@MidnightSky 22 March 2022

My Sweetest Hello and Hardest Goodbye *So here we are again in the consoling silence, proximity is too close to each other’s safe zone. I can hear my own breath that goes along with the loud beating of my heart.*

*In this cozy place of a four-corner room that I always crave for the vibrance that gives to me, but I don’t think it will be nothing and just a simple place without your presence here,*

*You are the only one I go to when I feel so drained and exasperated to this chaotic world that we are in, I go to you and just your existence can lessen the heavy distressed of weights I’m carrying in, the softness of your touch that reach through my back makes me calm and feel the comfort I’m yearning for, the amenity you makes for me is so comforting that makes me just want to be you always and forever,*

*The idea of telling you my goodnight sleep and waking up with a good morning seeing you again, you are the once who gets me distracted to the reality of life, my own escape, with you I feel the ecstatic feeling that I always want to feel, closing my eyes while inhaling the addictive scent that leaves me hanging and lingering through my nose,*

*You let me in, and be with you without telling anything, just you by my side makes it all worth living for, you are my only one who I trusted the most that always there and witnessed all my longing, crying nights, my funny dance that makes me look idiotic, the one who never judge and just there, willing to be and always be there even my I sang on bad tone, you also witnessed my stressful and down days,*

*After a long tiring day of doing responsibilities, you were there to be my rest in this tiring life, you are my home, and always will be, I would be willing to lay throw myself and just let drown to your comforting embraced,*

*You are my go-to comfort when I feel so drained and down bad, you are also my haven when this world seems to be overwhelming, be my escape for a while, you are forever part of my core in this heart of mine,*

*Our bond that seems so strong that even morning comes and now I’m already leaving again, I never want to say goodbye to you that makes me hard to get up now, because living you will just break me to the fairytale and getting out to the solace, and face the reality again,* *You haven’t had any single idea how I’m gonna miss you so hard this much, but we will never be good if we always stay on each other, I will not be moving on if I just stay with you, now it’s the time to be apart again my love,* *****my bed***** *hahaha*

*Yes,* ***my comforting bed*** *it’s hard to say goodbye knowing that I will going to go up and leave my peaceful bed again just to face reality, haha*

Gosh that’s it for now guys hahaha I never want to woke up today because my lazy self is showing again and it’s start to invades my normal self and I should let it invade e because I will know what will happen and just take a sleep all day again, but no I should be productive and also it’s not the right time to have a rest because weekdays is for grinding and responsibilities, and weekends are for the relaxation and leisure, so I will leave for now my dear bed, let’s just have a date again this night hahha Image source: https://favim.com/image/7060838/ https://favim.com/image/7584975/ https://www.istockphoto.com/photos/girl-crying https://www.pexels.com/search/library/ https://www.pinterest.com/pin/556194622712893078/ https://www.pinterest.com/pin/276408495867764057/ https://www.pinterest.com/pin/252623860332867824/ https://www.pinterest.com/pin/71565081565366981/ https://www.kingwood.com/msg/dont-want-get.php?parent_message_id=2571636&page=1 Lead Image source: https://favim.com/image/6673921/ **So hello there everyone, how was your day? it’s still early and I want to sleep more but I have classes to go so maybe just post this for now, happy Wednesday everyone, stay hydrated and enjoy your day, keep safe always.** `Before I end this one, let me just flexed to you all of these amazing sponsors of mine, they are great please kindly check them out, thank you so much.`