 41*
Too busy with my new MTO (Made to Order) Crochet.. 3 orders in different designs, its too hard to adjust sa time but I can handle this.. i will take time to write new article soon..
Fully Vaccinated.!
Vaccination is not mandatory but for our safety and more protection we need to do it. My parents, siblings and my Sister in law encouraged me to do the vaccination before it's too late. It's doesn't come to my mind to be vaccinated but one time an incident came to us.
When the time that we got mild symptoms of covid and most of the symptoms came, lost of taste, smell one day fever, runny nose ang sore throat. My symptoms last for almost 14 days, and after that, I am still tired because of taking the medicine for my Hyperacidity attack. When I treat my hyperactivity my UTI attack because of taking the Omeprazole that was the side effect. And until now I am still treating my UTI for almost 2 months.
We got a packaged check-up before we got the schedule of the Vaccine. When the RHU posted a schedule of the Vaccine and it's a Pfizer Vaccine I contacted them and got a Slot for three, for me, for my husband and to my Niece. When we went to the orientation I feel nervous and afraid, I am afraid because of the side effect I don't know what will be the side affect.
On the first dose, I got a mild fever, my hyperactivity and was very tired for almost 1 week. And two weeks my husband have a follow-up check-up and also I follow up check up on my UTI but sad news it became times 4 the bacteria from my Urine that's why I feel so sad and worried about myself. You can read my previous article.
We went to the doctor immediately and I got my Medication for 1 week. While taking the medication there will be our Second dose of Vaccine on November 3 but sad to say an incident happen again. Our Vaccination Schedule was postponed because the place where the Vaccine was stocked was burnt. The vaccine was stocked in the Province that was supposed to be distributed earlier before we were vaccinated.
They announce that our second dose will be delayed and we will wait for further notice when will be the arrival of the Vaccine. The delay was 2 weeks instead of 21 days interval it became 35 days. We are so worried of the vaccine will not come because we already know that we will start over. But thanks to God the vaccine arrived before the first dose expire. By the way, our Vaccine was Pfizer.
While waiting for the vaccine came, I continue my medication for my UTI but sad to say the pain is still there. My UTI was symptomatic too, I pee normally but only the pain in my right side. When the Antibiotic doesn't treat me, I am asking some people who got UTIs and they use Herbal medicine. I tried the Paragis I boil it. And now I tried Alingatong and I boil it also and that was nice in feeling the pain will become mild and sometimes it's gone and came back. They told me to substitute it for my water intake but somebody told me it can cause an anaemic if I will take this much.
Sometimes I drink Alingatong Tea 2 glasses every day when I have work, one in the morning and once at night. If I stay in the house I will drink 500 mo excluding my water intake. I continue drinking this herbal tea until the pain is gone and it will back to normal.
Atlas.! The Vaccine arrived, we got a schedule right away. I am fully Vaccinated last Wednesday, November 17, 2021. I don't feel any side effects on that day but after 24 hours I feel tired and mild fever. On another day I got a cold because my Son got a cough and cold 2days before we got our second dose. It is true that if you got vaccinated your immune system will become low. So you will catch any viruses that can cause you sick. You indeed need to get rest after you got the vaccine. I am happy that my husband doesn't feel anything about the vaccine so that I have a replacement in doing household chores.
I am so happy that we got protection for this Pandemic. Not a hundred per cent but at least we got protection.
*-November 22, 2021*
*Monday (Morning)*
*Article 40*
Inspiration
I never expect when I am posting my finished product or my design in crochet there are a lot of people asking if I am selling my products or my Made to Order crochet project. In that matter, I feel so inspired to make a lot of designs in case some people love to buy my finished products.
When I posted this design of my personal use bag soon if I am done with it. Lots of people asked and requested ang MTO bag, coin purse and phone case made of crochet.
So that I am immediately asking my friend who introduce me to crochet. I order a lot of yarns for their order. There is one customer who requested to make a centrepiece crochet for her table. I immediately searched the colour she requested for the project. I am waiting for my order will arrive soon and made crochet for them.
At this moment I am looking for a beautiful design to introduce to them what they want so that I can start immediately when the yarn will arrive.
While waiting for my new yarns to arrive I practised making an Alcopouch that was a trend in social media today. They made an Alcopouch because they made it and gave it away for birthday, christening and also for wedding. At least just in case there is someone who wants to MTO and AlcoPouch I already know how to make it.
I will update you soon about my Crochet project. And I am so inspired because my husband supported me to make this kind of hobby. And also the most important thing to become so much inspired is the people who believe in me that I can do this project.
I think this is the new hobby that I can make money but it's not a past approaching money it needs some effort and need to think about the designs. I hope it doesn't take time for me to get bored because this is my weakness. I hate this kind of attitude for being bored immediately and converting it into sleep. Hahaha
And also I am so thankful for my Mother who teaches me about crochet. When the time that my Sister has a project in School about Crochet I am also the one who always copy what they are doing and keep asking about my mother. Mother told me also that I am a fast learner about handmade than my sister.
My mother also teaches me about embroidery but I am sticking in the crochet because it does need to cut and cut the thread not like in embroidery that the special thread is too short.
I hope this inspiration will never be changed and my boredom will not arrive immediately so that I can make a lot of projects in crochet.
*-November 16, 2021*
*-Tuesday(Afternoon)*
*Article 39*
Stress Reliever
I am the kind of person that looks every time a Stress reliever things or hobby. When I am stressed I can't sleep sometimes, but there are times when I am stressed I want to sleep all day.
My stress reliever is depending on my mood. There are times I want to plant some flower or any kind of plant but what I love the most is the flowering plant and my favourite one is the orchid that was given to me by my co-workers before.
There are times also that I want to eat sweet or eat delicious food, my fridge has chocolate in the fridge always. The budget for my son and husband is in the lower part of the fridge, while mine I will stock in the freezer because they did not open in the freezer I am the one who always opens the freezer when the time I am cooking. I will stock it in different places because I eat my budget depending on my mood and less than them I still have my chocolate.
I can stock a lot of chocolate when my sister in law go to the S&R and she will bring me an assorted pack of chocolate.
When I am stressed sometimes I also eat a lot and look for delicious food to relieve my stress for a while. Eating is the best stress reliever for me together with the beautiful view if we can travel. Or I will visit the nearest fast-food chain in our place, but the nearest one is one you travel from our town to the city. Hahaha. But if love it because I love travelling also and looking at some beautiful scenery on the road.
And now, my new stress reliever is doing crochet. When the time that I always commented on the finished product of my batchmate in high school she always told me to do it but I feel tired and had no inspiration to do it. One day she went home from Cebu and she chatted with me to go to their house to get the crochet materials. I don't hesitate I went to their house immediately.
After a week, I did not decide what crochet design I want to make. Until I saw my blouse with a hole in it so I google what patches is the best in the crochet until I saw a rose design on YouTube so I copy it.
After a few days, I am thinking what is the next design to make. I attempted to make a scarf but I did not want to finish it, I attempted to make a fisherman's hat when I am near to finishing it I want a new one.
Until I saw a design on Youtube and I order immediately a yarn on YouTube. Thank God I have a SpayLater in Shoppee so I used it.
When the yarn arrived I did not make the design that I want to make. When my day off and weekend arrive I started immediately.
I made this while watching the Series Movie on Netflix "The Promise" it's a Filipino Series Movie so that I can multi-task because I can listen while doing crochet don't need to read the Subtitle or any language, I will schedule my Korean Movies soon. Hahaha
I only made this for almost 5-6 hours if I made it straight but I have a lot of interpretation numbers so it made almost 24 hours. Hahaha. I wash my clothes in the morning, cooking, doing something outside. When I want to stay inside the bedroom I will get immediately my crochet materials to finish these two faces off my second design in crochet. By the way, this is a sling bag design.
I am almost done, I am proud of myself because I finish it immediately within almost 2 days with extracurricular. Hahaha. I will try to post it on Facebook if there is someone who wants to buy it but when there is no one who wants it I will use it.
I am almost done with my second design. I am so excited to use my new handmade bag tomorrow.
This is the best stress reliever because I can forget my problems for a while and focus on what I am doing.
*-November 14, 2021*
*-Sunday(Morning)*
*Article 38*
What a super duper busy week.! I don't have time to write for the last few days but trying my best this weekend. And also tonight I will read the article you've posted..
See yeah.
Motorcade
I woke up early to prepare our breakfast with my husband because we need to go to the motorcade of the politicians. To be honest I did not support the politicians they supported because I did not decide yet who will be the one to vote for president this coming election. But I need to go because it's my part of my job.
Before we go to the place we visit my sister in law in the pension house she rented before she came back to the place where she is working. But it's only a while because the time was near.
When I arrived I saw so many people in the meeting area I am so afraid because the covid is still there but some people have no social distancing. As usual, I don't have a choice I need to go there and write my attendance when the paper who pass it on when somebody. We waited there for almost 30 minutes before it's started.
And also there is an announcement that there will be free gasoline who will join the motorcade. So I am going near them and writing our name there but they told us it's cash. And then I realize that we don't need to get the gasoline allowance because it's better to give it to others. After all, I have my salary from them.
A long wait is over, the motorcade was started immediately. And I am expecting that the motorcade was so long but it was only 10minutes from the starting line. Hahaha.
The tricycle drivers are joining us too. I think they are not supporting this politician they only joined because of the Gasoline allowance.
They supported this politician, but for my part, I did not decide yet who will be my president. How many months will go by before the election will arrive? But the politicians need to introduce themselves to everyone and get their hearts for the coming election.
But father told me, that I need to support the politicians what they supported because of the sake of my Job. Yes, my work is depending on the politicians if they get lost in this coming election, my love will end too. It's hard that I don't have eligibility because I can't get a permanent job in the government offices. I only get the Job order or Casual Position. I took the exam twice but I did not pass because of the General Question and my IQ level is very low.
Only prayers and trust to God what will happen this coming election because my fate is depending on them.
*-November 08, 2021*
*-Monday(Afternoon)*
*Article 37*
Online Seller
Noon bago ko nalaman ang online platform isa akong online seller ng mga kakanin, naitigil ko lang ito dahil noon ay may palagi kaming overtime hindi na ako makapagluto ng gabi.
Noon, nagluluto lang ako ng kutsinta para sa snacks at kung my birthday dito sa amin. Hanggang sa natikman ng mga kakilala namin at nagsabi na nagbibinta ba daw ako nito kasi iba ang timpla ng aking kutsinta sa binta sa market. Malalasahan daw nila ang pagkacreamy at tamis ng pagkain.
Hanggang sa dinagdagan ko ng ibang kakanin at nag explore ako sa puto cheese. Nag click naman siya at binibinta ko ito ng 3 packs for 100 php 10 pcs per pack. Hindi mahal at pangmasa para kaya lang bilhin nila na pang snacks.
Hanggang sa nag-expirement ako ng kakaibang style. Chocolate ang nasa ilalim at puto cheese ang nasa ibabaw. Masarap siya malalasahan mo talaga ang chocolate. Meron din akong PUTSINTA puto cheese at kutsinta naman ang mixture ko.
Nagbibinta na din ako ng polvoron, ibat ibang flavor. Cookies n Cream, Milk, Milo flavor. Nag click din naman siya pero hindi masyado. Kaya paminsan-minsan ko lang ito ginagawa.
Pati pagbibinta ng Choco Balls grab ko na kasi mabinta ito sa mga bata. Kaya lang stop ko na agad kasi ang inutusan ko magbinta siya na mismo ang nag-uubos kumain at hindi binigay sa akin ang binta at hindi na nagpakita sa akin. Kaya hinayaan ko na kasi bata naman iyon, charge to experience ang lugi 1.0 version. Hahaha
Ito ang una kung binta pala noon, product ng Mama ko pero ako ang taga post para mabinta thru online. Madami ang nag order dahil patok kasi ito pang champorado or di kaya Sikwati. Pure talaga ito wala kaming mix na iba kaya binabalik-balikan ng iba.
Ito ang pinakagusto ko sa lahat kasi leche flan siya na may macaroons in a taste. Nakakatakam siya lalo na at bite size lang siya. Hahaha. 20 pcs in 50 php. Kaya lang hassle siya gawin at steam lang siya hindi na kailangan e oven.
Hanggang sa natuto din ako magluto ng maja Blanca at binibinta ko ito ng 50 php per styro pack. Hindi ko tinipid sa gatas at sweetcorn yan kaya may iba na babalik din talaga sa pag.order.
Pati reseller grab ko na din. Hanggang sa dumating ang time na huminto ako, kasi itong husband ko nagdadala ng lugi. Hahaha. Libre na nga siya lahat sa bahay delivery lang gagawin niya naghihingi pa ng share. Nagagalit pa minsan kapag pinapahatid ko. May trabaho kasi ako kapag umaga tuwing gabi lang ako nagluluto at dagdag pa sa hindi ako makaluto sa orders ay may overtime din kami kaya iyon stop nalang ako hindi ko nalang pinilit.
Hanggang sa na discover ko ang product na ito. Isang organic na kape na pwedi sa lahat kahit sa bata. Naging reseller, hanggang sa naging distributor ako. Naging click din ito ng ilang buwan at iyon nga natigil na naman kasi ang ibang reseller ko hindi naman nagbayad sa akin nawala ang profit ko. 10 php lang patong ko kada isang pack sa mga reseller ko tapos ang profit nila nasa 500 to 700 ako 100 lang. Tapos hindi pa nila ako binayaran.. hanggang ngayon ang profit ko na worth 5k nalunod sa limot. Kaya nahinto talaga ako ayaw na magbayad ng iba ehh. Pinautang kasi nila kaya ganun din nangyari sa kanila.. versiin 2.0 ang lugi ko noon.
Pero kahapon nagrequest si ante na magluto ako para sa birthday ng Asawa niya kaya nagluto ako ng Kutsinta at Puto Cheese. Ang saya sayo kasi madaming nasarapan iba daw talaga ang luto ko. Hindi daw tinipid sa ingredients.
Ang megosyo talaga ay hindi natin alam kung ano ang dahilan at kailan natin ma experience ang pagkalugi.
Dream ko ang makabili ng Oven sana maka.ipon ako para makabili kasi gusto ko din matuto magbake pero as usual self study lang kasi wala na akong time para mag-aral sa tesda pero try ko soon baka ma esingit ko sa aking time. Para ano pinagka.abalahan nuh.? Out of budget lang pala. Hahaha
*-November 05, 2021*
*-Friday (Morning)*
*Article 36*
I need motivation to reach 1 bch goal
I don't know why but I can't control myself to buy something but I don't need it most.
Since before, I am not been a good one to make some budget in the house expenses because I don't know the importance of the money because all that I know is to buy anything and spent it.
**Be able to spend**
When I was a student I need to lie to my parents and beg a big amount for them for projects. Like for example, I have a project worth 150 I made it double so that I have extra money to buy something for myself. But if it is a bigger amount I did not make it double I will add a little amount only enough for the thing that I want to buy.
Until now I did not value so much to my money I am spending it on some things that look important to me at first and after a week I did not use them. I think I need to control myself to do some of my wants and focus on the most essentials in our house.
**Food**
Time flies so fast and I handle myself what is the most important value to buy for the money. Food is number 1 on the list, but still, we need to save even on food. Like for example, we have an extra from the last meal we will be able to make another dish that is made from it like vegetable soup or something so as not to throw away the rest instead cook do another meal.
And I will never be shy doing something "PABALOT" anywhere but I only choose those close friends. Haha. I will take some extra food too because we can eat it in the house during our meal.
**Value**
I've changed a little more because I value so much the numbers, if I saw a price of the wants that the numbers become four digits I need to think about it so many times. Even in three digits but above 500 hundred pesos is so hard to spend for me.
But sometimes I need to award myself for that thing even just once a year. Yeah, I bought every year one brand-new pants and a blouse but I am looking for 50% off. Most of my dress and pants are "UKAY-UKAY" (pre-loved or used clothes) that worth 150 and below. A big no to 150 and Up.
Before I dream about buying new shoes that the prices were 3k above but thinking with that amount is so painful to spend. And I can say to my mind that my shoes are worth 3k will step in the mud, in the dirt road, in the wet road or sometimes will be wet in the rain. So I prefer the pre-loved shoes somewhere.
**Shoppe**
Sometimes I can't control myself to visit my Shoppe and also I can add to the cart too. Hahaha. But don't worry I bought some essential things there like a face mask, humidifier oil, underwear if we need to change we don't buy preloved underwear. Hahaha.
**Medicines**
I am so happy to know about this kind of platform because it helps me to buy some medicines for my father. You know what my father ask me where I get money for medicines for him and I told him about noise and read cash. When he learned about that every month he kept asking for the medicine. I always say yes if my wallet has income but I say no when the money is not enough. But he says he will wait until my money will be enough. So my wallet will keep empty to buy medicine for my father.
Ohh, there are times that I have bigger savings in my wallet and I am expecting that I can't use it but I don't have any choice just to withdraw it because my husband and I got a mild covid. We did not report it in the DOH. We are afraid that mild covid will be at high risk because we will be going in the isolation area. My wallet got empty again because of emergencies. I can say to myself that God will never allow me to reach the 1bch goal.
**I want to reach 1 BCH**
I promise myself that last Monday will be the last time I spend my money in my wallet. Last time I bought yarn and a hook for crochet. I am trying g to crochet again because it was an extra income if there is someone who wants my design and my stress reliever also because doing like that I will forget my problems too because I enjoy doing crochet.
I know I can reach my goal soon, not this year because it's impossible but trying my very best next year. I need to do some extra income so that I can't use my earnings to buy something. And I am happy too because my parents made a Tableya (Pure Chocolate) again and I am helping them to mould and pack it. We sell it anywhere with a free delivery charge. My father will never ask me again for his medicine but sometimes if I have extra money I offer him also.
I know it's so hard to reach that goal, but controlling myself ang self-motivation and being inspired by someone else herein read will be a strong idea. I feel that I can reach it. Think positive self. Just pray that there will be no emergencies anymore so that the wallet never get empty.
*This is a big battle for me but I know that I can do it.*
*-November 03, 2021*
*-Wednesday (Morning)*
*Article 35*
*The lead image was taken from Black Cinder Quarry.*
Isa siyang Malakas na Babae
Sa bago kung trabaho may nakilala ako na isang babae, kasama ko din sa isang Opisina at mabilis din naman kami magkasundo.
Isang araw habang kumakain kami sa Opisina ng pananghalian nag-uusap kami tungkol sa nangyari sa buhay namin bilang isa ina. Sinabi ko naman ang mga pagsubok ko sa buhay na nangyari sa akin at agad ko naman nalagpasan.
Kahit tapos na kami kumain nag-uusap pa din kami hanggang sa umabot sa dalawang oras ang pag-uusap namin. Sabi niya na nabuntis daw siya at umuwi siya sa kanilang lugar una siya umuwi sa kaniyang mapapangasawa at nagka.anak na siya. Pagkatapos ng dalawang taon sumunod na sa kanya ang lalaki at ready na daw ang lahat para sa kanilang kasal tanging gown nalang sa kasal ang kulang at bigla daw umuwi ang lalaki at iyon pala may ibang team na pala na nilalaro kaya hindi daw natuloy ang kanilang kasal.
After so many years, may nakilala na naman daw siya na lalaki at kapitbahay lang din nila, at iyon din hindi nagkasundo kaya iyon nagkahiwalay din sila at meron din silang anak.
Sa pangatlo niya na naging kasama lumayas na daw siya sa kanilang bahay ng almost 5 years, nagka.anak din sila pero hindi siya sinamahan, nag rent sila ng anak niya at ang ng lalaki ang nagbayad sa gastos sa bahay at pagkain nila. Meron din daw time na tumatanggap siya ng labada kasama ang dalwang taon na anak niya kasi hindi sila binigyan ng allowance. May asawa din kasi ang lalaki kaya nagtatago sila at negosyante ito. Ang pinadala nga na apelido sa bata ay apelido ng lalaki. Hanggang dumatingbang time na umuwi siya sa kanila at natanggap naman ng pamilya niya ang nangyari.
Binibigyan din daw sila ng allowance, hanggang sa dumating ang time na pinatay ito habang nagdeliver sa kanyang negosyo. Nadala kasi siya sa matatamis na salita ng lalaki kaya napapayag siya. Ang duda daw niya ay baka nagkaroon iyon ng ka relasyon na masama ang ugali at pinapatay ito. Simula noon ilang buwan din siya na nakasalalay lang sa kanyang magulsng ang gastusin ng kaniyang mga anak. Ang magulang niya lang ang nagbibigay ng pagkain nila.
Isang araw, naka move on na siya sa nangyari at may nakilala siya na isang matanda at naging ka relasyon niya. Ito din ang tumulong sa kanya para makapasok sa trabaho.
Sabi ko naman sa kanya na bata pa siya, makakahanap pa dim siya ng matinong lalaki. Sabi naman niya na hindi daw niya alam at para din daw ayaw na niya. Baka ayaw na din nya masaktan ulit sa daming pinagdaanan niya. Makikita mo sa mukha niya na kahit siya nalang ang nagbubuhay sa tatlo niyang anak ay masayahim pa din siya. Nasasabi ko na ang lakas-lakas niya at nalagpasan niya ang lahat ng ito.
Masasabi talaga natin na ang mga tao ay iba-iba talaga ang pagsubok sa buhay. Hindi ko alam kung totoo ba na tayo ang makakapili sa daan papunta sa ating kapalaran or sadya lang itong lalapit sa iyo kailangan mo lang lagpasan ang lahat ng ito para ikaw maging malakas na Babae. Maaapektuhan din kasi ang mga emotion ng mga bata kung maging malungkutin ka din at hindi malakas sa lahat ng pagsubok.
Tumutulong din siya sa mga negosyo ng kanyang ina paminsan minsan at bibili din naman kamo na kasama niya sa trabaho para kaunti nalang ang ibibinta niya.
October 28, 2021
34th Article.
Inspired by her.
@Miyuki1991
Follow-Up Check-Up
We wake up early today because we have a schedule of follow-up check-ups with my husband. Last month we went to the Diagnostic Center to test the Blood Chemistry, Sugar, Urine and X-ray. When we arrived we directly went to the cashier and give the small paper we filled up. After a while, my husband was called to get a blood sample. And after him is my turn because I need to check my Urine again because the pain was still there after my medication last month and I am still weak and also I request Blood typing because at my age I don't know what is my blood type. Haha
After the Diagnostic Center get the samples they told us to be back at 11:30 am to 12:30 pm to claim the result. And we are done in the Center at 6:30 am so we have a lot of time to consume in the city just to wait for the result.
While waiting for the result we decided to wait in the fast-food chain and eat our breakfast there and also consumed one hour there. We stayed for almost one hour in the Jollibee, after we eat we talk and talk just to make the time pass by.
When we are bored in the fast-food chain we went out and we stay for a while in the boulevard and take some pictures out there.
I am so proud of my husband because he was a good photographer. Hahaha. Just nothing I just love my poise. Hahaha.
When we feel the hotness of the sun in the boulevard we transferred to the plaza luz because there was a lot of trees and flowers there.
When we arrive at Plaza Luz we took some pictures in the area until we saw this cat on the bench where we want to set. But the cat doesn't approach the strangers. We just set there and wait the time until it arrives at 9:00 because that's the time that the malls will open.
When the time arrives we went first to the Watsons just to buy our vitamins and some important things that we need to use in the house. After that, we went to the Gaisano Mall just to pass our time there until the time will arrive to claim our result. After that, we transferred again to the C3 mall and went to the Mr D.I.Y because we need to buy the chord charger for my Son and some baking cooking tools until we consumed our time up to 11:30.
After we get the result we went home immediately because our doctor was assigned to the infirmary Hospital in our Municipality. When we went to the Infirmary the result of the Blood chemistry to my husband was fine he needs a diet to control his Cholesterol and his sugar.
It's my first time to know my blood type for 30 years. Hahaha
The doctor was shocked when she saw the result because my PUS Cells was too high. The normal PUS cells were until 05 hpf but mine arrived at 80-90/hpf I am worried about the result also because it's too high. I am so worried too because I don't have enough budget for the medicine. She gives me a prescription and the higher kind of antibiotic.
The Azemax antibiotic is a one time to take that 2 tablets after I eat my dinner. After an hour when the medicine affects me I feel Nausea and sleepy. But the doctor told me if I feel Nausea, Stomach pain and Diarrhoea that was the side effect of the Antibiotic.
The Cefixime antibiotic will be my 7 days treatment. I am so glad that the doctor tells me that just ask the pharmacy what is the alternative medicine of her prescription. Thanks to God I saw this one with the same name but a different brand name. I don't know what happen to me, why I got a UTI every time. I think this is not normal and I am afraid to see a doctor because of the Pandemic but I don't know what happens to my body because I am always tired and feel like I have a light fever inside.
I share with the doctor that I feel nausea if I drink an antibiotic so I need to take this one once a day before breakfast. The doctor was shocked with my situation because they call it ASYMPTOMATIC UTI because when I pee I did not feel pain only on the right side I feel the pain but sometimes it will go. And sometimes it came back. And I don't know what happens to me because I suffer this one for almost two months I feel tired always.
Someone shared with me that I can get this kind of infection from the public CR. And in my current Office, the CR was mixed with the male because the CR of the female was under repair for almost 2 months.
I hope I will be fine after I take this medication and just always observe proper hygiene most especially in the public CR because too hard to have UTI and the medicine was so expensive.
Keep safe always guys.
October 30, 2021
33rd Article
@Miyuki1991
Attending Session.!
Every Tuesday I am assisting our Boss in the Session Hall. Because I was hired as staff in Sangguniang Bayan Office. We assisted them, preparing food and giving them anything that they need.
When we arrive in the office we are cleaning our office first, sweeping, mopping, and cleaning the glass walls. After that, we are cleaning the Session Hall, my co-workers will be sweeping, and looking at the floor while I am the one wiping the glass tables for the Municipal Council Members. When we are done cleaning inside, we put some Mugs with saucers on their table. After that, we put some coffee or tea on it. And also biscuits for their snacks.
When they are starting with their session we need to become attentive because from now and then they will call us to blend their coffee or tea. Of we are not so bush inside, we will be going outside to help our one co-worker who will always cook for their Tinolang Isda, we are helping him to prepare the species washing some dishes that he will be used for cooking.
Sometimes they requested Lechon Baboy and Kinilaw for their viand but we always prepare a Tinolanvng isda every time because they love to sip a soup. If they have a lot of Visitors to be invited to the session we need to prepare a lot of food and as well as we need to borrow plates to use.
While Municipal Council is busy discussing their topics. We are busy too preparing their lunch outside.
When we are done but the Lunchtime is not yet arrived we will be set again in the Session Hall just to Listen and to assist the council with their needs while the topic is still ongoing. When the presiding will say some Lunch break that's the time we serve them food or sometimes they still working while eating. We serve them the food, and also the soup. When we are all done that's the time we can eat for our lunch also.
Every Tuesday we have a free Lunch so that I did not bring my Lunchbox at that time. At least I can save for lunch for free I just need some effort with it.
After eating Lunch we are helping each other to wash the dishes while they are busy discussing their topics. When we are done, we will come back setting in the side to wait again for their call if they want some snacks or coffee. Mostly they love coffee and green tea to sip while eating a biscuit.
When they are done or adjourn. We clean the whole session hall wash again the mugs they are using. Cleaning the tables and arranging the chair and off the aircon, the projector, etc., before we leave the office. If they have extra of their Lunch we pack it and we will bring it home. At least I have a free Lunch and I bought a free dinner for my family.
Attending sessions is the best part because we learn a lot of the things that will happen in the Municipality.
October 28, 2021
32nd Article.
Inspired by my new job.
@Miyuki1991
A Good Provider
God will always provide! It's so amazing that God has a different way just to give us blessings.
Our good provider is my one and only Sister In-law. At first, we are not so close because she is working in a far place. And she living in Manila City. She is the one who provided her parents and also his brother and daughter. She was blessed with a good job and a good salary.
Her work is to have a Car, Gasoline, sometimes food, data/internet, and laptop allowance. I love her job but I am not qualified because we have the same family name.
When the time that we first meet, I did not talk to her so often because we are not so close and it's so awkward. But I am so happy because every time she went to the grocery she bought some groceries for my Son and also for our food. When she went home we have a lot of groceries from her, snacks for my Son and as well as toys.
Until one day, she decided to come home here in Mindanao and transferred her work to Mindanao. She living here for good and as well as she is afraid of the pandemic in Manila. When the time she was here in Zamboanga del and went for grocery she will accompany me for my grocery too. And she is the one who paid for it. It's a nice blessing from above. She told me it doesn't matter the expenses to her if it talks about food but if we talk about the wants it's another story she told me.
When she was here, we are free of groceries and when she will go home from CDO she will bring "PASALUBONG" for us. A lot of food pasalubong from her. She is a good provider to us even though we have our way of earning. And also she is a giver for everybody if it is close to her especially to her family. She has a lot of things or gadgets that she is not using will give them to us.
Every second is a blessing, we must need to treasure it. I treasure it because God provided us with a sister in law, a sister to my husband, and a Sweet and giver Tita to my Son. Ideally, appreciate her when the time we've been together in Mindanao for almost 11 months. We are not together daily but we are close when she stays here in Mindanao. She lives there because she was afraid of the High Case of Covid in Manila.
We enjoy the time when we are having some groceries together I only pick things that we need the most and she is the one paid for them. I am ashamed but she insisted. Because she told me that my income here in doing some articles and posting some content is not enough for us so she's helping us. She's not helping every moment but when she's here she will help us. She is the good provider ever.
When the time that I lost my Job I only enjoyed myself here in Read and Noise Cash because this is the platform that I can express my feeling and stress. And I am so glad because even though that I don't know where to go because it is so hard to find a job in our place. And God provided us with a family that can help us for a long month and weeks for needs and also she help us pay our monthly payment in our motorcycle.
I know every people have a bad attitude but when the sister in law this attitude will come out we will just behave ang keep silent until she will be a relief because we understand that she will be like that because of his stressful work. And she will be a relief if she will be in travel also or I will treat her any sweet kind of food.
Soon, doing my best to become successful also because soon I will be the one who treats her. Even in the small things. I know she will be happy with that if in the Gods hand he will give us a good life. But God will provide because God has mercy Human has deeds.
Keep Safe Everybody.
Godbless.
Unang Bakasyon
***Ang sariling pamilya ay napaka-importante sa ating buhay dahil ito ang ating pinagkukunan ng ating inspirasyon at lakas para maghanap buhay. Sila ang nagbibigay gana para mabuhay at gumawa ng mga gawain na nakaka-inspire.***
Unang Bakasyon namin noong March 30, 2021 sa iba at malayong syudad. Una namin narasan na magbakasyon sa ibang lugar na nagStay ng limang araw sa ibang lugar. Hatid sundo pa kami ni Ate, almost 5 hours na byahi muka dito sa aming bayan papunta sa Syudad ng Cagayan de Oro City. First time namin na magStay in sa malayong lugar na kasama ang aming anak.
Kinuha kami ni Ate ng Hapon dito sa Lungsod ng Aurora, Zamboanga del Sur at nagbyahi pabalik agad ng Alas 5:00 ng hapon. Subrang saya ng anak ko kasi sa subrang haba ng pagbabawal na lumabas ang mga bata sa bahay, sa wakas nakakalabas na din ang anak ko at malayo pa. Ang nakakalungkot lang ay parang naninibago siya sa haba ng byahi at nahihilo ang anak ko.
To make it short, pagdating namin sa Condo ni ate nagrelax muna kami ng kaunti at nagpahinga na din kasi maaga pa kami kinabukasan sa ka meeting ni ate.! Isasama niya daw kami sa Bukidnon. Nag-alala ako kasi first night pagtulog pa lang ng anak ko nilagnat siya. Naninibago talaga siya sa unang byahe niya na malayo kaya binilhan nalang namin siya ng gamot kinabukasan bago bumyahe sa Bukidnon from Cagayan de Oro.
Mabuti nalang at nag enjoy sa daan ang anak ko sa byahe at dumaan muna kami sa eco park ng Bukidnon.
Madami kaming dinaanan na lugar pamatay oras na din kasi malayo pa ang ka meet ni ate From Davao City naman nasa Mutual ground sila para daw balance ang layo. Haha
Sight seeing lang naman ang ginawa namin dahil sirado lahat ng pasyalan dahil malapit na ang mahal na araw.
Nakarating na din kami sa Hotel kung saan sila mag.meeting tapos kami ni hubby at anak ko nas kabilang table lang baka maka-disturb kami sa meeting nila. Pinagsabay na namin ang Lunch at ang Dinner hanggang sa natapos sila ng 6:30 pm at nagbyahi agad kami pauwi sa Cagayan de Oro City.
Kinabukasan nagpunta kami sa ibang Part ng Bukidnon at doon nagLunch.! Maaga kami umalis dahil kailangan din namin bumalik agad. Masarap ang pagkain sa CAFE SA BUKID lalo na ang kanila Chocolate drink nila. Maganda ang plating at Masarap ang kanilang pagkain kaso mahal nga lang. Hahaha.
Kinabukasan ulit naggrocery kami ni ate para gagamitin at lulutuin din namin sa Holy week or para na din sa Celebration namin as 8th anniversary namin ng hubby ko. Nagluto kami ng Lechon kawali, spagetti at bumili din ako ng cake sa RedRibbon.
We celebrated our Anniversary na Byernes Santo, timing na timing kasi ehh. Hehehe
Huwebes we do our grocery and preparation at sa Byernes naman nag stay kami sa Condo whole day at nagpahinga kasi bawal lumabas dahil mahal na araw at close din ang lahat ng tindahan sa Syudad. Naubos ang araw namin na nakahilata nagnetflix at nagyoutube. Nag enjoy ako sa ganon na gawain iwan ko lang sa anak ko dahil palagi kasi hindi maganda ang pakiramdam niya ehh.
Pagdating ng Sabado Santo maaga kami naghanda para maka.alis ng Syudad dahil uuwi na kami. Kailangan namin umuwi dahil nag-alala din kami sa naiwan sa bahay na mga may sakit. Bago kami nagpatuloy sa byahi may dinaanan muna kami na mga tindahan para may dala kami na pasalubong sa mga naiwan sa bahay.
Habang nagbyahi pauwi kung saan-saan muna kami nag Stop over para bumili ng food at pati na rin nagtanghalian. Habang pauwi na kami nag enjoy na ang anak ko, kumakanta at ang likot na niya sa sasakyan. Pagdating namin sa bahay, agad namin kinain ang pasalubong na dala at pinamigay sa ibang mga kakilala ang subra.
Praying na sana maulit muli ang ganoong bakasyon daming landtrip. Sana magleft na ang GCQ na hightened restrictions para makapasyal kami ulit doon ni ate. Masaya na doon kasi kasama na ni ate ang anak niya. Sana magcooperate din ang bulsa ko. Goal ko na doon magPasko sana first time ko ulit magpasko sa Syudad ulit.
My Parents, My Treasure
Being a parent is not an easy job. When we are young and when we see our parents raise us we look it easy. They are right, we never feel their hardships until we become parents too. Even though I have my own family they keep on guiding me on how to raise a family without hesitation.
They raise me in a good way, they guide me always. Sometimes they are lack financial assistance while I am studying but not too much because I am a full scholar. Even they don't have expenses in my tuition they need to give me an allowance for my daily fare and food. But there are times that I don't have an allowance, I only walk from school to house even if it's raining.
I am so thankful that my parents mould me this way because some people like me the way I am doing. Yes, I am shy in public places but I manage it. But as I've seen to my father as a public servant as a barangay captain here in our barangay and I am helping him I develop myself and I never be shy in public places.
My father is the one who teaches me how to cook and help them on the farm also. I am helping my father and as well as my mother in the garden by planting tomatoes, string beans, eggplant, monggo, peanut, sweet potato ang etc. We have a lot of vegetables in our garden and some of them we sell in the market and some profit of it was my allowance in the School.
And also I helped them get water from a deep well and I am riding a Carabao too. I helped them plant corns, some work in coconut copra. I almost know how to work on the farm and my parents keep on reminding me that I need to study hard so that I will not work on the farm forever. And yes, I made it. I graduated with a Bachelor of Science in Business Administration major in Human Resource Development Management.
When I graduated I did not find a job immediately instead I get married. But being married is not a hindrance at all. When my Son was big and I can handle how to work. If I have extra money from my salary I gave my parents money, food or medicine for their maintenance. They were so happy when I am sending them money for that thing.
My biggest dream today is to buy them a big can of milk. Much better to buy Ensure milk but I can't afford it as of now because my salary was too small so that I need to divide it for my family and them also. I know I am not obliged to give them money every month and thanks to God they understand that there are times that I can't give them money.
I promise to myself if I have extra money I will give them groceries. It is so helpful that I've learned about this platform because it helps a lot every time they need to buy medicine. I treasure my parents very much because of them I am here today developing my skills and talents in public places.
I know soon I can help them in a bigger amount but as of now, we need to adjust this small thing that I have now. They are too happy when giving them even a small thing, but for me I know it's a small thing but for them, it's a big help. They are both senior citizens and my father was a stroke so they did not plant some vegetables for their daily needs so they need some assistance.
Thanks to God that my eldest brother and his family were living in our house also so that there is someone who can take good care of them. It's been a long time since the last time a visit them it's been a month I think. And after that, I found a new job so I promise myself that I will visit them soon if have a grocery for them. My job is not a big salary than my previous work but that fine the important is I have a small salary to wait every half of the month.
Soon I write an article when I visit them. I am waiting for my first 15-day salary. I will pay my debt and the rest will be our grocery and to my parents.
Keep safe everyone.
Think positive and treasure every time.
@Miyuki1991
Hello guys.! I am not feeling well for a couple of days. I slept early and I feel tired in the office too. But I need to work. I can't concentrate on writing if my body doesn't cooperate with my mind. I hope will be fine soon.
Lucky Winner
Too lucky to have a beautiful experience in life from hard times to become successful.
I am a ***lucky winner*** because I've learned about the platform of noise. cash, this the best and legit platform that you can earn money. It's a part of the story that I will be a scam and after that God will guide me to meet some people to introduce to me that platform.
I am a ***lucky winner*** because after I've learned about noise. cash someone shares their experience for the other platform they call it to read. cash. I kept on asking them, and they share with me what they experience.
At first, it was so hard to write an article. I can't finish in just one day in one article. It took 3 up to 4 days until I finish one article because I don't know how to start and to finish it. After a week of reading, commenting on some articles I've learned a lot from them the technique and style so that it will not hard for me.
I am a ***lucky winner*** to have a sponsor like a sis @Sweetiepie for always helping me and guiding me to this platform. @Khing14 so lucky to have another sponsor, it made me inspired. @bmjc98 you are the one who inspired me to create an account in read. cash. too lucky I subscribe and saw your channel in noise. cash. I enjoy and appreciate the platform so much, it helps a lot to me.
Most specially @TheRandomRewarder for always appreciating and upvote my works herein read. cash. You made me inspired to write and write more articles. Because of your inspiration have given to me, I keep sharing this platform with my friends and relatives. To help them know about bitcoin cash and how it helps them.
I am a ***lucky winner*** because of this platform it's not hard for me to find money to buy medicine for my father. It helps a lot to me to buy vitamins, masks and some daily needs in the house. Yes, I made some shoppe shopping but I only shop if we need to buy some things that need to the house or in daily needs like masks and alcohol.
I am a ***lucky winner*** because I've withdrawn money to pay a lady who made "HILOT" to me and buy some multivitamins for myself. God made some reason where to get some money in case of shortage. I know this is not a job but it looks like it because you earn in different ways. This is the best platform ever because there is no basher instead we or they help each other.
I am a ***lucky winner*** because in case of emergency I have little savings in my wallet to be withdrawn to buy our food. In case we don't have enough money because I don't have work for 2 months but God provided us with some food in a different way and I have little savings in writing some articles and posting some noise on both platforms.
I am a ***lucky winner*** because I got a daily allowance when the time I've found another job since my salary is a delay. I don't have a problem with my allowance because even a small amount even sometimes I did not receive anything but at least I am provided in another way.
After this, I will study another platform that I will earn too and I will share my blessings with my family and friends. I never stop sharing this kind of blessing with others but I will not force them if they don't believe in me. At least I've tried my best to share with them and trying hard to help them. It's not my loss it's for them.
I am contented and very happy to know this platform. I am a very big LUCKY WINNER when the time I learned about this platform.
Be safe always
Keep on fighting
Keep on sharing
And keep earning in different ways.
Let's enjoy and go with the flow.
Being a Teacher is Hard
When I was a teenager I don't like to become a teacher because I think it's hard and I am afraid of standing in front of many people watching me, I don't have confidence in myself until now.
One of my relatives offers a full scholarship in one School he manages but I need to take an Education course. I refused him because being a Teacher is not my type. I can't get the scholarship because I am choosing the course. So my parents can't afford the tuition fee of two college students so I need to stop and wait for 2 years until my sister graduated.
One day, when my mother enrolled my sister in a school I come along with my mother and we accidentally met one of my father's relatives he is a member of the clan they made as they look for scholarships. They get scholars in their relatives only so that no one of their relatives will be left behind.
After I appeared in the clan meeting they accept me as a scholar. I took a BS in Business Administration major in Human Resource Development Management. I am so happy because the dream come true that I did not stop. After all, I am a full scholar including the graduation fee. I am joining my sister in her boarding house we went home every Saturday afternoon because our class hour in that school was every night.
I am so happy with my course but I never expect for a long time that happens like this pandemic. That we are teaching our children in their module, and it's true it's so hard to become a teacher most especially when the module is so hard to analyze and answer. I have a lot of hard times and sometimes I am so tired from my work and household chores so that I can't teach well my Son for his module.
Our hard times is teaching him writing in the right direction or a right stroke of the letters. He will cry if I will teach him about the connecting letters because he kept telling me it's so hard and he can't do that.
This is his handwriting it is not perfect but trying his very best to finish it. There are tears and sadness while doing this because he doesn't like to do it but he doesn't have any choice. I need to focus him on teaching because the higher grade he has the hardest module will come. It's so hard to become a teacher even in one student, how much more the teacher to become a mother or teaching 50 children in one classroom. I can't imagine the hardships.
We are answering his module anywhere and everywhere he wants to answer if it is convenient at least it is his will to answer.
If he requested a snack while answering the module I will give it to him. To be honest I made him spoiled every time if we talk about it in the module. Sometimes when we answer the module there is a return or compensation if he will answer and of course, I will say YES. sometimes I forget it but he kept reminding me but praise God he will u understand if I will tell him that I don't have money to buy that thing. He is not so materialistic, when he got older age toys is not important to him I can convince him that much better to think about the food to eat during module time.
Sometimes he requested Ice cream and he will eat it while answering his module.
If we are visiting in the house of her tita we will bring his module too. I am talking to him every time we start to answer his module so that he will not cry and be sincere to answer it. While he is reading his module he keeps asking me. At least it is his will to do it I can't force him.
It's so hard to become a teacher, it's true and this job is not a joke. And some people said that the teacher was an easy job but they were wrong. At this time we experience to become a teacher. We are a teacher in different ways but at this time we are a teacher in our children not in the house but also the School.
It's not good that you are the one answering the module, we need to explain to them. But the hangar is just that because we can't force ourselves to.
Good luck to us parents.!
The module is our new partner in daily tasks.
From Now On Negativity is have no Space in my Heart and Mind
Life is not complete without thinking bad words and bad ideas. I can't imagine myself without I think it's just a part of my life thinking negativity but not all the time.
Every time that I am sad, hopeless and I don't know what to do I can think negative thoughts in my mind and sometimes in my heart. I am a kind of silent person, I am choosing a person who can trust with. I am choosing a person who I can tell my problems but if they are trying to betray me I am so emotional and sometimes having self-pity.
I've realized that having negative thoughts in your whole life is not good because you become sickly and out of motivation in your life. I can't handle my feelings sometimes when it comes to me, and it will develop into anxiety that is so hard to go away.
I am doing all my best to become a very positive person in life. I will put God to become a centre in my whole life and my family. God knows everything, I believe in God that He will heal me in everything that I feel and everything that I have done. I am trying my whole best to serve God and give him time and sacrifice the day every Sunday for him.
No space for negative people and negative doing and will give a big space for all positive thoughts and doing to serve God. God is our saviour, everything will depend on him.
Base on my experience since I was young I am not like this because I am just a happy person even in small things. My face looks unhappy but it's just my face there's nothing wrong with it. I think it's because of my eyes that looks sad even if it's not. I am so emotional when I got married because I don't know how to handle even small problems.
One of my Officemates that looks like my second parents motivate and encourage me to become strong and never surrender to everything. Just fight for everything and be strong because God never give a challenge if you can't handle it or you don't know how to survive with it. They teach me how to handle problems in a family, they teach me how to sacrifice something just to face everything and become strong.
Before, when I was a teenager. I am an active member of a Parish Youth Apostolate (PYA). I am always represented in a church activity for that time. I just stop when I get married. I want to go back to that activity so that God will become into my heart and soul.
I was encouraged when I meet someone as a member of a church healing Eucharist. She enlightens me, motivates me that never pot negatively thoughts in everything that happens in our life. Soon, if God will guide me well I can do it. I need time management, I know I can handle this I can have time a lot of time to God not the problem and negative thoughts anymore..
Life most go on, I enjoy my life having a positive life. Positivity in life is a best way to your long life and happy life.
Story Telling about Read and Noise
I am always silent in the corner, thinking and analyzing what to post in noise.cash and what to write in read. cash. Putting some caption with sense is needed time to think most especially in writing some article.
One day, one of my officemates asked me what I am doing while I am at home two months ago. I simply answer her that I am just pasting my time on social media but it's different on Facebook, Instagram, etc. I am telling her that this is the legit platform that you can earn money.
But I am telling her a little tip that what I am doing is not a job but it's a platform that needs a lot of responsibility and understanding of the rules and regulations of the platform. Just enjoy the flow. While telling her about my story I am asking her if she is willing to create an account for any of these two. I am starting to assist her in telling the steps of what to do first and what to create. After a while, she stops me because she can't understand. After all, there is a lot of processes and she does not know any online banking transactions.
My officemates keep asking because she was amazing with the dollars I earned not so big but enough for daily savings.
Just set in the corner when you are bored and post or write something. I can just earn coins but it made me happy, I am not happy because I earned I am happy because they love what I am doing and writing. I appreciate it so much especially the time "RUSTY" notice me here in read. cash. I enjoy writing my article and telling my friends and my newly meet people on the way about this platform because I am proud that I am using this.
I am telling them that having a Sponsor or there is someone who always reading what I am posting was made me proud of myself and inspired me so much. Most especially "RUSTY" have noticed me of what I am writing. RandomRewarder was made me inspired every day to write an article, I can't explain but he/she was my big inspiration.
They are so amazing to me because I can write anything and something. I just told them the star s so difficult until you can adjust and you will write easily because you will be active immediately if there is one idea came.
I admit it writing or blogging is not easy, it's too hard to analyze, or to think what will be the next paragraph to write. Writing and putting some caption is need concentration. In reading. cash mostly I am writing the time near to sleep and in the dawn that the surroundings were silent and everybody besides me was snoring. Hahaha. While in the noise. cash putting some caption also was needed time and concentration but not so much because it only needs 50 words up.
In my noise account, I don't know what happens but sometimes I got no value or small value but that's the way it motivates me more. It inspires me there and here to do something or make some twist just to make my readers love what I am doing just like what I am doing.
I am so happy that I know this platform. I was scam a lot of times but this is real and legit. I will never stop introducing and telling my friends and relatives about my experience and how legit this platform is. This is very helpful to me and also to them, not a big one but it can help in a small way but it will appreciate in a big way.
Being inspired, happy and motivated by what I am doing is a big score for yourself. You will be proud of yourself if you can achieve your goal. Can I say to myself I can't save money but I am thankful to God that I can help other people and most especially to my family with their small expenses? I can't explain my feelings seeing my parents that so happy that they receive a small amount from small earning here. I can buy food and medication for my father. I am so happy and blessed with that.
**THANK YOU, LORD, FOR EVERYTHING.**
*Just keep on moving, just be inspired and just be the one who made others be the inspiration on what you're doing. Soon, they will believe and they will encourage themselves to take action for this kind of earnings.*
Whoaaahhh.. Thank you so much for renewing your sponsorship sis @bmjc98.
I appreciate it so much. Mas lalong nakaka inspire po magsulat kapag ganito.. Godbless you always po
I am Strong Enough for my First Dose
I need to face my anxiety. I need to face what I am afraid of and the reason for having anxiety as I think.
They are all right, my sick was just in my mind. Because of stress, my mind was creating imaginary sick of mind. And I feel sick because I am always thinking of the side effects and the report of others because of the effects.
I got a slot for the first dose vaccination of PFIZER I texted them requesting for slot Friday night and the confirmation and approval text was on Saturday morning. We had a pre- Orientation and registration at 1:00 pm in the gymnasium.
While waiting for my turn, I feel nervous in my chair sweating and afraid because I am not still sure if I am okay with the vaccination because of what I feel. They got our vital signs and everything was normal but I am still nervous and afraid for the vaccination but I need to do it. We fall in line for the pre-orientation of the doctor, I told her what I feel and everything she doesn't tell anything but to agree that I can get my vaccination. When I'm going home my feelings was relieved and feel relax. The hotness inside my body and tiredness was gone.
Today was the schedule of our vaccination, my husband and her nephew got their vaccine too I am the one applying for their slot.
Thanks to God I am not nervous same as yesterday.! *I feel relax and confident because in my mind I can say YES I can do it and I need to do it. This is my fear and I need to face it.*
No surrender. This is is it. It's done and finally done for my first dose. I need to wait for the effects 30-1 hour because we need to wait for our vaccination card and need to check our vital signs again.
The 3 of us, waiting for our names to be called to check our vital signs again. And to get our free medicine and vaccination card.👏
I am so happy ang feeling relieve after I got my vaccine. I ask a lot of people before I got this first dose vaccine. A lot of people discourage me, a lot of people encourage me too. And the strongest encouragement I receive is from my husband that "*don't think anything because of your hotness inside your body that you feel like you have a fever and fatigue was just in your mind because you are stress and afraid".*
And I prove it he is correct because while I am writing this article it's already 7 hours passed by from the time I got vaccinated. And thanks to God I did not feel anything in my body. My husband is very right that everything was just in my mind. After I survive that anxiety or being afraid of the vaccine I survive and feel relieved. Thanks to God and Praise the Lord.
When the midwife and the nurses call our name for the final vital signs and to get our vaccine card. Thanks to God again we are all fine.
I am still hoping and praying to God that my stress and anxiety will never come back. I don't like that kind of feeling anymore, I am Strong Enough for my first dose vaccination the more until I got fully vaccinated and get travel again. Hahaha. Travel goal was the next step after we got fully vaccinated.
**Note to Self:** *never surrender and be strong enough to face everything to survive.*
Keep Safe everyone. . . . . . . . .
I just thought I was sick
Having Anxiety is not easy, feeling like I can't stop worrying, or that bad thing will happen if I stop worrying.
At first, I am so sickly like so weak and I have fatigue I feel hot and or something in my body. I suffered it for almost I month, I always convert myself into happy moments and thoughts but nothings improving. I thought because I am jobless so that I am bored in the house but it's not.
My anxiety started when we got sick, or we got a mild covid. We can define it as mild covid because the symptoms and feelings were the same as reported in the social media. You can read it in my previous article. Until the hotness inside my body or having a fever inside the body was there and fatigue not in my body but my legs only I feel that I walk for long long miles.
Ohh, by the way, we made and laboratory for our blood, sugar and urine my husband got high blood and I got UTI. I am thinking that the cause of this was UTI but I am still wrong after my medication. The feelings were still there.
I've got a job last October 1 I am so happy and excited because for almost 2 months staying at home and being jobless was so different. I thought that this is the time, I think I am sick because I always staying in the house but I am wrong. The feelings are still the same, but it's a little bit better even though there was a little adjustment for my co-workers.
I am telling my husband that my menstruation was delayed and I fell so sick and tired. He advises that I will drink a stressstabs and ferrous Sulfate because he thinks I am just stressed for everything that happens. When I am drinking my Stress Tab, ferrous Sulfate and my Vitamin C together every night I got menstruation after 3 days.
Too happy when my menstruation came out because I thinking that this is the reason but still I am wrong but a little bit better. My menstruation was not like others have a heavy flow I am just using a panty liner 3 years after I got a child I think it's my contraceptive and as well as stress.
I stop my contraceptive 3 or 4 months ago. I think😅 I'm sorry I forgot it. Because we decide to have a child, my husband expected that I am pregnant last September 15 according to the pilot but the pilot was wrong. I used the pregnancy test kit thrice but it's negative. The pilot thinks that I am pregnant because of the pulse she saw in the centre of my collar bone or my neck. Hahaha.
My husband was dismayed so much because he was so excited to tell his friends but there is nothing happen. So I told him just wait for the right time, and wait until I am fine if God will give it to us it will come.
I am still recovering until now but I think this kind of sick was just in my mind. I think my stress develop into anxiety and it's hard to get over it. It's true what others say that never overthink what problem has come into your life because you will get sick. Don't make your problem brings you down, you are the one who will bring your problem out.
When I started thinking that my problem is in my mind and that problem and weakness is needed to face it without worrying and I am not afraid of it. You are just a problem, I am just being me facing every battle to come into my life. I survive the last battle and I will fight and survive all the battles that will come in the future. I know I will win, with no space for weakness in my heart and mind. I am strong today and I will make myself stronger and stronger than before.
***Note to self:*** *never surrender and fight every battle that will come into your life. Be strong. Be a fighter. Be motivated for everything.*
Keep Safe. . . . . .
Thank you so much po for sponsoring me ma'am @Khing14. Nakaka.inspire po lalo kapag ganito. Gagawin ko po lahat na ma entertain ko po ulot kayo sa mga article ko. God bless you po
Anong Nangyari sa Akin.?
Ang buhay ay madaming pagsubok pero darating din ang panahon na bibigay at susuko ang ang katawan at isipan mo sa lahat ng problema sa buhay.
Ano nga ba ang nagyari sa akin? Bago ko lang naranasan ito, simula noong nagkasakit ako at nabinat dahil sa gulat at nerbyos. Iba na talaga ang kataawan ng babae kapag naranasan na ang manganak, ang bilis na magkasakit at mabinat. Naging sakitin ako simula noong tumuntong ako sa edad na 30 taon gulang.
Sabi naman ng asawa ko baka sa stress ko lang daw ito dahil sa sunod sunod na pangyayari sa buhay namin. Nawalan kasi ako ng trabaho at na stress ako dahil sa kakaisip kung saa ako kukuha ng pambayad sa mga utang ko. Sunod-sunod pa kami na nagkasakit at wala kami pera para gamitin sa pang-gastos at pambili ng gamot namin.
Ang pakiramdam ko baka nagkaroon na ako ng Anxiety sa subrang pag-iisip ko sa aming problema at estado sa buhay. Akala ko kasi sa una dahil lang sa aking UTI ito pero natapos ko a ang medication ko sa aking UTI meron parin. Pakiramdam ko may lagnat ako na pagod ang aking katawan.
Ano ba talaga ang nangyari sa akin? Bakit may nararamdaman pa rin ako? Ito ba talaga ang feelings na subra sa stress ang katawan, isip, at puso? Iniiwasan ko na ang kape at tea dahil baka iyon ang reason pero wala pa rin ehh.
Sa inyong palagay nasa isip ko lang kaya ang nararamdaman kung ito? Sabi kasi nila ang Anxiety at Stress nasa isip lang daw yan dapat daw kasi hindi iniisip at e convert ang isipi into happy moments. Pero kapag ako lang mag-isa sa bahay walang ibang gagawi sa isip ko ehh kung hindi ang problema ko.
Tahimik kasi ako na tao, hindi ako basta-basta nagshare ng problema sa iba dahil baka e chismis pa. Pero kapag may nagustohan ako na tao na gusto ko e share sa kanya sasabihin ko talaga pero hindi ako sure baka e chismis nya din sa iba. hahaha. Bahala na siya doon.
Plano ko sana magpaVaccine nextweek Schedule amin for pre-orientation Lunes ng Hapon at ang Schedule sa Vaccine Martes ng hapon. Sabi nila hindi daw pwedi magpavaccine na may nararamdaman, kaya postpone ang vaccination ko nito. Halos isang buwan na ako ganito, sa tingin nyo normal lang kaya ang ganitong pakiramdam? Minsan mabigat ulo ko, minsan parang maiinit ang ilalim ng katawan ko minsan naman pagod na pagod ako lalo na sa may legs ko.
Excited pa naman ako na magpabakuna, pero hindi ehh postone na naman. Ayaw mag cooperate ng katawan ko. Sa tingin ninyo ano kaya ito? baka takot lang ang isip ko magbakuna pero hindi ako takot sa karayom kasi every month ako nagpa inject ng contraciptives (Norifam).
Ngayon pa talaga na ramdom na ang Schedule sa Vaccination noon na hindi pa namin Schedule wala akong sakit na matagal mawala ngayon talaga siya dumating. Senyalis na yata ito dahil nasa 30 na ako pero hindi naman siguro.
Ano ba talaga ang nangyari sa akin? BAkit pabalik-balik ang nararamdaman kahit naka vitamins at naka stresstabs na nga din ako para insakto palagi ang tulog wala pa din epekto ehh.
Kung talagang nasa isip ko lang ito paano ko siya matatangal sa isip ko? gusto ko pa naman sana matuloy ito ayaw ko na sa susunod baka kasi hindi na ako bibigyan ng slot.
Nagugulahan pa din ako.
keep safe . . . . . . . . . .
Introducing Read & Noise with Relatives.
People judge and asked why you always bringing and scrolling your phone even in a public place, they don't know you are too busy reading and commenting on some posts and articles.
One day, the relatives of my husband always coming back to our house just to chitchat or connect our wifi. Our wifi is just a modem we load it monthly we used the Gomo sim card in it and we avail unlimited monthly load. To be honest the purpose of our wifi is our family and private use but it's hard to say no to the relative pleasing to connect in our wifi so we gave the password to avoid hurt feelings.
When we have quality time together with my husband's relatives here in the house they ask me what is another way to have income in the house and I don't have work yet. And I told them, I have something I am doing online its a small thing but have a big effort to do but it has a lot of fun
I introduce with them the ***Noise. cash*** and *r****ead. cash****.* But I ask them if they are interested even if it's a small amount at first or sometimes there is no Value in some of their posts. They said **YES** so I start orienting them about the platform. At first, I explain to them the rules and regulations of the Noise. cash platform and I compared it to another online and they agreed and it's true.
I told them also that this platform only has a legit in money-earning. I told them that this is not a job but it's for fun that you will earn and you will have fun and learn some lessons with it. This platform is knowledgeable and you will learn how to become resourceful for everything. I told them also that read. cash has the same way but longer content and more knowledge.
I also share with them that I cant save a lot of money in my wallet because now and then I gave money to my Father for his maintenance. And also now and then I withdraw from my wallet to buy our daily needs.
By the way, our expenses are not so big because we need to budget the small income of my husband only my savings here will be expenses if there is no other money. This platform is so helpful for the time of shortage, we can use it for the load to be used in our daily needs and communication. And also I can give a load to my brothers and my parents.
I send them a link to my account so that I can count them in my affiliates. I hope they will become active daily not just at the start or just for two days and they will stop. They are amazing at what I am doing because I am a silent person and they don't believe that I am writing like this. And I told them the grammar doesn't matter, the important is you can express and deliver the meaning of the story or the point of view properly.
I also share with them how happy I am to know this kind of platform, this is so amazing because this is the way you can express your feelings that nobody bashes you. Instead, they help and advise you about what is good and bad and also give you some idea about a lot of things.
I help them to create an account but sad to say they don't have an active email account I need to assist them with that but it's hard to teach middle-aged people. sorry to say that. I teach the teenage ones but I feel they are not too interested. And finally, I found interested people but they don't have an email account and a lot of explanation to do. I hope they will understand the flow.
I feel their interest but they are worried if they got the wrong move because of a lot of steps. I told them only from the start was hard but when you do it daily it will be so easy for you. They told me they will come back here to my house for more explanation, I hope they will come as soon as possible because I am excited to help others and share this kind of platform,
**Note to Self**: *Never Surrender and Share the blessing to others.*
First Day Off
Too happy to receive my first day off for this week. And so lucky that it was scheduled every Friday.
I've started my work last October 1 Friday, with mixed emotions about what I have to do because it's a new environment, new people and new tasks to be performed. Every Monday and Thursday I was assigned to the franchising desk of the motorcycles in the satellite office on the ground floor of the Municipal Hall. The client was not allowed to go inside, we only transact on the ground floor.
But last Monday I did not perform my task at the franchising desk yet because too busy with the photocopy of the resolutions to be topic in the Session of the Councilors every Tuesday. That was the first time I attend the Session, I was just setting in the corner watching and listening to them. Waiting for their command on what to do. As an assistant or as an employee to the Sangguniang Bayan we need to be observant and alert in what they want to order what they want.
I am not so busy on Wednesday I am just waiting for them to do or just doing anything task will come to me. But sometimes there will be a lot of papers to be photocopied that's the time I am busy but if it is given to me. Hahaha.
Thursday I am going to the ground floor waiting for some clients to be entertained if they are going to get the new franchise or renew if there are existing franchises that will be going to expire.
And today, enjoying my first time day off as a Municipal Employee. I had a lot of plans today house, I am going to clean the house, wash some laundry for almost 2 weeks. My laundry is a big war today I hope I can do it and I can finish it without the help of my husband. My husband will not be around today because he will be accompanied by his sister to the City. After all, they planned to have a tattoo today. I am planning too but I don't have a budget for that as of now. Haha.
Ohh, by the way. I heard from the wife of my husband cousins that our water is back for almost 3 years without it. We are always using water from the rain for our daily needs. We just bought water to use for our cooking and to drink. The barangay captain made an action for that because her live-in partner will be running Mayor this coming election. It's not a good idea that there will be working like this because the election was near.
But at this moment I am washing our clothes, I did not wash our clothes for almost 2 weeks. And I did not finish it because I feel tired only half of it. I will continue this tomorrow when my husband is here because I know he will help me. Hahaha.
After we eat our Lunch we continue answering the module of my Son. I know I will be stressed out about this again because he will stop and play with his toys. If I will forced him to answer his module he will cry. It's too hard to adjust to this situation, he doesn't like to write and read. But I have no choice he will answer it because I will become a dragon if he will never do that.
Some Schools in our place was approved by the DOH of face to face class. But only 11 schools out of hundreds of schools. But we understand that our place was still at high risk because of the Pandemic. Our town still has 13 people who got positive but praying to be fine and will not tighten our border and be back as a GCQ.
Stay safe everyone.
Enjoy your day and I will enjoy my first day off.
God Speed.
Home Not so Sweet Home
Your home is not complete if there is no problem like fighting, jealousy and misunderstanding happen as married life.
This is the continuation of my previous article, https://read.cash/@Miyuki1991/adjustment-is-needed-3-323e313. Yeah, we did not continue our house until now because of some family and financial problems. We applied just to build a small house, we just closed only the bedroom, the living room and the kitchen was open wide. Haha https://read.cash/@Miyuki1991/adjustment-is-needed-3-323e313c
My small amount salary was adjusted up to the scent just to pay monthly in our first-ever housing loan. It's a small amount just to build a small and light material. Only the income of my husband as a tricycle driver. After 2 months we did not adjust our budget we are always short in money and we always fighting about that problem. And also that was our first time to settle and live alone and apart from our parent's decisions.
Even we separate in my in-law's house but our house was near to their house. Every morning my father law 6 am was calling us outside, asking and telling us why we did not wake up early we are going to be late. But we already adjusted our time but Erpat doesn't like that until we got annoyed. But we ignore him because he is right we need to wake early because as a family and we want something more fruitful day we need to work hard and wake early.
Too much adjustment of money is too hard, the small business of my husband of TIRE LOANS to the co- motorcycle driver and other motorcycle maintenance. The process of payment was daily, they will pay every day any amount they want until they will fully be paid, the minimum amount was 20 PHP. The business was good but the Capital is not ours. So we need to give the profit to her sister, and I don't know that some of the Capital of that business was used to build our house. We want to get it back for the share of my husband to the profit but we failed because there was an emergency that happened.
Erpat was hospitalized because of high blood, they need a big amount to pay the hospital bill and her sister went home from Manila to visit his father and Ate want to liquidate or want to compute all the capital and profit of the TIRE LOANS. My husband can't liquidate or can't tell her sister that he use some Capital until her sister discovers it. She was not angry but she needs the Capital because she will pay it to the hospital bill.
We are not pressured to pay the capital but we need to pay it as soon as possible so we sell our single motor. It is a Yamaha vegan force model. We sell it worth 20k just to pay the whole Capital and we want to continue that business for the small Capital left but it does not grow again because my husband got moody about the business until it is gone.
We still suffering from the adjustment of our bills and expenses in the house, and still, we have a lot of fighting in the house and my husband got so hard-headed for everything he insisted on what he want to do in his life. He still feels like he is a single guy, not a married man. And also he keeps jealous of my office mates that's the other reason we always fighting because he is insecure.
After a month Ermat will hospitalize too. So my husband did not do his job as a tricycle driver again because he helps his family in the hospital. And after that, his brother got hospitalised too and diagnose with a CKD or Chronic Kidney Disease it was a lifetime treatment and need dialysis twice a week.
It came the time that my husband stop his work as a tricycle driver, so I did not recover immediately from our household expenses and budget my small salary. Until now our house is not yet finished and my husband was always hot-headed. We always fight for almost 6 years in marriage. When we are fighting my husband want to damage things the house he breaks everything punch and throw some things.
But I am thankful that he was changing for his attitude of always being jealous. When our marriage turning from 7 up to 8 years my husband change. Lessen fight, no jealousy but I change it even if I did not jealous I tell him I am jealous so that he will adjust to me. I make it upside down. Hahaha
**Note to Self:** *Never Surrender for everything life must go on even if what hard it is. This is just a challenge in married life. The more you stay the more you become strong but if you got hurt or have a third party involved it's another story. Haha*
My Journey in Noise and Read Cash
At first, I did not believe them until I prove them right.!
At first, we are playing something online that the money will grow times two. For example: If we put 100 it will make 200 for the next 15 days. At first, we cash out until the second we never get our money back. That kind of investment was so suicidal and yes we are dead immediately. Hahaha. We have a group chat with that investment, telling everything about our aches and pains on how to get that money but we did not get it back.
Until someone in the group chat told us about the platform of noise. cash. At first, I did not believe them I never open an account immediately because I am hurt by what happened to my money. It is a small amount but it was my two days income in my work.
When I open an account in noise.cash I am not so active because I don't have friends I don't know what to do and I can't post pictures same to others. After a week I open it daily and I notice I did not get a heart value but when I read some posts if I have a good content post my heart value will back. After 3 days I received a heart value and that time I am so inspired to open it daily. But after a month I used it the heart value was missing again so I kept asking the friends in noise. cash and they told me it will back again if I will keep posting good content posts and make some alternate for every post.
Sometimes I get tired but sometimes I get inspired when I read some posts of the users. And I told to myself if others can why can't I? So I keep posting, almost 1 month but I still have the courage because I got inspired by some users. Until it came back, and I earn my first 1 dollar quota. I can't explain my feelings, my happiness. My hundred per cent happiness and inspiration came back. I kept posting, sharing my journey on the platform.
Until I earn my first 500 PHP and I bought it for medicine to my father. I never expect it, it's not a work but this is the best platform that I've known because even small things nobody bashes you there instead they inspire you.
When I read a lot of posts, I read some of the posts about another platform. That platform was about to read. cash when I open and read their post I am thinking it's too hard to do that because it's long and it took a lot of time thinking about an article to post. I keep reading their post in read. cash until they inspired me again. I tried to post first, second and third but it doesn't click again. Until I stop for a week again and also I am sick so I can't concentrate to write an article because I need a lot of time to make some articles. After all, it was my first week and I don't know what to do.
Until I got the first sponsorship it was named @Zcharina22 it inspired me so much bit sometimes I am blank because of Stress and got sick.
And I got another sponsorship because I comment on someone in the noise cash I just told her that she inspired me so much so I open an account here in reading. Thank you so mam MJ I'm shy to mention you here. Hehehe
When I recover from my mild covid sick, I wrote an article about it. That I survive, because I know it's a covid because the symptoms are common to the announcement. I am so happy that there is someone who gives me a big value. When I open it he was a **RANDOM REWARDER**. I don't have any idea about it because at first all that I know was to post here, interact with everybody. I was so amazed it my the first time I received that amount.
And until I got a new sponsor, I met her in read. cash and noise. cash. thank you so much for inspiring me every time @Sweetiepie you at the one inspiring me to open my read account and have the courage to write some new article to post here.
From now on I always introduce the noise. cash and read. cash with everybody and to my friends. And sometimes a post it on Facebook. But yes they don't have any courage to pursue they stop it because they don't receive a tip at first. I am trying my best to encourage them again that will be my other goal nextime. Or I will introduce it here in my new workplace trying my very best but if they don't dare to pursue it not my lost it them.
**Note to self:** ***don't lose hope, just find a lot of ways to encourage yourself to do what you want to do.***
I develop Anxiety
I think I have an Anxiety disorder, and I don't know how to get rid of it.
This feeling just started when I am turning 30 years old. At first, I am just panic ang nervous because of what happened to my husband last time. You can read what happens to me with this article https://read.cash/@Miyuki1991/goodbye-alak-na-please-7ecb4e68
I can't explain my feeling at this time, and my immune system was so weak already after a week I catch a mild covid I know it even we don't do some swab test because of the symptoms and feelings. You can read my experience with the article.
https://read.cash/@Miyuki1991/i-think-i-am-a-mild-covid-survivor-ec5a09a5
It is so unforgettable and stressful month for me because both my husband feel that way. But he recovers first because he catches that virus in the hospital.
After a week of praying and hoping to be recovered immediately but after a week it happened again. I am shocked, rattle, nervous, I feel nausea, vomiting, hyperacidity and have a fever inside my body.
I feel that way because of what happened to my brother in law. You can read that in this article.
https://read.cash/@Miyuki1991/goodye-september-goodbye-stress-d235ee46
But on September 28, we went to the diagnostic Center together with my husband to check our Blood Chemistry, Sugar and Urinalysis. My husband got high blood it's clear because of what happens to him lately. And about me, I have a Urinary Tract infection I am thinking that was the reason for the fever inside my body and also I feel tired sometimes.
I will never believe it is still a covid what I feel because it has been a month since I feel this way. The remaining feelings were sometimes I have fever and fatigue. I am done with my Antibiotic Medication for my Urinary Tract Infection this afternoon but why do I still have a fever sometimes. I think this is the cause of all my stress for the last month because there a lot has happened.
My mother in law died, after a week I lost my job, too busy for up to 40 days. After 40 days the birthday celebration of my Son and his Cousin Together. After that my husband got high blood after that we got mild covid both of us we just do a home quarantine. And after that my brother in law got sick, got a lot of emergencies. We need oxygen but we can't find one until my brother in law can't survive. It's so hurt we can't accept it immediately even he is a dialysis patient we are still in shock because he can still survive if there is oxygen. The hospital did not accept him if we did not bring 2 tanks of oxygen.
When my brother in law died we don't know what to do, our mind was floating. Until it's already 5 pm and it is slightly raining. I went home because I can't understand what I feel. I am still sick at that time. At night I can't eat well, I am cold, I have a fever, shortness of breath. I kept calling my husband about what happened to me in the house because my son was just 8 years old he don't know what to do.
At first, I think it was just my hyperacidity so that I told my husband to buy me a medicine, he bought me Omeprazole for my hyperacidity. And I am fine for a week but still, my fever and fatigue was there. I am already done taking my medication for my UTI but still, the fever and fatigue remain.
What happen to me.? Who else have a feeling this way.? It's almost 1 month I have had a feeling like this. At first, I think I am pregnant but when used 3 pregnancy test kit they are still negative. Because I am thinking it was a sign of a first-month pregnancy but I am wrong. I think I need to go to the doctor again, but I don't know what to test in me. Because my blood ang sugar is normal only for my UTI but I am already fine with my UTI.
Is this the sign or is this the feeling of having anxiety? And I think it develops when the time that I am stress for the last few months. And my body did not recover yet.
Every night or sometimes every four hours I drink paracetamol because I feel I have a fever inside and my legs feel tired. If this is the anxiety I don't know how to treat this. I am developing anxiety because I am afraid when the time I don't have work on how to feed my family. When we are sick what to buy medicine?
Last Sunday I feel that feeling and I suffer shortness of breath for 30 to I hours if I recover I feel the fever inside my body. I don't know what to drink or to eat just to treat this feeling. And also I need to get vaccinated because it is needed for my work. Some of them advise that when I got vaccinated it's better that I am healthy and physically fit because we don't know what will be effective the vaccine on me.
How can I get vaccinated if my body doesn't cooperate with me, or I need to relax my mind just to make the stress go away? But how.?
@Miyuki1991
