Panic

• December 22, 2021

• Wednesday(Morning)

Article 48

We all know and we are all suffering from Typhoon Odette. We don't have electricity, Smart Telecommunication has no signal, the globe has signal but can't access to the internet. We only have signal number 1 of the Typhoon but we still suffering the heavy rain, slight wind and loss of electricity and signal which is important at that time to become updated in the News.

We went home early when we receive the new Executive Order from the Provincial Office to suspend the work and any transactions inside excluding the MDRRMO offices and the Municipal Health which is needed for that time. We suffer that one for more than 24 hours, we are worried because we can't contact our relatives who announce when it landfall they get signal number 4 in their area.

It's Saturday morning I contacted the lineman to fix our electricity because the transformer near our area explode because of the heavy rain. When the electricity was fixed I receive a text message from my co-employees to report to the JH Canteen to help them with food packing to continue the barangay forum after the typhoon.

When I am done with the food packing I went home because I am too excited to finish my unfinished Article when the electricity is gone. I did not log out of my account at that time because of the electricity so when I log in to my account I can read but I can't comment, when I click to write an article I did not proceed. I am slightly worried but I wait for an hour to hours, until it comes to days. So I decided to clear all data and log in again but I am so worried after that because when I enter my account it doesn't proceed. And again I wait for almost 2 days until I post it to the noise and I ask them what happen until someone shared that we experience the same problem. And I read some posts of my followed user and they use another browser, so I tried.

I am so happy that they share it on another platform so that they are helping us who are not so updated on some other sites but only in two sites. When I started logging in there I tried to post a short post if it is work and yeah it.s. So happy🥰 and glad and at least I can write an article again. I've panicked for almost 3 days because I can't log in and I am so worried that my account will be lost.

I know I am not so updated, and sometimes I can't interact with all of them but I am trying my best because I need some extra income too but the needs of my family. And I know it does not work but it's a big help for me, I am so glad ang lucky to know this kind of platform. The salary is not enough and has a lot of debts to pay. I want to go to school again for a better career but I need to pass with it because of the short budget. I can handle this, I need to do this. I need to get some savings for that but for now, I need to give my Son for his needs in school clothing and food.

At age of 30, I know it's not too late to dream all of my dreams. Because as of now only me dreaming a big dream, not my husband. I know we all have different problems in the family but mine is a big problem for me. To have a jobless husband or if he has worked not stable or just and extra but mostly staying in the house. When staying at the house he only watches Movies, Youtube ang Scrolling on Facebook. When I went home in the house I am the one to cook and yell my son to wash the dishes. So stressful🙄

But when he was sick I panicked, but my panicked was useless because he came back from what he did, so sad but needed to accept him.

Because of that, I am so stressed when I know that I have a lot of orders in my crochet sideline but he is just going somewhere to jam with friends and me when I am off from work I am doing some crochet and I am forcing him to do our laundry. At least he was useful in that thing.

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