Life happens, coffee helps
Does anyone of you watch the on going korean drama snowdrop?
Some of you I know already watch it, hello my coblinks and my cokdrama addicts hehehez
So I just get this idea from Young-Ro's (jisoo) line when she was talking to soo hoo (haein)
I don't quite remember the exact line but the main point of its is
***"Just watching how the coffee was made can make me at ease"***
***"Just drink a coffee then a bad memory will be erased"***
I felt so overwhelmed because even it's childish for everyone because who else drink a coffee then suddenly forgot their problems but yeah I'm also this kind of person who loves to believed in these kind of things.
***Just a sip of coffee can wash all bad memories of the past, we can start again for another memory to be made.***
I just love watching our coffeemaker while making a coffee for myself. The smell of broad coffee lingers through the air is so refreshing and calming, by the way I really love broad black coffee hehe that's the one I always drink every single day.
Having a coffee in a comfy place is just a simple but a strong and one of the highest form of bond for me.
I do love visiting coffee shop but same black coffee is all I order. I love having a coffee and having someone to talk to hahaha I have my coffee buddy and that is my bestfriend, she always makes me go with her to her random coffee shop visit, even just a normal day for us when I have nothing to do she just chatted me to go with her.
I actually enjoy my coffee even just when I'm alone but it's better to have accompany atleast I have a someone to talk to about random thimyself.
Sometimes when I'm so burnout on acads, problems, stuffs, personal issues, I just take a break and go have some coffee for myself,
whatever the weather is, coffee is one of the best company. Imagine having a coffee while the wind blows through your hair while chilling outside your house is so calming and serene will enveloped the surroundings. Even a hot afternoon you still finding yourself craving for some coffee.
Who else love to drink coffee hahaha fighting coffee lovers hahaha palpitation is real but hey guys drink your caffeine moderately. Too much caffeine is not good for our health, atleast don't forget to hydrated yourself with water.
By the way hehehe guys please support snowdrop, it's still on going but promise you will surely love the drama and also the artists plus the ost. It's so great so if you have time go watch it and you'll never regret it. Ahh weekend nights is for snowdrop and a warm coffee.
****Stay hydrated always guys. Have a nice Sunday everyone! Hahaha I'm drinking while writing this one a black coffee for myself is indeed the best one. Good morning hehez!****
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4MT8qbMGmWM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4MT8qbMGmWM
https://www.soompi.com/article/1503603wpp/snowdrop-reveals-new-poster-showcasing-romantic-chemistry-between-blackpinks-jisoo-and-jung-hae-in
https://becomingunbusy.com/good-morning-quotes/
https://positivequotespic.blogspot.com/2020/06/inspirational-thursday-morning-coffee.html
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https://www.pinterest.com/amp/pin/635500197402146573/
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Secrets turn into regrets
I remember asking my grandmother how she met her ***"the one"*** her ***"first love"***
She stopped on what she's doing and looked at me with a smile in her face,
She then look back to her stuff, and I thought she just ignored me not until
She took a deep breath and her expression seems like she's reliving the moment and reminiscing the memories from the past...
***"I met that person when I was in my highschool life"*** my grandma started to tell while her face was beaming with a smile, she looks like she's inlove for the first time again,
***"At first I never like that person, because of my annoyance everytime that person always stares at me but never spoke at me even once"***
***"woah so you thought that his weird?"*** I asked my grandma with curiosity
She just smile and nod her head,
***"I found that strange when that person does that to me every time"***
***"One day I'm so pissed and irritated because of the same stare that person is sending to me so I confronted that person"***
***"the audacity you have there grandma! Hahaha"*** I said while laughing,
My grandma just slap my arm and continue her story,
***"that day I confronted that person is the unexpected day I never felt that I will first feel the strange feeling inside of me, the love at first hear"***
*****"love at first hear?"***** I asked confused and trying to hold my laugh because I don't know that my grandma know that lines about love at first sight but for her is love at first hear
***"yes haha, the first time I heard that person talk to me, makes me feel I don't know maybe I like that when the person talk"***
***"I asked that person why she always does that to me, if she has a problem on me-"***
***"wait grandma, what do you mean by she?, is she a girl?"*** I asked her
My grandma smile and look at me with her eyes looks like longing
***"right my dear, my first love is a girl, and I'm not ashamed to admit it, she gives me the feels that no one can make me, I tried to stop my feelings for her when we got so close, she became my bestfriend and we always go together"***
***"I never though I would be this madly inlove with her, because of her sweet gestures, we always talks and share our view and thoughts in life, I was so happy with her, in fact more than what I can imagine but I know how this world works, so I tried so hard to hide my feelings, because in the eyes of many its inappropriate and wrong, but for me it's right"***
I was amazed listening to my grandma and can't even find a words to speak, so I let her talk and I just listened...
*****"I don't know why but if people say loving her is a sin, then why did God allow me to be feel this unexplainable feeling of love and happiness"*****
My grandmother smile but the sadness and sorrow in her eyes can be seen, I held her arm to try to comfort her,
She just look at me and look away
***"my feelings became a secret that only myself know it, I tried but it so hard everytime I see her witb another person looking happily, I tried, and the more I tried and years are passing by we separated our ways and still communicate after we graduates, but my feelings still there..until one day, I force myself that I should burried my feelings in the past and move on, that day when I'm ready to let go of that feels is the same day she came out of nowhere to visit me and give me an envelope that she seems like the reason why she's so happy, not until I opened it and it crashes me, it's an wedding invitation and she invites me to became her maid of honor. I tried to masked up my pain with a smile and a congratulatory hug"***
I can see my grandma smiling but not the smile that will reach her eyes, I never thought she has this feeling inside she never tell to anyone
***"that's it I attended her wedding day and that day it also the day I met your grandfather, he's the best man of her groom"***
She ended the story and I smile to her and hugh her, I know that her love for that girl will never dies,
***" aww my grandma is such a cry baby"*** I said while tears are building up in my eyes and tried to lighten up the mood.
We both laugh to each others faces what a not so good and not so bad memories my grandmother had
**FICTION! FICTION! FICTION!**
`Hahaha I just wrote this story one after seeing one of my friends instagram story, they are both girls and still going strong until now.`
`I supported them because what's wrong with loving the same gender? I mean they didn't do wrong to other people and they just love each other, love is for everyone no matter what age, sexuality, scale etc... If you both really love each other then go for it, the important is you didn't do any wrongs to people`.
Images source:
https://www.eehealth.org/blog/2021/03/vaccinated-for-covid-now-what/
https://www.alamy.com/old-grandma-and-young-adult-granddaughter-talking-bonding-on-sofa-image333020644.html
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https://inspiredhomecare.com/importance-of-grandparents/
So yeah that's it every one. Have a great weekend I'm still sleepy after spending my friday night watching netflix hehez, hope you enjoy your day, stay hydrated guys
My Assorted Friends
**Friendship is a true-blue or a genuine and a devoted relationship between individuals,**
**It is a delicate present you can offer to anyone.**
Friends come and goes, but you are lucky if some stay with you. You will meet a lot on your way in this journey of life but not everyone is mean to stay, some leaves and some stay with you through thick and thin.
Friends are the people we unexpectedly met and just a short span of time we connect and make a great bond.
**Life without friends is so mundane and boring,**
So having friends surround us makes our life so fun, challenging, and extraordinary one.
Having a variety of friends is much more exciting than having a friend that is so similar to you,
**We have different types of friends in our circles, and the more variety of personalities the more fun,**
****These are my assorted types of friends:****
**The Parent built friend**
*These are thw people who acts and behave like a mother and a father to omour group, they literally the one who give a solid advices, the one who correct us in private but depend us on public, the one who preach us everytime we act as so very childish and inappropriate. But they are the best, and you are lucky to have them. One of my friend is always like this and she is really the matured one in our circle, she loves to nag us when we are so noisy and immature. But she's the mom of the squad and we are really lucky to have her.*
**The Comic One**
*This is where I conclude myself, I always act as the clown of the group, the one who break the ice when there's a heated argument, I'm this type of friend and also my bestfriend is also like this, we are the one who doesn't take things seriously but when needed of course we behave. I'm the source of the crazy topics and unexpected pranks then laugh our ass off we are like a mess a crying laughter.*
**The megaphone**
*This is the loud one I know we have this friend that the voice is always full and in the highest range. I have this friend who we teased that she swallowed a megaphone that's why her voice is likw that, as in even she whisper we can still hear her hahaha.*
**The warrior**
*This is the one who always starts the warand argument just bringing some random topic but at the end it's very chaotic hahaha. This also the one who so brave to confront people who messed with one of our circle, I have this friend who's like this, she acts so strong but the truth is she is so softie when it comes to us. But don't make her angry because she's a dragon who spit fire through her words hahaha also physical pinches and slaps at the arm.*
**The snail**
*This is the one who always tardy when it comes to meet ups, or even topic we talks, she's always late and so slow to gets the joke. The issue is in the past but she only knows just today hahaha, this is the one who doesn't care on issues and never seen group chats, always late in meet ups and so lazy to even talk about the topic but still perfect for the squad. This is guaranteed to always comes late but still showed up and never abandoned us.*
**The jury**
*When there's a an argument or war between squad this is the one who stops us and acts as a judge, she will give each others time to speak their opinions and talk and decide what will be the best way to make up the squad and solved the issue.*
**The BFF**
*Even we are a lot in our circles there are still the one who are so very much close to us, and this is our bestfriend, the one that seen your worst state, the one who willing to stay with you all night just bickering, laughing, and even without doing anything just enjoying each oether accompany. The one whom you can open up even the most embarrassing happens to your day, the one who you can talk even nonsense and still listen, and their names is always the one you used to reasoned out to your parents for them let you go on a trip or even in a sleep over.*
**The life of the party**
*This is the one who sets all the meet ups, trips, and even random parties in a normal day. She's the wild one who suggest to have fun even for a while, party goer and also the drunk lord of the squad, she will just trick us for just a one battle for this day but then the next thing we know is we already finish 5 or more bottles and so wasted to even go home so we alwas sleepover when she's the one who planned the get together.*
That's it guys haha I been missing my friends lately even I just saw them last week hahaha but still. Treasure your friends and be wise on choosing one because broken friendship is worst than exes.
Author's note:
*****Friends are the people who's for keep, and to be treasured by oneself. A true friend is the one you can count on, we can be in our true self without the fear of being judge. Family is a constant thing but we can consider our friends like our families, love them unconditionally. Friends are our siblings from different parents. A true friends will helps you grow. Aside from our differences we still have each others back.*****
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https://www.healthline.com/health/beware-the-one-sided-friendship
https://learnenglishteens.britishcouncil.org/magazine/entertainment/importance-friendship-films
https://www.floweraura.com/blog/how-throw-perfect-birthday-party-for-your-friend
https://amp.theguardian.com/us-news/2021/dec/17/louisiana-judge-unpaid-leave-video-racist-language-michelle-odinet
https://www.reddit.com/r/joker/comments/e77b25/when_your_friend_about_to_do_something_stupid_in/
https://m.facebook.com/smilesquad/videos/what-its-like-to-have-a-loud-friend/2413144298928857/
https://www.facebook.com/HITZdotmy/photos/whos-that-friend-that-is-always-late/10155408823903027/
https://www.runawayhelpline.org.uk/advice/arguments-with-friends/
**Have a blast Friday night everyone!**
Coffee and the Who?
*I’m thankful for the lady who run so closed to me because if don’t I never would have bump to the person, I am sharing this cup of coffee right now,*
*That day that we first meet each other unexpectedly in the unexpected place and the unexpected moment makes it more special,*
*I remember falling that day that we collide, I fall but not to the ground, but I fall for you,*
*The first time I see you, I just think I’m crazy for telling this, but I think I see the glimpse of my future together with you,*
*I’ve never been so sure before but when you glared at me that first look that I get still makes me lost in reality*
*I got drown by that big brown orbs of yours,*
*The moment I snapped out of my thoughts, because I see you about to leave.*
*I immediately apologized for bumping onto you,*
*I take that moment to get to talk to you I apologized all over again until you said “it’s okay”*
*You just left me, but swear I will never forget that beautiful face of yours.*
*I remember going to the cafe nearby my place, that's when I see the familiar back of a woman, standing at the door and seems like waiting for someone,*
*I'm trying to remember that familiar back, but when I'm about to sip my Ice coffee that woman just happened to look back then that's it,*
*We crossed each other again, I never been acting weird but you walk to my direction and asked me if the chair in my front is taken,*
*I just smile and said no.*
*You asked me if it's okay if I share the table with you,*
*I looked around the cafe and it seems like its destiny to be so full of people today and sits are all occupied.*
*I said yes and you showed me that gummy smile.*
*I can't be bothered just sitting here, and watching the view, you are the view, this is just so comfy, having a coffee, the jazz music playing at the cafe, and you,*
*You are my perfect view, my cup of coffee,*
*You we're so busy looking at your phone from time to time, and I noticed that you weren't drinking the coffee you ordered and it's getting cold,*
*I got up and you looked at me, I just walk without saying anything, I bought you another hot cup of coffee.*
*I go back to where you are and get the cold coffee in your table and put a new hot one. You were shock by my gestures and just thank me.*
*We talk for a little , you tell me that I'm familiar to you, and we both laughed because we raised the topic about when we bumped onto each other,*
*You were about to pay the coffee I bought for you, but I didn't accept it, and just said it's my treat maybe if we could meet each other again you could buy me a coffee.*
*We talked a lot but your phone rang and I was about to asked your name, you look outside the glass window and stand up, you excused yourself just answer the phone,*
*I was patiently waiting for you to comeback and when you do,*
*For the second attempt I asked your name*
*You were about to say it when I feel the tap on my shoulder and hear someone calling me*
*"sir! sir!"*
*I wake up and see the barista looking at me, I looked around and there's no one but me and the barista,*
*I look outside the glass window and it's already dark just only the dim lights on the streets that makes it bright,*
*"Sir we were about to close the shop but I notice that you still here sleeping"*
*The barista just so shy talking to me and she was trying hard not to laugh at my situation.*
*I smiled and apologized, and just got out at the coffee shop as soon as possible,*
*When I'm outside I remember my dream about that stranger, it's a good one, I smile like an idiot at my thoughts.*
*When I'm walking outside I just happen to be bumped by someone and her things fell on the ground,*
*I immediately help her to pick up her things on the ground and when I'm about to give to her she looks at me, and smile, she apologized and just continue on her pace again.*
*I was too stunned to speak, she looks like the girl in my dreams, and the scenario feels like a dejavu,*
*I smile to my thoughts and just walk away, I just said that maybe I just drunk too much coffee, because my hear beat is not on its normal beat.*
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https://www.istockphoto.com/video/young-male-and-female-students-accidentally-bump-into-each-other-in-a-college-hallway-gm615451956-107019949
https://perfectdailygrind.com/2015/12/dating-a-coffee-lover-5-things-you-need-to-know/
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https://www.freepik.com/free-photo/perfect-coffee-date-valentine-s-aesthetic-illustration-background_16026065.htm
****Hahhaha that's it guys, I just happened to write this while drinking some coffee hahaha because I'm craving for this one so I just go to the dunkin donuts were I could buy some coffee because we don't have any stock, and just write this short random nonsense story hahaha.****
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Random! Random! Random!
Trying won't cause me any penny, so here I am doing this one because I haven't have any single idea to discuss about. I felt burnout and distracted lately, I mean I supposed to write and focus on important things but I just can't so bear with me guys hahaha.
I'm writing this because I have nothing in my mind, nothing just coming in my brain right now, maybe because I ovethink things but nothings really makes sense so I have nothing to write and just decide to try some prompts
I search for something to write on because I haven't have any idea or any inspiration to write so here:
****Magic Lamp****
`Meaning : three wishes?`
*1.* ***To make the hardship and pain of my parents paid off.*** *Reciprocate the care and love also my needs that they showed and gave to me when I was a child. I want them to feel that they are special and love, I want them to know that they raised a better person.*
*2.* ***To be a rich auntie.*** *I never imagine myself in a committed relationship, even marriage is not on my vocabulary, just the idea of love is enough, and experiencing it but not to the point that being fully committed. I want to be the rich auntie and spoil my nieces. But if the right one comes then maybe hahaha, we don't know.*
*3.* ***Happiness****. This is so common but still I wanted it, I wanted live my lufe in happiness, but I know life is not just it but still hoping for this one.*
****Red Face****
`Meaning: An embarrassing moment`
*When I was in my senior highschool days, we are going to have our defense for our thesis and prototype, so we had ready ourselves, we have separated room for the panelist where the defense where be at, and for us students to be ready for our names to be called.*
*I go out for a while because we are still waiting for our group to be called and the defense are ongoing with the other group defending their thesis to the panelist. So I go to the restroom with my one group mate and freshen up and make ourselves presentable, we wear a formal attire and a heels then go out we are having a chit chat.*
*I'm still talking but my groupmate is left hanging looking at me. Then that was it, when I realized I enter the wrong room and the worst is that's the room where the panelist and the ongoing defense is happening, I looked at them and I was so dumbfounded for a second then apologized.*
*After that I go out and my groupmate was laughing at my stupidity hahaha. In that times I just myself to feed by the ground hahaha. I was so embarrassed gosh.*
****Tear - Jerker****
`Meaning: something that makes you cry`
*I'm an emotional person and I have a lot of things that makes me cry. Even watching tragic movies makes me cry in bucket. But I want to share the one thing that makes me cry is seeing something that makes me remember the person that once became so special in my life but just leave me. It just pain me how come we get to the point where we are not the same people anymore. Also things that make me remember the deceased people that I loved.*
****Perfect Smile****
`Meaning: a situation that brings a smile to your face.`
*When I see my parents happy, and just living their lives so simple but still happy. They make me feel home, the smile on their face makes my lips into a wide smile. They are my happiness and alway be my constant people in my life.*
So yeah that's it if you also want to try this random Prompts, if you are experiencing the same situation as mine that have nothing in mind to write about the. Go try this
Here's the link guys
https://randomwordgenerator.com/writing-prompt.php
There's a lot in that site and maybe I could make next parts of this if I still have nothing to write. Anyways thank you for spending your time reading this random one. Love you all stay hydrated and have a great night everyone!
Some Days You need a Music, but Some Days You need the Lyrics
There are times where we just don’t need a music, but we need is the lyrics. At the days like this, we just want to relate our emotions to the lyrics of the song that we listened.
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***Sometimes the song of our choice is not just a simple melody or background of our day but instead it bestowed us the appellation of words that we really need right now***, that we feel like listening to the song makes us feel that we are living in a fairytale and the main character is us. We seized the moment while we listen, we are so feed up by the lyrics and how it affects us like we are an in ecstatic state.
*****Music is like drugs to our soul,*****
We are always craving for this one, when you want to escape reality for a while and just feel the song touch your soul,
When the times where we wanted to express our feelings, but we can’t verbally express ourselves, we listen to the song and relate it to what we are feeling right now. Its like music has its own life and go connect with our mind, body, and soul. When we are too much on our plate, we tend to listen to a music and forget our troubles for a little while.
Now let’s go back to the title of this one hahaha, I feel like I wanted to discuss furthermore how music really affects me.
So someday we tend to just play a song and listen and dance to the beat, the rhythm, and we don’t really focus on the lyrics too much because we just feel the vibe by just vibe to its rhythm, but there are days where we just don’t need the song but the lyrics, we wanted to be soothed and pleasure our soul by understanding the lyrics.
Music is not just about the melody, but it holds the emotions and meaning behind its lyrics.
Noticed it when you listen to different song you are more focus on the lyrics when the song play on your playlist matches your mood at that moment.
***We listened to sentimental songs when we want to feel sentimental,***
***We listened to love songs when we are in love or even when we want to feel love,***
***We listened to upbeat songs when we wanted to just enjoy and we feel that we need a sway for the moment,***
***We often listened to songs that makes the lyrics related to what we are feeling right now, because maybe we are finding some comfort and we happened to find it by some song with the lyrics that the same as what we are feeling right now,***
I am also those one in the many who found comforts through song,
***I’m too soft when it comes to songs,***
I have this person who courted me hahaha, I’m too shy to tell the story so I just highlighted some haha, so he was a year ahead of me, and I just met him because he’s my sisters friend, at first he was too shy to even talk to me and I found it cute hahaha, but yeah I’m too dense too notice that he’s on me, he confessed to me and I’m just casual with it. It’s not a big deal for me when it comes to this because I’m always casual on everyone, then day by day he always chatted me, tell me some random stuff, and I happened to find myself talking to him on how my day was, ranted to him, when I feel like I want to bend out some stressful things that happens to my day. And he was like comforting me as always, he used to send me some music that really relates me with the lyrics,
I’m too soft on what he’s doing, he really made a playlist and just send it to me randomly, and sometimes when he discovered some song, he will make me listen to it. He reasoned out that when he listened to that particular song, I’m the one who’s the first one to comes in his mind hahaha I was so shy to him when he said that, but yeah, I almost fell for those sweet gestures but yeah prides come first, no commitments. Hahaha I think I’m a walking red flag as always.
So yeah, just like that lyric really brought us to the world where we put our emotions into lyrics and seized the moment to feel it.
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https://www.quotemaster.org/Genres+Of+Music
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/14003448824807641/
https://quotevill.com/music-quotes/
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https://quotefancy.com/music-quotes
That’s it everyone. Happy Thursday! Spent your day well and if you want to listen to some song. I would be gladly recommending the song I listen to while writing this hahaha the song is titled “Everything” by Never The Strangers. Hope you like it. It's from my playlist so here’s the link
https://youtu.be/721gOc63bdQ
https://youtu.be/721gOc63bdQ
Still doubting yourself?
There are days where I asked myself,
***if I'm really going on the right path of this long journey,***
***if I'm doing the right thing?***
***If I'm capable of facing uncertainties that is coming in our life?***
***Why am I feeling left out by people?***
Sometimes there's still days where I found myself questioning and doubting my capability and competence on things.
This is natural to humans to have doubts because there are things we can't control and sometimes when thing aren't going so smooth and against to our plan.
Doubting myself and thinking small about it is one of my weaknesses as a person. This really makes me overthink and stay awake at night thinking my worries about my present and what will I do in future.
Sometimes when I'm alone there's this thoughts in my mind that make me question myself
***Am I enough?***
***Am I worthy?***
***Am I good enough?***
***Is my talent is enough?***
***Is it okay doubting myself at 2 am in the morning asking myself these questions all over again.***
Sometimes I have this habit to compare myself on people and making ne uncomfortable and think small of myself because *I feel like a deadbeat, a failure, a loser.*
Doubting myself is very hard to shake, very hard to avoid, because it make you feel that you aren't capable enough, you are make yourself small, ineligible, inadequate and impotent.
But after all this doubting and questioning
****You'll find yourself on the days where this questions in your mind has been answered****.
This are the common things that makes me doubt myself :
*****Comparing myself to others*****
*This is one of the most thing I considered the worst thing I ver doubt myself. Comparing myself to other people is hard to dodge, it really makes me small. I always experienced it when I was a child my parents used to compare me with other child I feel like I'm not good enough for them, it seems like they wanted more from me, they expectation are so high and if I can't satisfy their expectation, they started to bring the topic tk comparing me to the other children. It me narrow myself, makes me small and quesfion my capabilities on doing things. Comparing too much can make me lose myself.*
*****Past action*****
*Those negative experiences in the past can trigger our self doubt, it makes us think of our what ifs, it makes us compare ourselves to what we are doing right now, and the past negative experiences we encounter. It makes us overthink and can make you lose your mind and feel uncomfortable and unworthy.*
*****Low self-esteem*****
*Having low self-esteem and thinking small about yourself can make you doubt. Having no confidence and no believe in yourself is the one we should avoid on doing because it just doesn't help you grow.*
*****Stress*****
*This really the one that irritates me, I don't usually can't handle a lot of stress and being fully consumed to this one I loss my motivation on doing things, and I start overthinking if I can really do it. I think we should have the ability to control our stress because it's not healthy for ourselves.*
*****Incoming challenges*****
*Makes me doubt myself when I knew that there's still coming challenges that is modmre difficult than we ever think about it. It makes me question myself I should go for it or just think that I'm already lose when it's not even starting yet.*
*****But after all of this I want you to know that doubts can be our friends, but too much of it can be bad. Our doubts can makes us more tough, can make us do things and surpass our limits because we begin to be aware on things that we need to imporve on ourselves. It keeps us understand our limitations and keep us going.*****
I have this things I do when I started to doubt myself, and it really helps me to overcome this feeling. I wanted to share it to you and maybe you could make it your inspiration and motivation somehow, I hope it could help to lessen your worries and doubts about yourself.
*****1.Putting your focus on things that is important*****
*****2.Practice Self comparison*****
*****3.Be mindful of your achievements.*****
*****4.Affirm your worth*****
*****5.Have faith in God and in yourself.*****
*****6.Turn your doubts into motivation.*****
*****7.Learn how to accept criticism*****
*****8.Expect good things*****
*****9.Have positive mindset*****
*****10.Take time to have a positive talk with yourself.*****
I know it's hard but taking baby steps will do. Have a great night my dear hahaha. So yeah I want to have some caffeine in my system.
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Pressure is ON!
It's been just second day since our second semester starts but the level of stress is skyrocketing.
This morning one of our subject professor was so strict and a lot of requirements to be sumbit and we're still new on using some site for our online class because we don't usually use in in the previous semesters, and it is the first time using it that's why we need to focus and listen to the instruction.
It stress me out hahah because instead of doing it in simple way theh choose to be in complicated. Of course I get our profs opinions and point because they want us to learn more in hard way and for us to be more knowledgeable on stuffs in this online learning, but I can't help to stress out myself hahaha. I mean it's normal isn't it? Hehez
This second semester seems like a war again of sleepless nights and stressful activities, plus the slow internet connectivity. I actually bought new headphones because mine was broken yesterday hahaha my mic doesn't work so yeah.
*****“Everything negative – pressure, challenges – is all an opportunity for me to rise.”*****
*****-Kobe Bryant*****
I agree to this qoute by Kobe, **the more pressure life put us on, the more opportunity to surpass it, to surpass our limit and gain more, to be more knowledgeable and successful in life.**
You see if you put your pressure in a positive way of thinking, you'll gain and benefit from it, of course it will be difficult and so messy but to think the future result of our hardships in this present time makes our future to be in triumph.
*****“The challenge is to stay cool enough to handle the pressure in the moment so that you can succeed in the future.”*****
*****-Jurgen Klopp*****
This one tells me that we need to be calm stay cool and just take the pressure into motivation to strive more harder in life. **Humans are craving for success and the natural part of this process is to feed ourselves in pressures and deal with it.**
*****“I want to wake up every day and do whatever comes in my mind, and not feel pressure or obligations to do anything else in my life.”*****
*****-Michael Jordan*****
When I was young my thoughs are fixicated on waking up and just enjoy my day doing things I want without feeling force on pressured on things.
I just want to live my life as it is but getting older I realized that **life isn't just only for fun sometimes we need to explore and swam to the ocean of life, because life is just like an ocean, it's a vast and sometimes calm, and sometimes waves are starting to drown you.**
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I feel like writing a rants but turns out to be in morale hahaha so yeha again I'm going to sleep early as possible because I have and online class early in the morning tomorrow. Hate scholl hahaa but I need it hahaha so yeah goodnight to you all have a blast tuesday night. Stay hydrated everyone!
Revise Your Life Now
Are you still living the same monotonous, dull, and repetitive life of yours? Like you just do things the same way all over again and it seems like a humdrum to you. Then If yes then take time to read this one.
I've been thinking why my life is just like this, waking up everyday, doing same stuff, eat, and sleep repeatedly. But don't worry because we always have this opportunity to change,
I'll make a list on what I did that really change my perspective of living my life.
****Reestablish Yourself****
*This is the first one to do to change your dull life. We need to first establish ourselves because we are the only one who can do it for yourself.*
*First you need to remove and quit those things that doesn't help your growth, removed your bad habits especially the things that keeps you away from your goal.*
*Focus on your self growth, avoid things that will ruined yourself. Clearly have time for yourself, don't be afraid to fight insecurities. Be the best version of you. Remember your worth.*
`“If you make your internal life a priority, then everything else you need on the outside will be given to you and it will be extremely clear what the next step is.”`
`— Gabrielle Bernstein`
****Focus on Goals****
*Have plan, have your goals on set. Be aware on things that would help you to achieve your goals. Know ypur passion and go to the carrers where you really wanted.*
*Don't be hesitant to take another if your goals failed. We should never quit on our goals. We must focus on it, work hard for it and we will get it. Do what you have in passion.*
`"All you need is the plan, the road map, and the courage to press on to your destination.”`
`— Earl Nightingale`
****Eliminate Toxicity****
*Remove toxic people and things in your life, if you really want to be successful and have a well live life well start cutting ties with toxicity. Find people with positivity and have a good influence in your life.*
*Stick with those people and learn a lot about life of positivities. Be with people who's optimistic and will help you grow, not people who's interfere your life and put you down.*
`“You define your own life. Don’t let other people write your script.”`
`— Oprah Winfrey`
****Keep on discovering and learning things****
*Keep on exploring and trying things you've never done before that would help you to gain more knowledge.*
*Take risks that allows you to be creative and get out of the box. Having more knowledge and skills on everything is something to be proud of and useful.*
`“Don’t try to lessen yourself for the world; let the world catch up to you.”`
`— Beyoncé`
****Mistakes are lessons****
*Mistakes are always be part of human nature. People make mistakes and learned from it. Turn your mistakes into lesson that you will bring through this journey of life.*
*Failures and losses are just part of the journey to success, we will go through this point were we loss some battle but we should learn from it. Failures should be a lesson to no repeat the same mistake again and again. Learn from it make it your motivation and inspiration to fight again in yhis battle of life. Also always remember that accept your mistakes and losses, life is not always on winning sometime will have our ups and down but we just need to deal with it.*
`“I just want you to know that if you are out there and you are being really hard on yourself right now for something that has happened … it’s normal. That is what is going to happen to you in life. No one gets through unscathed. We are all going to have a few scratches on us. Please be kind to yourselves and stand up for yourself, please.”`
`— Taylor Swift`
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**So that's it for now haha this is me being motivated in life kidding but this is true guys, I always put this in mind cause I'm craving for success because life is so hard so we need to deal with it and this is just some of motivation to go throught this. We are all in this together everyone fighting! Good morning and have a breakfast everyone, good luck to all. Stay hydrated fellas.**
Always remember if you craving for a better life, start to change your mindset and be the best version of yourself and go on with a journey of life.
Booster Done
January 24, 2022
*****Booster Vaccinated Done!*****
***Finally got my booster shot.***
Making sure safety and health is prioritized, get vaccinated now maybe some people are fear on vaccine and its okay it's our choice after all.
But now that government are trying to implement the No Vaccine No Ride policy, people are going rush to be vaccinated, also face to face classes started in some school and the requirements is to be vaccinated.
So this morning I go to our barangay covered court were vaccination center program has been taken. Actually I'm eating my breakfast while in line haha just bought some bread because I already taken my coffee before going out. Cause my mom says that we need to eat before getting vaccinated.
I post an article earlier this morning and after that I go out to get vaccinated because I still have classes this coming afternoon, it's already the start of our second semester and I'm still lazy hahaha. So yeah back to the topic...
When we got there we are surprised by a huge crowd, there's this long line that I don't know if it still a line haha people are everywhere and that's make me feel so irritated hahaha I know this is me being sensitive again, I never want to be in a crowd of people specially in this boring place hahaha, noise makes me feel irritated and I feel suffocated,
But when the line gets okay then it makes me feel at ease somehow because the staffs here are great on handling a lot of people, they make us go properly in line and no have a social diatancing for safety purposes and I'm glad of that because in some vacvination center they just dont care about people going so close and forgot social distancing, hahaha.
My friend ranted me how she was so irritated when she got her vaccine because the people there is so chaotic the line is not properly arrange and she said it's chaotic because after a long hours of waiting the number of vaccine is not enough for the people whos in there, she's glad that she got vaccinated but the same time feel bad to those who fall in line but not get vaccinated.
I understand staffs in vaccination center because they are just there to do their job, I don't understand why some people don't stay still and just follow what they have been told to just fall in line and wait for their turn.
I'm an impatient one I admitted it hahaha and waiting for me even just for a short span of time makes me irritated. Atleast I have my patience today because if not then it's my fault hahah need to get my booster first so being impatient should be gone for a meantime hahaha.
All photos are mine
****Finally after a long hours waiting in line I already got my booster shot. I'm still feeling okay but I already bought medicine incase I feel not well because vaccine is working. Gonna go guys I'm still waiting for our class to start. I just got home a little while ago, I want to freshen up a bit before online classes start bit I think I'll do it just after the class, because it's almost time. So yeah that it's have a great Monday everyone! Stay hydrated.****
No pressure, No Diamonds
A beautiful day to write this one, before going to my online class I need to at least post this one for motivational purposes. I know because it's the beginning of our second semester and I feel that I might be busy again because of a never ending academic activities and papers. So might as well write this one before going to online class this afternoon because every monday my schedule is only in afternoon.
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Let's go...
*****Diamonds*****
I know everyone knows how precious a diamond is, how a diamond is so valuable material on earth. Diamond is so shining and has aesthetic beauty on it. ***It's strong and can handle great pressure because of it's toughness and substance.***
***Diamond is like humans who stay still, and tough even a lot a pressure, and weights comes through them.***
In life diamond is like a success and achievements we get it's so very valuable and so rare and hard to find. Just like diamonds, we humans go through a lot of pressure, weights and longer process just to find a tougher and strongest one.
Humans do their best when it comes to their goal, to the success that they wanted. We go through a lot of under pressure, stress and sometimes we feel like defeated but after all the journey of challenges we will get the diamond that we want the sucess, the achievements, the award of beating this battle of life.
*If you were not under pressure,*
*If you were so calm and contented,*
*If you are fine on what you have right now,*
*If you don't want to get out of your comfort zone,*
Then I think diamond is not for you, but it's okay sometimes living a simple life is enough, but usually for ***some people they wanted more,***
***They are not contented,***
***They wanted to explore and get out of the box and try their hardest,***
***They wanted to surpass their limits,***
***Pressure is a no big deal because they do everything to handle it,***
***Until they get what they want,***
***Until they became their diamond of themselves,***
This people are so rare and valuable because these are the strongest one, white flag is not on their dictionary, surrendering is not on their vocabulary.
**People like this are those who were able to lift up the weights just to get the diamond or be that diamond itself.**
This is just so random hahaha have a great day everyone. Enjoy and stay safe and stay hydrated. God bless us all.
A Letter to Myself
What a wonderful night everyone, I happened to write this one because of @Olasquare I'm so inspired and encouraged by his article entitled "***Love Thyself"*** https://read.cash/@Olasquare/love-thyself-6e2ad3cd so yeah please read this one it's great and inspiring
So now let's do this,
***To My Dearest Self,***
*How are you? I know it seems strange that I ask you that question haha, it seems strange that I'm here writing about you, hope you doing well self, I wish that I got time to even just to greet you, ask how was your day was,*
*Often, I know it's hard for you, you always almost gave up and just choose to stop but you still here, you still focusing on moving forward on life. I'm really glad that you take risks for the future us, I always have faith in you even in times that you almost burnout and just feel so empty.*
*Remember when you just stay away and try to isolate yourself to everyone because you think that you are just a good for nothing human being, but you're wrong and I want to apologized for thinking of it. I apologized for blaming you to the things that is so uncertain.*
*I'm so sorry if I forced you to fixed everybody hysterically when yourself can even get up every morning.*
*I'm sorry if I forced you to laugh just to convince everyone that you're fine even the truth is you can't bare to even just smile in the mirror.*
*I'm sorry if I haven't given you time to fix your own.*
*You are such a kind hearted soul and I don't want you to feel alone in this world. I'm so proud of you. Always been and always will be. You sre the most precious person to me.*
*I believed in you even at times I didn't say it out loud, those unsaid things I already mean it. I'm so glad that you exist.*
*I hope one day your smile will became so genuine where you don't need me to force you again, your act will be natural and honest.*
*Please be honest to yourself , always be kind if you wanted to burst your tears out, go for it, it's okay to show your weaknesses sometimes, its okay to look like a pityfull but go get up next day and be a better or scratched that be the best version of you.*
*Please bear with me, this journey has been so harsh for you but you still here and still trying on keeping to move forward each day. You always see hope even at the most circumstances ahen you just want to give up.*
*I forgive you when the times that you hurt yourself just to satisfy yourself, I don't why you always like that. You did things to hurt yourself when you feel that you did something that isn't worthy and you feel so useless so you hit yourself.*
*I wouldn't want to live in this world*
*knowing that you just surrender your battles,*
*knowing that you stop on this long journey,*
*knowing that you just ended up nothing,*
*I love you so much self, I may not say this always but I love you and please be strong you've gotta fight for more. Keep on fighting and take care of your health.*
*Remember that you're enough and I love you always. You are so beautiful in and out. You have a kind heart that so warm and soft. You are the one who's atrract people because of your kindness and empathy for everyone. I'm always be and always will be proud of you have become today, tomorrow, and for a lifetime.*
*Thank you and have a good life ahead.*
When the Calm one gets angry
How's your Sunday so far my dears? I've been beat by my one and only dear older sister hahaha.
It's my fault and yeah I think I annoyed her too much.
***Have you ever seen a sight of calm person then he/she gets angry? Like it's your first time to seen that person release anger towards something or someone?***
You feel amazed and shock isn't it? ***Like you wouldn't imagine that the calm person you know had this side you never want to see again?***
Maybe because we are so used to them who behaves calmly in their usual self but then something or someone's trigger them and they just burst up.
I'm sure you all knew someone who's like this haha and trust me ***they are scary when they got angry.***
My older sister is always like this, she behave so calmly, so tranquil, but when she gets mad, makes sure that I can handle it hahaha.
I'm always the one who starts the catfight with my siblings, I'm just bored and annoying them is so fun for me. My little sister is so boring to annoyed because she will just ignored me. She knows that I will just get tired if she would be oblivious to my craziness.
So this morning, I've got in a war with my elder sister, although I've been used to how she's angry because I always fuel his anger and if she's full and had enough, fire will start hahaha.
I'm the trigger on her anger.
I'm still scared like first-time everytime she gets mad. She often became physical hahhaa but it's a siblings fight hahaha we becamw immature when it comes to this, so back to the story,
So I wake up early and have a morning run because my thoughts is fixicated to this last day of semestral break cause tomorrow is monday and classes starts tomorrow so ill make sure that I will make the most of this day fun for me.
Then after a morning jog I just bought bread for breakfast, then I go to my sister's room and start the fun hahaha.
I can't upload her sleeping picture because she get my phone and deleted that hahaha the reason why she's like a fuming tiger when she wakes up.
One rule for her is don't wake her up if she sleeping unless she told me to. But I'm her favorite one hahha just kidding so I took a picture of her sleeping face then after that I woke her up by jumping in her bed hahaha then she groaned and kick me but I will not surrender because I'm still not satisfied, so I jump on her back hahaha then after that a palm landed on my head hahaha she slapped me and smacked my back hahaha. I started to run for my life outside her door and yeah my mom get mad hahaha but I'm still smiling and sirting pretty while eating breakfast hahaha. She goes out and glare to me like she's about to skinned me alive.
I showed her the picture I took hahaha then boom she snatched my phone and deleted it. The. She pinched me hahaha it hurts as hell now I'm writing this because I'm not guilty kidding I'm still waiting for hee forgibeness she's not talking to me hahaha. Apologies never exist between us siblings.
If she will talk to me then it means we're okay. Hahah that how we are love and hate relationship. For update she's still have her silent treatment to me hahaha.
So that's it gonna finish this before having my lunch hahaha. Have a great Sunday everyone. Stay hydrated and keep safe.
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Saturplay spent well
Spent my Saturday tiring but fun, exciting and worth it. Guess what hahha I've been roaming around mall just doing nothing then I go to WalterMart so that I could buy something,
Then I just found myself going to arcade hahaha I've spent 4$ just for my fun, this is me having fun with myself and spend my leisure time.
See this one hahaha I felt like I'm a good race car driver just kidding I feel like my innermost child suddenly possess my usual self, I'm too excited to get my driver's license but I'm to lazy to complete my requirements and it's so full in my plate right now. So here I am acting like a driver on this arcade game hahaha.
I'm so good on arcade games hahaha I used to have Xbox in home so I'm better on this kind of games, this is where I spend most of my tokens. I like this kind of games where violence always exist hahhaa gun and more on firing games, boxing etc... That's what I really love the most.
I really missed this playing around since the pandemic started this is my first time again to play in this place, it seems like forever hahah just kidding.
I've been thinking to suggest it to my squad. I make them go with me to have fun in arcades and amusement park hehez maybe after this semester hahaha because I think I would be busy this coming second semester.
So yeah been playing around and after that I just sit and eat something the go to the watsons hahaha the highlight of the day, the one who can depleted my wallet hahahaa so bought some for myself.
***Somtimes it's okay to treat yourself hahaha because the famous line "I deserve this"*** until wallet is so used up hahaha I can see butterflies flying out on my wallet but it's okay still its worth it.
All photos are mine
So how did you guys spent your Saturday? Hope you enjoy your day a lot too. Have a great night everyone :)
Good vibe has been slain
Does anyone of you or it's just me that whenever I'm happy and enjoying the best of my life then a sudden memory just pop in my mind and just kill the good vibe.
*****Ever had that moment? Where you killed your good vibe by remembering?*****
***"an allied has been slain"*** commemorate this prominent line in a famous mobile game "Mobile Legend"
***Just like this line our allied is the good things that we did,***
***These are the things that keeps us going,***
***Things that helps us to keep alive,***
***Thing that keeps us subsisting,***
Things that we needed to fought our own battles and to end this game of life into a victorious winning.
Allied accomplice us in every journey that we took it makes us happy knowing that it's there.
So just like in a game you will enjoying things fighting with your allied on your side, but suddenly you remember something just to halt your enjoyments, just to ruined the good vibes, just to break yourself as the worst memories flashback like broken recorder in your mind. Then after that you just felt empty and lose your motivation to continue what you're doing.
***That memory just killed your allied,***
***That memory just killed your vibe,***
***You think that your mind turns into your enemy***
***Your thoughts fought to yourself***
***Your thoughts kill your vibe***
And if that happens, don't ever lose hope until you hear ***"enemy has been slain"***
Hah got you all remember hearing than line in mobile legend seems like you feel that you were on the edge of winning.
*****Kill our bad thoughts with a good one, look for positivity.*****
I know that life is not always full of winnings, there's comes a time that you will lost on your own battles, you will lost on what you were fighting for, but it's okay.
Remember that you can play again, you can battled again, and make sure to win the next round,
*just take a few break,*
*Breath in, breath out, then fight again.*
So this just a random motivational that I'm not sure if you guys feel motivated after reading this haha, I'm just irritated with my cousin who always play mobile legend with full volume on his phone, it is so loud and it irritates me hahaha he's so addicted playing it. So I just think of something to write and here I am hahaha hope you all feel motivated today.
Good afternoon everyone, how's your weekend so far, I think for me is so boring, and I don't have the will to do my academic task posted by our prof hahaha classes are not even started and here he is posting things that we should do hahaha we're still on the break hahaha just one more day then I'll do it. Classes will start again on Monday ughh hate it. Anyways life is just as it so yeah.
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Have a great day and stay hydrated everyone!
Rising Sun
You know the feeling watching a sun to rise every morning when we wake up?
It's an amazing and pleasing view isn't it?
A good view that so ecstatic and terrific to see.
A very therapeutic sight.
You know we humans are just like that, we are the sun that always rise every single morning,
The sun rise to find its purpose, to give us light and shine every day of our lives, to give plants and humans a vitamins for a healthy life.
Just like the sun, we humans has a purpose on this world that we live in.
***We just need to find our purpose,***
***Something to wake up to in every single morning,***
***Something to feel alive every day,***
***Something to be worth fighting and getting up for,***
***Find your pupose,***
***Even if it's small or big, the important is you have the reason live,***
And just like the sun it is not always there, sometime it may not shine but there's always tomorrow to see it's radiant again.
Same as humans, sometimes we will feel the rainy days, the storm, the dilemma but we just need to rest think of something,
Don't let them get the best of you,
Be your own sunshine, rise above even darkness follow there's always tomorrow to radiate again.
Just like the qoutes
*****“Each day is born with a sunrise.”*****
***― Suzy Kassem***
*****“What I know for sure is that every sunrise is like a new page, a chance to right ourselves and receive each day in all its glory. Each day is a wonder.”*****
***– Oprah Winfrey***
Always remember that sunrise is a sign that start your day a beautiful beginning, no matter happens life will always starts at better beginning.
If you want yo read more qoutes about sunrise here's the link
https://eternalarrival.com/sunrise-quotes-sunrise-captions-for-instagram/
**What a lovely Saturday morning to have a coffee and chill outside hehehe I wrote this after having a morning walk. I listen to some music and just go for some sweats.**
**Good morning my sunshines!**
Fri-nally (Friblog)
What a lovely evening my dear friends, just got home from a simple but fun fridate with my squad, even though we're incomplete because some of them are so busy with their schools and stuffs. After all it's been a friyay for us because finally we have time to see each other even for just a short time.
So my friday went like this, we just have an unplanned meet up and just go to the nearest mall to meet up and hangout a little bit, but first my friend wanted me to go with him because he will go buy a new cell phone for himself. He chatted me to go with him so we just think that fter that we could hang out with others.
We go to different store until he finally decide to buy one because he's too inquisitive when we always go shopping together hahaha
I think the girl cultures when shopping doesn't exist on us bestfriend, I'm the girl but I'm too lazy to roam around shops just to look for much better thing hahaha I'm the type of person who just want to have instant look to the things I want to buy and just go buy it and go home. But with him hahaha it takes I don't know how many hours just for him to buy things.
Look at this human hahaha, I'm too lazy to go with him and listen to his talks with the sales staff so I just wait till he bought it. He was so happy after that and we go gonna have a milktea date with our other friend.
Now we're having a milktea with this shop hahaha I'm not really fond of milk tea's because coffee is life hahaha. So I just bought randomly and go try it.
This is the shop we just randomly go and just sit and talk for a while. The theme of the shop is nice is and just good for my likeness.
Now we go out and we sight seeing while waiting for the public transpo so that we could go to our friends house and have dinner with them.
look at that wonderful view while we waits it's so refreshing isn't it? What a lovely view and the wind was so cold even its still afternoon,
While we are waiting we've encounter this stray little fur kittens, if I can bring them into my house then I will but I can't.
Look at these ahh they are so adorable specially that one with the blue eyes, I want them but my parents won't let me.
Then after that I don't take too much pictures because I'm not that kind of person that uses her phone when I'm with my friends, I never want to missed moments with them, I keep my phone inside my bag and just enjoy talking and have a simple bond with them.
All photos are mine.
So how's your friday everyone? Hope you also had a blast. Stay hydrated everyone, I'll just freshen up a bit so I could go to my deep slumber, goodnight and God bless to you all!
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Afternoon walk (Thursday blog)
Earphones plug in,
Ready to listen to some song,
Have some water before going out,
Towel for sweats
Hello there my dear ones, I've been so glad and in a mood to write this right now. I'm feeling so overwhelmed this afternoon. I spend it with my one and only number one favorite person...
Myself hahaha. Yes there's no way I will not make myself as my favorite one. I'm not being narcissistic I just love myself that's all no need to explain more.
So again I just wrote after having an afternoon walk. It supposed to be a late night walk but it's too cold outside if I go out at night time I'm afraid to catch a cold again.
Just want to share with you some of the spots near our place I often spend my time when I'm outside.
So I'm walking while waiting for the sun to settle down, because who else doesn't love the view of sunset, watching the darkness of the night enveloped the blue sky, so this is some of my shots while having a walk.
See that what a beautiful pleasing view of the sun, sky and nature hahaha. I'm not a nature lover I admit it. But to be honest this my favorite time of the day.
See this huge stone hahaha I often sit here to take some rest and just admire the sky and the view.
My point of view looking up in the sky while sitting in that stone. It's so refreshing isn't it?
Hahha it's still early to open the lights so the view from this is just so simple but still calming and just enough for my likeness hahaha. If I did this again at nigh I will capture this when lights on.
I also play my spotify on shuffle while walking I listen to some song and this one I discover randomly and the first time I heard of this I fell inlove to song.
Hehez you know the feeling when some random song plays on the radio or on your phone then it's seems like the lyrics and vibe of the song is just exactly to what you are feeling right now.
Well I'll share to you the song I randomly discover this one you can search and listen to it if you want.
I really love this lyric part of the song. It just exactly what I needed to my mood right now.
All photos are taken by me.
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****So that's it for tonight I will just wash up and freshen up to have a goodnight sleep later. Hope everyone was having a good Thursday. Stay hydrated guys.****
Escape the Ordinary
*Turn your ideas into something, go out of your box.* ***Keep on growing, keep on exploring. Keep on keeping.***
***Don't settle at your comfort zone be the best version of yourself.*** *Don't let mistakes halt you from doing things you really wanted to do.*
*Life is such a vast of misery and we as humans are bound to discover and deal with it.*
*Don't be afraid to go on a ridiculous ride of your life. Take a small steps for yourself.*
*Be aware on things, and don't let failures stopped you. Downfall are always part of the journey, defeats are just lessons to learn how to fly and rise again.*
*Stop doubting yourself, go pursue that dream that's you've been dreaming off. You just need to take a step forward.* ***You are meant to rise above.***
Sometimes, we may feel down, alone, left out, like nothing's right is going on our way, but it's okay,
It's okay to not be okay, we may feel our pains, suffering because we are just humans, we are not perfect, we have flaws, imperfection, and we need to embraced it, and live our life dealing with it because that us. That's ourselves.
We just need to grow up in all aspects of life, we need the growts, we need to succeed, and for that to reach success, we will go through a long process,a long journey, a long stairs to step up, little by little, take baby steps, I know it is not easy but it's worth it.
*Get up even you don't have any single idea what will you do next with your life.*
*Find your purpose*
***Live more and worry less.***
*You can do it!*
*You are brave getting up ever single morning and choose to move forward with your life because that is what makes you strong.*
****This is just a random motivational content for this day hope you all are doing well my dear. Have a great Thursday everyone. Stay healthy and alive! Enjoy your day :)****
Something beautiful that aches
*The noise coming from the alarm wakes you up, the sunlight dazzled your eyes because it was already be seen in you window, you were about to stand when something is heavy halt you from moving. You look at your side, you smile...*
*What a lovely morning to see an alluring view...*
*A view of her...*
*You take your chance to admire and memorize her appearance,*
*Her delicate eyes that is so bewitching to look at, it makes you drown when she look at you,*
*Her refined nose, that you always pinch and makes her annoyed, you smiled recalling those moments,*
*Her divine lips that is so charming when she smiles at you. Those classy smile that makes your whole day perfectly fine and well.*
*You were so busy appreciating the existence of this girl beside you when she suddenly moves...*
*You beam a grin at the sudden glare you recieved when she open her eyes and glared at you...*
***"what are you looking at?"*** *she groaned*
***"nothing"*** *you replied and try to avoid her eyes*
***"enjoying the view?"*** *she confidently say to you*
*You just looking at her amused because of her sudden boost of confidence in herself.*
*You just look amused how she can make you feel so whole without doing any effort to make you.*
*How can she sit like that and look so exquisitely beautiful,*
*How can she makes you so captivated just by her existence.*
*You really loved this woman beside you.*
*You both stand up to go eat breakfast outside.*
*You just walking side by side and you will never get used to this feeling of close proximity with her even you've been with this girl for an almost 7 years. Everyday with her is adventure and you feelings are growing deep.*
*You are almost near the coffee shop when a guy just showed up and that's it...*
*They both hug in front of you...*
*You're hiding your pain behind those smile of yours...*
*Just like almost entering the coffeeshop. Your tears are also almost ready to show up, the view is so painful for you...*
*You see her and him walking hand in hand entering the coffee shop while you are left behind,*
*You see her smile lovingly to the guy, her boyfriend, and you just left looking into the both of them because you are just here mere bestfriend.*
***That's right bestfriend.***
*You just smiled through pain remembering that your best friend invited his boyfriend to go have breakfast with the two of you. You have nothing to do because who are you to say, you are just her bestfriend, a mere room mate in your apartment.*
*You just finish your coffee and bid a goodbye*
***"hey"*** *you said and the two looked at you*
***"I'm gonna go first, I just wait for you in the apartment"*** *you smiled and just bid your goodbye*
*You just walk away from the coffee shop, you just walk away from you best friend, you just walk away from the love of your life...*
*Falling in love with her is so beautiful that thinking of not having her in your life ached.*
***She was your something beautiful that aches.***
****That's it for now hahah, I'll just explain why the title is like that hehez. I think falling inlove is considered as something beautiful that we always want to feel, we love to be intoxicated and feel ecstatic m, but falling inlove to someone we can't have is a pain. Love comes along with pain.****
****Anyways have a great Wednesday guys, bare with my grammars I had nothing in my mind these past few days so I just wrote stories like this. Thanks for reading hope you like it.****
Ways I found adorable
Hey there eveyone! How was your Wednesday so far. I'm still enjoying my last few days on my semestral break. Actually I'm still not ready for second semester I feel like the two weeks rest is not enough hahha but yeah who am I to complain I'm just a mere lazy students so yeah bare with me.
By the way let's go to the topic. There's a lot of things I found it adorable when someone did it for me. I feel overwhelmed everytime I noticed even simple acts make me soft. I'm so touched when someone made an effort for me.
Because who else in the world doesn't feel happy knowing someone has a good intention to you.
Not to brag things but I do really appreciate a lot of people showing me care and love even in the way that they think that I didn't noticed it. Such an adorable view to see hahaha.
Actually I admit that I'm not fond of "I love you's", or some sweet things to say. Because simply saying it doesnt makes me move or even touched because everuone can say it to you and hearing it often makes it less valuable for me. Okay don't be mad guys it is just my opinion about it. I'm not a bitter one hahaha it just dont really had an affect to me unless they show it not just say it because just saying it without action makes it meaningless for me.
I'm just the type of person who's more on action not just words.
Not to brag things but I do really appreciate a lot of people showing me care and love even in the way that they think that I didn't noticed it. Such an adorable view to see hahaha.
****These are the ways I found it adorable when someone did this for me:****
*Listening while I'm talking*
*I found it interesting when someone really listen to me even I say random nonsense stuffs. They always willing to sahre their ears and sit for a long amount of time just to listen to my talks.*
*Waiting when my shoes untie*
*This is really makes me soft. I find it adorable when someone waits for me when we are walking with a group of friends then my shoelace suddenly untie. The person still waits for me even we are the two that just left behind the group. Hahaha I always have this person though. I have it my circle of friends she's really my most close friend within the circle. Even she rants a lot about how I tie my shoelaces hahaha she still wait and I appreciate that always hahaha how come she's irritated but still show that she care hahah my love and hate relationship with my bestfriend.*
*Still go with me to do something even he/shes not into those things*
*I have someone who always willing to dp things with me like watching movies even genre's he doesn't like hes still go watch it with me, eating food on a restaurant he doesn't want, he still eat there with me, even he's too lazy to go with me to team airpot everytime a kpop or an artist is going there he still go with me even he's so irritated by many people and the loud noises. Haha there's a lot to mention hahah I just keep it for myself.*
*Showing moment of affection*
*Simply holding my hand, or just linking arms with me while walking downtown, it such has a big impact to me actually hahaha. I really want it when someone showing me a little affection even just fixing some strand of my hair that blocking my face, simply holding and drawing imaginary circles in my palm randomly.*
****That's it for now I'm too lazy to write hahaha so sorry but that's it. We are all humans and we sometimes deserved to feel that we are worthy for someone. So yeah be creative on showing your care for someone, make them special by simply doing things that mames them happy and comfortable.****
****Have a great day every one. Good morning and have your breakfast. Spend your day right and stay hydrated!****
Sand, Sea, and You.
*The cold breezed of the air is enveloping your skin, you shiver from a cold while standing near the ocean, feeling the serene of surroundings just the calming sound of waves, the smell of the ocean, and the breathtaking view...but wait there's something missing*
*A few moments someone hugs you from the back and kiss your right ear so gently.*
***"hey enjoying the view?"***
*You smiled to after hearing the familiar voice, and you loosen up from the hug and face the person who made your night complete. And you see him, the love of your life, smiling while opening her arms wide waiting for your hug.*
*You walked hand in hand without saying anywords just enjoying the calming silence between the two of you.*
*Just the existence of each other is enough for the both of you. There's no one who break the silence but you know that you really love it when hes being like this, giving you the time to breathe and relaxed after an exhausting week in a work.*
*You sit near the bonfire and just watched him looking at you and smiling like an idiot, then you see him suddenly walking closely to where you are and put a blanket at your back to make you warm and cozy even he is the one who get so cold first between the two of you. You smile because he's always been like that, putting you first before himself.*
*For a few moments you heard the song playing near the mini bar in the beach. The song plays is really unexpected because he looks at you when you're about to look at him and you smile because he still remember the song. The song that is playing is "take me home" (by us the duo) you see him standing and held your hand and waiting for you to dance with him.*
*You both slow dance to the song, you both felt the lips of each other. You really love this, you really loved him, the moment is so perfect just like the lyrics of the song,*
***You wanted him to wrapped in your arms and take him home,***
***Because home for you is where he are,***
***Just like the song your home is in his arms.***
*It might be selfish as it seems but you want this moment to stay like these forever. You want the both of you to be like this always.*
*You were looking at him when you suddenly hear noises of kids then you look at him and you can't see his face because of the light, then something hit your head and you wake up from a good dreams while laying down at the beach. You tear up for a while it's his 4th year death anniversary. You dreams seems like real. You sit and just stare at the children who's playing a ball and the one who goes to you and apologized for accidentally hitting your head by the ball while you are sleeping, you see a young boy that is really looks familiar and you remember the boy is look like him and you just smiled because of your thoughts you just really missed him.*
*****Hahaha just try some slack on writing story guys. I used to write stories but it's not in english so bare with my grammars hahaha. By the way, hope you enjoy reading this. Have a great day everyone!*****
Life has always a bigger picture
*We as humans are bound to learn and grow as we get older. We constantly learning in day-to-day experiences. Learning is always been part of a human nature. As the day we started to breathe in this earth learning starts until death.*
*Having the ability to learned a thing in a short amount of time is a great one, but even you are slow learner person, it's not a hindrance to stop learning.*
*Also learning is not just done by oneself, we should just focus on oneself,*
***If we want to gain something, we should...***
***Look around,***
***Ask questions,***
***Watch and try something new,***
***Take the risks,***
***Try on different perspectives,***
***Look at the bigger picture.***
***You see life is a vast of ideas, it has a boundless contents.*** *We don't just sit around and wait for ankther tomorrow, go get up and experience something.*
*No matter how good we are, how intelligent and genius we are, there are still things we dont have any idea about that it exist. There are things that has more bigger than we know, things that we don't know, and we don't understand.*
*We haven't experienced everything. Our mind is open for new ideas, new memories, new things to gain.*
*The world out there is bigger than us, we should not just stay in our shes, we should be out there exploring and trying to get out of the box.*
*Humans should always braced in their mind that life has always bigger picture to see.* ***Life is about growth and there's always a room for improvements.*** *We shouldn't just let our pride on our way. Admitting andaccepting that we dont know something is not a weakness.*
*There's always something coming, something new, and something bigger, we just need to open our rooms for ideas and new experiences. We should let ourself change for a better and learn things because life is all about learning and growing.*
***Have a great Monday everyone. Spend your day right and just. Opportunities are always coming on your way. Always remember to drink water and stay hydrated. Take care everyone!***
Incase no one told you then I will
Oh, there you are!
Why you click this?
Is there something bothering you?
Want me to accompany you?
A hot coffee would be great!
Did you want me to be your stranger friend?
Wanna lean on my shoulder for a while?
I'm happy just by seeing you read this, come on show me that gummy smile, don't be so grumpy. You deserved to be happy, to be alive, to get up every morning with a smile on your face and the feeling of worthiness. You deserved to be this happy in this harsh world.
I know it's been hard for you to survived even a single day, it's hard to just living a day with full of worries and uncertainties. It makes me sad that you don't see yourself as the way I see you.
We all have our flaws, we all makes mistakes, we aren't perfect, because there's nothing perfect in this world.
How would I said this uhmm can I just call you a stranger, then if its fine, listen stranger, I'm so glad you're here and reading this one, I just want to tell you that you are perfectly imperfect and that's okay.
You are so worthy even sometimes you think you're a failure, never underestimate yourself.
Some people was so glad because you existed, there are some that you don't have any single idea that you make their days brightened even the simple things you did for them. I also did if you're still reading this you brightened up my day and I thank you for that so go smile even just a little.
Don't be so numb, if you needed to feel something you can feel it may could be pain, happiness, longing etc.. Whatever you wanted to feel then feel it, if it helps you to feel like you're living again. Don't punish yourself. You have a pure heart within you and you deserved to love and be loved.
Too sad I couldn't give you a proper hug or even a tap on your shoulder because this stranger that's behind your screen is writing and smiling because you still here appreciating and reading this.
I can send you a virtual hug if you wanted hehez. Always remember that you deserved good things in life in short you deserved me hahaha just kidding don't be too serious on readinv have some little fun could you.
That it always remeber you are worth it, live your life the way you wanted and don't let others to write your story, you are your own author of your book and that's what important. Go have some fun for a while. I'm so proud of you stranger!
Just enjoy writing this one. Have a good day to you all. Stay hydrated everyone.
Matters that makes me feel alive
Have you imagine living a dull life? Like it's plain and boring, so tedious, and you just feel like you're not living and just existing? You are subsisting everyday just to wait again for another tomorrow to come.
Living a dull life is not a worthy one, having this one in a lifetime borrowed life just to live it in a tedious way is such a worst thing to do. Come on guys ***"YOLO" You Only Lived Once.*** So why waste your time just living in a monotonous cycle. Go get a life and enjoy it every single moments that you still have it.
Feeling alive is always my goal every single day, from the moment I open my eyes in the morning my mind is full of things that I will do for the rest of the day. I will not think the other days just for today I'll live it nice and peacefully the way I wanted it. I'll make myself alive for a moment, even sometimes I admit that it's okay to feel empty again because ***life is not always sunshine and butterflies, we should sometimes feel the storm and rainy days. We just need to rest and feel alive again.***
So again hahaha I already said a lot of stuff about living so let's go back to the title.
****There are matter or things that makes us feel alive and I will share to you what matters that makes me feel alive:****
****Eat****
*Of course it is common and essential hahaha before starting my day and doing stuffs that will make me alive. I should eat first to have my full energy to spend my day. Also health is wealth so let's eat healthy foods and stay hydrated always.*
*Also I avoid stress eating because it is really unhealthy, but sometimes when I had a lot on my plates and stuffs to do, I can't help the fact that I do this stress eating just to cope up with stress. It feels heaven to eat you know hahaha.*
****Hit the Gym****
*I often work out maybe 3- 4 times in a week if I'm not busy on my schedule. I dont know but the more bucket of sweat after working out the more it's satisfying. You suddenly feel the tiredness but to be honest it feels amazing and really great after the tiring stuffs you did at gym you still feel awesome. It also helps me to relieved my stress. But for now hahaha I'm too lazy to do some workout I just have my 30-45 mins run on treadmill cause I'm too lazy nowadays*.
****Morning and late night walk****
*I always does this it's my everyday routine, I swear it's really effective to ease your mind and focus on your thoughts, also it's a healthy habits, a cardiovascular form of exercise. Helps me feel great and alive. While walking I also thought something to write on and it really helps me a lot to think about topics to write about. I also prefer walking alone because it's my sanctuary.*
****Having a cold shower****
*This is really the best way to end your day. Having a cold shower before you sleep is the best one for me. It really helps me to sleep peacefully and fresh hahaha.*
****Biking****
*I do this often when I'm not busy but swear the feeling of enjoying the cold air hitting your face and on your skin while riding a bike and enjoying view of surroundings makes me feel alive. I enjoy it especially when I have someone who's willing to accompany me in a long rides hahaha but now that this pandemic happen, I barely ride my bike and my parents will scold me so but sometimes I sneak out haaha because I'm always the stubborn one.*
****Get lost****
*Sometimes it's okay to get lost for a moment just to make yourself alive. I go to visit our provinces and sometimes have a road trip with my friends and enjoy moments without thinking for tomorrow consequences. Take a drive in the city but of course with my cousin because I don't have my drivers license yet.*
****Watching movies****
*Specially when I'm with my family and relatives. I realy enjoy it. Scary movies hahaha I just scare myself for no reason. Also I considered this as one of the highest form of bonding.*
****Dancing and singing out loud****
*I does this when I'm alone because my voice and dance is not for everyone to see and hear hahaha it's not worth of the time hahaha your ear might hurt and you will just choose to laugh if you seen me doing this but it really helps though acting crazy and make fun of myself helps me to feel alive for a moment.*
****Smile and laugh****
*This is the last one and the important reason why I'm still living this life alive and well. Smiling even you're at your lowest helps to ease your stress and pain. Laughing releases so much stress in your body. This is a natural way to feel alive. There's no payment on doing this. It's free to smile and laugh but not to the point that you laugh for no reason hahha people might think you need a mental health care.*
**So that's it guys. Glad to those who finish reading this. Feel free to share those matters that makes you feel alive. Have a good night sleep guys. Enjoy! Stay hydrated and keep safe everyone.**
It's Her 26th Years of Existence
Today is the day that an amazing, talented, adorable, kind, and beautiful girl was born. ***Happiest birthday to my one and only beloved Jennie Ruby Jane Kim***. I hope you enjoy your day mi amore, ***Jeongmal saranghae*** (I love you so much)
*Thank you for just existing in this world my love. I'm grateful and always be to your mom and dad that they gave birth and raised such a wondeful human being on this earth.*
*I love how you are so kind on every people even your haters you still respect and love them even they throw you words that pains you inside and out.*
***You're one in a million Ruby Jane*** *hope the group will still stay until the day I hope that I'll finally met you in person. I'm still sad that I don't get a chance to go through your concerts and fan sign event but still I always watched you on the screen and it's enough for me.*
*I still remember myself crying and sulking because my mom and dad doesn't gave me a money to buy ticket for the first ever concert of blackpink held here in the Philippines and the chance to finally met you, but too sad hahaha I don't have enough money and my parents doesn't want me to go so they don't give me funds. But still it's okay at least I know you performed well and did great with your members on stage.*
*Just seeing you smile, hearing your laughter, and looking at the way your cat eye turn into cresent when smiling through the camera. How come there is such this adorable human being exist in this world.*
*I just want you to know that enjoy your special day my love, have a nice dinner with your fam, friends, and members. I'm so excited for your next vlog I wish you'll upload it today. I'm still hoping you know haahaha. I also pray that this year will be good to you and those people that surrounds you.*
*I'm still crazy always messaging you in sns even I have this zero possibilities to be noticed by such an amazing person like you.*
*I love you and I always will and always will be. Thank you for being my role model and inspiration in everyday life. I will always be grateful to you. Continue and enjoy you life my love I promised to see you if ever luck is on my side.*
*****Again happy birthday to my cuttie little girl Jennie Kim. Have a blast on your 26th year of existence my love. Saranghae.*****
Shackles that holding me back
*When we we're so young and naive, we just want to get older and go with a life because we thought that being and elder is easy and no one can command us on what things we should and shouldn't do, because when we are still a child we should always obeyed the elders, there's so many rules and each one of it has a consequence if we tried to disobeyed it.*
*But now that we are facing adulthood I feel like I just want to be back again as a child, less stress just play eat and sleep, even doing home work I have my mom and my sister to help me. But now that I'm almost in last year of my teenager era I could say that going on adulthood is not easy, there's is no joke on adulting, we should be serious, focused, and matured. We should have our goals and action on every problems that we encounter.*
*Now that I started to slowly going on adulting, things are getting more complicated than it is. Even what we should have for lunch and dinner is a problem hahaha.*
*There's a lot of shackles that holding me back to do things I wanted to do*
**In this article I will share the shackles that holds me back to do something I really want**
****Expectations****
*This is one of the shackles that is holding me back to pursue that I really wanted to. I'm an engineering student but I really don't have interest on this course that I took. I just took it because of our family expectation that we should be an engineer just like my other relatives, aunties, uncles, sisters and cousins. They are all engineers and I'm glad to them but I really don't want it. I want to go med tech but yeah I shouldn't dissapoint my family, because they expect me to be in that path.*
****Money****
*I do love to travel alone and also to buy tickets for concerts and random stuffs I want, but money is holding me back hahaha, I'm still a student and doesn't have enough money. I have my savings but I don't want to used it just for my leisure. So yeah money is still one of the shackles that holds me. I don't also want to ask money from my parents just to make me satisfy myself, there are things that should always comes first more than leisure.*
****COVID 19****
*I think this is everyone shackles . There's lot of people that is affected by this virus. A lot of businesses lose their incomes and lot of people suffer. Also as a student this is holding me back to go in the said face to face classes again. I don't know I'm just not ready to have face to face classes again because the virus is still there and I'm afraid not just for my own safety but also for the safety of my family that I'm with when I got home. There's still the thought of what if I became a carrier what if I will get that virus and go home to my fam and spread it without me knowing it.*
****Parents rules****
*Hahaha this is the common one, I know it's very obvious because even we get old while we are staying under the same roof with our parents we can't do everything we want, rules are rules hahaha the self curfew is always implemented, the whereabouts should always be present, hahaha I think you know all of it because we are living in an asian family so yeah. Age doesn't matter rules created by our parents should be obeyed not until we have our own family and home to go to but still hahaha. I remember myself tiptoeing after going home late because os some friends birthday party. It's like life and death situation hahaha I'm so very careful not to make any noise so that my parents will not be disturb in their sleep and nag me about going home late and smells alcohol but I'm sober enough if I were to face my parents or else no allowance and strictly prohibited on going with friends for a week. Hahaha good old days.*
*****Anyways what about you guys what are the shackles that's holding you back on things that you wanted to do? Feel free to share. Have a good night sleep to everyone!*****
By the way just want to flex these amazing blocks of people who motivates and supports me also to my readers thank you so much!
Stoplight in Life
I've been thinking about this the whole ride yesterday, when we stop at the red light on the stop light, there's a bright idea suddenly came rushing through my mind seing the stop light on the crossed road.
There's this imaginary stoplights in our life,
*living is like riding a vechicle,*
*Sometimes fast, because there's no obstacles on our way,*
*Sometimes slow, there's a lot of car and there's a lot of hurdle, or humps,*
*Sometimes stuck on a traffic that really gives so much headache and will fully consume your patience while waiting to moved again.*
*But we have this stoplight that really explained when or we need to stop, wait, and go.*
*****A yellow light***** is a sign that we should go slowly to make sure that we don't get hurt and also for the safety of others. In life yellow light is like the warnings when it comes to problems in life that we encouter it makes us slow down and think of something to prevent from making wrong action
*****A green light***** is a sign that we need to go and move forward, we should wait for another sign because life always bring unexpected scenarios and obstacles so we just need to be ready and if it comes on our way that is the where the red light shows up...
*****A Red light***** is a sign for us to stop, and just take a breathe, red light is the one who tells us that we shouldn't just go and go we need to think first and if we know that is really appropriate then just stop for a moment and wait for the green lights that will light up after the redlight.
This three colors in the traffic lights are significant in life, it tells when to slowdown, stop, and Go.
**But in life we may encouter broken stoplights and that's okay, because nothing is perfect somedays life is working good as fine but in somedays not, we just need to be aware on surroundings and if we did some mistakes, then it is normal thing, life is full of mistakes, wins, and surprises.**
That's just it Good morning everyone. I think I enjoy writing articles more than spending my time on twitter and just tweet whatever I wanted. I hope this will continue hahha. By the way have great day speend your saturday right! I have to go hahaa I'm gonna meet some of my friends. Take care everyone.
Ignoring Phased
*While scrolling to my feed on twitter, I saw some tweet that really relates me when I'm not having a good mood.*
*This hahaha, I mean it's not that I'm mad or angry to you, once I ignored you don't think that you did something wrong, of course people will feel and think that way when someone's ignoring them, but I don't know because I know this one of my toxic behavior I ignored people I shut them out when I don't really have the mood to even just have a small talk or say hi or even respon to people.*
*If I did this there's the guilt after me hahaha. I mean I know that I did that for my own sake and I don't denied the fact that it's wrong on some angle but what can I do, ignoring is one of my ways on having time to complete my thoughts, to fix myself, to relaxed and ease my mind for a while.*
*This is good in some but in the same time not, you can offend people by acting this way,*
*"but it's there problem anyways" my inner demons says hahaha.*
*Ignoring everyone is my defense mechanism.*
*Sometimes humans aren't always capable of being alive. There are days that we really don't feel to live we just exist.*
*So we have different ways how to cope up with that. And this is one of my toxic way because it's the easy thing to run to my problems and to not explain to everyone.*
*I know having someone to tell all your worries is great but sometimes ymwe just need to be with ourself and ignore everything and everyone. I know ignoring is a disheartening feeling, but yeah some people might understand but some people won't.*
***That's why I'm always and forever be grateful to anyone who stays with me even I have this kind of toxicity just to cope up with my thoughts that makes me stay awake in the night.***
*But always remember this is just my way and it's toxic I know and admitted it, but I really can't let go of this behavior it's in my nature to ignore people when I'm not in a good mood. I'm afraid my mood will get worst and let it all on someone and that's more chaotic and I don't want that to happen so yeah.*
****Anyways just having this thought because of that tweet hahaha so yeah have a good night sleep everyone, pray and stay safe. I just got home from our relatives. I should take a rest now. Be back again tomorrow. Sleep well everyone!...****
@MidnightSky
