For me the purest devotions
To flaunt that you care and you love that person in a simplest and unique way of doing it is the most purest form of love, imagine the effort they did just to make your heart skip a beat and make you soft on sguffs they did for you. I had a lot of simple stuff that I noticed to every people around me and to be honest I'm to soft on those things they did,
In this article I will just mention some of it so let's go
**To be in someone's prayer**
*This is the most overwhelming feeling to be in someone's prayer, like you are lowkey praying for someone that so dear to you, showing you care and you love that person that even in prayers you included them, you are wishing and praying for their safety, their existence, their everything, to be mention in someone's prayer is one of my purest kind of showing my fondness and love towards people. Mentioning their name to God is one of a special kind of love that I always wanted, not just in a romatic partner relationship, but on every relationship we have, may it be friendship, family, etc.*
**When someone remembers small details about you**
*This hits so hard when someone really remembers even a small details in our life, like what you says to them, or even the slightest thing you did, like they seen something a necklace or a bracelet, etc, then suddenly your name just pop up first to their mind because they remember you and you love to wear bracelets, I want that kind of relationship when you remember even that nonsense stuff, like how you hate the smoke of cigarette, how you hate going on crowded places so they adjust and respect it. That screams love and care for me, remwmber every small details, those stuffs that i hate, and my favorites, even place that I love to go to, and wher my go to place and what my go to stuff when I'm not in the mood, they remember it all.*
**Listen to all my dramas**
*when I talk to my bestfriend and rant everything I want to, she just listen and never talk she let me finish first haha then after that, it's her turn so she will rant to me about her stuff haha we always been lile that people might find as weird like we have different topic but when asked each other we all remember every details we said to each other then exchange conversation like that haha we let us finish each other rants about own stuffs, then go for it. Every birthdays never forgotten to celebrate and actually even there's no event to celebrate hahha we just remember one thing about our talks and just by that we go find and do that stuff or find it. We are each others human diary willing to listen to each others dramtic scenarios.*
**Giving codes to stuffs**
*My best friend and I love to give codes or so called code names on stuff that it's just scope of our own little world, we are the only people who can guess it, it's weird but it's fun, and people would never thought of it, like when we are having conversation we live yo give codenames like when we have an enemy hahaha yes her enemy is my enemy haha, we give codenmaes to that person foe example we call that person "spoon" hahaha it's weird when someone hear us hwhahaha but it's fun and it's safe gosh we are so bad but yeah we never share to people the codenames that we give.*
**Understands my antisocial phase**
*This is one of the best thing I really admire to my people who understands my antisocial phase, like even without chatting or being active in hangouts they will understand that sometimes I'm not in the mood to even socialize to people, they respect my space, give me time to spend sometimes to my own, and when I go back and ready to socialize again, they are still there and never judge or say anything about my absence, I really hate people who get mad when I ignored them or not talk to them, I hate it really, I loath every people who does it to me, that's one of stuff that turns me off a big time. When people does this gosh that's it no more repetition that's the impression that will last in my mind.*
**That's it for now, I just got home from a date hahah yes a date of my cousin and his girlfriend, I'm good at third wheeling gosh haha, okay who is gonna hire me I'm good at being taga kilig lang sa gedli, hahaha I just spend my time at coffee shop while they are so lovey dovey next to my table haha I don't want to share table with them gosh I can't manage to see my cousin so whip to his girl haha he's like a dog inlove haha kidding.**
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**Anyway hope you enjoy your day everyone, gonna have my rest and be back again tomorrow, I will gonna watch the bible again it's my routine every holy week hehez take care everyone and saty safe and always keep yourself hydrated.**
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Inspired by librettos from prominents
Searching for some catalyst that serves as a splice of life is a great thing to do, humans are bound to find motivation for them to go for stuffs that they want, things are getting harder. Life will be much more challenging but a simple words of motivation from people we doesn't expect to, is such a great feeling.
Okay enough with the intro haha I just write whatever comes to my mind, anyways the main point of this one is I wanted to show you some of my favorites of prominents kpop idols I've knew, their lines somehow makes me inspired and motivated. They are not just a great performers but also their words are somehow remarkable for me as a fan, actually therez a lot of lines I have but yeah I will just add some few here,
Let's Go.
*****"IF YOU CAN'T RESPECT, DON'T EVEN OPEN YOUR MOUTH" - Kim Namjoon*****
*This one is always been in my heart and mind and always stays and been applied always wherever I am, whoever I'm with, it's always be present, this line of Namjoon serves as the unspoken rule for me, if I hate and don't want to respect or show any care to people, might as well just shut off my mouth to avoid unnecessary stress and also misunderstandings, sometimes words should be better left unsaid, not all the time we can said what we feel vecause it might hurt not just the person but also to yourself.*
*****"YOU OWN YOUR LIFE, DON'T BE SWAYED BY OTHER THIBGS AND LOSE IMPORTANT THINGS. FOCUS ON YOURSELF."- Jisoo Kim*****
*My woman speaks the truth, we human own our life that is gifted by God, we must not let negativities and hindrances swayed us, focus on our goals, our purpose, we must not let anyone or anything hinder us to becoming the best version of ourselves, people will always be people, they always has a says on anything so the only job for us to do is to not be swayed and be our ownself and never feel down and affected by stuffs and people that will brought negativities in your life.*
*****"DON'T GIVE UP GUYS, LET'S NOT GIVE UP. THE BOTH OF US" - Jennie Ruby Jane Kim*****
*My girl says it all, we should never give up on things that we want to achieved, life may be challenging but it's part of living, difficulties are always there not to hinder us but for us to make it tough, to use our mind and body to surpassed those challenges that we will be facing on the road of this journey we have, we need a lot of turns until we find the beat destination we never thought we will be able to. Actually hahah it's also my motivation when blackpink hasn't any comeback yet haha go madam, I will wait wuth respect and never give up like what you said haha. Claiming for positive mind this year I can smell comeback from you guys hehez blink forever💕💯*.
*****"IF I DON'T FIT THE BEAUTY STANDARDS, I'LL SET MY OWN STANDARDS" - Hwasa*****
*Yes girl be proud on your own beauty , society nowadays set a standards for being beautiful, they set standards like you must achieved a perfect body to die for, a straight hair, a pointed nose, a glossy and perfect lips, standards for height and weight, etc. Scratched all of those standards, you are your ownself and beauty is not define by those mentioned above, you own it, you now set standards for it, be your own standard, beauty can be seen in everyone, it's not just about a perfect face, or godly body, but it's about how you love yourself and people around you.*
*****"SOMETIMES EVEN TO LIVE IS AN ACT OF COURAGE" - Hwasa*****
*Another slaps of reality from my badass queen of kpop, Hwasa is right, living or even just existing is an act of showing courage, imagine just waking up in the morning is a blessing and getting up is also a challenge, sonetimes getting up is an act of courage because you knew if you get up you will be willing to be ready yourself to face another challenges of everyday basis in this lifetime we have.*
*****"WHATEVER HATE YOU SPIT OUT, IT WILL ALL COME BACK TO YOU" - Moonbyul*****
*This really hits hards, everything we did and we say to people, it will just comeback to us, that's life it is, give and take they say, what you give you will take, what you say will just go backs to you, what we did on people will always haunt us, so instead of spitting hate towards people, might as well spit good words and supportive one.*
**That's it for now, I'm not really on a mood to write stuffs haha I'm just gonna post this one, tgis is actually on my drafts in my note app in my phone since last month, I already almost forgot it hahha, so might as well share it to all of you here, have a great day everyone,it's Good Friday today, take care and stay hydrated everyone.**
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Truant compel my Love
In the midst of solitude of this tedious life of mine, one existence showed up and ushered different shades of life, a tint that engraved to my mind and soul, the unexpected nascent of yours and becomes part of my daily basis.
Reality will be mad if I say that I wouldn't notice how those eyes of yours allure me everytime I've met them, the pigmented beauty of it seems like drowning me when it met mine,
Those lips that so engrossing and everytime you speak even a tiniest nonsense makes me enchant to even look at it,
Your voice is a strains to my ears, I can't help but to listen to it all day long if you want to, it makes me charm everytime you used it,
You make me captivate- no scratched that captivated, being captivated is not even a word to describe how you can make me fascinated by you.
I still remember the first time you approached me, I was like an introvert they said that doesn't even want to socialize on anyone, I live my life like that and everyone around me get used by it.
You are the first one to talk to me, and I can't help but to roll my eyes to you, when you said a nonsense stuff, yeah that's right, you are such a playful and even a tease, you make fun of everyone, be thankful you are good looking and cute,
You lifted your hand for a handshake and you say your name, and being myself I just looked at it but inside of me is screaming but I will not showed it, I stay as like a cold ice and just looked at it then look back at you, your expression seems like change into something like you are being shy and slowly lower down your hands, but later on you gently grab my hand and make a handshake then you funnily laugh at my reaction, I was shocked at what you did there,
You are always makes fun of me, everywhere I go you follow, you always been like that playing around teasing me, I always shutting you off, but you never stop, you annoyed me everytime but inside of me is butterflies, I always get that feeling everytime you are with me,
You sometimes nag every student who looks at me and says that I'm being a weirdo but I'm used to it and I will not mind what peoe think of me, but you are the one who makes me valued mu worth, the walls that I tried to build up over the years, you are the only one who lowered them,
You are not afraid to my never ending inward-looking and timid self, I rolled my eyes at you and honestly you will just teased me and show that wide smirk of yours, to be honest the reason why I make those eye rolls is to cover up my romantic excitement, to hide my emotions, the first time you make me laugh is when you runs towards me and hel my hand like an afraid little puppy hide from my back, and when I look at the direction I saw a cute little fur puppy gosh how vome a great person and a good looking strong built afraid to this little cute existence of this puppy, I laugh at the scene and you just look at me with an amazed look and I just realized wha I did there, I laugh while tapping your shoulder, I hid my embarrassment by rolling my eyes and just walk toward the cute littlw puppy that day and leave you.
Days are always been like that, you with me, my days aren't complete without your existence, you seems like been part of my day, with you I can be myself, I showed you every shades of mine, and I'm so happy that you never ever judge and crossed the line, with you I'm not afraid to be myself, you break the cold ice inside me, you makes me see the various tint of life, to live this life a little more enjoyable and exciting,
Until one day, just like a color been washed-out, you've never showed up, I'm worried sick because of your everyday absence, I started to call your number and even went to your house but they said you already left, how come you leave without any notice, days, months, and even year has passed by you still never left my mind even you left me,
Years past and honestly my feelings for you doesn't change I'm still stuck and waiting for you to come and tell me why, but all my questions been answered this one day, and that this one day changed me and choose to let those feelings be burried, I've seen you in the middle of the crowd holding a flowers, and I wonder where you are going to, I follow you that's when I realized you are at the cemetery looking at someone's grave and the neme written in the grave is....
You??? Gosh my thoughts went crazy how come you visited your own grave or maybe it's just a person with the same name of yours, not when your eyes went mine but it's not the eyes I fell for it's not the same, you are another person with same feature but those eyes are not, you looked at me and went to me...
***"I finally met my twin brother's girl"*** you said wait what twin brother? Gosh so... That's when my knees went numb and tears started to run down on my face, so that's it, you've died in a car accident saving a little puppy, the day you never showed up in class you're fighting for your life in the ambulance,you've been in a comma and when your twin brother came that's it when you give up your life,
***"but how come you've know me?"*** I talk between my crying
His twin brother smile at me and...
***"my bro always talks about you 24/7 when I calk him, I lived in states while he was living here to continue his study but I go here when I heard the news about his situation and until he gave up his life, itnot easy at first but time will heal, I visit him here and here..."*** he gave me a notebook.
***" your name was written in that notebook so I supposed it belongs to you, I never read it okay haha, sorry again for not finding you early enough, here call me when you wanted to know anything about him "*** he said and give me his card and leave
I immediately open the notebook while I'm in front of his grave
***" there's this lovely girl in my class, she's weird but nah, she's just like that because she needs someone or maybe some fun haha"***
***"I've finally talk to her gosh, I'm so nervous when she just looked at my hands, I lower it down and check if it's sweaty but it's not so I just go for her hand and hand shake it with mine gosh I'm such an idiot"***
***"I make fun of her but to be honest I just want to make her laugh she's too cold like ice, my ice queen indeed, maybe I should watch Frozen so elsa would be so proud haha"***
I laugh at some of his entry of his diary haha gosh he's still so cute even in writing this one, a tear escape though my eyes while reading looking at his grave, I've readd all of his notes until the unfinished one, the last one
***"today is the day I will confess my feelings for the coldest person in my life, I will asked her to be with me and if she will reject me then I will not stop haha okay let me just stop here will tell you later my dear diary if I get my girl..."***
I looked at his grave and talk to that tombstone of him
***"And that later becomes forever, you died, you leave me my love, my answer to your question is yes, I'm forver be yours, thank you sor sjowingme that this world is beautiful when you are in it, thank you, I live you and I will find you in another lifetime"***
**The end**
**How's the story guys hahaha I've been writing and writing just short one shots since I have no topic to tell about and this is it, I've been inactive yesterday haha but here it is thank you for reading it hope you enjoy the story**
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Time of Death
When I was a naive child back then, all I do is to roamed around to this white corners of this huge building, and the smells of antiseptics and various medicines lingers through my nose, yes I’m a sicko back then, asthma really infuriating my patience, it comes and go just like I am that in and out to this hospital, my mind is always wondering when I see patients that enters, goes out when they feel better but some are not given a luck to leave this place with a well condition, yes the harsh truth of entering this place.
Back then, I was so inspired to those people or whom they call as a hero that is not wearing a cape but a white coat in this place. They ruled this place, they amazed me how they are good on their profession, it’s like they have a superpower to heal a person, they have this magic on me haha yes, I do believe in what my parents says back then, actually I hate going here because of my asthma but I started to enjoy it when I watch doctors shows magic in healing and fixing people with diseases. So, I dreamed to be like them, to be a doctor,
Now that I finally have the degree and a license as a cardiologist, I finally living my dreams, I heal people, I have no records of deaths since I started this profession, it’s so great seeing patients and also the family to cry not in pain but in happiness that they loved one has given a chance to live in this world, and to be with them, I can see them smiling and thanking to me, but for me it’s my job here, the one that should be given by a gratitude is God, he give me this gift to heal a lot of people, I love this and I will continue doing this until I can.
Hospital is now my second home, where sometimes I don’t barely really go home, I love medicines, I love the smell of antiseptic and different kind of alcohols they used here, I love to be here, I love treating people, but life happens when it shouldn’t be,
All my perspective change when this wonderful person came rushing in the emergency door of this hospital, I go fast and check his situation, he’s in a cardiac arrest, I go do my work and finally after a few minutes he’s now stable, I keep monitoring him, when the door opens and the first time I laid my eyes on this alluring face of her, I’m so stunned, she walks closer to where I am…
***“Doc, how is he?”***
I can’t answer because I’m to hooked up on looking at her ethereal beauty,
***“hey”*** she says with a little louder than the tone earlier
***“Ow, I-I am so sorry, uhm you are?”*** I said bluntly gosh why did I stutter
***“I’m his sister Doc”*** she says calmly
***“Your brother is stable for now, but I will keep monitoring him since he’s heart is not in a good condition, the only solution is a heart transplant, his heart is already weak, and it needed a new one as soon as possible”*** I said as a professional Doctor
She stares at his brother then stares back at me with a teary eye,
***“Do it Doc”*** you just said
***“It will be a huge amount of money needed to pay that kind of – “***
***“Just do it”*** she says cutting me off
Weeks past and I get to know her and finally we became close to each other, his brother still being kept here in the hospital since they haven’t still had a money and also a donor that would match to his heart,
She goes in and goes out to see his brother, she became close to me, and to be honest I develop a romantic feelings onto her, and when I asked her if we could be together, she says yes, we celebrated it inside this four corners of my plain white office in this huge hospital, her brother also knew about us, and his happy that finally his sister had someone to share attention not just only focus on him and his disease.
I keep on doing my best to find a heart donor to his brother and when my colleague just tell me a good news that they already find a match, and when I finally heard that great news, I immediately call her number so I could share the good news but she’s not answering her phone, maybe she’s just busy on her job as a barista in her own mini coffee shop, so I just go home and decided to just tell her tomorrow. The operation will begin tomorrow night, but I’m not able to perform it and forbidden to go inside the operation room, and I’m not the doctor that supposed to be there fixing his brother’s heart, how the hell I’m restricted to the area I owned and where is she, the staffs tell me that the family of the patient doesn’t want me to be there unless the operation is finished,
The operation is done and a success, but I can’t see even a shadow of her, his brother is now safe and sound and just needed to be monitored. But where is she? I try calling several times, but she can’t be reached, that’s when I see a familiar name in a file of paper in a case that a colleague of mine is holding,
I go grab it and see as crystal clear her name ***“Katarina Amethyst Andrade”*** I immediately loosen my grip to the paper and my knees went weak, I almost fell to the ground after seeing what I supposed to no to, she’s the heart donor,
She gives her heart to his brother without me knowing, without me saying goodbye to her, how can she leave me like that, but soon a staff tell me what really happens, she came in another hospital because of a car crush, she’s so well like there’s nothing happen and she just get scratches , she’s conscious and she gives a signed a paper that if something happens all of her still functioning organs will be donated specially her heart to his dear brother, but when she stand and about to walk out in the hospital she just fell on the floor and that’s it we did a lot but she’s no longer responding, the cause of her death is internal bleeding on his brain caused by the car accident she had.
Now I'm looking at her lifeless body, she's still beautiful as the first time I laid my eyes on her, my tears started to escape through my eyes as I see my love laying down on a white bed, I should not be like this I'm trained for this, I should be facing the patient family and said those eords that would remain in their mind. I'm too weak to face her brother and said those lines I can't because how can I when I myself can't accept the fact that you are not here anymore.
*****“I used to love medicine not until he took away mine, it’s you my love you will always be my medicine, even you are not here.”*****
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**The end haha okay the ending is just a mema na lang haha I’m to lazy to think of a good one haha, hope your enjoy this one, it’s quite long haha I don’t need to put more chapter pa haha on shot na lang haha, good night to all, stay hydrated and keep safe.**
Pieces of My Monday
It's almost one in the afternoon and I'm here stuck at the middle of this busy crowd sitting inside this metal rectangular box or the so called train that serves as the transportation for a less hussle trip on day to day basis, but life has its on way to surprise me, not that kind of surprise that would melt my heart but a surprise that will hit the bottom of my patience and just feels like melting from the heat of the sun while walking and finding a jeep cause the train had a problem so all passengers are advice to wait for another train to come so that we will transfer, but the next train will come at 2 pm and my class is 1 pm so like a flash running, walking, running until I see a jeepney and rode it to school haha,
At times like this when you felt that world doesn't really goes on the way you wanted, it's frustrating isn't it? Hahaha okay this just a monday rant also a simple blog since I really enjoyed the company of my new found classmates in my college life.
Waiting at the train station seems like forever haha kidding, I'm just bored and the weather is so hot like I felt like my flesh is burning under the rays of the sun, look at my shot at the train station, it seems boring isn't it?
By the way for a commercial break I just wanna flex my camera hahahaha it's been ages since I last saw this haha kidding actually it was a gift to me from my favorite uncle whahHa I'm really not fond of taking photos but I guess I will try to and will just flex it here if I had a good shots haha
Okay let's go on to the topic
**Blogging time!!!**
*Monday morning rain is falling hahaha oh kinanta din hahaa ut should be sunday diba in the lyrics, let's be a liitle bit of conyo here since this is just some tea for this day,*
*Morning just came and I really don't want to get up and just want to rest but we need to be productive so I get up and wrote an article and post it here, and after that I go back to sleep hahaha productive na ba yun?*
*So after that i woke up at already 9 am na ng umaga, I was so gulat when I saw the time, but make hinga after because I remember that it's our face to face class, I go make ready na myself when my bestfriend make tawag to me and she says that she has no klase today and she make me inggit like argghh my willingness to go to class just blown up by the wind haha but as a good student I am I still try to go and read myself for school,*
*I rode in a train last 20 minutes before our classes starts, so I'm contended that I will be at school before the classes starts, but life is not on my side today, the train had a problem and I'm late hahaha but yeah when I came to school late luck came back because our professor is also late haha gosh why did I do to deserve a good treatment like this hahha kidding,*
*Boring class again, I'm so sleepy when it comes to discussion but yeah with the help of goossips and being a marites I am hahhaa I'm alive and well hahaha, okay ang coping mechanism naten for todays video is pagiging marites hahha feed me some of your chika haha also fsce to face classes are fun especially when your classmates are great and so entertaining.*
*After our klase, we just don't have any plan and just go with the flaw we decided to go to festival mall and spend our afternoon there playing at the arcades, I don't have any photos since I'm like that when it comes to gathering haha I bsrely took out my phone even checking who class or message me is not my forte when it comes to a gathering and bonding hahaha, mag bobonding nga eh hindi mag use ng phone haha.*
*So again I did really enjoy the gala with them, they are such a goodies and I like their behaviors and personality hahah I had a lot of laugh and chikas with them and I hope na masundan pa haha ansaya lang kasi minsan na lang ulit yung ganto nu, the last time I go out with classmates sobrang tagal na, so I just enjoy this day with them.*
So that's it for now, I'm sleepy as hell haha goodnight everyone hope you had all a blast on your Monday hehez, stay hydrated and keep safe as always my dears. Will woke up early tomorrow and will work on through some of my pending activities hahhaa yes priority ang gala before acads whhaha
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Strains to my existence
The tune that got me pounding my head, melody that escapes me from reality, lyrics that pierce through me, a libretto of the vocalist that gives every words a profound essence, that give every song a back story that I can correlate with.
Who doesn't love a music? Of course it's very rare to meet a person who have no incline to music, especially to these new generation who's really make the music as their own solace, some make it as their own leisure time, some just want to go damce through it, and some are just wanted to escape from reality, and also there are some that just badly needed not just the song but they are just so hooked up to the lyrics of it because they will put it in reality that they are experiencing right now,
Music can be anything, a comfort through this tiring adventure, a friend that you can lean on, a relaxation, a happy place, a daunting one. Sometimes when we really don't have anything in mind and doesn't have anyone on our sides, music can be a great help, different genres, different artist, different styles, different beats and etc. No matter what you are listening to, it will always be beautiful for you especially when you feel the song and piece by piece understand the meaning behind its lyrics.
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Back to the ball game haha kidding so again. What are you up to guys? I'm just listening to some of my comfy playlist while writing this one hehez I'm more on listening to every emotional music these past few days haha I don't know but maybe I just can relate to what the deep meaning of the lyrics the artist are pertaining to haha so in this article I just wanted to share some of the music in my playlist hehez you can listen to it if you want to I just put the link here hehez
**Songs that I'm into these days and lyrics that hits me really hard**
**Angel Baby by Troye Sivan**
*"You came out the blue on a rainy night, no lie*
*I'll tell you how I almost died*
*While you're bringing me back to life"*
(looking for a person who can give me this vibe that when I'm so down and almost taught to end this suffering then they were just appear in my life and that gives me a reason and a purpose and show me the beauty of living)
I just want to find my angel baby like what Troye is saying here. Okay the lyrics are too good and it's just makes me fall inlove to the song really bad, it's just I really want to me meet a person who's can make me feel like that every lines on Troye's song gives me the feel of wanting to meet a person that would give me those feelings
I don't wanna spoil you the chorus it's my favorite part haha listen to it here:
Link: https://youtu.be/tyYwOEKKcZc
https://youtu.be/tyYwOEKKcZc
**All for nothing ( I'm so in love) by Lauv**
*"I don't ever want to say goodbye*
*Then all of those nights, they would just be all for nothing"*
Okay I love the beat of this one and lauv really never disappoints me when it come to his masterpiece the melody are great, the lyrics are just exact on my liking a little angst will do, being inlove that sometimes can ruined both of you, I'm really fond of it a tragic relationship a not so good one, those red flags and red signs, duh I'm such a color blind when it comes to love haha, I just love red haha okay beat myself because of this mindset, that's why I don't commit I don't want to hurt someone, but sometimes I just want to feel being broken but I can't hahha I'm not like that haha when you leave then go I'm not fond of pleasing people.
Link : https://youtu.be/AH8b7EynJ60
https://youtu.be/AH8b7EynJ60
**Bleeding love by Leona lewis**
*"But I don't care what they say*
*I'm in love with you*
*They try to pull me away, but they don't know the truth"*
Yes okay badly want to experience this one like I will go mad crazy inlove to someone, and will go against odds just to be with that person, I don't know this old nostalgic song can be one of my favorite one these days, I go shower and played it on full volume and just sing in the top of my lungs while taking shower haha feel na feel ko pa.
Link: https://youtu.be/3SttVoJ_8N8
https://youtu.be/3SttVoJ_8N8
**It's all coming back to me now by Celine Dion**
*"If you forgive me all this*
*If I forgive you all that*
*We forgive and forget*
*And it's all coming back to me now"*
Okay here's another red lights that I want to experience, imagine seeing your past lover after the pains you got through because of him/her, but still you can't resist those feeling that seems wanting to forgive each other and be back to each other arms again, actually I thought this song is about a dead lover because of the Mv but it yeah that's the truth pala talaga so I want experience that one even death can't separate the love they had haha okay I just can't imagine the pain she got through that a simple touch of reminisce can bring back all the memories they had in the past. Lf dead ex lover hahaha kidding I'm so bad haha.
Link: https://youtu.be/aEO4G-rG1wE
https://youtu.be/aEO4G-rG1wE
**Home by New west**
*"I'll live life by your side, If there are stars in the sky*
*Then I'll love you more each passing day*
*I think I'll be alright if tomorrow I die*
*If you promise to lie next to me"*
This give me the vibes of settling down to the person whom I wanted to be with, it's really fun to imagine our future haha by this song, the title tell itself when you listen to it, it feels like home, not a house but home is your person that you wanted to soend the rest of your lifetime with memories that you will create, a vow that will forever be in your heart and mind, the love that endless, okay erase that endless haha I don't believe in happy endings but yeah living this kind of life is good, so we go for a good ending instead haha.
Link: https://youtu.be/16bxdzoHzDQ
https://youtu.be/16bxdzoHzDQ
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**Gosh I have a lot to share with you guys but it seems like it's already a long one and it would be a never ending article if I continue sharing my songs to listen through these past few days but I could donsome part 2 hehez. Okay so let's have some breakfast for now because I will have face to face class again this afternoon so that's it for now, thank you for reading and if you listen to some of this, I hope you liked it.**
**Good morning and enjoy, have a happy Monday everyone, stay hydrated as always✨☺️**
What is it?
There's this one question that got me thinking about the past and look back trying to reflect on myself,
**What realities that you still can't accept until right now?**
**Dear one's death**
*This is the harsh and sad truth of reality, death, lossing someone is painful and this is the thing that we will never get used to, we still can't accept the fact that the person you once shared a love and great memories together became just a memory and you will left throught this harsh world without the existence of them,*
**I'm not the person, people think I am**
*I'm not that smart, friendly, positive person that you think of, maybe sometimes I had that vibe but it's just a misunderstanding, I just make things or stuffs that saves me from the boredom of this world, I read from some book that sometimes there's a difference between being happy and being distracted from the sadness or pain, we are bcoming extravagant when it comes to things. My parenta would be so proud of me and Bragg on their friends how great daughter I am but I'm not, I'm not the daughter that they describe and think I am, I'm just a lazy creature haha but yeah I'm trying my best to be though.*
**My parents are getting old**
*This is the one thing most people doesn't pay enough attention to nowadays, because okay I'm also felt at guilt on this one, we teenagers are so busy growing up, and on our own personal stuff without paying attention that our parents are also growing old. We should love them sincerely while they are still here.*
**Idols will have their own family**
*Reality check, those Idols that we are now lookinging up for, we are getting hooked up, the reality will just hit you that they are a person and have their life too just like you have, time will come that they will left their career to build or create their own family, and if that day will come you will missed them, and that's the reality that you we need to accept, they are not just born just to make us satisfied and have a great time for everyone but they have to live their life to just like a normal person do, and uf that day comes I know we will still support them.*
**We can't turn back time**
*We can reminisce but we can't go back, those days that went so great and a golden memories that forever stays in our mind will be just a memories, we can't turn back the time so we should be enjoying and living every moments of our life memorable because only memories are the one we can go back to think off to, capture every moments, maybe it bad or good, embarrassing or fun, no matter what it is capture it, days will pass and time will go so fast that you would just realized that you are now from who you are back then, you will missed those moments you have in the past that's really a for keeps. Enjoy every moment wuth your love ones because we will never know what will happen for tomorrows.*
Remember that this reality will be difficult to accept no matter what ange you look at, we just to be living this life as it is and embraced this realities of life for our own peace. Live, love, and laugh. Enjoy everything while it still here.
**That's it for now, hehez seems like I'm hooked up of being disconnected for a while, I just don't know how to be active again, haha I really cant help when I already taste the comfort I've been with these past few days, I left people unread and can't even had a good conversation on people personally, I just arghh I'm too stunned to even talk back like what should I do, I really don't know ahahaha,**
**I'm still trying to be back on track again, hehez happy Sunday everyone, have a nice day and enjoy your day, keep safe and stay hyrdated as always.**
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Being labeled as Dramatic
When someone outburst so easily on small situations please understand that maybe they are having a bad day, like they are on survival mode and life is just so not good on his way and to make her/him feel relief is in the way of showing his/her feelings and outburst.
Imagine having an unfortunate thing happen before starting your day, and then you go through school or work carrying the heaviness of feeling that you got from home is really hard and so much patience you need to conceal this feeling through your system just to go and move forward on that day,
Then just suddenly flare-up and feel a sudden surge up of madness even small thing that seems like really infuriated yourself you can't help but to feel annoyed and get mad, life for example you are already not in a mood to talk when someone just ask you a question and you don't need to explain yourself more and this someone just keep on asking and asking and it exasperated your whole system and you begun to get furious and throw daggers of words that's inappropriate.
I'm like this when something or just someone put fuel to my fire, I always act irrationally and just get mad even in small things like I'm stress on school and when I'm writing an essay and my pen just don't write and ink is gone or sometimes even there is still like (putol putol sya isulat) I will just shout out of nowhere and focusing my anger towards the pen, and just throw it harshly and just trying to compose myself again to. Continue on my stuff.
It is always been like this for me, I tend to get angry and if I was labeled by being overreacting or dramatic then even I just heard by other people without directly saying it to me, I just kept myself on restraining to give another outpouring urge of anger, it's just people are so easily to judge people whos acting like this, they always have this judgement, it seems like they judge peoe overdramtic on things without even knowing what that person are holding for, the grudges and problems that he/she trying to secrete on peoples sight.
You know sometimes I'm so guilty for saying things out of my control because of my vexation and anger towards something or someone, and after that I will compose myself and try to approach again that someone to apologize for my misbehavior but sometimes I don't really give a damn to even just talk to that person because I don't care if that person provoke me then he/she is the one to blame and I don't say sorry, because for me saying sorry is a big deal for me.
Being not well and can't control your moods sometimes is the worst one, we really all those kind of days where we just want to be alone and just don't talk and avoid people, shut them off, and just find ouy comfort on ourselves, we all need those days that we just avoid the world, it's not being over dramatic as you think but we people have different coping mechanism when thing go overwhelming, we really just need to find a safe haven for everything, an escape or whatever,
As I was saying people have different things and feelings they are carrying inside, be more understanding and try not to behave when you see a person who's acting like that, maybe because there's something going on with his/her life, we don't know why that person get act rushly and mad toward something, so if you don't have better to say just keep your mouth shut and let them be if they want some space then go and if they want to share their thoughts and burdens then be a crying shoulder for them.
**Have a Great day everyone, just wanting to wrote this one because I'm always feel so used and just exhausted on things lately, maybe it's the effect of to much stress and pressure I've been dealing everyday anyways have a nice day and spend your day well, stay hydrated and enjoy everyone.**
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Inactive
*Been gone but not forgotten haha just kidding, so here I am still locked up in my own wondering thoughts, where my mind was travelling into I don't know else where, maybe I'm just lot on my plates to even think something, why I'm feeling like I'm loosing my will to even finish a thing again,*
*Ever had this feeling when you really want to do something so you just planned it and make imaginary schedule or a planer in your mind but then in just one blow of the wind, you just feel a hit of indolent feeling, and just by that you sudden feel lazy and just drown yourswlf like a sloth in your sofa or bed,*
*I've always had the times when I feel like this, wvery seconds, minutes, hours, etc. Feels like forever that continuously killing and suffocating me into this small world that I keep living for myself,*
*Okay this is just so exaggerating emotional damage article haha kidding, I'm just so lazy and really have no will to even start a task, why am I like this when things are getting overwhelming specially in my academic studies, I just shut off people, and just waste my time laying in bed or just listening to some music but not really foing what I really need to do, I'm just so stressed on what is going on in my life, ofcourse some may read this and jusdge me as a maarte haha so what's the english of maarte ba haha kidding, so ayun people tend to judge but I don't care, that's my coping mechanism to rebuild my will to work and do things again, I need space and shut off everyone foe my own sanity,*
*Gosh I've been doing this for a number of maybe 2 or 3 days now haha I just talk and reply to messages when it is necessary, I needed this one to calm myself, I need to process things on my own and socializing with other will just make it hard, I need peace for a meantime, I promise to myself to be calm when things are get so overwhelming,*
*Rest assured that I'm fine I just want to get lost for a while, be offline in social and in real world, haha maybe things are just so overwhelming lately that I got to slowdown for a while and breathe in and out,*
That's it for today's video hahahah kidding, anyways how are you guys? Hehez sorry for my on and off behavior in this platform hahaha I've been like a mad woman kidding, I'm just busy on my stuffs and I just want to rest myself haha so I didn't really used my phone when it's not about online class haha I just need to exit on reality hahha
By the way hope you all had a great time today, Happy Thursday everyone, stay hydrated and keeo safe you all, anywyas I'm just writing this one since I've been just lulubog lilitaw here hahha goodnigh to all of you🤗
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You’re not late, they are just early
Lowkey smiling at my phone while making this, the nostalgia rushing through me when it comes on reminiscing these golden unforgettable experiences that I would probably treasured for the rest of my life and never regret doing it all, You only live once they said and that makes me done such things I really enjoyed and living is boring when you haven’t done such thing like this, being labeled as one of the worst famous one in your second home because of doing such things hahaha, but it’s not that kind of worst okay, it’s just it’s not ethical and being irresponsible as a student hahaha, but yeah…
So, I know I’m late to this one but, better late than never haha my always motto in our class hahaha, so again I’ve seen lot of articles about this prompt of never have I ever, so I came here late just to answer those stuff hahah because honestly, I have nothing to write, so let’s go with this one and this really such a fun topic to write hahaha, okay let’s go…
NEVER HAVE I EVER
~~SKIPPED CLASS~~
Gosh I can’t count the times I skipped classes hahaha, you know I’m good at that stuff hahah it’s fun and really a challenging stuff for me, the first time I’ve done this, my head is full of worries and it scares me to get caught by our teachers but we’re such a lucky student hahah me and my friends hahah sometimes it’s just me when I had no really the will to go in class and I just go to malls and just spend my time there haha, my parents knew that their own middle child daughter is studying in her precious alma matter not knowing that creature roaming around malls and eating at the food stalls because of the perfect reason of not in a mood for school hahha, but hey even I did such thing, I’m still concerned to my studies haha, I still had a good grades even doing those stuffs hahaha Nabawi lang din sa class hahha.
~~CHEATED ON MY EXAM~~
I will not sugar coating myself haha I’m not that saint like students who doesn’t cheat on their exam haha, sometimes it’s normal hahaha I know it’s bad cheating on your exams is like fooling yourselves but what can I do when sometimes mental block is present even I reviewed and study hard and even pull an all-nighters just to familiarized myself to the lessons, I still forgot it haha, so cheating is part of being a student haha a not so good role model one haha, but yeah when you cheat make sure you will not get caught haha kidding.
~~MAKE FAKE EXCUSES FOR BEING LATE~~
This is why I love school haha, kidding, I’m a tardy student okay, and being late is just in my nature and I don’t shame it haha I’m good at excuses and our professor will just believed in me haha, gosh the most worst excuse I fabricated is when I said that there’s a car accident so that’s why it causes traffic when honestly I’m just late because I didn’t wake up when my alarm rings haha, and I’m still sleepy and the foolishness enters my brain again and the audacity of sleep in class even I came late haha.
**~~IMPRESS SOMEONE WHO DISLIKED ME~~**
I really this kind of stuff, instead of fighting someone that hated me, I just make things that would impressed them and will be more angry because how come they are impress on the person the loathed haha, I did this once when I had this classmate of mine whom I know had a hidden anger to me and I don’t know why haha she had this aura that seems like intimidating but I’m not intimidated haha maybe because of that, gosh how can I avoid this behavior of treating everyone as all the same haha, so yeah when we had this volleyball in our sportsfest I joined and also she is haha, at first I don’t really play volleyball haha although I’m not bad in that I just hate sports haha, so again I’ve practice hard and attentive to all they taught, it’s so fun and my best friend just shock when he knows that I’m attending the practice and not missing any one of it even he knows that I’m not the person who will do that, but I did, so yeah in our match with another section, it’s just a school base so yeah we won and I almost got the service ace haha so yeah after that she already talked to me and that’s the first one haha and now we are now closed haha.
**~~HAD A CRUSH ON SOMONE IN CLASS~~**
Hahaha yes and now I just want to crush my head hahaha because I never taught, I had once fall on that person haha it cringes me at its finest haha but no explanation I just disregard that topic hahah basta nag ka crush oks nay yun haha
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**That’s it for now haha it so fun answering this kind of topics haha, I would definitely go for more but I’m too sleepy and also, I have a class late on so might as well just post this and go grab my breakfast, anyways Happy Wednesday everyone, let’s all spend our day great and nice, stay hydrated and keep safe as always, enjoy everyone.**
Progress doesn't come when there's no change
Life will continuously provide taking turns, different routes, and we can't stop changes and dilemmas to go with it, we are just humans that doesn’t have any idea on what future that waits for us, we are like a blank page of a book that still waiting for what is worth to be write on us, but for what it is worth we just need to be tough and be ready to face new things that will come on our ways, those things that we call changes,
***Changes is inevitable*** they say, changes are then unknown thing we just didn’t realized we are going on it, changes provide a huge impact in our life and to our growth as a person, embracing it would be risky yet what’s life without taking risks, where’s the fun and enjoyments of trying new things and letting go to some stuffs that’s chaining you away from your growth, being positive on changes that coming through your life even if it’s hard or not we need to accept it embraced it,
I hardly believe that things will be much more easier if we just let ourselves flow through the current of the waves of life, we must embrace the change that happens every single moment in our lives, changes could be good or bad, but one thing for sure, ***changes can make you grow as a person***, after a heartless scenarios in life, after those battles that we've won and loose, still we need to accept that this is the nature of life, changes is the nature of life, we are not just only living for a monotonous scenarios in life, but we welcomed changes,
***Letting go of some things that’s not really working anymore to your process of being a better person is such a great feeling,*** it’s like removing a huge burden in your back like for example, your recent job that you didn’t really enjoy and you feel like you are not the person doing that job so you let go od it and change into another job that would be definitely make you happy and enjoy what you are doing, such thing like that is a big help to bettering ourselves,
Shifting courses in college because you are still not sure and you don’t see any future with the courses you’ve got so you shift and find a course that you will be good at, and you would definitely seeing yourself by that course.
See changes is not just a simple thing to decide but if you will be courageous enough to embraced it, you will never know if it will be good or just another mistake of life, but ***what ever you choose it’s your life and living your life as its finest are the best choice.***
That's it for today will just going to post this hahaha because I've been out all day long we had our face to face class again and I'm tired as hell like I deserve a deep slumber but still this day is worth it because we tried new CNC machine operation and programming is much easier when it's face to face than in our online class, it's so fun roaming around hahaha but yeah, also the heat this afternoon is not a joke and it's too much hahaha because I also go with my friend to get his Phil health ID because it's required through our school hahhaa anyways I'm writing this one while traveling going my way home haha I'm on a jeepney and it's hella traffic hahhahaa, so I just decided to write this one.
EDITED: so, this is written yesterday haha happy Tuesday everyone, gosh I'm still not sure if I'm existing today hahah I've just so sad because of something haha then yeah I also will cram since I will start to do my pending works for school purposes, so yeah here I am just editing this one and going to post it here so that I won't be absent again today hahaha, but to be honest I’m busy working on something you know what it is? I’m busy working on myself so I sleep hahah just kidding.
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Anyway, hope you all enjoy your day everyone, have a nice Tuesday night to all. Stay hydrated and keep safe always, enjoy🤗
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A laughter with kilig moments (chikahan with sky)
let’s be conyo here for a while muna, I’m still smiling like an aso pa kasi while making sulat to this one because of one person, so yesterday kasi I had this very good looking person celebrating his birthday kahapon but yeah to my non social life self, I barely check my social media accounts so I didn’t greet him, and when I make scroll through my twitter accounts and check updates about random stuffs, one tweet just got me hahaha, and the photo on that tweet is my senior high school crush hahaha, I was like oh my gosh di he just, gosh I felt like I’ve been left out for a while because I barely used my social media account and not minding makes me so hooked up by the calmness and contentment of not looking at your phone from time time haha, I mean it’s like I making saying to my oras and it’s frustrating, but anyways ayun na nga, when I got to see his tweet.
Opxss let me just make takip to his name and also cut the photo hahha for my eyes only hahhahha kidding but yeah just by seeing this his tweet I go to my messenger app and search for his name and you know naman na I’m so shy when it comes to my crushes but ibahin mo tong kanya hahha he’s my enemy kasi when it comes to a certain idol yes fan din sya ni Jennie Kim hahha my biased in Blackpink and mostly we are so immature talaga na mag aaway nag ganun but yeah it’s so fun a friendly war also a nonsense pero yung kilig ko baka umabot ng south Korea dati hahha kidding pero ayun nan ga so when Ive got to our conversation, I immediately message him,
And yeah I was not thinking at the same time and I thought his my best friend which I called babes as our call signs but yeah hahhaha I just effin call him babes and what’s wrong with me that time it’s like I’m not me hahha I just call him babes hahaha it’s a big deal for me, so I immediately about to unsend the message to retype a new one hahah wala pang isang minute naseen na nya hahahaha napabalintawak ako sa pagkakahiga sa sofa and also I almost just drop my phone haahah but I’m able to fetch it hahaha , and you know what he replied to me?
Hahhahaha teka I’m so kinikilig pa rin talaga, nakangiti lang ako all through out of making this one, it feels like I’m telling stories to the group of my online friends ahahha so ayun nan ga eto yung reply nya talaga namang pa fall to alam na crush ko sya ih gaganyanin ako, okay lang beh, sige lang pakiligin mo ko, handing handa ako mahulog kahit di mo saluhin hahaa kidding, pero ayun nan ga hahhaha
Napaka pa fall talaga neto hahha for my own eyes na lang po ang natitira naming conversation haha dahil haha kinikilig ako pero knows namn kasi talaga neto na gusting gusto ko sya since grade 11 kami but yeah I’ve just met him kasi from a common friend, kaya ayun ang attractive kasi talaga nya , not just physically, but also his brain gosh hiyang hiya ko dati dahil sino ba namn ako haha chariz sad girl yan, pero ayun nga this person is so brainy, and also his kind basta nasa kanya na lahat ako na lang kulang chariz,
Kung makatawag kasi ng babes eh kilig na kilig ang lola nyo hahhaha, pero ano kasi guys I’m still thankful for this person kasi kahit papano nag tino ako sa school ko when in I’m in my senior highschool days, ano kasi parng ni role model ko talaga sya when it comes to academics like hell, he’s so brainy then gwapo pa and also a kind and gentle man yun talaga yung dagdag pogi points pa, I’m not saying this because crush ko sya dati but this is what I observed about him,
Alam nyo ba yung the feeling when being attractive to someone not just because of his/her looks but the more kasi na nakikilalala mo sya the more na nagugustuhan mo every small details he did, the way na he’s shining even on those times na he feels so tired din hahah okay feeling ko lang talaga hindi to nag drunk message eh nag send ba namn sakin ng selca nya dati tapos may tweet nung kinaumagahan na ano sorry sa mg ana drunk message ay naku hiindi panagutan mo ko crushie hahhah charizz anywyas so far I haven’t have any crush pa sya pa rin chariizz naka moved on na ko dun haha talagang kinilig lang ako sa reply nya aha I never thought na sasakyan nya kalokohan ko sa life,
Ayy tama na ngang chikahan na to I should sleep na actually this is not my article that I supposed to post for this night hahah I made one kasi but it’s not finish, I’ve made it that one when I’m on my way home came from school hahha gosh why my eyes are hurting right now so I’m going to make it short everyone, goodnight and sleep well hope you all had a great day, happy Monday everyone let’s just see you all tomorrow, sleep tight to all and keep yourself hydrated as always, keep safe and goodnight .
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Your Safety pin
Ever heard the safety pin thingy before? Does you know the deep meaning of it? Did you know that this simple thing gives such a huge comfort to some people who's struggling such as those minority groups that experience abusive treatment,
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Let's go back to the topic again
Uhm this topic is also not clear to me but I just wanted to be like that safety pin for everyone, I know that if you searched the meaning behind this thing, there's a lot that would result and a various sources of meaning of this on like its fpr solidity, for those people who's member of LGBT community that experienced discrimination etc...
It is not my main goal to point it out but the purpose of this topic is for everyone to feel that they aren't alone fighting on this ridiculous journey of ups and downs of life.
I want to all of you feel that safe and secure space when you are reading this, I can be your own safety pin that would be willing to listen to your talks and problems or whatever you will vent out, I'm willing to joined you on this stormy moment of your life, I know this is not so comforting when I just said it here since were really have seen each other in person, but also I just want you to lessen those burdens you can vent out and feel free to this moment of reading this,
I know that this past few days emptied you and almost got you lost for a while, and I just wanted to say that it's okay to be lost and feel the burden of life but always put in your mind that you are not alone. I'm so sure that there's someone that is your human safety pin that being with him or her is enough to lessen the worries of your mind and soul, that they give comfort to you, a very heartwarming one, could be your family or friends or even strangers can give you that,
When the world gets overwhelming and people started to turn their backs on you, remember that there's still someone who's willing to go against odds just to be with you, there's still this someone who's existence gives you the better push to go out of your box and explore things together, someone that makes you feel liberated and be your true self without the fear of judgement.
Ever had this someone who's always be willing to be your human comforter when you feel nothing but a heavy feelings inside, someonw who's willing to share their umbrella in the midst of the rain, and there's those times that you just wanted to be alone and not be cover by that umbrella and this someone is willing to be soaked with you under the pouring rain that life will give you, they are still there even you don't want to because they knew deep inside you just need someone to be with you and let those feelings be heard and vent out,
As for me I had it but then lose it and that's the worst feeling, I mean you once had this special person in your life that when it comes to them your walls are lowered down, you are are free to be yourself when you are with them, the trust you have for them is such a bigger thing, but then they just be gone and away and sometimes the worst is they've done something they shouldnt, and that huge trust will be just broken into a million pieces that also started to build you wall higher just to not let that person enter your safe space again.
But I found a newly one again and it's still the present person have today, she may not be the sweetest as the first look but when you get to know her, you will be shock at the mouthful of kindness she possess, she is my bestfriend and with her I'm not afraid to show my trueself, I can say that she's my safety pin, my safe place and my haven, I know I should found those stuffs with my family but yeah life has it turns and it turn outs I find my safe okace to this bestfriend of mine, and I will do everything just to keep this human in my life.
Everyone I just want you to remember this, find your own safety pin in life, no man is an island isn't ut, I'm also sure that some will said they are their own safety pin but really deep inside you want someone who's willing to your safe place, a go to person, with you are with this peson you can say that,
****"I am me when I'm with you"****
****Find it and keep it💯****
That's it everyone, seems like I'm absent yesterday again hahaha, I couldn't write any topic because I'm away and spend my saturday night to my bestfriend's house as usual saturday night is for hangouts and alcoholic beverages haha that's our form of bonding hahaha kidding, but yeah my head still hurting because of the hang over hahaha we just finish drinking at already what 3 or 4 am in the morning hahaa so I sleep for the whole day not minding my pending school activities hahaha it's weekend so no school stuffs should be included hahaha,
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https://www.pinterest.com/pin/430164201899555756/
By the way hope you have all great time on your weekends, happy Sunday to everyone here, enjoy the night arhhhg I still have a face to face classes to attend tomorrow haha I'm too lazy, but anyways stay hydrated everyone, keep safe as always💕🤗
For today's Craving
Let those weariness be gone for a while, the drudgery of this week drained almost the dissapated existence of mine, let me just get my cravings for a while because this week consumed my energy, I can't barely watched the whole movie I played this afternoon, I just found myself waking up with the tv on and the movie is already finish without me watching the whole because I fell asleep in the middle of watching.
**So let's go to get to know what I'm craving for today,**
For today's video hahahaha kidding, so for todays cravings:
**Seven to eight hours of sleep,**
*Please let me get this peaceful one, the dark circles below my eyes are so flexed just by looking at my face, I'm look like a human panda, I'm craving gor this so I will get this done after writing this one haha, gosh sleep is much more valuable for me than my studies, I can't help but to just sleep when I'm planning to do my homeworks hahaha, I have a question guys, why do sleep is so addicting and welcoming when there's a lot to do on our plates haha.*
**Eight to ten glasses of water**
*This is one of my problem. I admit I'm not fond of drinking water hahaha coffee is life but soda gives me the cool refreshing one, so instead of water I hydrated myself with soda haha I knew it's not healthy specially for those acidic people like me haha but yeah they say masarap ang bawal haha but these past few days I just often drink sodas in can or bottles, but I'm not yet still fond of drinking water maybe I just drink what's on my tumbler and that last for the whole day haha it's funny how I always says here to drink water and stay hydrated haha but me myself can't take that advice haha.*
**Workout**
*My body is not on its good posture again I feel like I lose some weights but it's okay yet I'm planning to go workout tomorrow and do that schedule every weekend so that I could get back on shape and be healthy again.*
**Outing**
*I'm ready to go and hit the sun witg sunglasses on, but this semester seems so slow to be done hahaha the days are getting slower each day I though of it hahaha it feel like forever when waitingand I hate that thing, I'm craving for the fresh sea water to touch my skin, the walking to the beach side is calling me but to whom I could walk with hahaha, kidding but yeah it's already summer but the plan to have an outing is still on the go but it's in my grandmother's birthday I just want to spend this coming break with my family hahha, gonna treasure that moments.*
**Peaceful surroundings**
*I want to go away to the city for a while and just unwind to our province, I want to have a staycation for a meanwhile, I'm craving for that and I will fo my best to make this happen.*
That's it for today, gosh I felt like I will just sleep and sleep this weekend but how, I can't sleep even though I'm sleepy, I hate it, I noticed that these past few days I can't sleep properly, when I do, I sudd3nly just woke up in the middle of the night gosh, it's not healthy and I knew it, I'm trying my best to fell asleep but to no avail I just found myself staring up the ceiling.
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Anyways have a great night everyone, hope you spent your friday so well and nice, goodnight and let's welcome the weekend again tomorrow for another adventure hahaha modules and pending works who? I only know gala ahahaha kidding, gonna have some sleep if I can hahaha goodnight everyone, sleep tight, keep yourself hydrated and safe🤗
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Finally obtain my own Home
*It's fun to go hop on another places,* ***we had a tons of places to go but only one place to return,*** *It feels surreal at first, while writing this one at my own space of this cozy, huge veranda we have, looking at skies above and the starts that shines so bright, seems like everything is going right on my way, a feeling that would never escape through this lifetime, Now I finally have my own home, like literally a place for myself,*
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*Back to the topic, gosh so this is how it feels to have my own house at the age of my nearly 20s, to have my own place and without being dependednt to my parents, I love how this makes me sounds so proud on a simple thing that some people doesn't take it seriously, but for me this is such a huge gift for myself,*
*Putting down roots and owning it because it's all yours is such a great warming feeling, although there's a pros and cons of buying a house, still I'm glad uhm waut scratched that, I'm very happy finally have my own so called home for myself, and not lived anymore to the same roof with my family, I canfo whatever I want and no more curfews anymore,*
*Purchasing your own house is a huge achievement for me, and I can't help but to be amazed on it, gosh I could finaly invite my friends whatever time I want, just like what Taylor swift says on her song Lover, We could let our friends crash in the living room, this is our place, we make the call, that's what it feels like to finaly have your own one,*
*Going home to your own comfort place is the best thing I will never lookdown, a rest is all we need and now I finally bought my own safe place where I can do all things, I would decorate it on my own likeness and act likean architect and a designer again haha, I always want that when I was a child I used to draw designs fo furniture but yeah growing up makes me forget things that makes me feel good about myself and the part of it is drawing, now I don't even draw na but yeah I would finally furnished this house of mine later on,*
*I want this, I want this for my future self so now I'm on the process of it and obtaining a house, a place to stay in feels mixed emotion, caused finally I hit one of my goals.*
*There's a ton of fun and excitement I felt when I bought this one. Home ownership is one of the biggest dream and now I'm living with it,*
Okay ****happy April fools' Day**** everyone, hahahaha how come I could buy a house when I'm also struggling to bought my own food hahaha because I haven't have my allowance frok my parents hahaha but yeah it feels so good isn't it?
To own something you longingly craving for, it's fun and overwhelming, but what I've said about my feelings of buying own place is true, I'm too excited to my own future haha I'm looking forward for that and gosh, I'm not joking when I say I struggle to bought my own food hahaha I'm practicing to be independent so I didn't go asked for money to my parents, I'm grateful and proud to myself that I can handle myself for now haha I don't know what will happened later on, I will look for a jobs if there is but for now our schedule is hectic so might as well grind here for my allowance haha, also I have some savings back then so it's enough,
I'm not asking for my allowance or anyrhing from my parents haha even buying my own luxiries and wants, like albums, foods, etc, I can provide on my owm, I don't want to be dependent to my family or anyone because I want to be used on living like an independent person, of course I can't afford to rent an apartment for now haha I have no job okay but still asking for money is not my forte,
Anyways have a great Friday everyone! Ugh I hate Fridays because our subject again is pure computations and solving, I really hate numbers with variables hahaa okay this is me ranting again about my own foolishnes, by the way it's April fools day, do you believed in that hahaha, gosh March is finally over and here we are still trying their best in everyday basis,
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****Happy Friday everyone, stay safe, and keep yourself hydrated as always, enjoy your day🤗****
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Monotomy will bore you
Everyone deserves more than just the bare minimum, don’t ever allay for less if you know there’s more of it that you deserved, this world is a vast like how ocean is, and settling for less is just a waste of your precious time, spend your time searching and exploring, don’t just be a turtle afraid of going out of his shell, explore outside your box, be your own sailor to sail this vast of life.
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Back to the deepen this one haha it’s exaggerating when I say deepening haha kidding guys, this is just a simple piece of life okay so enjoy reading it,
*For everybody who’s reading this one, I want all of you to know that you are worth more than a diamond itself, settling for just merest, is just put you on your rock-bottom, why settle for less when you know that less will sometimes run dry and nothing more’s left,*
*You are your own self, and you are the one to have the authority to decide what’s good and better for you, But as a youth I want you to consider something while you are still young, this journey of a long road that has many turns and up side downs, if you doesn’t want to settle then fine, if you do then go for it, actually this topic is also unclear for me, but I just want to share what my opinion about this one,*
*Life is a journey full of misery and the main question of this is, how come we know when it is less? Is there anything as less?*
*The only answer I know to this is it depends on us, we have our own standards of being less and being better, we are setting up to our own mind on what is less for us and what is better,*
*But as for my advice, you are still young, maybe you are in your teens, or twenties but still there’s more of there in life, so you better go girl and don’t settle for less, as for now explore those things you never tried before, enjoy this life, it so early to settle for something, could be in a relationship or whatever, don’t shackle yourself this early, your just in the beginning of your journey, you should find yourself, do a soul searching, learn what you really wants and needs, build yourself, know lot of stuffs about yourself, embrace growth , don’t get me wrong huh, if you already settling then it’s good okay, I don’t mind if you find early the happiness and the life that you think and feel is better for you,*
*Actually, it doesn’t really mean that if you don’t settle on things you have right now, makes you not looks so contented, but it just speaks the reality that people are bound to find more, to not be contented, we will never be contented in life, if we are then life would be so blunt and boring,*
*So for the mean time you need to consider that there is so much out there in the world that you need to see and experience.*
That is for tonight, have a great night everyone, this day seems tiring hahaha, I didn’t go to my afternoon online class because I have some important errands to do so I just flew off hahaha, but yeah I supposed I should sleep early because gosh we have a face to face class again tomorrow and the schedule is so sick that I need to woke up early to prepare myself and the traffic on the way to school is not a joke hahaha, so might as well be sure to go early tomorrow, don’t want to be late, I always put through my mind the saying, first impression last hahaha kidding, I’m always tardy in all of my past schools that I attended to hahha.
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https://www.viralhub24.com/never-settle-quotes/
**Anyways have a goodnight sleep everyone, hope you all spent your day so well and nice and stay hydrated as always and keep safe, happy Wednesday to all, sleep well, goodnight.**
Every epilogue is a new prologue
When I scrutinized and read a book, the first one to obtain my attention is the prologue, I don't know why I love every beginning and spoilers, like they are a teased that continuously alluring me to get them and peruse every single pages and extrapolate every words that my eyes would get,
Prologue gives me the thrill to be allure to read the story like it's really calling you to be amazed and get curious on what's really inside of this book, but when you already read the story and reach to the end where epilogue appears, the story is not ends with that there's still the continuation on what will happen,
Just like in life, **every ending is a new beginning,** like rainbows after the rain, and just like that, you will see that it doesn't end here, it must not be, there's always something on the epilogue that gives an open ending for us to continue our life like to begin again because the story and the chapters are already done then make a new one, a part 2, a seasons or an on going series,
Life is not a book but it can be the metaphor of it, your epilogue begins when your heart started to beat for the first time, and the rest is depends on your choices and decisions, it depends on how will you live this life of yours, depends on what way you wanted to write you own story to those blank pages of your life, also it includes the mistakes and drafts but the difference of book and life is that book can be proofread but life hmmm we just need to go on even mistakes are there,
Uhmm okay to make it easy to understand, in a simple explanation, so in reality like were I am right now, I'm still a college student and when end up and finished my studies, then life begins again, to find a job and an apartment or whatever place I might want to stay, so after getting a job, you begin again on finding something worthy on living for you, like that like ending doesn't even exist for humans, even death some people believed that death is not the end but a beginning of a new life, so it sound like there's a lot of new beginnings, a new prologues on every epilogues.
Well as for advices, I can't give one, just live your life like you are always in the prologue, be curious and excited to see and explore things that you would surely eager to write on your own publication, be the author of your own, ending is not just it, live yourlife to the fullest until the real epilogue will show up atleast you wouldn't regret all the pages you've written of full of memorable for keeps experiences through your journey,
Like what is happening now, but we are not even in the end of the pandemic but look who's trying so hard to begin again, it feels like we are now already standing up and getting back on tract to live and begin again to this life even after the oandemic happens,
So to make it short...
***"WHEN DOOR CLOSES ANOTHER OPENS"***
Good morning readers, woah it's early in the morning and I'm here posting this one, actually this article was written yesterday, I just make this when I'm on my way home, I just made some few changes to this hehez I came from my grandmother's house before writing this one out of the boredom when I'm on my way home, gosh time flies so fast we are now on second to the last day of this month and we are now ready again to welcome another new month,
I have online classes to attend today so might as well get ready myself haha I'm still sleepy as hell but I won't let this day be wasted again hahaha maybe just a little I will watch some kdrama after our online classes so I wish an early dismissal later haha,
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**Anyways have a great Wednesday my dear ones, happy Wednesday to all, spend your day well, enjoy and stay hydrated ang keep safe always☺️**
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A serious talk for a while: Does that even exist?
Fairytales are fabricated for us to believe on inconceivable things such as happy endings and a perfect life, fairies that we doesn’t have any proof to even exist in this reality, an almost perfect life, a love story that so perfect even of all the struggles of the leads are so overrating but still the happy ending will always come,
Does anyone of you are getting hooked up on watching plays and movies about fantasies and fairytales?, does it ever sometimes cross to your minds those question is that even possible but yeah as the word itself its fantasy and it’s just created in imagination and improbable mind of creators, they want us to received what they are trying to say, what they are trying to convey and they wanted us to believed in that, of course we can’t help but to admit that once in our lifetime we believed on those fairytales and unimaginable things especially when we are such a naïve young child back then,
We have this in mind that we want to be like a princess or a prince, a king and a queen, a fairy, a mermaid, and be married to a high class man or woman, to find a lover that will bring us to a happy every after, our happy endings, haha that kind of thought when we are young and naïve on what’s really in reality of life that’s waiting for us.
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So, the main purpose of this article is not about on fairytales hahaha it’s just for my intro but since it’s somehow related then I decided to write an introduction like that but yeah what I say is true isn’t it?
The main point of making this one is because of the one question that lingers through my mind when reading some story earlier,
****“DO HAPPY ENDINGS EXIST?’’****
*As for me I wanted to be honest on my answer to this one, I don’t really believed on happy endings, even the word itself says,* ***how come endings are happy****, it’s like saying goodbyes feels like happiness, I mean there’s no happy endings for me, because I see ending as a sign of nothing and just a stop* ***how come it will be so fun and happy when it already ends.***
*I mean I started to believe that there’s no happy endings but there are good endings yeah, okay let me just discussed on this what really my opinion about Romeo and Juliet tragic love story, it’s a great masterpiece of Mr. William Shakespeare and it’s just swack to my likings, I really love tragic stories but the only thing I hate about this is when they only think is about love, so again that story shows how much a two people love each other, imagine dying for someone that you really love even they just know each other for couple of days,*
*I don’t hate what happened in the end its just they are so absorbed to their love for each other so that they do it, but of course we are not William Shakespeare so we can’t change ending for the story, but if we would have chosen then who would want happily ever after one? Haha it’s just it all speaks that there is no happy ending, the truth is there’s no happy ending,* ***our life is not a play, a movie, fairytale or a book, there’s no guarantee to have a happily ever after*** *because it never exists,*
*I believed in good endings but happy endings hmm no way such thing I believed in that, I mean of Course* ***there is a happy beginning and happy middle but happy ending hmm we can’t even put endings in the middle of the books t****hey say, the saddest part is always at the end.*
*****So, to make it short, happy endings for me is just an impossible thing I would probably and strongly will never believe in, what’s great when its end. Ending is not a favorable and happy one for me.*****
*Uhm please kindly respect my opinion here haha don’t be so mad at saying that there’s no happy endings, hahaha this is just my own opinion okay, feel free to also share your perspective on this one hahaha.*
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https://www.classicfm.com/discover-music/latest/shakespeare-quotes-music/romeo-and-juliet/
**Anyways have a great Tuesday everyone, I’m still tired from yesterday errands at school and I’m trying to gain back my energy haha but I decided to write this one hahaha, since it seems like we have no meeting tour professor for todays morning session. Happy Tuesday everyone, enjoy and spend your day well and nice, stay hydrated as always, keep safe everyone.**
1st Encounter : F to F class
*When Pink Sweat$ says "it's like heaven, feels like heaven, when I'm with you" then for me it feels like oven, when I'm on my way to school hahaha, the sun radiates too much that it feels like my skin is burning under it,*
Google no more, can't lay down during class anymore, distraction of scrolling through phone lessen, now that we go to back to the new normal of limited face to face classes
**Blogging time!**
*Gosh I felt like blogging are my often does here haha, anyways so for todays blog haha, I'm so effin tired, I can barely feel my feet hahah yeas exaggerated you can say but imagine of not sitting because our face to face classes is a laboratory HHahahaha,*
*Yes we already had our first face to face class though it's just a limited one because there's still tight protocol in our school and and it is also for the safety of teachers, staffs, and students.*
**So let's dive to this story time!!!**
*Early this morning I woke up and just post something here, but I suddenly get sleepy and just decided to take a nap but my naps turn into deep slumber again hahaha gosh I can't really handly my sleepy self, so yeah when I woke up it's already almost nine am in the morning so I go cooked my lunch so that later on I will just get ready,*
*When I'm ready to go to school, i decided to just go early since I'm catching the time on the train trips here, but unfortunately I'm too late to the last trip on morning the next one is on 12:41 so I just go and go to jeepney as my transportation since I didn't get so lucky and I don't want to wait to the next trip of the train anymore because our class will starts at exactly one pm in the afternoon, and my patience specially in this kind of season is very affected hahaha I'm so irritated by everything,*
*So again I just got home hahhaa kidding so I reached school earlier than I expected because the traffic is just light hahaha, so yeah I waited for seven eleven to wait for my classmate and we also waited for the others so that we can go all together since we aren't still familiar inside the school,*
*Here are some of my classmates hahhaa they are so fun to be with, imagine even this is the first time we see each others hahaha and been in one class personally I thought of it as awkward but no hahaha there's no awkward moment that happen It's like we know each other for a long time na hahaha gosh the energy and the vibes are on my likings,*
*I don't want to introverted myself since this is just a few and limited time to interact wutb them in person because messaging snd communing for me throught online is such a tiring thing hahaa I can't barely force myself to read some messages except whe. It has something to do with spilling tea hahaha,*
*So back to the purpose one, now I have a little knowledge and an experience to do some of the operations in Lathe machine hahaha though it's nkt my forte but it so amzing and fun to do gosh, I felt like I could do this all day ahhahaa*
*See that hahaha such a cutie haha kidding gosh I'm so head over heals to myself haha looking so serious hahaha but yeah behind that mask is a smile and amazement jn the eyes because this is my first time doing this kind of thing,*
*Finaly can touch the lathe machine that our professor is continuously discussing and teaching us on our online classes, okay can't helo but to admit I did really enjoy this laboratory we have not just that I learned a lot but also to my colleagues hehez they are so great and fun to be with,*
*Wish that we could hang out for more to the near future of this face to face clases, they are just so casual and not awkward also it's great to talk with them,*
*Our professor extended his time to us hwhaha he thought that our class time will end at 6 but our schedule is only 4:45 pm hahaa so yeah we just stay there and go walk along to the side walk at this night to my new found colleagues hehehz*
*So yeah just by that simple cond we had makes me full if joy because kf the inside jokes and some silliness hahaha,*
**So that's it for now I'm to sleepy I just had a cold shower and just blow dry my hair so that I can finally lay down, good night everyone, happy Monday to all, sleeowekl, enjoy and a sweetdreams, stay hydrated and stay safe**
Ignore some of typos here I'm just to sleepy and so lazy to do proofreading hehez labyuall.
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Got my New Specs
Blurry letters started to be clear, fuzzy faces started to be distinct, when I change the old one and wear my new set of pair spectacles, eyesight became clear as new haha
**Blogging time!!!**
How my sunday spent so well?
*Yesterday went well as clear as a new fresh clean water, I can finally see clearly haha because my old eyeglasses seems like not on my proper eye grade anymore because of my continuous headache I felt when I wear it, but yeah so I decided to go change it,*
*Just a random gala again with my homies hehehez I first asked my cousin to go with me to the mall, but my sister heard it and also my other cousin so gosh they just go ready themselves and go with us haha I just had my imaginary face palm because I know where there will it be end a never ending walk and walk because of their shopaholic behavior and I hate walking and walking through mall because gosh there's a lot of human beings there and it's crowded since it's weekend but to have no avail my guts were absolutely right,*
*So we go to the festival mall and just like what I thought there's a lot of people argghh just by looking at it seems so tiring gosh how can they enjoy fresh air when there's a lot of crowd here kidding I really hate crowded places hahahaha so*
*Just look at that picture... See there's a lot hahhaha,*
*So again I walk with my cousin since my sister and other cousin went to whever I don't know about becauae they finding something to buy so I asked my cousin to accompany me to go in a place were just few people only so yeah we stay here for a mean time because we are waiting for my new eyeglasses since when we first got here, we go directly to the eyewear shop and get checked up and bought my glasses but yeah they said we can just come back for a few minutes so that it will be ready, so we did,*
*Hahaha my cousin talk a lot while we wait for the others, but I got bored of waiting ao we comeback to get my glasses hahaha and lok at my pretty babies huhuhu such adorable hahaha,*
*Then I got my glasses we just roamed around waiting for the others haha we literally separate from them hahaha they are so energetic when it comes to this kind of trip*
*Enjoying the view and talk about some personal random issues to each other that's how me and my cousin bond*
*I laugh while capturing this hhaha it seems like the view is so beautiful but yeah there's a couple there and it makes me like want to have a bebe time whahha charizz hahaha no bebe no problem hahaa*
*Look at this light tunnels that so good at night so many humans isn't it hahaha but yeah we need to find or associates so that we could go have our dinner because I'm so hungry,*
*So yeah we ate at Gilligan's again hahaha and then gosh diet ruined hahaha*
*We ate just like that when we are eating hahaha they tell random stuffs hahaha but my body felt like I just want to go home and rest so after we ate we decided to just go home haha*
*It's already almost nine in the evening when we got home and my foot is killing me hahaha I'm so tired hahha and just by that I go freshen up and go to sleep after hahhaha*
*Gosh I've just wrote this when I'm having my breakfast today hahha yes I'm so excited because this later on will be the first face to face classes I will attend in my college haha gosh I'm so lazy but excited but arghhh I don't know what I should feel if I want this or not hahha but it seems like I would probably learn a lot much more than online learning so yeah,*
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**By the way good morning skiesss, hope you are all doing well, spend your Monday so well, happy Monday everyone, stay hydrated and enjoy, keep safe always💕**
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Choose Who Will You Put On Your Next Chapters
Finaly in the process of fleeing from those toxicity that this lethargic life brought me in vain, still in the midst of heading over hills from cutting off negativities and the those toxic mankinds,
How come this is so addicting, the cutting off phase that I am in now, like literally terminating those people and stuffs that no longer helping mo to my growth is overwhelming, this phase got me hooked up on removing and being disconnected,
I can't help but to congratulate myself for trying everyday because it's not wasy as what you think, as what I said to some of my previous article, that cutting off is easy to be said than done, because some people is so hard to let go, but as far as I am now, I feel I'm almost there, like these past few days feels like overwhelming for me, I can see that no drama no negativity makes life easy,
There's a lot of stuffs that I'm trying not let in anymore in my life, I will no longer entertain things and people that doesn't contribute to my growth, avoiding and preventing those that hinders me to push forward,
A lot of stuffs I did just to feel great again
****Blocking**** is part of it, not trying to let people in again is the part of removing toxin in life, like when you know it from the start that this one will never bring you good then might as well block them in your life,
****Muting**** people is the fastest one act of avoidance, I'm always been like this muting them for my sanity, then go back again uhmm by I said muting is not that I'm cutting them off, but I just need a break from them just wanna be in my solace for a meantime because if blocking them then life would be boring haha kidding but muting people ia far more easy.
****Deleting and unfollowing**** them in your life is the hardest, like you will so surely know what to do and cut them off, cut all those connection and bonds that chained you on this toxicity of life,
***Not everyone deserves to be in your book, to be in those blank pages of your next chapter, choose who will you willing and deserving to be part of your book,***
If your prologue doesn't go well then make sure that your epilogue will be so fine and great, because you know that when you already closing your own book you can finally say that you did great, you are brave enough not to skip any chapters that is not so good, removing negativities and villain in your stories is one the courageous one you will be proud off,
***You're the author of your own book, this binder that you still creating and writing your life is the most precious one, so be sure who and what will you filled to those next few chapters of tour publication,***
***Your life is not trashbin so remove those toxicity and trashes that life will throw to you, create your own stronger self, build walls you those who doesn't deserved your worth and existence,***
Avoiding, deleting and losing is always been part of this life, some people will come that would probably be with you through your highs and low and some people will just leave you a lesson and morals that will make you tougher through finish what you've started.
**That's it for now everyone, Happy Sunday everyone, this day is always been my favorite and also my worst one because tomorrow is another stress hahaha.**
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Anyways stay hydrated everyone, enjoy and stay safe.
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Yesterday Disappearance
*Like a bubble pop out of at sight, like a wind that never seen, that's what I've been feeling yesterday morning until night, can't help but to feel so worn-out today, waking up with a excruciating pain continuously striking through my head, but still manage to write this one when headaches starts to be manageable haha maybe I got too much yesterday night haha,*
*A doze of a liquors runs through my system haha gosh I'm scammed again by my own dear circles haha so this is just a short story for you hahha,*
*This is me blogging again,*
*So what's really happened yesterday that I look like I'm about to be a walking dead with an eyebags that shows dark circles on my eyes, I can't see without my glasses so please haha kidding,*
*So to make the story short I got myself drunk again for no reason just for fun because you know these past few days has been a lot haha lately I've been missing out I don't know why, but yeah maybe I can be productive again tomorrow but nah our face to face classes will begin tomorrow so ahkk bare with me,*
*So again hahaa I had a lot to say on my intro haha*
*Yesterday morning, I woke up as early as I can and have my morning jog, I run through our subdivision and just make myself bath at my sweat haha gosh now that I've seen my whole being looking like a wasted one just a shot jog then I would officially start again my cardio haha gosh ambiles ko na hingalin,*
*I'm catching my breath while waiting for my order coffee haha I can't help but to buy myself a coffee because I deserve it kidding hahah, so yeah after my long run, I went to my grandmother's house and change my clothes there haha yes I have spare of clothes in my grandmother's house so I've change because I might catch a cold if ever hahaha,*
*Then after that I just had my breakfast at my grandma's house hahah I said to her that no need to that but still she insisted to cook for me hahah honestly I'm so touch by what she did haha I barely eat home cooked meals haha, I mean I live with my aunt and she just barely have time to cooked home food because of too busy schedules of work, and me is not a good cooke so we just ordered foods hahaha breakfast, lunch and dinner hahaha so when we go out I'm so sicked of fast food eh, hahaha*
*So back to the story after that I left at my grandma's house and go home, when I got home I open my read.cash and just leave some few comments but I'm not even last to 10 minutes I stop and just off my phone and go to work out yes for cardio actually I spend my hours in treadmill then after that I'm so tired and go take a shower, a cold shower will do, then after that I dont it went all black hahaha kidding hahaha after I showered and freshwn up I just go to bed and take a nap, but my ownself scammed me and the nap that should be short turns into deep slumber hahaha,*
*Gosh I woke up sun's down, hahaha I look at the clock and it's already evening, I just open my phone because I off it all day long I don't want to socialized yesterday so I kept my phone off haha but when I open it I received a lot of notification and messages also a missed calls hahaha because my bestfriend invited me to go to their house hahaha,*
*The message and missed call is 2 hours ago so I messaged him that I fell asleep but he didn't message me back and after a few minutes he calla me and he was outside my place hahaha gosh this human hahha,*
*I fixed myself as soon as possible and went off, he nag me nonstop until we got to his place hahaha he has some tea to spill daw kasi then yeah it's all about rants and some tea about her new found gf actually its not new anymore hahaha it's about her ex which is he got back with hahaha I'm no longer shocked by that gosh I spend my life thir wheeling to them I know namn na,*
*So after that we invited our circles and said just a movie marathon will do but it's a big scammed hahaha they bought liqours gosh hahaha so yeah how can I say no when I'm also in the mood for drinking,*
*We wasted ourself and just go home after that, when I got home, hey my bestfriend is a gentleman and he's the sweetest you know hahaa he's like my big brother, so I got home and he send me home, hahaha he wants me safe and sound because he knowy aunt would propbably nag him if I don't hahaha,*
*After I got home I'm so sleepy as hell, but still managed to take a shower and just sleep my whole existence away hahaha,*
*I never had a chance to post something here yesterday hahaa but yeah I'm back now hahaa will go out later because I have to go to get my eyes checked up because of non-stop headache because my eyes seems like getting seriously worse again than last time haha,*
Anyways have a great weekend Sunday everyone, happy Sunday my skiesss, enjoy your day and stay hyradted as always, keep safe💕☺️
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What an alluring glimpse of My for keeps
*How come the world change so fast that we literally became this matured in just a matter of time, the old days, old times, old ways of doing things is not anymore given time to bring up on the table, or on the hangouts.*
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*I'm so overwhelmed and glad to see my friends growing up and be matured, like those times that we hang out in the past is not the same way anymlre, we hangout but we doesn't play that much or talk some nonsense topic like everything suddenly just change those over dramatic life stories about their partners or quarrel between people is not often bring up anymore like their mindset changed as time goes by*
*Those silly topics about drama and lovers turns into topic about jobs and businesses,*
*Those topics about quarrel on other people turns into a talk about investments,*
*Those gossips about other people turns into personal growths,*
*Those immature conversation turns into business ideas,*
*See it's amazed me somehow that even we are those teens back then that fond of silly thing and jokes all around, like stuffs that is nonsense and talk about our laziness and walking around without care and just free and doesn't take things seriously, just change in a matter of time because we are now in the stage of our life that we should be responsible on every action that we had,*
*It is a warm sight to see that you and your circles are all together in this challenging journey of life, you see each others flaws and how they overcome it, you see someones in their down days but you gave them a lift to stand again,*
*How come those people that I have no connection with through blood is the one who can give me this feeling of being appreciated and motivated, I love how my circles motivate each other even sometimes we can't avoid the fact that there's this still immaturity that always comes out specially when the mood is so loght that we just want to be back to the good old days and do silly things again haha,*
*So as for you guys be with a circle or in a group of friend who focus on positivity and growths, those people who's willing to be with you through the bad and good days, rain or shine, storm and rainbows, those people who's willing to give you a hand when things are getting heavy, those people who will give you a little push, those people who's willing to lift ypu up when you're feeling down, those people that is willing to ride with you and hold their hand on this roller coaster ride of life.*
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**Hehez that's it for this night guys, I'm just happy how we become like this hehez I know people come and goes but there's still people who will worth keeping hehez,**
Have a great night everyone, good night and sleepwell to all of us, stay hydrated and keep safe☺️
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My Jargons of Fondness
Words holds a very compelling powerful thing in life but to inaugurate it into action is much vigorous and dominant, putting words into action is a hella prominent of showing that you are truth to your words because you are proving it by being substantial in your action.
I agree to what they say that ****action speaks louder than words,**** why? Because I just want to agree hahaha kidding anyway let's go to the topic haha
We had a lot of different and uniques ways of showing that we love and care for someone, may be it put theough words or act of service or giving some quality time or what, etc, but the one thing is we are happy that we showed to them the partiality of love, care and fondness towards peoppe that is significant to us.
My love language is not by words but action, I show a lot of love languages through my action and I list down some of it haha even it's too many I just wrote some haha I'm being shy as hell while writing this one so please bare with me
****My Love Languages:****
****Making someone a cup of coffee****
*-This is my favorite act of showing my love throught a hot or cold coffee I made hehez I always like this every single morning, I woke up and brew some black coffee for everyone in the house, I don't mind if it's anyone who I'm nlt closed to of a visitor but yeah making them some cup of coffee is my act of showing I love them, if they said the only way to the person's heart is through her stomach then mine is through palpitation hahaha kidding but yeah if I made you some you know what it is I'm pertaining by that, don't ever compare or think of it as an act of service but that's me showing appreciation and love for you.*
**Teasing someone**
*-I'm very fond and good at this one haha, mostly I did it to my siblings, cousins, and friends haha yeah they will just let me because they are used to the way I teased them but one thing for sure, they know that I just do it not because I want to just hurt them or fooling them, but they know that, that is me showing my affectiom towards them, haha hey it's not that my tease to them is the painful and personal one ha, just a simple thing being annoying and just sometimes after a long nagging and teasing I will just cling to them haha they would probably hate it but yeah after all as time goes by they were used to me being like that haha, I don't know but they seem uneasy when I act quite towards them, they will asked a lot of thing if I'm with myself that time haha they be hysterical if I ignore them see, they are used to my funny and annoying self but when I stay quite and not act as my usual one haha they know I had my problems.*
**Listening**
*-I'm not a good talker but I can say that I'm a very good listener, Of course I will speak what's on my mind when it's appropriate time to speak, my bestfriend is my proof by this haha he witnessed how I'm such a good listener itself, everytime he has his problem he was used to me being silent while listening to his talk. If I will tell him some advice or what, I asked him first if advice or just release haha at first he was laughing at my question but now it is so used to our conversation every time we rant to each other, if one of us choose advice then one will advice and speak and tell some opinion about it and console through affirmation of words, but if we choose release then we don't need any words of wisdom from each other just rant and listen, we are always been like that, haha it seems weird for many but that's our way of ranting to each other.*
**Follow the phase of their walking**
*-it's a lowkey showing that I really like the person when I'm trying to walk in the same phase they are, haha actually this is me being a lowkey shy type one because I'm not good at words but putting it throigh action is my way of telling my I love you's hehez, this is also one of my favorite one, also when someone did this to me I have the soft heart when it comes to this so don't haha kidding, my bestfriend and my favorite cousins is always been like this to me, haha even they doesn't notice how I cheekily smile through their simple act haha.*
**Hug and kisses (of course not with the lips kisses)**
*-I'm a cuddly one when it comes to this but this is just only limited to my important person in my life, I hug my friends and families but just a nod or jus eyeing when it's not my close person who's with me, I often also do beso beso also I'm fond of hello hugs a d goodbye kisses not with the lips ha it is very inappropriate hahah kidding but yeah it feels like invading someone's privacy kidding hehez just a beso beso or a hug will do, bht if we are not that close enlugh even we knkw each other I'm a snobber as hell haha they said but yeah I don't care it's my life hahaha.*
**So maybe that's it for now haha I have classes to attend this morning so will just post this here and go get ready hahaha anyways Good morning and Happy Thursday everyone ahhkk the days goes so fast it feels like it's just monday yesterday but now it's already Thursday gosh haha it's so fun, anyways have a great day everyone spent your day well and nice, stay hyrdrated and enjoy☺️**
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The Firm Part of Detaching
Devotion is far easier than partition, why does rupturing ones bond is times much faster than creating one, it's ironic isn't it? Too fast attachment with people is easy yet ruining it is so fast, being devoted by someone is easy but detachments are so effin difficult to handle.
So I was just wondering why does it feels like it's easy to ruined something significant that you are always taking care of, some bonds that you most guarding off just to make it sure that it will not be ruined and it will last as long as you want to, why does being attached is easier that to be detached?
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As for me, detachments are one who can makes me frailty, it is one of my weaknesses to some other point of life,
Yes it's easy to be attached to someone specially when that person is perfectly fits to you likings, like meeting this human being gives you a lot of positivity, change, enjoyments, and be the one to plays the important role in your life, but being disengage to this someone makes it hard for you to start and continue your life again,
Like there's a huge part of yourself has taken away from you, like ut feels like your life has been parted in pieces, like the one piece of your life went missing, and it's hard to be in a situation like this, trying to try any coping mechanism you have will not always be easy,
It's quite easy to say cutting people of your life, even closes ones right?, it's easy to say that you already erase them in your life, you already let go of them and stay away yourself from thembut the thing is, come to think of it, for sure those people once been part of your life and we can't change that one,
But even we say that we already cutting them off there's still those bonds that's so hard to let go, the strong bond why once you have them in your life, those memories you shared, the laughters and also the positive and negative one,
It's hard to detach ourselves to those people even they cause a lot of us, easy to say that you don't want them to be part of your life bit at the same time there's this tiny bit one that you also wanted them to stay but yeah that's life
Detachments is hard but what's growth without detaching and letting go, when there's a gain there's a loss, life is more on losing and gaining one, we can't help but to be in this process, it's hard yet we need to learn how to deal with it.
That's it for now everyone haha, would probably have my sleep a little more earlier because I'm trying to be in my healthy routine again of sleeping but seems like it's really a challenged haha because of being used to sleeping late at night and somtimes sun is already up that's when my slepy self will show up haha but yeah I'm still trying, also I really need it because it seems my not so good routine is not helping me anymore,
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****Anyways have a great night everyone, hope you all spend your Wednesday so well, have a good night sleep you all, stay safe and stay hydrated, goodnight☺️****
My Sweetest Hello and Hardest Goodbye
*So here we are again in the consoling silence, proximity is too close to each other’s safe zone. I can hear my own breath that goes along with the loud beating of my heart.*
*In this cozy place of a four-corner room that I always crave for the vibrance that gives to me, but I don’t think it will be nothing and just a simple place without your presence here,*
*You are the only one I go to when I feel so drained and exasperated to this chaotic world that we are in, I go to you and just your existence can lessen the heavy distressed of weights I’m carrying in, the softness of your touch that reach through my back makes me calm and feel the comfort I’m yearning for, the amenity you makes for me is so comforting that makes me just want to be you always and forever,*
*The idea of telling you my goodnight sleep and waking up with a good morning seeing you again, you are the once who gets me distracted to the reality of life, my own escape, with you I feel the ecstatic feeling that I always want to feel, closing my eyes while inhaling the addictive scent that leaves me hanging and lingering through my nose,*
*You let me in, and be with you without telling anything, just you by my side makes it all worth living for, you are my only one who I trusted the most that always there and witnessed all my longing, crying nights, my funny dance that makes me look idiotic, the one who never judge and just there, willing to be and always be there even my I sang on bad tone, you also witnessed my stressful and down days,*
*After a long tiring day of doing responsibilities, you were there to be my rest in this tiring life, you are my home, and always will be, I would be willing to lay throw myself and just let drown to your comforting embraced,*
*You are my go-to comfort when I feel so drained and down bad, you are also my haven when this world seems to be overwhelming, be my escape for a while, you are forever part of my core in this heart of mine,*
*Our bond that seems so strong that even morning comes and now I’m already leaving again, I never want to say goodbye to you that makes me hard to get up now, because living you will just break me to the fairytale and getting out to the solace, and face the reality again,*
*You haven’t had any single idea how I’m gonna miss you so hard this much, but we will never be good if we always stay on each other, I will not be moving on if I just stay with you, now it’s the time to be apart again my love,* *****my bed***** *hahaha*
*Yes,* ***my comforting bed*** *it’s hard to say goodbye knowing that I will going to go up and leave my peaceful bed again just to face reality, haha*
Gosh that’s it for now guys hahaha I never want to woke up today because my lazy self is showing again and it’s start to invades my normal self and I should let it invade e because I will know what will happen and just take a sleep all day again, but no I should be productive and also it’s not the right time to have a rest because weekdays is for grinding and responsibilities, and weekends are for the relaxation and leisure, so I will leave for now my dear bed, let’s just have a date again this night hahha
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**So hello there everyone, how was your day? it’s still early and I want to sleep more but I have classes to go so maybe just post this for now, happy Wednesday everyone, stay hydrated and enjoy your day, keep safe always.**
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You're My Agony and Relief
This push and pull situation that we had everytime we are on each others arms,
I can't help but to stop this feeling I have for you, you let me in but then you suddenly want me out of you life, I don't know what I'm supposed to do, you are like a vast of ocean. You are full of mysteries, It is hard to know you, it's hard to explore you and read what really is on your mind, it's hard but I'm still trying, I'm still be willing to swim through the deep of this wide ocean of your life, even I let myself be drown by you.
***"Ever love someone that can make your eyes roll and smile after"***
That's what I always feel and will always be want to feel all over again, I want to see those glimmering wide smile of yours, I wanted to look at your eyes and see emotions because you always hide it, you are good at it, you are great on hiding and showing what you really feel at the exact moment, I understand that, I always respect that, even sometimes I don't really understand what are those things and motives you gave to me, it's like you want me yet you don't,
One time I had this friend of mine who is like my sisters to me that act so kindly and clingy but it's normal to us, she was side hugging me while we are walking the corridor in our school, but then a cold figure that seems like torturing me just by the glare of her eyes that screams frustration and anger while looking at us,
Yes I don't know if you're jealous or what but I know I need to be at control this time, I stop on my tracks and my friend was so confused looking at me, I just excuse myself to her, when I'm far now from her, one cold hand grip me in my arms and just by that I see ypu walking so fast holding me and making me go with you to whatever I don't know, I just let you pulled me,
We stop at the silent place in the garden behind our school, I see you taking your time to breathe, and you sit on the bench in the garden while crossing your arm at your chest, you are so adorable by that time you look like a jealous furious cat in my eyes, but I erase that thoight when you stated to look at me,
Those looks that I've always seen, it seems like it screams anger, sadness but one thing for sure it's longing, I can't help myself but to be this soft again to you, I sat beside you and I know where will it be again, we are now both in silence, not the awkward one but to this calming silence,
I'm afraid you might hear the loud sound beating of my heart everytime I'm with you, I can see you heaved a sigh and look at me, you held my hand and just by that, it's like a my body is in high voltage current, I can't help but to feel like this when your skin contact mine, I'm so red as tomato I can feel it haha, but then you let go of ut, you stand up and I'm still confused by that,
See you are really good at this, you are good at giving people this assurance then just let them hang in thw air, you were supposed to go when I held your arm,
***"what are we?"*** I asked calmly without looking at her
***"let go"*** you said firmly with a cold tone voice
I can't help myself so I don't do what you said instead I confess, I don't know if it's a confession or what...
***"why you love to do this stuffs with me, you are like making me looks like a foll that will participates in you game, your game that you aren't sure of where we are going through, why are you playing with my feeling, one time you want me, then suddenly don't, can you just please explain to me why?, you let me be drown to you, you are the one who cause me pain but also the one who can be my pain reliever,***
***You are my both fever and my remedy, I can't help but to be scared to be overdose myself because of you so please enlighten me will you?... "***
Silence... A deafening silence before you remove your hand at your arms
***" sorry"*** you said with calmness in your voice
I look at you but you are now looking down, I can't see you face because your long black hair cover it while yor eyes are focusing at the ground,
***"I- I'm-..."***
You were cut off when the school bell rangs that tells that we supposed to be go to our respective classes,
The end...
****Hahahhaahhaa gosh what's wrong with my mind these last few days. I can't really make a good story haha I supposed to end things like a broken glass, without explanation. This is just a product of my mind, swear it's really making me off these days, like I really wanted to be in a long vacation to ease my mind again haha, I do know if I'm stressed because of my academics haha but yeah I don't know,****
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****Anyways hope you enjoy reading this as well, have a great day everyone. Spend your night so well, happy Tuesday to all of you, stay hyrated and enjoy as always☺️****
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Let the pain intervene another means of pain
Agony makes people perceived the buffle experiences and juncture in their life, those instances that they undergoing through unexplainable feeling of being in pain, those times that they are in their lows, and once they hit their rock bottom of their lives, that's when they started to be numb, to feel blank, empty and hollow,
And when that feeling and emotion comes, when your body and soul feels like anesthesize, numb and dazed because of that too much weight you are carrying at your life, that's when you started to heal, you started to be better again,
Like your body, mind, and soul are tired of feeling that agony inside, that it seems like it has it's own mind to be back again, to feel normal again, like they were now sick of feeling that pain, they are now used to be in that situation like that,
Notice it when something is hurting when they embrace those pains and let it go deep through them and eat them, you see that they will just feel numb and after undergone that pain, they will be more stronger but ofcourse it depends on people how they will manage it,
People are bound to high resistance of pain when they begun to feel it, at first it's hard but then as time goes on they will jut get used to it, so why bother to feel it again,
As for me when I'm in my agony, I just let it, until I feel numb but sometimes I get cold behavior where I shut people out and then just go be back yo normal self again after I feel relief without anyones knowing, that's my coping mechanism and shutting people out is my defense mechanism.
Who else does this one when things are getting hard for them, they just keep themselves on a room without letting anyone alone, they want to feel the pain and suffer to it alone, and survived it alone again, like you let your pain be heal by another means of pain,
So the purpose of this one why I write these kind of article is because of my toothache hahahaha, just because of this painful teeth I've come to write this one, laat night I can't help but to feel the toothache haha I really can't eat well because of that, also I don't want to go to dental clinic, I'm afraid of dentist and their pointed object for anethesizing hahaha, my mom would nag me again because of how many time I back out when we are already in the dental clinic hahaha, until now I never want to be there,
So I just let this toothache hurt until I get numb so now waking up without feeling toothaches anymore hahha I'm so glad, I know it will be back but for now I will eat muna a lot haha got to be back again haha,
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**Goodmorning everyone, what a very nice morning indeed, happy Tuesday, stay hydrated and enjoy you day well, keep safe☺️**
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Let's Be Abysmal for a while
Makes me think my justifications by all of this inquiries that seems reflection of past haha, wondering through my socials and got bored so just scroll through my tiktok account and just seen this at my fyp and decided to answer this questions that gets my interest.
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****So let's go on and answer this series of questions****
Can trust be earned back if it's been lost before in a relationship?
*-I'm not in a lovers relationship pa as of now but one thing for sure relationship aren't just about lovers but also could be friendships, families, etc. So when it comes to friendship relationship, I think trust is difficult to earned back once it became wounded, yes probably it will heal as time goes by but the scars will remain tgere, the trust you once gave will never be the same way again, there's this what ifs in our mind that we can't avoid, those what if like, what if they repeat the same thing again, the same reason why your trust once been shattered.*
What's your favorite go to do activity when procrastinating?
*- for me haha eating and watching movies haha I can't help when I'm in procrastinating mode I tend to divert myself to those stuffs and actually I'm still amazed to myself how I can done all of that in just a matter of time, gosh I feel like I'm not normal haha kidding.*
When do you feel the most confident?
*-uhm always? Hahaha kidding but my most confident self shows up when it ckmes to me wearing my comfy and sometimes when I'm dressed up as a elegant person haha kidding but my confidence shows up when I'm so presentable with my own way, like I don't see insecurities that moment, like I feel the urge that I can do everything haha, but my confidence is so low when I'm talking to a person who's so close to me like gosh this person knows the whole me through inside and out, yet when it comes to stranger I'm confident haha parang baliktad diba but that's me as always haha.*
If you died what's the one thing you'd miss from the world?
*-one thing I would miss is everything hahah duh if we will be dead we are no longer exist in this world and all those stuffs that we have and we did will be missed, kaya nga my only moto in life until now is YOLO, you only live once so must get out of your comfort zone and try something new, go on another adventure, meet new people, etc. We don't know what will happen when we die so much better if we live this life to the fullest, because everything is just a temporary that we will be missing once our existence are no longer in this world.*
Who do you wish you kept in your life?
*-hmm it's a hard question gosh I don't know how to answer this one, I'm thinking those people whom I keep but they are still in their places in my life. I think I can't still answer this question for now. I don't regret people that I cut off and wishing that I shoukd kep them is not in my vocabulary haha.*
What friendship do you wish you let go earlier than you did?
*-hmm I think this is one my regretful one haha, my friendship with my ex bestfriend, I never thought we would be toxic staying that relationship we had back then, it just destroy us in a way that until now we never had the cance to fixed the issue between us, also I cut him off with my life na, and I think it's better that way, it's better for me and also for him.*
How do rainy days make you feel?
*-it's makes me feel so blue and at the same time peaceful, the rain makes me feel calm and cozy, I feel my solace in rainy days, the sound comes from the raindrops is calming to hear, the serene surrounding makes me just go want to bed and cuddle with my pillows and warm blanket.*
**That's it for now haha actually I don't really have in mind to write so I'm finding my inspiration through scrolling through my socials so yeah that's what I now formulate this article of mine, arghh it's monday and classes begin again, I wish I can skip and just go for the weekend haha, can't wait to go to my friend's place again haha will gonna have an overnight as we plan but yeah depends on rain check since we are now back to our busy life as a college students haha,**
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**That's it for now, have a happy Monday everyone, stay hydrated and enjoy your day, stay safe everyone✨🤗**
Can you make intindi to this?
This day was so very nakaka tired, like I don't know pero kasi I didn't do anything for the whole maghapon, just make gone to sleep after my morning gora kanina,
I knew that there's so marami na pending na module that we actually needed to dk so that we can make pasa pasa to it as early as possible and less na din sa stress cause for sure I will go make cramming nanaman and I hate that.
This is the final day that of this long break our school given to us last week, so I said kaninang morning na I should make this day as productive as possible but yet here I am telling all of you na I didn't do anything and also just make higa and sleep to my bed allday,
Haha wait natatawa ko through my way of making sulat here, hahaha so very maarte like so much kaartehan to hear and read this haha, did you make intindi with my sayings here guys? Hahaha cause for me it's so normal haha also I'm like this when making usap with my specific friend haha,
This is just so ridiculous and enjoyable at the same time, so I want you people to make comment in the same way that I wrote this haha, let's be all conyo here kidding hahaa,
I'm so guilty for not making this day productive hahaa but maybe I did namn kasi I sleep eh so when I sleep I had my time to make pahinga with whole existence haha, like duh sleeping in my own dictionary means productivity haha who else doesn't love tulog diba,
We all need this tulog just for us to save more energy so that we can be masigla for tomorrow or wherever you preferred haha, I wasn't really enjoying this day so far since I'm still inaatok pa din, how come I'd make tulog for hoyrs but still so sleepy pa din,
My cousin just make tingen to me when I'm mirroring myself while saying "gosh ang ganda ko" haha then he just fake his cough while looking at me but then I looked at him firmly and said "can you just not making me galit to you" haha he was so amused because of my level of confidence and just agree to me haha, I know right haha, can't help but to laugh at my own kagagahan sa life,
Gosh when I go make labas earlier, I found myself taking pictures because it's so maganda, I hate my mood when it just suddenly changed so fast like ealier I'm in a good mood but then now I'm so galit nanamn because of I don't know why haha so just go home, maybe because of crowded place again outside our house, there's a lot of tao there and It's make me feela like suffocated and irritated at the same time, I just go home and make sulat here,
Anyways gosh magkaka face to face classes na pala, and I can't even imagine how will I deal with it knowing na I'm so used to online classes na haha, like gosh how can I make aral again, I'm not studying kasi when it's online class halerr di na ko magpapakaanghel dito haha,
I'm so kabado because I admit na dehins na ako nag sstudy talaga, like gosh I really never read any of my modules na and just rely to google hahaha shocks I think I need toact as a student again, I don't wanna fail in my studies and dissapoints my parents and myself, so maybe I will go study again if f to f comes na,
Also I don't want to rely on others kaya I need to make study talaga so much haha, goshh ayoko na nga, I can't with myself writing like this here, like I'm so crazy hahaha
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Goodnight guys, hope you had your day spent well, have a goodnight sleep everyone, happy Sunday and stay hydrated enjoy🤗
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