25/30 The item I treasure the most
There's always this something that is worth keeping, no matter what we age enough or how old that stuff that we still cherished it and make us feel so nostalgic, pure and just makes us smile everytime we've got a hold on it or seen it after a long while of not having the glimpse of it...
It's in my 25th of this 30 DoG and it's really fun writing this one, gosh so let me continue this topic and let's get through it.
The item that I treasure the most is a piece of letter written in an intermediate pad by my only eldest sister, she gave me that on my seventh birthday, she's still an elementary student back then and I'm also too, so she's no income or money to bought me some gifts so yeah as a mind of a kid back then a letter is a huge treasure for us when we are so young and naive,
I don't know but everytime I look at it, it's just so heart warming and so innocent, I missed the simple greetings, a child that so less on expectations and less stress like just by a simple paper it makes you feel so complete, and really after all everything that I get as I grow older until now, there's a satisfaction and happiness but the piece of paper and a genuine letter of love from my sister is incomparable...
It's a cliché but ut is what it is that's the item that I treasured the most, it's simple aand looking like a vintage one as I look up it now haha I don't want to took a photo of it, it's my privacy and really my mom laugh at me when she have seen it, I was just like cleaning my closet and seen some stuff and it turns out my old wallet when I was in my elementary days, I've seen my picture that's so pure and innocent and really annoying but cutr and when I get the wallet I seen the letter and yeah my mom laugh at it because how come I still have it, yes I'm 18 that time when my mom seen it. And I still have it until now that I'm almost going on my twenties,
My sister make faced when she have seen it, if I know she's touched and really fond on how I kept her gift letter to me hah hahahaha gosh I'm always been like this I love to collect and keeping good care on something or some stuff that is given to me by important people in my life.
Even a bracelet that is already broken I still keep it hahah gosh I remembered the blue bracelet with a cross on it as a design, ow it's given by someone so special to me but taken for granted yeah tragic sad pages of mine, became my past, athe unlabeled one, haha won't tell anyone about it except for my bestfriend hahaha... I still have the bracelet that the person got me when we we're still in highschool days hahha but yeah i didn't wear it since we begun to separate ways but still it's in my safe place even if it worn out because I broke it accidentally when I got myself caught up on something...
So yeah let's go back to the my susters letter, so that's it that's my most treasured item I have until now,
I hope you all have something that you've kept on as your treasured one, it's so cute and so valuable to have somthing to kept on in a lifetime.
**That's just it for today, woah I'm always sleepy as always, I think I'm going back to my old behavior of being sleepy as hell cause I really doesn't get enough sleep at night. Maybe insomnia attack again. I'm taking sleeping pills sometimes but yeah it's very unhealty so I rather force my sleep to sleep everynight, I just read or listen to some music while waiting myself to get sleepy hahaha,**
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**Gosh so yeah I think all of us has this item that we always been treasuring the most, and that's so sweet and really a soft thing that makes life much more enjoying, an item that we kept because it has a sentimental value to us and we are so eager to keep it as long as we can.**
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24/30 The best gift I ever recieved
A bestowed present that makes us mortals the happiest being on this boundless stage of this predicament life, despite of dilemmas and circumstances that makes our life so messy, we found happiness on simple gifts that we received from someone whom so special to us. Gifts that provide as a proof that life is not an impasse, or a dead lock, there always a reason that's ahy ut happen and there's always an escape a right route that will lead us to satisfaction and happiness, life is often a mess and a really vague to understand but still somehow we found happiness to those simple or even big gifts that we recieved along the way... It makes us somehow lessen the burden and see that life ia not just about difficulties, sometime we deserve something for fun and aknowledgement...
Well I'm on the 24th of this 30 DoG and yeah still grateful to this one since I'm so busy and doesn't have an idea to what a topic to write about since I have a lot to do in school and it's really a headace hahah but yeah still have time to waste my time watching my favorite shows haha my toxic self is ireally want me to go cram hahaha... So anyways let's get this done and just dive deep into the topic...
We all have received presents, gifts, from the moment we firth breathe, from the moment the of oyr firat heart beat, it became the first gift that we recieved, although material and stuffs or luxurious things that really makes us satisfy that we often think that woah it is the best gift that you've ever recieved but what really matters for me and one thing that is the very best among the best of the gifts that I recieved...
The best present that I ever recieved is none other than...
My life...
A present that I will always be grateful for to the almighty one who gifted it to me, there is no other words to describe how I am so grateful to be born in this world and to have a chance to witness and be surrounded by the amazing and lively creatures and masterpiece of God...
Never in my life I would regret living, I will always choose to live as myself all over again evrn with a defects still I'll choose to be me, I'll be always in a lifetime cherish this precious gift that God's gifted to me, even there's a limit, even there's an end I'm forever be grateful to this present,
Life is just so precious that it give us the chance to experience, explore, and go on an adventure, to learn, to grow, despute of pains, torment and agony aheads of it, we still be always be grateful and take care and cherished this temporary gift that God gives us,
We need to be living our life the best of it, life is such a meaningful gift that not anyone is so lucky to be given some of ut are taken in just a matter of short period, so why we are still having a time to spend it, and have out control over it, the we should be always grateful and do the best to make it more fun and amazing...
Life is not just about receiving and giving gifts, but life is the gift of utself, it's a lovable and inevemitable gift that God only can provide. We need to embraced it and be sacred on taking care of it, we need to save and do the best every bit of it. Life the gift that you received.
**That's just it for now guys hahhaa I wrote this one when I woke up a while ago from my deep slumber, yes I spent my whole afternoon taking my supposed to be a nap but turns out to be a deep slumber hahaha, I think I'm just tired because of our face to face class that happened earlier this morning, it's fun though and I really enjoy the accompany of my classmates and it's fun really I learned a lot when it's really face to face since I've got my focus only in the classroom and unlike scrolling through my social media during online classes hahaha gosh that's really hit the difference between ol class and f to f class... But yeah it's fun even if it's just a while though...**
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https://www.wow4u.com/giftquotes.html
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https://www.oprah.com/spirit/quotes-to-help-you-find-your-lifes-purpose--inspirational-quotes/all
https://dpsayings.com/life-is-a-gift-quotes/
https://favim.com/image/574360/
**Oh, I'm so talkative here haaha I just want to tell how my day was because my supposed to be coffee date with my cousin is canceled because I fell asleep and he said that he will be late because he's on his ot from his work so maybe I just scheduled it on weekends since I really want to continue the unfinished tea with him last night hahaha I fell asleep while listening to his talks hahaha that's why I end up waking up late this morning and almost forgit that I have a face to face class hahaha...**
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23/30 A compliment that made me feel good
An authentic, genuine words of affirmation that accolades your whole existence and you just felt the heart warming feeling that with that simple compliment it makes your confidence skyrocketed, and you just sway by this genuine words that adds more happiness to your soul.
Well, ever heard a compliment before? Well of course there's always someone who will notice and compliment us, especially from our love ones, family, parents, friends, also from strangers, it's just feel so great to recieved a compliment to someone, like they are just moved, and adored something about you, that makes you fell the greatness and appreciation that makes you so fond to yourself and happiness to that person who tells you that.
I'm on the 23rd of this 30 DoG haha since I missed some days of not writing here hahaha I'm still on this prompt hahaha, okay so by the way let's go through it...
So some compliments that really make me feel so great are:
****"You smell so nice"****
-this is my most favorite of all the compliments that I recieved, this simple accolade brought me to a soaring full of happiness, like all I can reply back is just a smjle but deep inside I'm screaming and so touch by that compliment gosh, yeah I'm always on those who smells good, like just by the smell of them smells freash and so neat.
****"Your hands are so soft"****
-uhm I don't know but it's really a huge turn on for me when it comes to the texture of skin specially the hands, I'm not the clingy one that's so fond of physucal touch but yeah once I've receive a compliment by not realizing that I aready holding onto someones hand then yeah it's so heart warming and really my boy bestfriend tease me always when he holds my hand and he will said that it's so soft proof that I'm a lazy huamn being hahahha. I'll smack him and he will laugh at me.
****"You're so cute with that smile"****
-well I'm so touch by this compliment, I rarely recieved this one cause yeah they are so used on seeing me smiling, so they rarely compliment me by it haha but when I met strangers for the first time yeah I recieved such kind of these compliment
****"You are so fun to be with"****
-hell yeah I'm always get this one hahaha I'm just like woah go with the flow and happy go lucky one and everytime I received this kind of compliment it give me more the vibe of being friendly and fun on everyone that I spend my time with but yeah it's just apply to some people who really closed to me. I'm no fun when you first met me haha but not until I've found something that we vae in common and I found people fun to be with and I'll automatically have our common ground and start something fun and create memories that full od adventure and fun.
****"You're quiet surprising"****
-I often get this one but yeah when I received one it really makes me so proud to myself hahha I get this one when I've done some things that I rarely done in front of people like showing of some skills in some kind of aspects bthat I rarely do, I'm not those kind of people who always shows and acts smart I just go with the flow but when I often get serious on doing things I put my best on it and yeah including me I'm surprised by my actions.
**That's it just for todays writing, I'm feeling good since we have no classes today and I've got this as a chance to spent my day laying on my bed and just watch movies and sleeps hahhaa I'm really on the resting mode for the whole day**
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https://medium.com/i-hate-you-i-love-you/16-ways-you-can-compliment-someone-besides-their-physical-appearance-bd6b123c11e7
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https://www1.cbn.com/how-give-great-compliment?amp
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https://www.pinterest.com/pin/788200372274087695/
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**Gosh let me just end this one, hahaa I'm on the midst of spilling of tea with my cousin but he goes for a bath for a while and I'm waiting for the continuation of his never ending tea about his work, okay I'll just post this one hehez.**
22/30: A challenge I'm grateful for
Provocation that compel us to be gratified and acknowledge what already transpired to us and we are so pleasant and beholden by the means of the lesson and moral that we acquired from that specific scenario that we experienced in life.
***Well to be honest every challenge that comes in this predicament voyage life of mine are really played a huge role for who I am today,***
Challenges comes often with a difficulty but still we should be always grateful that it happend because after all we still alive. We still exist and we still survived and won that challenge that is given to us by this life.
Well I can't still think of challenges that I should be acknowledging and be thankful for because all challenges seems like taught me a great lesson and this piece of Article is not enought to tell all of it, it would be a never ending writing hahha kidding I'm so exaggerated by that hahaha...
Well I can't think of some challenge so maybe I just tell some...
****Challenges in school as a student****
-Well yeah I'm still grateful to this challenges that comes while I'm just a mere student, I know that after this challenge, the day will soon to come that I would be smiling and looking back to all of those sleepless nights, stressful weeks, hell week, and a lot more tiring and exaggerating emotionally unstable days because of so much load that I have but still I survive, I knew I will always be surviving, I'm doing my best even though I'm a lazy one haha, so guys if you are still a student please enjoy it and spend it not just with those stressful days, live you life atleast. Go for a walk, or a trip if you have time, I will not say that don't put to much pressure on yoyrself because I really can't apply it to myself haha stress and pressure are always together it's been part of our daily challenges and we just need to beat it.
****Challenges in everyday changes****
-Most of us are afraid to this challenge, we are fear to changes that comes in our life, we are just so contented on the life that we have but changes will always be constantly coming and we should be just sitting around and do nothing. We need to embraced it, clasp and adopt on it, we never knew what comes next, changes are natural and really we should be always grateful that it happens because life would be boring if we just live throught it with a monotonous one, so be grateful that changes are happening every single day, we just didn't notice that it haooens, we just realized that oh yeah I think I'm not the person I am before. And now when you look at yourself you see a new one, a change, a new you who's is more stronger that you are before, because changes is for the better, we just need to adopt from it.
****This 30DoG challenge****
-I'm grateful to this one because I happened to wrote my gratefulness toward little things, that i realized that I have so much to be thankful for, life is so simple to live with regrets, we need to be grateful one on everything that we have and doesn't have, a little efforts, a little time, a little genuine smile, a little things that makes this life much more amazing, being grateful on everything is such a nice way to appreciate and acknowledge everything. So I'm not just grateful to this one because I have somthing to write one but I'm grateful for this one because I realized that life is much more fun when we are living in a simple things that we are grateful for. Life is precious and every challenges is to be grateful for.
*Every challenges comes with a lesson that will pierce to our beings, that will often leave a great scar, yes a great one that will remind us on how we managed to survived , to get off, and to win that battle that is given to us, it will wound us yet it the scar that will be left is a proof of us getting stronger, and bolder because of that past that pains us.*
*Challenges exist for us to get stronger and learned lesson, we don't just live a colorful and happy one, of course life should be balance just like yin and yang, well it's on us on how we will be looking at that challenge, on how we will face it, it's on us to decide and choose if we will fight or just surrender, but that how life is, the famous line it is what it is, we can't change the faith, we just need to face it, fight for it, learn form it.*
*All things happens for a reason, it's just sometimes we never understand it because it comes with a blurry and messy perspective. We just need to look at the bigger picture, a bigger perspective and just go with it.*
**That's it for todays videow hahaha okay my apology for my absences here in this platform, things are really getting difficult and stressful in my acads. It's just there's so much loads of reports, papers, activities that I needed to do so I haven't have time to update here for the meantime, I'm still working on some of the activity given by our professors, so by any chance I still have energy or will to write something, I will grab it so here I am, writing this one during my bed time,**
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https://quotesgram.com/quotes-about-challenging-students/
https://dogtrainingobedienceschool.com/quotes-about-work-challenges/6855745_we-don-t-grow-when-things-are-easy-we-grow-when-we-face-challenges.html
**Gosh I'm so sleepy, I think I will just post it and go to my deep slumber. I hope you all have your day spent so nice and great, may we all have a good rest tonight, Goodnight my dears.**
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21/30: Something positive about my body
Scrutinizing to someting pragmatic positivity about one's scared frame, a chasis that so alluring and an almost perfect creation of the highest, an anatomy and form that we alway be looking for. Often make us conscious and often make us proud, convince, and confident. Positivity must always be present especially coming from internally. From ourselves, minds helps, mind always be the one to dealt with, a positive mind brought up a high maintenance material gurl haha kidding.
So yeah I really forgkt about this 30DoG hahaha I stop writing for days cause I'm too busy but yeha here I am writing this one haha so yeah where we are now hHaha...
So yeah we are on 21th of the 30DoG hahah so shall we hahah
****Something positive about my body:****
My curves
-Well haha I'm not sexy or look like those girls who's featured on famous brand magazines or the one you see in a runways but yeah my body curves are also the one thing to be positive in my body, it's just we people often wanted to be like those what societies set as a standard of being a sexy wheich to have a great curves or what but for me it's just a bullsh*t, whatever curves we have, fat, thick, thin, normal etc. We are beautiful and sexy on our own way, positive mind adds up more appeal to our own body.
My eyes
-Well my bestfriend always tease me about my eyes that so small haha singkit daw haha she really have big eyes than mine haha yeah we are opposite but still I prefer my eyes like these, it's still fits on my face and adds more beauty to my feature haha duhh, I'm beautiful whatever the size my eyes or whatever the color of it.
My face
-Well this angelic face is full of positivity haha yeah just by look of this ethereal feature hahaha okay fine I'm so head over heals again to myself hahah, and it should be like that, we all should be like that to ourselves, confidence, because we are all beautiful and we need to put that in our mind, body, and soul, and that's how we will feel and see the beauty on ourself.
My hair
-I'm more on obsessed on styling my hsri also on vleaching and changing it's color haha gosh I'm just an addict on changing the style and cllor of it, really I'm just so happy with my hair style last january because I really cut it short and I really look like a boy by that hairstyle and color it yellow hahhaa gosh my mom said I look like amerikanang hilaw hahaha, then my sister as usual just laugh and said I look like a goku hahhaa and my little sister said I'm more on like a chick yas a sisiw literal haha, but yeah I don't care haha I decided to let it grow longer but then I cutted it again a week ago hahaha I make it more shorter again haha and die it in black since our face to face classes is about to begin again and school is not fan on colored hairs hahaha.
Something positive about my body well, it's fine and well as what I know for now, and I think it's properly functioning, I love my body, my shaped and everything about it, it would be positive it you just thought of it positively, never ever be conscious or think negative about your body, it might just makes you feel sad and depress somehow, never ever estimate your body.
Except of this height and also this dextroscoliosis of mine which I'm on my maintenance until now and it sucks drinking vitamins and medicines for it.
*We always need to love and be positive about our body, about ourselves no matter what, this is a gift of God a sacred one that we should always be give a care and love, we should be the one to know it's worth, it's value, it's our body, ourself, no one on can withstand it. It's ours and ours only, anyone who degrades it or judge it is such a disgrace to humanity.*
**Well that's just it for today, I'm really not in the mood to socialize but I need to hahaha cause yeah we have visitors here and yeah I should be not sulking while everyone is here gosh but I just need to be off all day long hahah even we have our online classes I felt like I'm not even joining when I'm really on it hahha cause my mind is like flying haha I was just there, I can hear voices in online class yet I don't really understand their saying haha I just looking up at nowhere hahaha cause yeah I think this is the time of the day where I really lose my focus again hahaha it's normal for me haha...**
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https://www.nymetroparents.com/article/help-prevent-negative-body-image-teens
https://www.istockphoto.com/illustrations/positive-body-image
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Ps. I really forgot this 30DoG hahaha and I'm too busy on my onlince classes and other stuff so I'm not active here last time haha.
20/30: Something I love about a family member
A devoted fondness of admiring something about someone is such a firm, compelling, passionate act of love. To be captive on something they aren't aware that by simply doing that makes you enchant and love them even more.
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If I were to define those something I love about each member of my family then this would be a never ending article haha kidding, I'm really not a type of person who's showy when it comes to my family hahaha blame me all you want but yeah that's just me... But I love them and I knew they knew that...
Okay let me just tell you those something that I love about my family members...
**Mom**
-Well something that I love about mom is her loving, caring, and never ending support for me, I knew sometimes or maybe often I surpassed the limits and being a spoiled brat to her because yeah she used to cover up to my craziness when my father will about to nag me and yeah I used to get punished physically when I was a child because I'm a hard headed one, and loves to disobey and break rules but with my mom beside me I'm not afraid haha I'm a mama's girl, I love how my mom became my diary, my bestfriend, it's just times flies and something changes although we still have the same vibes but I'm now barely open up to her, I'm became secretive and shy telling her my whereabouts haha... But yeah still I love here motherly love and how she acts and talk like she's at my age when I needed her.
**Papa**
-Well he's the first Man in my life, my dearest father, my king and will always be, he's my hero, the person I look up for, even sometimes we really get on each other's nerve haha and tend to trigger his anger often haha but really I'm more on a best buddy to my dad, he's just so strict sometimes but I really understand him cause all his children are tres marias hwhaha three children all girls haha a headache indeed hahaha but yeah also one thing I love about him is on how he sacrifice his being manly because when we we're a child haha he used to be our little princess with tea time hahahha because my mom often never let us go outside so yeah my father became my playmate hahaha.
**Eldest sister**
- Well thanks to her existence she's al2ays there to guide me even sometime I'm getting on her nerves, a headache indeed but still she's always there when I needed her, even though I used to get her in trouble when I was in my highschool and we both on the same school hahahha glad that she's my sister haha I'm a black sheep and she's a good one haha but despite of everuthing we still have each others back and she always teaches me on some of my school stuffs and even makeme join on different organizations in our school back then because for me daw to have experience and also para daw may pagka busyhan hahaha. Yeah she used to also saved my ass and cover me up tgrough our parents when I made something bad haha.
**Baby Sister**
-she'll forever be my baby even she get older and older hahaha, I used to teased her always when I'm so bored and just want to see her cry but yeah it's only me and just me the only one who will let her cry and if anyone hurts her, or anyone made her cry I'll cracked that bone of someone, I love my baby sister cause she's our little princess even she really doesn't want to be treated like that yeah she's like mlre matured than me haha she's also a little bit introvert hahah she never wanted people or socializing but yeah I always keep on trying her to participate to family gatherings hahaha she also is shy haha but an amazona when we really became physical haha when I reach her limit of teasing her yeah she'll hit me hahah and tell me to our parents hahaha.
***Well that's not something I love about a member of my fam, but I love them a whole, there presence, their existence... I'll always and lifetime loving everything about them.***
**Woah feels like I'm a family person now ah hahaha kidding I was just in a mood and feeling great writing this one haha, I wish growing up will just stop there at a golden moment of childhood, haha kidding life isn't just about that so embraced reality, family will always be family no matter how we grow old that remains the same, that's just it hahaha I love them so much...**
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**Woah what a great Monday evening everyone, just woke up from my deep slumber hahaha yeah its late I think cause I supposed to have late night walk but I just want to just go back to sleep again hahhaaha...**
**I hope we all have a peaceful monday and a rest that we deserve. Good evening everyone, happy Monday, hope you all enjoy your Monday guys, take care and always and keep yourself hydrated always my dears specially now that the climate is crazy it's hot then it's cold gosh hahaha but yeah again stay safe you all.**
POV of sheepish in love
There's this person who's so important to me once said that if I just sit here and look at the butterfly and be torn in my thoughts between getting a net or not just to catch it... the butterfly already flew away,
That's it... After he said it, it already stuck in my mind and pierce to my thoughts, I'm such a sheepish in love, I never had a courage to even say what I feel to this special someone of mine, it's like if I said something or be honest on my feeling, she will become distant to me, like the universe will took her away from me, I'm afraid that it will happen so I choose just to remain just a mere human admiring and loving her in secret that I and myself is the only one who knows it,
I'm a sucker for the beauty of moon that's why I love night that's so dark that the only light that I see is the dim from a moonlight and those stars that shines, just like the moon I love watching her from a far, I love how she shine through darkest moments of my life, how she give comfort and solace when I'm alone, how come her presence light me up, her beauty is an ethereal, she's my moon, she outgrew the darkness of this reality that I'm living in...
I used to enjoy the afternoon wind before the sunset smile upon the world, the brightness of the sun started to slowly fade away and that's when the first time I saw her at the green pasture of the park busy on something and that's when I frowned when she looks so frustrated on the kite, yes a cute little yellow kite, and by that I look back and slowly go on her way, I offer a help so that she could fly that kite of yours, I'm glad that she accept it, and then I held the kite and take my steps away from her and when the wind blew I throw the kite and it flew, I looked at her and that's when the first time I felt something inside me, when the brightness of the sunset hit those face of her, those blue orbs like smiling while looking at the kite... I smile at the scene... She look at me and I feel like my blood rushes through my face... I look like a tomato right now... I thank the distance between us so she can't see me with a tint of red in my face...
And that's the start of the blossoming love of mine for her, but I kept it, everytime we will met before the dawn enveloped us, we just there playing at the kite, or sometimes sitting there and wait for the sun to settle down and the cold and darkness of the night enveloped us, it's a simple yet romatic scene for me... And I hope for her too...
I knew sometimes that I have this urge to tell her but it worry me so much to that point that I failed again to be honest with my feelings for her, qnd just one day when I had a courage to tell her, to be honest to her, to spit all the secrets I kept for too long now, that's it when she also tells me something that broke me into a million pieces, it's like my world shattered, my puzzle embroiled, and that's when I lost it, I never get the chance to tell her my feelings cause the fear envelopes me, after she told me that same day that she's dying, and that explains why she always goes to this par looking pale, and barely socialize, that's explain why she always felt dizzy and decided to just go home after we play her kite, her yellow lively sight of her kite,
Just one afternoon before the darkness envelopes the surroundeings, we watched the sunset and her kite flew through the wind, I'm the one who's holding the string of it, I look at the kite, and I look at her, she's just so innocent, how come there's a lot of people in this earth how come she's the one who's given by that kind of disease, I wish I can take all of it, I wish I can take her pain away, I look at the kite again, she's like the kite, so innocent and pure and just want to flew freely but I'm the string who keeps on chaining her, who keeps on holding onto her and not letting her go, my thoughts stop when she looks at me and smile, she walks to me and get the strings of the kite and cut it, I'm just standing there and we watched the kite freely flew where the wind blows its getting further until we never see it anymore...
***"you know... sometimes we need to let things go, not because we want to, but because we need to... It's not that we are being selfish to keep things even we know that it will be better for them if we let go, just like the kite look at how it's freely flying up in the sky after we cut the strings on it... I'm just like that kite you know... I wish this ends now the suffering... I'm already tired... And if that happens... I wish you of all the people will let me go... "*** she speaks to me looking at the sky
I'm just there sitting next to her she leaned her head on me and we watched the sunset.... And at the same time as the sun settling down is the same time that my world started to envelope in darkness
I'm such a stupid in love, I always wait and wait, until the wait is overrated and it's a long overdue now, until the wait never comes, until she's already gone, until he took her away from me, until this world became such a cruel thing, until the nights of mine became just a bland dark, no moon, no stars just pure darkness, until my moon is already gone, until she are no longer existing in this world, and that's when the bravery became just a mere glimpse of hope that I could finally tell her that in my heart she's been part but how can I when it tears me apart,
***Cause it's ironic that sunset became my favorite because of her, at the same time she's also the reason why I will hate it... She's now free... She's gone now...***
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**That's it my mind is a mess today haha this just a random fiction of mine hahaha please bare with my grammar hahahaha I'm so lazy to find a better word or a correct grammar to check this one haha, have a great day everyone, spend yous Sunday morning well and have a blast everyone, good morning.**
19/30: How I show gratitude to my friends
***Uhmm thanks?***
Kidding haha...
To bestowed or to flash a gratitude and appreciation to people that's always been with us despite of everything that happens is such a pleasant and cordial feeling to share for, we may show it in a million ways it depends on us on how we will does it, but a simple genuine thank you is more than enough...
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So back to the topic,
****How I show gratitude to my friends?...****
*I show gratitude to my friends by simply being genuine to them, I often say those words such as "thank you" or what haha because it feels like thank you is not wnough to be show how much I'm grateful to them, I felt like I'll be forever grateful for their existence and saying thank you is just not enough,*
*They are my four leaf clovers specially my bestfriend, they are a jewel that's so rare to find and if you find one you must need to take care of it, keep it, and treasured it, being gratefutl to them by simply hugging them, or smiling and tapping their backs, howevwr often times the way I show hiw grateful I am is not by a cheezy way but on a way that sometimes I'm brutally or physically sweet hahaha insert sarcastic tone,*
*I hugged them so tight and flashed them a smile that's so genuine and say words like "you're the best bestie ever" or often times, "don't you dare leave me or even die without me" hahah we often like that when I'm with my bestfriend hahaha sometimes we share a braincells*
*Like these conversation of mine and my bestie haha*
*Death is like a friend to us gosh our mind, I means it's dark but yeah I think this became our expression na, and yeah it is what it is... Uhm okay its bad to joke about death okay I apologize...*
*I'm really a genuine when it comes to showing gratitude to people who's important to me and even strangers but I'm more grateful to my friends sometime I give them gifts, or when I'm in a trip and saw something that makes me think of them I bought it without thinking twice and give it to them when I go home...*
*I really love to give them gifts and hugs, I'm not a person who's on to physical contacts but yeah it depends on people whom I'm with haha, I'm always grateful to their existence that no words can explain how much I'm grateful to them...*
*They are my long lost siblings from other family, they my silent comfort specially my bestfriend, when I say silence I mean when there's no need tp talk and talk continuous or regularly but even when we are in each others presence even silence makes it comfortable, evwn after a long while we didn't see each other the bond and vibe remains the same, and by that I'm always trying to show how I'm grayeful I am just by giving them a comfy surroundings when I'm with them, no awkwardness, we could just sit or even lay down to each other in just one room and doesnt talk or evem we do each other stuffs still we are comfortable with each other presence...*
*Always remember and practice to being a grateful on everything that we have and we doesn't have, real friends are hard to find and if you found yours then don't let a moment pass without being grateful to their existence beside you...*
**That's it for todays writing, I'm really in a good mood since I'm in my bestfriend's room hahaha we like hanging out again cause she came from her work yes she's a call center agent and she's sleeping beside me while I'm writing this one haha she looks so tired hahha maybe I'll sleep here for now since she has a work later since she's on a night shift I will just go home when she will go to her work haha,**
**This favorite lovely evil creature of mine is sleeping looking like a tired angel haha yeah she looks so innocent when she's sleeping, I'll let her rest haha she fell asleep in the midst of the 2nd episode of stranger things gosh this girl haha okay I think I will follow also to her deep slumber haha ow good aftienight everyone hahhaha,**
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https://www.joincake.com/blog/thank-you-for-being-a-friend/
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https://www.joincake.com/blog/thank-you-for-being-a-friend/
https://www.joincake.com/blog/thank-you-for-being-a-friend/
https://www.thetalka.com/thank-you-messages-for-my-friends/
https://www.joincake.com/blog/thank-you-to-a-friend/
**Spend the rest of you Saturday so well, have a blast, stay safe and keep yourself always hydrated, enjoy🤗**
18/30: One good thing that happened today
To consumed a day with one untainted stuff that take place is one thing to felt like you're on a moonstruck, that seems like despite of all the the stuff there's always a one good stuff that happened to you in just a day and it makes you felt like you're a bouyant on this earth, or rather in a cloudnine after it happens
`Oh before that I wanted to flex these amazing people in this block, they are great might as well check them out.`
So again haha I'm not active here this whole afternoon huh hahah I just attended my online classes and take a rest yeah, I just finished the story that I'm reading these past few weeks haha and I'm not really in feeling well the whole morning till afternoon but I manged to take my online classes since I doesn't want to be absent haha so yeah I'm just here writing this one since I don't want to delayed this 30DoG of mine haha and I'll go to my deep slumber after this one,
***So what's the one good thing that happened today?...***
Is there any? Kidding hahaha I'm really a broke emotional sicko since Wednesday I'm still sicked and I don't really have the will to be productive haha but anyways since I'm doing this 30DoG I still found something that happened today that makes me feel great even though I'm not well,
So the one good thing that happened to me today is I finished reading those pending stories in the library on my wattpad application, hahah gosh my emotions are ok a roller coaster like yeah I cry, laugh and cry again and felt inlove and yeah cry and cry, the more painful it is the more happy I am, oh I don't brought up or say the title of those I read hahaha I don't want to people knew what I'm reading on my wattpad library cause yeah it's for my own sake and hahaha I really don't tell people the titles or even the authors of what I'm reading haha except if you're my bestfriend haha yeah we really share the same braincells haha,
The only thing I could say about it, it's about a love story, family, friends, and about hope and endings that gives me such a mixed emotions while reading it, after you fell inlove to the plot, to the scenarios, to every words and to the characters, that author will just find her way to put it on end into a painful one,
I don't know why it's such a good thing to me that I finished reading it haha, I just can't move on to, and I will still think of it maybe for weeks or even months and yeah I think it will be still brought up to the conversation between me and my bestfriend haha, we really just recommend eaxh other a story and then that same day we will read it at the same time haha, I actually go sometimes to her house just to read while leaning or just chilling next to her in her room haha we just change position laying down or sitting and yeah we just didn't talk but from time to time we looking like a crazy human haha shouting and sometimes tapping each others arm beacuse something happen and after that we will talk and rest and just yeah talk about the story haha,
We look like a crazy human hahaha but it's part of our bonding time haha, so yeah that's why it's the one good thing that happend is I finished reading it cause my bestie can wait to meet me tomorrow and to go hang out again and yeah maybe we could find another to read or we just binge watching our go to movies hahaha she's worries sick that I'm sicked last Wednesday and she told me she'll visit me tomorrow so yeah I told her that I'll just go to her place cause I'm so sicked staying at my chamber hahaha yeah that what we call it haha,
So yeah I think that's it there's nothing good that happend oh maybe I can include this that I'm now feeling well right now than this morning that my temperature becames normal now just a cough and cold actually I'm a difficult one to drink medicine hahaha I'm a gard headed and yeah I didn't take any I just hide it since my cousin nag me that I should drink it to feel better, but I chose to stick on my pride to not take medecine unless it's much need by myself, I still can take care of myself duhh so why bother to drink medicine hahaha, I just took my daily vitamins for my back haha so yeah I think thats it.
**Well that's it really for tonight hahaha I wrote this one just now cause I attended my online classes a while ago and yeah I'm finding some good thing that happened today haha and yeah I'm so grateful I found one great thing haha,**
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**Oh so by the way Happy Friday my dears, spend the rest of the night great and have a blast, enjoy, keep yourself safe and alway stay hydrated, good night to all🤗**
17/30: My guilty pleasure
There's always this stuff that we did that we appear to be contemptible to us yet looked like sheepish when others seen it, could be something that we enjoyed doing yet others found it shameful but who are they to have says in what you're doing, it's you who are the one to decide what makes you feel great and okay.
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Admit it or not, we all have this stuffs that we do even if it looks like shameful to the sight of others yet you've got nothing to do cause it feels great fo you, it pleasures you to the point that you aren't regretting doing it.
MY GUILTY PLEASURES:
****Staying for hours scrolling on tiktok app****
- I really felt guilty about this one hahaha I mean I really admit that I'm hooked up on watching and scrolling through my tiktok app and just stay there for almost hours without even noticing the time even I have a lot of stuffs to do, I choose to go watched videos and waste time on that app, I really felt guilt about it at the same time feel happy and delighted when I does that hahaha it feels like my day is not complete when I didn't go visit this app haha I'm to addicted on this hahaha.
****Listening to old songs and dance like an oldies****
- I don't know why I add this one but yeah even I'm ashamed on how I dance to this old songs and act like I'm in the year of 80s or maybe 70s haha I dance like that not minding my surroundings, if other could see me I will felt ashamed but what can I do if its just makes me feel joyful when I'm doing it, it's like I'm owning my own world when I does that hahaha gosh the last time my sister catch me dancing at the kitchen wearing my earphones hahaha yeah its look like I'm crazy if you will look at hahaa cause I'm the only one who can hear the music.
****Going to market just wearing pajamas****
-it's just me or it feels perfectly comfortable wearing pajamas everytime I go get groceries hahaha, I still remember doing this few weeks ago when I'm asked to do groceries and just by that waking up wearing my pj's on just tie my hair on a bun ans wash my face then bruah my teeth and go outaide to do some groceries hahaha yes I really does it and I'm not ashamed to it haha maybe people who looks at me would think I'm a sicko or a lazy one to not get changed before doing groceries hahaa but what can I do it feels so comfortable wearing it while doing that haha I don't care what people think haha I'm still sleepy as hell that time hahaa.
****Over price coffee****
-You can't blame me, I'm a sucker for over price caffeine, even I'm broke hahaha I will still do everything just to bought some coffee foe myself just to survive the day haha, coffee is life indeed hahaha, caffeine makes my day complete though hahaha. I just love the taste and addicting aromatic vibe that a cup of coffee gives to my poor hungry soul.
****Gossip like a marites with friends****
-I'm really guilty about this one hahaha I mean gossiping is a lot to shame on but when I'm with my friends gossiping means bonding time hahaha just follow the rule of there's bo such thing or soul should be known about this or what my bestfriend always says the "I will tell no soul" hahaha like we are pledging hahaa but honestly I really can't handle not making gossip when I'm with them hahha even though I know its wrong but yeah that's one of my guilty pleasure haha please bare with me hahha.
****Watching favorite childhood cartoons/movies****
-I'll bever get tired or watching my childhood favorite cartoons and movies even some people said that I'm immature gosh those kind of people who doesn't appreciate the beauty of cartoons specially those old one hahaha I'm already entering the adulting yet even I get old and grey I will stil not be ashmed on watching these kind of childhood cartoons or movies.
****Rewatching The notebook for a numerous times****
-No more explanation fight me or mocked me all you want I will never ever regret rewatching this favorite movie of mine for a multiple times haha I already memorized my favorite lines hahaha also my sister who's with me watching this one haha she's so sicked of this movie when I always repeat it.
**That's it for now, Goodmorning everyone, I'm sicked yesterday so yeah just post this one then go to my deep slumber hahaha my headache still here and I just want to sleep and sleep all over again hahaha**
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https://kaffee-und-liebe.tumblr.com/post/667836297031925760/amp
https://metro.co.uk/2017/01/05/sorry-pyjamas-are-not-acceptable-outfits-for-shopping-6362381/amp/
https://forge.medium.com/how-to-kick-a-mindless-scrolling-habit-55b330137887
https://www.offset.com/search/dance+music
**Oh by the way have your lunch my dears, spent your day well, enjoy and have a nice day, Happy Thursday to all. Keep safe and stay hydrated as always.**
16/30: My favorite part of the evening
Almost everybody on this podium gone home now, the lights are already off, this huge theater is already close, and the remain stay still is only a dim of someone, awake and staring at the ceiling, the only light that can be seen is the bright slips of the light from a toe nail shaped of the moon.
`But before telling my dramatic piece about this favorite part of the night, I would first just want to gibe this moment to give a deep gratitude to these great people here in this block, thank you so much to all of you here and also to all my readers, visitors and all of who's with me always thank you😊`
Let's talk about my favorite part of the evening,
*Really who doesn't love evening, of course I love morning and evening but I hate middles haha cause it's the time where I need to release my energy and forcing myself to be productive even I don't want, because I really found myself having a will to does things like homeworks or other stuff at night, maybe it's just the vibe that gives relaxation and also helps my brain to focus and done things.*
*My favorite part of the evening is when the world already at peace, seems like it's just me and the world that are awake, my bed as my safe place, a sanctuary that I'm always willing to go at the end of everyday, night will be always like these, gives such a solace that often gone because of the notions the makes me go drown and keep me awake at nights, a shower of thoughts gives overwhelming feeling that keep my drowsiness away,*
*I really love to be productive at midnight, I'm a night owl rather. I go done things that I'm supposed to do but sometimes nights just makes feel lonely and somehow I'm finding myself staring at the ceiling and done nothing just thinking about past, present, and future, or what should I've done and doesn't, regrets, empty feelings, just a heavy heart one,*
*Yet I'm grateful for the night specially my favorite part where I'm just the only one who remains awake, where I can cry and release my heavy feelings that I kept on hiding behind my smiles and a really jolly behavior,*
*But when I'm in my favorite part of the night, that's when I can be me, I can cry and let go, I can be just a bare human being, a messed up self, an honest one, I became so honest that I kept on letting go all those weights and emotions that I have,*
*My favorite part of the night is when I can show all my pain and happiness at the same time, the tiredness that that I'm carrying for thw whole day seems like lessen and bit by bit making me feel the light weighed of my heart and soul, that's when I'm going on a self reflection, oh plus I really love to write on my diary on that time of the night,*
*Haha I'm really not an early sleeper, I'm looking like I have a graveyard shift haha but yeah maybe I have kidding haha I just found it comforting and relaxing that can make me feel so much me, also I really love staying awake at night specially when I'm reading something that I love.*
**Woah I really wrote this one last night and just edit this right now haha cause only for the vibe hehez, however this really gives me the vibes of spending my night drowning myself on the notions, hehez I hate overthinking things because it's really make me to stay awake for the night but somehow I can't hide the fact that this overthinking sometimes helps me escape reality cause I don't know maybe I stop and keep my focus away on what's happening in that specific moment and go through my own various thoughts haha.**
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https://weheartit.com/entry/342504908
**So by the way not to be so dramatic at this early Wednesday morning, have your breakfast everyone, keep safe and keep yourself hydrated as always. Good morning and spend your day nice and well, have a blast my dears.**
15/30: Something beautiful I saw today
As the beam of light glimmer through the aperture on this quadrivial chamber of mine, I roused up from my bunk, and my two gorgeous puffy orbs ascended to a speculum, I saw a dazzling and very alluring sight of something, ow scratched that, haha it's not something but it's someone.
`Woah so before I spill the tea about what I saw today, then let me just give this moment to these people in this block, my lovely sponsors, my gratitude and pleasure to be with you all, thank so much to all and of course to everyone whos with me in this platform, thank you also to all of you, God bless us all.`
So let's go back to this beautiful I've seen today, haha
Actually every single day from the morning when I woke and from my goodnights and before going on deep slumber, I've always seen this charming sight,
Okay will not tell you first about this gorgeous sight I've seen because I will be describing it to my own creative way of how I see it haha so please bare with me I will be like going back to my old self ow writing where I used some I don't know maybe metaphor or idioms but yeah just please,
I will be descriptive for todays writing haha, actually I used this kind of writing when I first wrote a ltter to my crush hahahaha but yeah as a great yet modest person I am, I never had the chance or doesn't have the spirit to give to him hahaha but as thick as a cement my bestfriend's face she's the one who give it and I have nothing to do just to slump my face in the armchair haha and wishing the ground to eat mw up haha, well we are not going to a different story so nevermind this one haha we go back to these beautiful sight of mine.
Here we go...
*As God sheds light to this huge vast of stage he made for us to breathe and exist, there's this one creature I found existing on this borrowed precious time to the the almighty one,*
*The first time I comprehend my eyes and had a glimpse of this one, the first notion that slips inside my wits is just "wow" and I could finally says "God's masterpiece are really superb and just a lavish of almost perfectly imperfect sight that gives life a beautiful meaning just by the sight of it",*
*Yes, that's what I said and thought back then but today, that's still remain in my mind yet it not lessen but as the years go by I've seen that this beautiful sight of mine is really appealing and the years that just sum up to her age just add more spice and set off fire in my heart, and just stay there and burn me in a great way that I'm not getting over to the feels, it's a mix of beauty and pain, and that's one thing I admired and see until today's existence,*
*The internal and external beauty just put more fragrance that gives me an intoxicating feeling that got me hooked up, I've seen those eyes that are often used to poured a rainful of tears yet a heart that once been shattered but now is a strong one, this person that's always been a beautiful thing for me not just today but for every single day that I exist, I see no one as beautiful as I see this person,*
*She's not perfect but I found her flaws more attractive, her imbalances and mindless random thinking, her clumsiness and a fast changing of her mood is a challenge yet as you got to know her more than the outside appearance, you can be drown to her vast of emotions inside yet you will find it a rare jewel that should be protected and treasured,*
*This beautiful sight that I saw today is no other than my reflection on the mirror beside my bed hahaha, gosh this just shows how I'm so head over heals to myself, okay the way I describe it screams narcissism for myself but it's not, I just love myself to the point that I treat myself as a rose fulk of torns, you need to be challenged and often hurt yourself beofre you've got to embrace and know me, you need to accept all flaws and uncertainties, so yeah embracing my own self feels like admiring it,*
*So the answer to this one is...*
***ME, MYSELF, AND I*** *hahahaha*
*Sorry not sorry call me now master habagat cause I'm so mahangin but not in person really I'm just like this when I'm writing my thoughts haha.*
**Well nothing to see here just me, kidding so by the way that's just it for todays morning gosh it's Tuesday and I'm full schedule from todays morning until 6 pm and also some pendings will follow gosh I really hate online classes I wish face to face class is implemented not just limited face to face cause I badly more wanted to go school than to focus on my device screen the whole day, my eyes grades are not a joke I felt like it skyrocketed again haha.**
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14/30: A memory that makes me smile
Pampered myself by commemoration of a classic and simple evocation that makes me simper a beam of smile everytime that golden moment slips in through my mind.
`Oh well before we go dig in to this simple memory of mine then let me just flex this wonderful, amazing sponsors of mine, I'm grateful to them as always, also to all my readers, visitors, suvscrivers, and to all who's continously being with me here, thank you so much to all of you.`
So again looking back, I'm really not good on remembering scenarios my mind, even the most memorable one often slips out of my mind not unless something or someone would trigger it, and that's it there's a lot of flashbacks that plays in this gray matter of mine.
I'm an absent minded when it comes to remembering and jt really suct like it feels like half of my life is already forgotten not unless a force will tried to makes me remember it,
So as I said one memory that still makes me smile is written in my diary and I just look and read it so I will reminisce and try to remember that memory haha, oh by the way, yes my diary really has a huge help for me in recollecting memories that is so unforgettable and worth to write it here to go back to the golden scenario in my life.
*So hahaha February 16, 2018 woah detailed hahha cause I really get this in my diary okay haha so it needs to be detailed hahha,*
*So Friday of 16th in February, a very heart warming scenario happen that I really don't expect I will experience, this got me thinking it's really makes glad and felt grateful on how a person can a simple unexpected scheme can make smile even after a while, even in that simple moment I feel so light like my tireness and heavy feeling wash away after this once in a blue moon scenario I had,*
*I met an old woman, maybe she's really an old one as I look at in her haur that all gray and white, those wrinkles on her skin and on her face, his posture that really makes him an elder, a grandma rather, so this what happen that day,*
*Friday, and I'm tired because I just got off from school, I go home and change clothes and freshen up a little, then I go out and just go for a walk since it's already aafternoon and I plan to just wait till the sun comes down before I go back home, so while walking I get tired and see a nearest bench where people near our place are used to hangout, so I sit there and watch people passing by, watching those cars horn and signals and go moved, until I see an old woman whom I call "lola" (grandma) even I don't even know here, I see her struggling to cross the streets with her belongings, seems like she's just go out from her shopping or grocery, so I go and help her, I let her held my arm and go get her belongings so that she can walk properly, she smile and accept my help,*
*And whwn we already done crossing the street I asked where she would go next cause I will help her with her belongings but she just smile and sit at the bench where I'm sitting earlier, she looks like she's on her 60s but yeah I don't have the guts to ask so I just smile and she said that she will wait for her daughter, so I sit beside her, she just really there and she break our silence by telling me about her daughter,*
*This is not what exactly what she said but the main point is she said that her daughter is the same age as me, and this is her first time to be accompanied by her daughter on her groceries, I'm still on the process of focusing on her story so I let her talk and I keep my silence as I listen to her, she said that she's an ofw and this is the first time she got have to bond with her daughter and do groceries together, it makes her feel guilty because she left her daughter at a young age to go work abroad, she's a single mom and she really need to go sacrifice abroad, she and her daughter is not close and she felt pain about that but today is different daw because her daughter ia the one who asked to go with her for groceries and that warms her heart, I smile as the thought of it, and just by that I was so engrossed on her talks even I just know and smile at her I noticed the time it's getting late, I see a girl oh looks like it's her daughter because of her looks and it's like we are really on the same agebut she's more matured comapred to my usual looking self, she goes to were we are and smile to me and to the grandma beside me, they bid their goodbyes and the daughter also thank me for helping her mother.*
*I'm still on the process how come we have the same age but her mother is older so yeah I'm still in themat thought while writing this entry of mine in my diary not until next school year of mine I go to the same class and this familiar girl smile and look at me oh she's the daughter of the grandma I've seen and she's our teacher haha gosh yes we are not on the same age and she is really became our teacher for the ffirst and second quarter but she resigned after that and I still don't know why but still it makes me smile to remember it, gosh what a coincidence. I kept my mouth shut from the start but I knew that she remembers me haha.*
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**That's just it for this morning, I'm really glad that I wrote this down on my diary because this syill amazed me somehow I wish I have contact to her but I look for her on social media and I found nothing haha so yeah move on and go on with life haha, gosh A new week to spend again encircling my mind and myself through online classes, Mondays really makes me feel awful and lazy to the max, how insane my mindset when Monday comes hahaha I will overthink what we're I'm going to do and what are those pending tasks that I should done before this week end again.**
**Oh by the way, let's end this dramatic rants again because the reason I'm just lazy and I hate Mondays hahaha, anyways have A nice day to all, good morning, have your breakfast and spend you Monday nice and well.**
**Stay hydrated and keep yourself safe as always. Enjoy my dear skies.**
13/30: My favorite area in my home
Tranquility of our habitation is all we requisite, we welcomed ourselves to our own humble abode, a pad that grant us calm, narcotic feelings just by setting our foot on it. A pacifying shelter is what we all need for our daily basis, this is where we see ourselves going in and out, a place that's so warm, familiar, and very welcoming, aplacw on what we called "HOME"
I'm on the 13th day of this 30DoG prompt haha yieee actually I'm writing this one while I'm in my favorite place in our home, I'm still half asleep okay I just find this hour to perfect to write this one since my Sunday morning feels gloomy but yeah I supposed I will be productive after posting this one becauae I have some errands with my homies later this evening...
`Oh, before you knew about this favorite sanctuary of mine in my home let me just flex and give my deep gratitude towards my sponsors, readers, visitors, subscribers, and to all those people who's always with me all the step of the way hehez thank you always.`
So are you ready to know my favorite are in my home? Well it's not so difficult to guess cause like what I said I'm still in that place while writing this one hahaa and it's still early in this morning so where would I go so my favorite area is...
Blackpink in your area haha kidding..
Okay my favorite is in my bed where I am right now, still half asleep whil writing this one still yawning numerous time because why I'm so early to be awake yes it's Sunday and it's supposed to be my rest day haha just staring out of nowhere and laying down all day long haha my goal kidding,
So my favorite area is in this yellow comfy bed, my bedroom is where I'm free to act like an insane human being also I kept my diary under my bed haha safe from anyones eyes haha,
The reason why this is my favorite area because this gives me the solace as always, when I'm sad, upset, hapoy, glad or even when I'm on the midst of shutting people out crisis, this is the first place wehre I would be, just sitting or staying here in a comfy bed, I really don't bother to socialized when there's a visitors outside because this bedroom is enough for my company haha I really love to be alone for sometimes,
Also in this place I find comfort, I find peace, a quite yet relaxing peace, a silence that's not irritating but just a simple yet a comforting one, this sheets that smeels like me a very sedative one oh by the way I really love vanilla abd chocolate scents haha so if you open my closet or my bags and smell my bed sheets and pillows you will just smell sweet scents haha
Oh by the way I'm not in my aunts house huh I'm here at my own home where my parents are living in haha Ibjust go home last night to pay them a visit cause I missed hanging out with my little sister, she's so busy on her acads lately, my elder sister still on her vacation even she has her class haha a very outstanding one haha multi-task hahaha,
I really missed my bed haha, so again but when I'm home with my aunt same vibes haha but still it has this different vibe because some of my stuff still here and untouched haha I really don't want people or anyone to touch my stuffs haha even a notebook of mine if you touch it without any permission of mine then I would be mad, even my elder sister who reads almost half of my diary when she need to get something at my room haha I caught her and okay we had cat fights haha it last for a few days until we became okay again to each other presence haha.
So again this are will remain my favorite one, my best and dearest preference inside this humble abode, because who else doesn't wan to wake upand fell asleep in a comforting soft sweet scented bed. Gosh this is such a sedative place for me, my beloved bed, my one and only darling since back then.
**What a great Sunday morning to every human being here, how was you morning so far, oh please have your breakfast , and give yourself a warm hug kidding hahahaha I just really addicted to frozen movie I don't know why hahaha that still remain my favorite movie and I just re-watch it again last night hahaha, I prioritized it over my report hahaha, so yeah again good morning everyone enjoy your Sunday weekend..**
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https://unsplash.com/s/photos/bedroom-aesthetic
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/326862885448571646/
https://www.pinterest.cl/pin/22447698127612110/
**Oh before I forgot stay safe always and keep yourself hydrated,spend the rest of the day with a blast everyone. Happy Sunday.**
12/30: Some positive news I've gotten recently
A sactioned of a delivered dispatched that warms the existence of one being, a pragmatic news to make your day completely finalized. Isn't it great to received a positive news for a meanwhile like gosh you are looking forward for it and not it just came to you unexpectedly.
Recently I feel like life is putting me down without even knowing like it seems like it doing it best to make me feel like an empty trash just a bland one that doesn't really makes me feel like living, dramatic but true, I'm an emotional wreck these past few days, I think there will always be these days that I am like this, but the difference is I don't isolate myself and I think it's just another thing that I'm grateful for, I still socialize despite of what I'm feeling, but when the sun goes down and everyone's in tge house are asleep and the world is in a solace that's when a wild crazy thoughts running and makes me ovwrthink and feel uneasy and messy one.
But recently I felt positively genuine and great because of the recent positive news I've received, and I wanted it to share some of you those warm great positive news I received:
***My cousin get hired to his new job***
-the day he smilingly go near me while I'm so busy at watching stranger things season 4, he juat nudge my side and sit next to me, I didn't talk to him and just look at him and glared and go back looking at the tv, not until he said "meron na ko work" (I got a new job) and by that I looked at him confuse and checking if he really are serious and by that I knew he's not joking and I go slap his arm and congratulated him haha gosh I'm so happy for my cousin, I hope he will do great to his job.
***Tito's woken up***
-it's been three weeks since my uncle got a heart attack and his unconscious for almost 2 weeks also he undergone braij surgery and thank God that last week he's awake now and he respond to the treatments even it's a slow progressbbut stil it's a progress, I'm so thankful to God and his coworkers to saved him and broight him to the hospital as soon as it happens and now I'm glad and praying for his fast recovery.
***My best friend is about to graduate***
-She just took her two year course and I'm so glad because by this july she will about to graduate and I will be there hehez I will not gonna missed her special day she's my diaper bestie by the way ahaha yes when I say diaper, since we are just child she's already with me haha even we didn't bond quite a lot now because we're busy on our own personal life still we'd make time for each other so yeah I came to their house last time and she tells me she will graduate and by that we squealed like a crazy humans haha I'm really happy for my bestfriend.
***Bought myself a concert ticket***
-as you've read my article last time this is the main twist of my happiness this week, a great news indeed to waken up my weakened soul of mine, but of course if you've read my article last time you know how grateful I am recieving this one haha I think I'm more than that haha but anyways I need to save energy haha it's still on july so I should focus for sone stuffs for now.
***Aespa comeback***
-can't wait to hear and see my babies performing again, gosh when I received this one I can't hide my happiness and slap the pillow I'm hugging that night because to see karina my biased or known for her real name yoo jimin, goshh she's so pretty an almost perfect gorgeous human being rather, if I really doesn't know Jennie then probably I will get hooked up on karina but still faithful to my girl biased jennie haha so when kaya comeback nyo mga beh aespa cb nanamn oh haha.
**A morning weekend to welcome by a warm coddee and a fresh toasted bread, I really love weekend morning specially when I have nothing to do and no schedules for the day, I will just fo some general cleaning today and after that, i will rest and read and enjoy this day, by the way let's be productive today everyone...**
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https://www.dreamstime.com/photos-images/good-news.html
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https://unsplash.com/photos/Ra3-o60F1rc
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/208291551494572447/
https://www.istockphoto.com/photos/hospital-bed-holding-hands-patient
https://capitalpracticeconsulting.com/aesthetics-practice-six-tips/amp/
**Have a great weekend to everyone here. Good morning, keep safe and stay hydrated as always, enjoy the rest of the weekend my dears. Have your breakfast and go have a blast today.**
`To all my lovely sponsors, readers, subscribers, visitors and to all those people who's always and never get tired of supporting and motivating me here in these platform, I'm always grateful to all of your help, thank you so much as always. God bless us all. Happy Saturday weekend to all.`
11/30: A future event I'm excited about
To be thrilled on the ensuing future occurrence that awaits for one being is such engrossing that humans are so eagerly anticipated for that thing to happen, for that day to come, and for us to be mesmerized and feel the moment...
I have a lot of future event that I'm so excited to happen and experience,
This just some of my manifesting event that I badly wanted to happen near future,
****Graduation...****
As for now that's one thing I look forward and getting excited to because I'm still in college and that my main goal as of now. Gosh there's still few more years for me to achieved this goal however I'm sure to myself that I can do this and if the day that I will reach this one, I will be done on everything and just go focus on how I will be a successful one, I'll do my best to finished this studies of mine so I can go for another goals and continue striving for the better future of mine, and also for those people whom I love.
****To be a licensed engineer****
I'm not pertaining to be a great one but I just want my parents to be proud of me and see their faces that I achieved their dreams for me to finished my atudy and get that license, it's not a big deal for me anymore that they are the one who decide to choose that course that I've taken but I'm so glad because I'm now enjoying it haha but sometimes its just so difficult to absorbed lessons haha.
****See my siblings getting married and already living their dreams,****
Even I'm not a good sibling, I'm still secretly rooting for them, I want all the best things in life to be acquired by them, even I'm not a great one I'm still here and wishing everything that comes on their way is just pure blessings, actually I always spoil my little sister even I'm broke af hahaha she's just so adorable everytime I get something for her haah even we really not in good terms often but it's just a love and hate relationship between siblings haha compare to our sister whom looks like gonna kill everytime I pull pranks on her haha.
****Migrate in New Zealand****
My ultimate goal is to live my country even if its great here but since I was a child I really dreamed to live in New Zealand, I don't know I just see my future living there and wait for my time to end there hahha, I just want to be there.
****Own a business****
Not to be a boastful but my aunt is bit by bit trying to trained me to handle her company but really I'm not a good one to handle it haha so she asked my cousin and my eldest sister so yeah I guess I will try again after I graduated but this is the one thing I'm still unsure haha I'm really not good at this aspect haha. But we never know, what the future holds so maybe I just give it a shot haha.
We never know what awaits on us in the future but we have the idea, so build more foundation that will helps you grow and don't just manifest but do the work, take action because every difficulties there will always be a trophy haha kissing but yeah just work smart.
**What a great warm coffee to start this day, Happy Friday everyone, days are going fast as I thought, it's like yesterday is monday but here we are on this Friday morning waiting and doing stuffs that we does, morning routine to have a walk but I'm to lazy and I have online classes to attend to so I barely have my morning walk but yeah night walks are still present so might going to have some tonigh, but first let's finish this for a while**
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https://unsplash.com/images/events/graduation
https://www.austintec.com/what-should-expect-mechanical-engineer/
https://www.entrepreneurbehavior.com/2020/12/business-woman-aesthetic.html
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/84864774205814774/
https://ar.pinterest.com/annikalynne07/addictedcalloway/
**Okay, Have a great day to everyone here. Good morning, keep safe and always stay hydrated as always, enjoy the rest of the day my dears. Have a breakfast you all.**
`To all my lovely sponsors, readers, subscribers, visitors and to all those people who's always and never get tired of supporting and motivating me here in these platform, I'm always grateful to all of your help, thank you so much as always. God bless us all. Happy Friday to all`
Update!!! Downcasted no more
The incredulous look of my sister beside me is giving me a creep but I just shrugged it off and put my eyes back at the screen of my phone, I hawl again like a little child getting her candy to satisfy her sweet tooth, gosh I can't believed that I got to have a chance to finally see them in person,
This is me being so much happy and glad like I'm on a cloudnine because finally I bought two tickets for the concert even it's not the sits that I wanted because I was looking for vip seats or patron because it's much near and I can see property those babies of mine, gosh red velvet see you soones my babies,
So this article is just inspired of how am I feeling right now, haha this is a legit happiness that I'm looking foward for days now and now that I get it gosh I'm over the moon ibecauae I can't explain properly,
I will attend the concert woahhhh even the price is high still, it's just a once in a blue moon opportunity so why would I let it passed, so I grabbed it even with some of my contemplating thoughs and overthinking hhahah I laugh with myself when I remember the article that I wrote the last time...
Here:
https://read.cash/@MidnightSky/this-too-shall-pass-but-55bbd55d
Hahaha I feel like a downcasted child when I'm writing that part article of mine hahahaha cause who else doesn't if I lined up for how many hours then just get a result of nothing and just a sold out tickets hahaha
So yeah I tried looking for online shops and that's it, I'm so bery grateful even they put much more higher than the original price of the ticket but still it doesn't matter cause I finally get it and gonna claim it maybe this week or next hahah,
Here's the proof of my craziness towards my babies hahaha it's very pricey for me because I'm still a student though and have no work but yeah now that I have it
The only remaining problem is on how I will asked permit from my parents to go there haha but maybe I would just say it to them before the concert to happen hahah,
I was laughing because when I get to have a race of how fast we could fill up the form yesterday night I filled up the wrong one so I asked the shop to changed it and so I go and wait again this morning
Actually I have my online classes while waiting for the updates and I'm ready again to race and competitive to get the slot that I want hahaha I lost my focus and didn't give any attention to my classes hahah I just reviewed it for other times hahaha
And that's it after long waits I finally got it and so proud to myself hahaha I'm a fast one hahaa look at that emoji Ibput haha it's seems like me kidding hahaha, I'm so excited to be part of the event, oh please blind me with the lights and put my ears in eargasm haha kidding
Gosh I'm still happy that I could finally have a chance to meet them soon wahhh, I'm too excited I wish days will gone faster I'm looking forward for july gosh, too excited that my wallet is shouting with an angry tone hahha gosh it drained my wallet, oh everything for you my cake girls haha mangangapit bahay muna for todays videow kasi yung isa jan walang paramdam haha tiktok lang di ko sinasabing blackpink to ah pero parang ganun na nga hahaha,
**I guess that's it for now, I'm really really just glad at the same time nervous cause my parents doesn't know about this haha they're so strict when it come to this and also wastibg money is not on their forte they teach us to be thrifty and to save money, but it's not a waste for me because I'm so much happy and grateful and even glad because it came from my own savings haha.**
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**Goodnight my dear skies and also if there some luvie here that will go the Be you concert this coming July oh my goshh see yahh if ever hehez.**
**Have a blast my skies, stay hydrated and keep yourself safe as always**.
`To all my lovely and amazing sponsors, visitors, readers, subscriber and to all those whose with me in my journey here in this platform thabk you so much, let's go for more memories here. Have a great night to all.`
10/30: The biggest gift in my life right now
*Tick... Tock.. Tick... Tock..*
The tone of the pendulum that jogs to my memory when every crack of the dawn's cordial that waken me up and reminds me that here comes another day to be grateful for, here it welcomes mee the brightest morning, and have time to see the beauty of life, to have time to spend with love ones and to have time to be grateful for that God given us another time to spend with his beautiful creations.
Woah it's been ten days since I started this 30DoG and to be honest it's very wffective and helpful that it makes me go make my brain works and compose articles that is created by my thoughts, so now this one talks about the greatest gift that I have ever recieved recently,
As for me, there's a lot of gift that I received recently but when I already reach this topic, it got me questioning myself, it makes me think of what's really the greatest present that I have recieved right now so after a few minutes of thinking and staring out of knowhere to help me focus my mind, there's this gift that I considered the greatest one for me, it pierece through my mind and soul when it slips inside my mind...
***The biggest gift in my life right now is... Time,*** this is such a biggest gift to being alive, to have time, to exist, to see another day, everyday of being alive is always been my greatest present as always,
***Life is a gift itself,*** God present us a gift that we should always valued, love, taken care off, and respect, because it's the precious gift that each one of us ever recieved, so by being alive, have time, and breathing, is considered as a greatest gift,
Not to be a materialistic, gifts that's been given to me recently is always been my pleasure to recueved but this life that's been given to me by Him is the greatest of all. Necklace, rings, bracelets, clothes, bags, etc... Of course those are some gift that can make us feel happy and feel grateful but if we lose our time and this life had been taken what we will do to those things,
So for me having time and existing is the greatest gift no matter what happens. As long as I'm breathing, as long as I have an opportubity to see the sunrise and wait for the sunset, as long as I can see and be with my love ones, as long as I can enjoy and continue this expedition of life, I will be always feel grateful for this greates gift I ever recieved,
***Time is everything for me***, with this we can still exist in this world, we can see the beauty of it, we can learned and explore a lot, yet always remember that this gift has its limitation, the main twust is we will never know where or when it will be taken away to us, this gift that we have has put us on the best and worst in life, it broight us to pleasure and hell, yet that's the exciting part, to have this gift for a long time is such a precious thing,
*So for everyone here I just wanted to say that please don3take for granted every minutes, seconds, hours... that we recieved every single day, because we all know that life can be cruel sometimes and we don't know what will it throws so might as well enjoy every time that you have why you still have it, there's a lot of people that's so unlcuky and their time has been taken so early, we must be grateful that we still have ours so we need to take it to our heart. Make it the precious present that we ever recieved.*
**That's it for this morning, A great day but I have a class so not considered as one of my great day hahaa weekdays really a pain in the ass hahaa literally sitting all day long and listening to classes gosh it's very boring and really tiring hahaha, but for the future of mine, and to my future person kidding just chill your gorgeous partner still studying hahaha kidding I don't do commitments hahaha,**
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https://www.pinterest.com/pin/661184789037057424/
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**https://www.tumgir.com/tag/clock%20moodboard**
https://www.curriculumnacional.cl/link/http:/hotcore.info/babki/wonderful-tumblr-quotes.html
https://www.yourfates.com/time-quotes/?amp=1
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/180144053824947074/
https://www.lifehack.org/568195/100-inspirational-quotes-make-you-love-life-again
**Okay, Have a great day my dear skies. Good morning, keep safe and always stay hydrated as always, enjoy the rest of the day my dears. Have a breakfast you all.**
`To all my lovely sponsors, readers, subscribers, visitors and to all those people who's always and never get tired of supporting and motivating me here in these platform, I'm always grateful to all of your help, thank you so much as always. God bless us all. Happy Thursday to all`
Your moon is already suffering
I'm under the dark cloud that I've made up using those dark notions I put in my mind, I can't help but to feel drown at the moment I started to let myself be eaten by my own monsters, there's this shadow that always follow me that I can't escape, it feels like I've been prison by my own self, and I don't know what to do or where to go, I badly wanted to escape this reality that I'm feeling,
Then in the midst of contemplating thougts I decided to just end this predicament and pain that I'm going theough, but before I could even do that, there's this little light that continously brightly shining from a far, I can sense that it going close to where I am, it's just slowly approaching until I've seen a mesmerizing figure, that aprroach and welcome me with a warm smile that seems like lessen my pain,
Yes, you came through my life like a sun showing up even its raining hard, like an umbrella that saves me from rhe rain, like a coat that warms and embraced my cold souls and you slowly melt the heart of mine that almost close to freezing, the numbness I felt toward every painful happenings slowly going away it's like you blew them away by just existing on my side,
I don't know but you just light my darkest days, when I'm about to give up and just end it all for once, you showed up and showed me that life can be more meaningful, you brighten my days, you bring back those genuine smile of mine, those eyes that shows true emotions not just the cold one that so deep and unreadable, you just save me from drowning in the vast of pain, you lift me up until I became me again, but it's more different than the old self, but you just made me a new me, a much better and more stronger self that I can't believe that I will have the chance to witness again,
I never thought I would be this happy again, you just made me the best version of myself again, no scratch that, you just made me the great person, you let me feel things, you let me feel various emotions, I let myself be with you, you set me free from my own monsters,
You just....
*You saved me...*
But now how can I save you, how can I be with you, how come I'm so foolished to not noticed that behind those smiles of yours are a painful emotions that you just masked up, how come those butterflies I feel became just plain and died, because you left me,
How come I didn't know all of it, how come I doesn't have any single idea what you're going through, it pains me to not noticed it all, Imso angry toward myself but what should I do, if I'm too late to noticed it all and all that remains in me is those smile of mine that you make me, ypu left me with a whole person a better one it became fragile again when I just seen your existence slowly going away,
In these four corners of the room that the light is so blinding, I've seen you suffering, I've seen you fighting for your life, you have that disease that I wash I can take away from you, I wish I was the one who lies in that bed, I wish I was the one who died there, but still I read the notes that you left and I'm trying to stay still and continue being the person whom you made me to be,
***To my precious butterfly***
***You never failed to let me be myself whenever I'm with you, you let me feel that I'm a normal person who's not dying, I can't help but to reminisce the first day that I met you at the rooftop of this hospital, yes I'm in my comfy hospital bed while writing this one, I'm sorry I never tell you about my situation, I'm sorry my body is too weak to response on medications, but I'm always glad that I met you, you tell me that I saved you but you were wrong since the first time that I've seen you I feel glad and found a reason to live again, to fight my disease, the first time I saw you, you such a strong one to even breakdown at knowhere, for me seing a person cries is such a strong ones and that day I decided to make you happy but I'm sorry that despite of the stuffs that we did and enjoyed still I can't hide the fact that I'm dying and promise me that if leave this place you still be here living, please live for me my love, yes I love you since the first time my eyes laid on you, I love you but I'm leaving you, please continue your story without me my love... Your moon is already suffering and gonna leave you but remember that I'm always looking at you from a far. I love you and goodbye...***
***-your moon.***
***"I will live for you my moon, now that I understand why I can't reach the moon, I will look for you in another lifetime my live and I will do my best for us to reunite again... I love you... You can rest now... I'm just here"***
**That's it for now. I missed writing some one shots like this one, gosh it so fun writing this kind of short stories with just one perspective of the lead, and really this pain is just so mesmerizing, the sadness and tragic ends will always feed my craving soul. I'm always on for painful and sufferings, that's just me because happy endings is not on my dictionary.**
**Okay forget what I say, let's be happy for this night, I have my stiffneck since I woke up this morning gosh it's still painful haha but yeah it's tolearable and I'm masochistic so pain is like a drug to me, I want to feel it until I get numb from it haha, okay by the way hope you enjoy reading this one everyone, happy Wednesday again, Goodnight, take care and keep yourself hydrated as always. Enjoy the rest of the night my dearest skies.**
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`To all my lovely sponsors, visitors, subscribers and readers, thank you so much for always supporting and being with me, hope we all had this month full of blessings and more love to each one of us. Goodnight 💅🤗`
9/30: A life lesson I have learned
Being engrossed on extant of surviving in daily basis is such a defying ambiance, human beings are bound to be a player on this hazy mysterious baffling vast of tournament of life, it's like everyday we need yo play and getvthe logic or tje lesson that life wants us to perceive, it's depend on us on how we well handle it, if we managed to win then congrats but if we lose then look for the lesson behind it,
To be a custom on living we face a lot of graffle and scuffle that life always gives us, the continuous and never ending tussle and challenges that we face plays a huge part on who we are right now, those morals or lessons that we get on every day basis are immensely important in continuing to breathe and exist in this world,
Woah I already on my ninth say of this 30DoG, and I'm so proud that i never missed a day gosh I hope I've been always like this, I really want to change for the better but yeah I really can't help to go back to the old self haha, so again back to the topic,
There's a lot of lessons that I've learn in life but I will just share some of it here,
**Love yourself,**
-As long as we love ourselves we never really get tired of living and appreciating the beauty of oneself and also it includes the beauty on everyone that we met, it's just show that what we do to ourselves is reflects on how we are to othwrs, love yourself before anyone elese, prioritized it over everything, when life gets toxic remember that we loves and respect ourselves to the point that I just realized myself following and being crazy to some basketplayer back then but yeah life has its own purpose, So I slightly loose bit by bit the enwrgy to be overly ceazy to someone, I learned to love myself and prioritize it and to be honest it feel so great.
****There's no growth if we just stayed on our comfort****
- This is one of the top of my foremost lessons that I learned in life, if I stay on my comfort I will not grow, I will not learned stuffs, and I will be nothing but justa mere human who just live in a monotone one, embracing changes and going out to comfort zone is one of the best stuffs that I will find more lessons that's applicable to life. To step in for new opportunity despite of the fear of consequences in trying will give the best lesson and helps to your growth.
**Be kind,**
-wherever, or whoever we are we must stay kind to everybody despite of their past or anything, being kind is the one thing that we could offer to anyone, but please if you know that you are being taken for granted then that's it you must need to choose thise peoplw that you will go with, be kind even with your enemies but know your limits.
**Be grateful to those things that we have and we don't have,**
-that's my mom always told me to be grateful to anything, be grateful to foods that is on the table, on clothes, on shelter, on everything that we have and also doesn't have, everything happens with puporse those things that we have is enpugh and those that we doesn't have still be thankful, being a grateful one is such a great feeling.
**Always pray To God,**
-No more explanation to this one, that's it Talk to God always, give your time to pray and be grateful to the life and all blessings that we have.
**Avoid cramming,**
-I learned this everytime I have something ti passed on. Cramming is my worst enemy I really hate it when I got so pressure when I crammed things, so as much as possible avoud cramming because it can lessen the stress and can make you think more properly also it helps to your mental health.
**Set your standards high,**
-This will remain superior for me. Why bother to settle for less if you know there's muvh more great and bigger than it. Never let your standard being low, people might take you as an easy one, and that's I really hate the most so I set my standard high because I know to myself I deserved more than bare minimum. This apply to every aspect of mine.
**What a nice way to start this Wednesday morning, lokking back at my past experiences and taking down some life lesson that I learned is such a nice feeling cause I realized that I'm not a looser and I have grown so far from the old me, those struggles and circumstances that tries to take me down is the reason why I'm still here surviving and why I learned and be wiser enough to continue living this predicament life that we have,**
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https://www.therandomvibez.com/simple-life-quotes-sayings/
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https://www.developgoodhabits.com/procrastination-quotes/
https://www.dailyinspirationalquotes.in/2018/05/always-pray-to-have-eyes-that-see-the-best-in-people-a-heart-that-forgives-the-worst-a-mind-that-forgets-the-bad-and-a-soul-that-never-loses-faith-in-god/amp/
https://www.virtuesforlife.com/10-ways-to-step-out-of-your-comfort-zone/
https://wallpaperaccess.com/kindness-quotes
https://itsallyouboo.com/things-to-be-grateful-for/
**So by the way, Have a great day my skies. Good morning, keep safe and always stay hydrated as always, enjoy the rest of the day my dears. Fighting to all of us here,**
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Roses are red, I'm going to bed
Changes... there's this cognizance I notice recently, like it's been ages since I mirror my behavior and started to speculate again my own being, I've notice those smile that doesn't reached through my ears anymore those supposed to be a genuine became a facade,those eyes that doesn't glittered anymore, those eyes that brought me to a vast of unexplainable emotions that shows a lot but now just bland and unreadable,
I've noticed and feel to myself that I'm changing, I don't talk the same anymore, I often became distant from people, I started to fake my smiles and force a laugh, I feel like I'm getting tired of this predicament of life, yet despite of everything that I felt and experienced in life I'm so proud to myself that I still carry-on, I'm still striving to be my best regardless of how this difficulty and struggles I've been through I'm proud of trying,
So forget this dramatic intro of mine, I just felt like being senti today because to be honest I'm so tired, tired of existing hahaha kidding,
Uhm let's get to the topic na nga bwfore I be like an emotional burden human being again,
So I wrote this article because of one reason, while scrolling to my twitter account, there's this tweet that caught my attention,
So yeah waves, we have different ranges of waves, a numerous waves that will come rushing and sometimes trying to drown us and crashes our life but please always remmeber that all wave will pass, soon there will be the days that it will be calm, and if that day come then you will be grateful and proud to yourself that you already reach the island, the beauty of life, the paradise
We are all humans, and we are like those sailors, who's sometimes feel at lost at the midst of the vast ocean, there's nothing to go when you know you have no map or even the northern star can't be seen, but as a great sailor we are, we will act courageously and try to sail different direction, taken different paths, try and try until we can see a better land, a better life that awaits,
Be a strong one to face this waves of life, let it take you to be a better and strong one, don't let it affevts or try to weakened you, rember that grabbing a rose full of torns can numb you, pain can numb you and it makes you more tougher and stronger as the time goes by,
Okay this is just some random thought could be a chaotic when you read this but thw main point if this one is to congratulate all of us here because gosh we are so lucky to survive the month of May, this is the last day of may 2022, and be proud and let's celebrate because we still here, I'm so proud of all of us who survive this month, and please remain strong and carry-on to this life, we have a lot to enjoy and to be grateful for, please stay in touch and luve this life much more enjoying and exciting despite of everything.
I think I'm gonna end this article tonight haha I'm still in the verge of my loss thoughts of mine, thinking those pending activities that I don't have the will to even start it, just looking at it makes me tired hahah, gosh I really hate school, I prioritize overthinking things than to start doing my activities hahaha gosh I must be crazy,
**That's just it for tonight, I'm going to bed first, my back is aching ao I need to lay it down on the comfy matress gosh, I think I drained myself out today without doing anything just pure online class and bonus the overthinking hwhaha I will just do the general cleaning in weekend I'm still so lazy as hell hahaha,**
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https://www.pinterest.com/pin/211458144993445949/
https://www.pinterest.com/maniruth/vengeance-quotes/
**Goodnight my dear skies, sleepwell, spend the rest of the night so nice, Happy Tuesday again, stay hydrated and alway keep yourself safe. God bless to all of us here.**
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8/30: My favorite song (& why)
My soul feels like elongating through my body while the melody boost up that welcomed by my ears, the train of thoughts seems to aligned when the lyrics put me on a cloud nine, a blissful melody that gives ecstatic feeling,
We all have a lot of favorite picks in music or songs, but we can't hide the fact that we have the most or the best picked and loved to all of them, maybe because there's something in that song that gives you an unexplainable feeling and maybe you could relate yourself or your life towards that specific song you cherished.
I have a numerous songs that I cherished but the most song that gives me a feels that pierce through my heart and soul, and it's very meaningful and sentimental song for me,
My favorite Song is...
***Yellow lights by Harry Hudson***
This song hits me so much that I don't what to say everytime I've listened to this, I felt comforted, there's this part of me that never want to even forget about this song, like there's so many songs that comes and I listened to but, I always found myself going back to this one and listened to it, this calm my nerves, this gives me so much feelings,
The first time I listen to this one, I feel so very emotional like it feels like this song is making me feel the bliss, the lyrics are very under-rated, if ever I would be marry in my near future I wanted this song to be the song when I walk down the isle looking at my future person and this song rings to the whole place,
*Don't cut the lights*
*Just take it slow*
*We're moving fast*
*We've lost control*
*But, I feel safe with you*
The first verse just give me the vibes of having someone but for me is not in a romantic way, this explains that we need to slow down things, and to have a person on your side, and feel safe even things are often get out of control,
*Love is brave, but I've been scared*
*I look around, see no one there*
*And still feel close to you*
Even after all of those people that I met and get to close with, there's this person that you'll always looking for even at the crowded room where there's so may strangers, this gives me the feels of "I'll still looked for you in these crowded place",
*You're my sunshine*
*You're my rain*
*You're all I've lost*
*Yet all I've gained*
Lines that gives me so much feel that i just want to find my go to person who's willing to be on my side even on the stormiest day of my life,
To have a favorite song that reminds youbof someone that you valued so much that you just want all the best for them, it's not cringed to say but that's me, every person that I get to closed to I choose a song that fits to them, it's like listening to that song reminds me of that person, especially when that person gives me or makes me listen to some random song and thats it that song will remain and forver be dedicated to that one.
I think I already found my own yellow light, and that's it in the form of my bestfriend, and I'm very grateful for her presnece beside me, she's always been my favorite song, my yellow light that forever stay still in my heart, to be treasured forever.
That's it for this morning, what a wonderful Tuesday kidding I have online classes so what's the beauty of it haha, I'm such a lazy student gosh, but for the sake of my future I need to strive haha despite of laziness that envelopes this poor gorgeous soul of mine, by the way have your breakfast everyone, Happy Tuesday, hope you all having your great time today,
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w7kjFVvgiDY
https://www.pinterest.com/ramelie2005/music-aesthetic/
https://soundcloud.com/og-squish
So yeah, Have a great day everyone. Good morning, keep safe and always stay hydrated as always, enjoy the rest of the day my dears.
`To all my lovely sponsors, readers, subscribers, visitors and to all those people who's continously supporting and motivating me here in these platform, I always feel grateful to all of you, thank you so much as always. God bless us all.`
This too shall pass... but,
In the midst of predicament of hazy voyage of one's life, one's mind started to get clouded with a lot of contemplating thoughts, a blizzard of never ending questions infiltrating one's poor head, and starts questioning their own existence, their own worth, themselves as a person.
I hate to say this but life always has it's own way to gave people such a challenging headache and heartache that really wounded oneself and leaves an unforgettable painful scar that leaves forever even time pass by, the wounds just takes time to heal on its own but no matter we do or whatever we conceal on that tragic scar of the past it will always remain and stays for a lifetime, and it doesn't mean that you still the same person you are when you had that scar but it just show and it is the proof on how strong you are as a person, how you manage to be still standing up and going on with your life even the scars you have from the past.
Remember that even in a situation where negativity surround, just always look for the beauty of it, look for another perspective that everything that happens will pass.
We can't have rainbows everyday, we can't always have sunshine, same goes for rain and stormy days.
Life has it's balance just like yin and yang (weehhh kala mo namn talaga nakikinig ng philosopy class hahah charizz) I've just got it from reading some tweets hahaha the yin and yang thingy haha, okay joking aside, life is full of surprises maybe today you are struggling and at your lowest but you can always look forward for tomorrow because today is not just for you maybe tomorrow it is, everything that happens today shall pass.
Okay don't be so engrossed on reading haha it's just the intro the main point of writing this one is because I'm so excited at the same time don't know how or where I would get money to buy ticket wahhh red velvet will have their performance here in the Philippines this coming July and I'm still in the verge clouded thoughts because how will I get a ticket and also I have class that day but it easy to absent haha, so the problem is how will I buy ticket hahha should I ask for my mom? But nahh I wouldn't want that, I don't like asking money even from my own parents specially when it is me who will just benefit from it and it's just for my own satisfaction so big no.
Gosh this too shall pass talaga hahaha I'm bottling up if I will used my own savings hahaha because gosh I think blackpink will also have their comeback but yeah it's just a humor so okay let's focus on redvelvet gosh if I could attend to that event I will just smile and really be a good daughter, sister, cousin, niece, friend HAHHAHAHA okay I will be a good person for a month haha so manifesting to made up my mind hahhaa. Also for a cause din namn yung event.
Enough with my own dramas this is me being a lunatic fan again hahaha, I'm still have a lot of expenses pa kasi since I'm on my maintenance of drinking my medication because I have a freaking dextroscoliosis and it's not mild anymore, I didn't give enough attention to it the last time I get my Xray result and it's been 2 years since I had that result but now after I get my recent Xray result I was shocked that it get worse so my mom makes me go to checked up and gosh meds, vitamins, and milk? Really I hate all of it but for the sake of my own health and my precious bones I go for it.
So yeah I'm not sure if I go or not since I don't want to add more expenses I don't have job okay hahah I wish I have but my parents and my aunt who's my recent guardian won't let me because they reasoned out my unhealthy body and asthma also I will just tired myself and I should go focus and finish my studies first daw gosh I'm not a baby anymore hahaha and also my mom and baby sister's birthday is almost coming I want to gave them gift so yeah I'm not sure if I go so it all shall pass whahhaha.
That's it for now I will think of it pa hahaha if blackpink talaga pupunta then I wouldn't think twice and just go with it hahaha but for the red velvet they are not much my priority eh but I want to see my biased huhuhu seulgi my love so sweet hahaa kidding.
EDITED: Gosh I hate to say but naubusannn ako jusko sold out na ang haba haba pa ng pinila kanina nakakaiyak sana may mag benta pa online dun sa mga unclaimed tickets.
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7/30: An opportunity I'm grateful for
There's no fortuity of fruition if there's no tenacious courage possess by one being to open up for new doors. Life has a hundred or maybe billions of opportunities that will often unexpectedly come rushing to knock on your doors. We just need to be courageous enough to let it in, or let our self to step in and just go with the flow.
As we all know this journey to this predicament life is such an adventurous and unexpected, this life has a lot to offer, better opportunities are coming without a word or anything and just one day you will seen yourself striving hard to the opportunity you welcomed in through your life.
As for me, opportunities come and go and that's always been my motto, as I grow old a lot of opportunities come knocking on my door, and to be honest I often let it passed and ignored it because of something inside of me or the other part of me is scared, I have a fear of trying something new, I'm afraid on stepping out of my comfort zone, but yeah life should be more enjoyable and I want to try and try and go for new things since I realized that this life of mine is just a temporary gift, it had its own ends and we doesn't even know when or where, so might as well just sto beating around the bush and go step in to opportunities that will come for me.
So I have a lot of opportunities to be grateful for and I just wanted to share some of it,
**Study opportunity**
- I'm grateful to my parents who does their best and give everything and sacrifices their time and hardwokr just for me to study and go to universities, and I grab this opportunity to study without thinking about my money, because I know that I'm so lucky I have an opportunity to sudy because I know some kid like me doesn't have an opportunity to even go to school. I wish everyone of us has this opportunity cause some aren't have,
**Read.cash opportunity**
-Cause why not, I would be lying if I'd say that I'm not grateful for this platform, because I'm really am grateful because of this opportunity to earn money by writing, opportunity to discover my talent on writing although I don't know if this could be considered as one since I really don't do proof readings haha so I don't know if my writing are good or bad haha, so again I'm really gratful for the opportunity that read.cash has offered to me, it helps me to even socialize to random stranger here that I unexpectedly get closed to and became my friend, so I will always be thankful to this opportunity that this platform give to me.
**Scholarship opportunity**
-I'm really one of those student who is always been grateful to government scholarships specially now that I'm studying, I need money haha kidding I just need some to buy some stuff that I needed and actually it's not really connected to academic stuff but for my own, when I got scholarship I relally try my best not to used it to buy some of my leisures haha but i failed haha so yeah I'm serious when I say I don't want to fail any of my subjects even I'm really a hard headed and a lazy person but still, I will not give up school haha I don't want to fail on my scholarship so yeah I'm always grateful to it.
*So for everyone here, I just wanted you all to go get up and go try things you know will help you grow, don't let the pigs fly before you grab opportunities haha gosh it's my first time using that idiom ha haha actually I have a lot but I don't remember quite of it na since I'm not writing poem anymore haha. So yeah again even thing doesn't work out the way we want them to, at least we once tried it, we once grab and embrace the opportunity that once go to us.*
**That's it let's start this week with great welcoming of this Monday morning haha. It's weekday again and I really hate this starter hahaha I'm so lazy to even go have breakfast but heah I need to since I have online classes the whole day to day, by the way, go get up and have a nice breakfast and spend this day well and nice.**
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https://www.blissquote.com/2018/09/inspirational-quotes-sayings-about-opportunity.html
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https://www.tiktok.com/discover/study-aesthetic
https://weheartit.com/entry/334313947
https://medium.com/coinmonks/read-cash-noise-cash-platforms-d7b50f098081
**So yeah, have a great Monday to everyone. Good morning, keep safe and always stay hydrated as always, enjoy the rest of the day my dears.**
`To all my lovely sponsors, readers, subscribers, visitors and to all those people who's continously supporting and motivating me here in these platform, I always feel grateful to all of you, thank you so much as always.`
To be a thirdwheel...
Tagging along to this two hearts that sweetly wrapping and having their own little world, and here I am looking like a boredom human being.
It's raining cats and dogs, what a lovely cold morning to start a day, the weather seems like having its own way to join forces to what I'm feeling today, because here I am writing this one while looking up through a two lovey dovey haha.
Gosh I'm always a thirdwheel haha I remember the last time I've done this is when my bestfriend Got his girlfriend hahaha he just always want me to go with them on their dates, I don't maybe because he's always being awkward to his girl because he's still not used to his gal presence haha and me being a social butterfly and a talkative one, he always makes me go on his whereabouts with his gal, but that's before because now he's used to his girlfriend presence.
Okay let's stop that I'm here to write my thridwheeling experience again for todays videow haha, okay I just make edit since I'm still on their date,
***Blogging time!!!***
Woah it's been a while since I tell some happening on my day ah, maybe I got busy on my life haha so I don't have time to share it anymore in this platform haha,
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So again, morning came and I have plans to go with my cousin on his date with her girl, also I was tasked to also go with him to his medical checked up because he needs it for his work, and now bang I wake up so early and go get ready. I don't want to go have an great outfit because duh I'm not the one who has its date so I just wore a simple white shirt and a pants together with my favorite rubbershoes, at least I never let myself look unpresentable
So again, I laugh at my cousins outfit, he really doesn't have any fashion on his body haha, so yeah I just told him to wear pants and a short since it's raining, and it's easy to get xray and ecg if she wore comfy clothes, and he nod and followed what I've said.
So yeah after we got his medical we still need to get the back at the clinic and go get the result at two in the afternoon, so we stillhave time to go and have a breakfast since his girl is just on the way to meet up with him,
I ordered Jollibee for breakfast but before he even finished his food, his girl call him and that's it, I wait for them looked at this photo I took, I think I reallybneed to get someone haha I look like I'm a lost kiddo waiting for her parents haha gosh he just left me and his food, I said that finished his food first since we really don't have proper breakfast before we got out, we just have a coffee and a bread and it's not enough hahaa so I asked him to have breakfsst first, bu yeah priorit he go to get his girl because hir girlfriend says that she's here at the entrance of the mall,
Oh see this lovey dovy here haha now I'm walking behind them, following there whedeabouts, I'm busy on my phone also I just call my friend through phone to not get bored,
Oh we decided to go to the arcades, and yes I go to some karaoke alone haha I sing my boredom out,
yeah look at this one seems like I really need to have someone again haha kidding I'm strong independent woman who doesn't need someone just to make herself happy haha kidding, so yeah I really sang a lot of my favorite songs here, oh gosh maybe I will need this often, have a date to myself and sang here or maybe in some resto bar haha, it's really refreshing,
So again yes we eat but I don't go to other table because I also want to have a conversation with them haha look at this food but yeah the background is just a cringed sight hahah kidding my cousin would probably chiked me to death if I teased him hahaha,
So yeah after we eat, I go alone and just go for shopping hahaha, I bought some new clotges and I decided to go first since I have nothing to do and seems like my cousin is too focused on his girlfriend and that's it I go out and messaged my cousin that he needs to get his result to his medical at two pm, I bid my goodbyes and tell that I should go first, thatit, rain pouring so hard so I go to some coffee shop nearby and continue writing this haha,
Now I'm home and really doesn't have any energy so I just sleep haha and when I wake up I go to my Grandmother's house and spend the night there becaus I missed it.
**That's it for yesterday's blog hahaha, I forgot to post it yesterday because something came up haha and now here it is, actually I wrote this one yesterday while I'm 2 tables away from my cousin and his girlfriend haha gosh , being a thirdwheel to their dates are overrated hahaha I just edited some part of this because I just want to duhh, haha**
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https://inspiringtips.com/struggles-only-third-wheels-understand/
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https://www.elitedaily.com/p/9-memes-about-third-wheeling-thatll-make-you-feel-so-seen-18188312
**By the way have a Great night everyone, hope you all spent your day so nice and well, argh tomorrow is Monday again I hate mondays hahah actualy I hate weekdays hahha I don't want to go and have my classes again. Hehez okay so again thank you for reading,stay safe and keep youself hydrated as always. Goodnight everyone.**
6/30: A hidden blessing in a difficult situation
Unexpected blessing that obscure from something we wouldn't think would be a huge aid and succor that we will always been indebted and gratified to, a difficult situation that happened that we never thought we will survived because of the blessing that is concealed in a way that we never thought it was.
God really has its own furtive way to hide his blessings, despite of the difficulties God has it's way to save and guide people in a most unexpected way that we never though would come but when it is, we will just be amazed and feel grateful forever.
*The hidden blessing in a difficult situation in my life is when I was such a three or maybe four year old kiddo back then, this memory that I will share to you is base on the story that my mom and my aubt told me about cause gosh it's not vivid tk me anymore because I'm so naive back then haha, also it's my personal experience and really a serious one, a life and death situation,*
*I'm always a sicked kid back then, asthma, skin asthma, easy to catch cold, poor stamina, and always go back and fourth to hospital, also I'm sicked and used to the smell of the disinfectants and medicines in hospital back then haha, so again, when I'm in my home with only my mom is in the house, my sister is in my other aunt not so close in our house,*
*That day my aunt who's living upstairs in our house is there, she supposed to go at work that time but she forgot to wake up early, and my mom who's taking care of me is busy at house chores,*
*Then a sudden attack of convulsion got me, my eyes are almost turning white, I'm so pale and really my mom just cry and act hysterically that time. She's out of her mind on how will she do to me, that's when my aunt go down, without further say, she immediately carry me and held my mouth not to letting it close and bite my tounge cause the doctor says it's bad if I bite my tongue because it's seriously when you are experiencing convulsion,*
*After that my mom and aunt rushed me to hospital and thanks to God I'm still alive and now beautiful and gracefully writing this one haha kidding but yeah, I owe my lufe to my aunt because imaybe is she is in her work that day, I'm no longer here,*
*That's the most blessing in disguise of my life, she forgot to go to her work yet it saves me, gosh I'm not a talkative one when it come to opening up but I always be grateful for my aunt, and that's the most blessing I will never get*
**That's it for this Sunday morning haha. It's Sunday and considered as rest day so might as well enjoy the rest of the day sleeping hahah kidding but yeah I think I need some hours to sleep because these past few days even I stop using gadgets, still I can't sleep early even I force myself to, by the way, go get up and have a nice breakfast and spend this day well get tired of thanking every single day.**
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https://quotefancy.com/quote/2564184/M-J-Ryan-Look-for-the-hidden-blessings-in-difficult-situations
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https://everydaypower.com/blessed-quotes/
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https://twitter.com/10millionmiler/status/824469795286315009?lang=da
**By the way have a nice Sunday morning everyone. Happy Sunday, keep safe and always stay hydrated as always, enjoy the weekend my dears.**
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5/30: An accomplishment I'm proud of
There's a lot stuff I could considered as an achievement that I'm always be insolent and held head high that I, myself done such thing with flying colors.
As for now I'm just grateful and proud to myself because here I am writing this one, sitting peacefully, and listening to some songs, here I am breathing, living, and staying alive.
Just existing is an accomplishment for me that I'm always be proud of, I will always be grateful to God that he let me see another day to breath and go on with my life.
To carried out another day despite of struggles and challenges that life throw in the midst our expeditions, still I'm so proud that I survived, I remain standing still despite of difficulties.
A lot of accomplishments is to be proud of but living and surviving is my favorite and always be proud of.
Of course there are other accomplishments and some of those are just simple yet so overwhelming and heart warming for me, becayse I did that without me asking for others help, I did it on my own and I'm always be proud of how great I am
Like buying my own foods, books, and necessities using my own money I earned from my hardworking self, and not asking any money from my parents,
Forgiving is also my accomplishment, weird but I found it a win over myself if I can offer forgiveness towards people who done me wrong,
Getting out of my comfort zone, trying new stuffs, is one of the accomplishments that makes me so proud to my ownself, as a person who doesn't live socializing before, I found my self different from that person before, she's strong, she's confident and now ready and always be looking proud on how she became today,
Not to be a boastful one here, but back then I'm really not the person who celebrates and give a care or be proud of my achievements, even I'm done something or achieve and finish tasks, I really don't feel proud and just plain. I laugh remembering how my mom nag me because I joined different organization in my highschool days and also a lot of extra curriculars and some contests and seminars, I get a numerous certificates and awards but I just put it in my bag and as a lazy person I am I didn't give time to even tell it or showed it to my parents haha
Then just one day my mom see me cleaning my stuffs and she saw those hahaha she just shocked that she doesn't even have an idea that i joined and participate to that one, hahaha gosh how can I tell her if I myself doesn't care but yeah maybe I get used to not minding things hahaha yeah that's so me,
But now as I say again the most achievement that I'm always be proud of is existing, even life is difficult as it is still I have my family, friends, God and myself to be grateful for and be proud to myself that I'm still surviving.
**That's it for this weekend morning haha. It's Saturday so might as well enjoy resting and just sleep for almost half ot if but yeah need to do some stuff and be productive so no to being lazy for now haha, go get up and have a nice breakfast and spend this day well and productive haha.**
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https://wisdomquotes.com/forgiveness-quotes/
https://everydaypower.com/comfort-zone-quotes/
**By the way have a nice morning everyone. Happy Saturday, keep safe and always stay hydrated as always, enjoy the weekend my dears.**
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Let's be pinoy... R U one of us?
Why nga ba ang pinoy are like this one kung mag answer ng question, even the tanong namn is properly asked and should be answerable by specific response.
`Gonna flexed this beautiful people here in this block first before we go down to the topic. Kindly check them out they are great and kind people here.`
Some tanongs are simple yet it makes me think why pinoy make sagot like these
**Anong oras na? (WHAT TIME IS IT?)**
-Pinoys would be answering it by saying, "maaga pa, tanghali na", mag gagabi na, hahaha diba hindi talaga specific kung sumagot, sadagutin ka ng alam mo namn na kung hapon na or maaga na ewan hahaha oras tinatanong mo iba isasagot hahaha, pwede naman sabihin kung 8:00 pm, quarter to four, eme... Ganun diba hahaha weird namn kasi kung alam mong tanghali na tas sasabihin ulit sayo hahahaha oras po ang tinatanong hehez,
**Bakit wala ka kahapon? (WHY YOU AREN'T HERE YESTERDAY?)**
- The famous line of mine hahaha "absent ako" hahaha oh diba tinatanong kung bakit wala pero sasabihin absent. Malamang absent ka eh and point dito is bakit ka wala, bakit ka umabsent haha, ganitong ganito talaga ko lalo na kapag professor ko ang natanong hahaha. Favorite na linyahan ko to kapag wala talaga kong maidahilan kapag umaabsent minsan hahaha.
**Nandyan ba ang mama mo? (IS YOUR MOTHER THERE?)**
-As a house human haahaha charizz taong bahay yarn, lagi kong sagot is "bakit po" hahahaha odiba pinoy na pinoy and datingan, tatanungin lang kung asan mama ayun sasagutin din ng tanong haha, ganun talaga siguro curios ako bakit ba hahha, instead of simply answer a "yes" or "none" hahaha gosh a pinoy household will always relate hahaha.
**Kumain ka na? (DID YOU ALREADY EAT?)**
-AHAHAH lalo na pag sa ibang bahay pag tinanong ng ganito ang famous na sinasagot lalo na kapag mahiyain ka ay "busog pa po ako" hahaha jusko ilang beses ko ata ito laging sagot na sagot lalo na pag binalot ako ng kahihiyan, tyaka talagang di ko gusto pa kumain pero ano banamn na sagutin ng opo or hindi pa, parang mas convincing kasi yung response na "busog pa po ako" Hahahahahah
**Paano mo ba ginawa yan? (HOW DID YOU DO THAT?)**
-truthfully responding by a "madali lang yan" hahahaha o diba ang yabang pero tamad na tamad mag explain hahaha pano naman kasi hirap kaya mag explain lalo na pag nangibabaw na ang katamaran so mas madali na iresponse ay madali lang yan or di kaya hirap kaya nyan hahaha weird diba tinatanong pano sasagutin ng parang ewan whahaha
**Saan ka na? (WHERE YOU AT?)**
-and my most favorite one hahaha, "malapit na" hahahahaaha eto ang pinaka gamit na gamit talaga at wag magmaang maangan na di mo man lang to naisagot kapag tinanong ka na nyan hahaha eto ang favorite line kahit na malayo pa nga sasabihin ko na malapit na at never mo dapat sasabihin kung nasaan ka na lalo na pag mga tropa mong mainisin whahhaha talagang iiwan yan at malalang sermon after pag nagkita na hHaha.
I really live how we Filipinos being like these haha I mean it's been passed down to generations hahaha, maybe kasi nasa culture at talagang nakalakihan at nakasanayan na nateng mga pinoy yung gantong way ng mga pagresponse or pagsagot sa mga ganyang klaseng tanong haha, although hindi namn sa nilalahat pero kadalasan talaga ay di natin maikakaila na minsan naten itong nasabi hahaha at natatawa na kong isipin na guilty talaga ko na lahat to ay kuhang kuha ko.
**That's it muna sa ngayon, haha good evening everyone, I'm stressing myself over something so I didn't bother to even call this day a great one cause hell I would be lying to myself if I say I'm good today, but the truth is I don't know what yo feel but I'm stressing over something, and I just keep it to myself just I'm not okay yet I'm not sad jusy neutral haha okay magulo nanamn ako,**
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**Goodnight everyone, enjoy the rest of the night sleep well, keep yourself hydrated and always stay safe.**
`oh before I end this one, I wanted to give thanks for the renewal to` @Amy05 `thanks sissy😊😊`
4/30: My Favorite memory
Commemorating of cognizant memories that so difficult to forget that became part of those evocation thoughts that makes you feel nostalgic, seems like going on a trip down to a memory lane became a habit of a person who is longing for golden days where they remember themselves in a situation where happiness and overwhelming feeling enveloped them.
It feels so good to go back to memorable moments in life, memorues will always be a memories, people became memories and to be part of someone's memories is priceless.
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So I want to share some of my favorite memories, I have a lot but this is just of a few that i remembered haha sorry I'm not good on remembering.
**Trip to Albay Province**
-This remains my favorite trip when I was a child, everytime we go to our own province. I felt like a liberated person back then, I will stay at my grandma's house just for a vacation in his house, and honestly she never failed to spoiled me with everything haha, that's one of the reason why I still never forget how she makes me come with her to visit some beautiful places there, a lot of views that are so pleasing to the eye, I can't help myself to smile remembering how hapoy I am and also my grandma is, spending time with her everytime I have my vacation, and provinces really gives me nostalgic feels that is so unforgettable than living in cities.
**Every Grandmother's Birthday**
-I supposed I should include this one vecause every celebration of her birthday became feels like a family reunion or a gathering rather, we almost been complete, a big happy family, all her children which is my aunts, uncle, parents are completely there, including my cousins, I really love celebrating her birthday because we can have a full family bonding with everyone. There's a lot of memory to be made in just one gatgering and even if its just a simple yet memorable, once in a year but still so worth it.
**Childhood games**
-I'm really a competitive one when it comes to this aspect haha, I used to play patinetero, tumbang preso, hide and seek and heaven and hell (langit, lupa) haha gosh I remember while playing hide and seek I'm the one who can't be seen, why? It's because I go home and just watch tv haha forgetting about the game and my playmates hahaha gosh I can still remember their mad faces when they realized I wasn't playing anymore because I'm too hooked up on watching tv haha, I felt sorry to them back then but still memorable one.
**First ever Fieldtrip but not really a Fieldtrip**
-hahaha I considered it as a Fieldtrip because when it comes to my siblings I'm the only one who is restrain to attend Fieldtrips in my elementary day, I don't know why my parents didn't let me haha so yeah after I joined the band in my jhs days we won on a competition where I'm part of the band so when we get the money as a prize, we decided to go to a beach outing, I can't handle myself not to feel so overwhelmed because that's my firt time going to an outing not with my family but with my band mates and that's my favorite part haha gosh I love going on trips. Also my crush is with me on that trip hahaha and I can't help but to feel cringed remembering how we're so awkward back then.
**Jhs Moving up**
-All the memorable moments are happened here, this moving up is very emotional for me because seeing my friends and classmates that I've been with for for years is ready for separating their ways when we got to another level and meet another people, it is a heart breaking yet a heart warming scenario of my junior highschool days, because all the memories flashes back through my eyes, it feels like yesterday, but look at us now we are now in college life.
**That's it for the fourth entry hahaha, woah this is really challenging me to be productive on writing, it feels like I have an everyday essay whenever I'm doing this challenge, gosh see we just need to have something that will trigger our hidden productiveness hahaha kidding but yeah, we should be motivated and pursue and stay true to our words haha I want to finish this one until the end.**
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https://touristspotsfinder.com/albay-tourist-spots/
**By the way, thank you so much everyone, enjoy the rest of the day, Good morning, have your lunch, stay safe and keep yourself always hydrated. Enjoy, Happy Friday to all.**
3/30: My favorite part of the morning
You wanna know my favorite part of the morning?
It is when the rays of sunlight poured through my window and hits me in the face, a smell of a broad warm coffee started to lingers through my nostrils and the comfort that my clasic fluffy pillow that's so very comfy to cuddle,
And wanna know what makes my favorite morning so special? It is when I wake up next to an ethereal person like you, a glimpse of smile will automatically showed up, your long eye lashes, and those pointed nose that fits perfectly to your almost perfectly face, and when our eyes met you just suddenly stiffle a soft laugh that honestly I want to gear from the rest of this lifetime of mine, I can't believe how your laugh can be my favorite music to my ears, those reddish lips that showered me with morning kisses. Waking up next to you is my favorite part of the morning.
Hehehez Kidding I don't want anyone beside me when I sleep hahaha,
Every morning is always been my favorite, every part of it, from the start that I see the sunrise slip in through my window and kiss my beautiful face haha, from my favorite bed and the pillows that I put names on a comforter that serves as my blanket that hugs my gorgeous body hahaha (self obsession indeed kidding haha) , and waking up with a smile because I'm glad and so grateful that God let me see another morning again, another day to wake up and feel blessed to everything that I have and I don't have.
Waking up through the sound of my alarm clock, actually my alarm is not that typical alarm that you can hear every morning hahaha, my cousin is my alarm clock a brutal alarm clock when my legut alarm doesn't wake me up, my cousin will be the one to slap me to wake me up from my slumber hahaha yes she's just so brutal and sometimes I wake up with her tickles, and swear I just trued to get to used to waking up to my original alarm that to my human alarm clock hahaha.
Morning is always been my favorite part of the day, however, my favorite part of it is waking up in silence, that I looked up throigh my surrounding people still asleep, and a peaceful silence is my favorite twist , I woke up and wash myself to go out and have a fresh morning walk, making some warm coffee for everyone in the house and making breakfast for me and for them is my best way to start a day,
Seeing my favorite people every morning is the one thing I'm grateful for, I prayed and thank God that he woken me up and blessed me another morning to wake up with my favorite people in the world.
Okay to be honest I really want to wake up every morning specially when the rain is pouring and the cold breezed started to hit my precious skin and just like that, I don't want to go out or get up on my bed, because it's a cuddle weather morning and it makes me so much more lazy than before.
**That's it for now okay this is my third entry and still going on, I guess I should be doing this often when I really doesn't have anything to write because probably my laziness attacks again or my notions are so chaotic that i just want to locked myself out and do nothing haha.**
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**By the way that's just it for this morning everyone, thank you so much, stay safe everyone and always keep yourself hydrated mwah where's my morning kisses? Kidding hahahaha,**
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