Something beautiful that aches

The noise coming from the alarm wakes you up, the sunlight dazzled your eyes because it was already be seen in you window, you were about to stand when something is heavy halt you from moving. You look at your side, you smile...

What a lovely morning to see an alluring view...

A view of her...

You take your chance to admire and memorize her appearance,

Her delicate eyes that is so bewitching to look at, it makes you drown when she look at you,

Her refined nose, that you always pinch and makes her annoyed, you smiled recalling those moments,

Her divine lips that is so charming when she smiles at you. Those classy smile that makes your whole day perfectly fine and well.

You were so busy appreciating the existence of this girl beside you when she suddenly moves...

You beam a grin at the sudden glare you recieved when she open her eyes and glared at you...

"what are you looking at?" she groaned

"nothing" you replied and try to avoid her eyes

"enjoying the view?" she confidently say to you

You just looking at her amused because of her sudden boost of confidence in herself.

You just look amused how she can make you feel so whole without doing any effort to make you.

How can she sit like that and look so exquisitely beautiful,

How can she makes you so captivated just by her existence.

You really loved this woman beside you.

You both stand up to go eat breakfast outside.

You just walking side by side and you will never get used to this feeling of close proximity with her even you've been with this girl for an almost 7 years. Everyday with her is adventure and you feelings are growing deep.

You are almost near the coffee shop when a guy just showed up and that's it...

They both hug in front of you...

You're hiding your pain behind those smile of yours...

Just like almost entering the coffeeshop. Your tears are also almost ready to show up, the view is so painful for you...

You see her and him walking hand in hand entering the coffee shop while you are left behind,

You see her smile lovingly to the guy, her boyfriend, and you just left looking into the both of them because you are just here mere bestfriend.

That's right bestfriend.

You just smiled through pain remembering that your best friend invited his boyfriend to go have breakfast with the two of you. You have nothing to do because who are you to say, you are just her bestfriend, a mere room mate in your apartment.

You just finish your coffee and bid a goodbye

"hey" you said and the two looked at you

"I'm gonna go first, I just wait for you in the apartment" you smiled and just bid your goodbye

You just walk away from the coffee shop, you just walk away from you best friend, you just walk away from the love of your life...

Falling in love with her is so beautiful that thinking of not having her in your life ached.

She was your something beautiful that aches.

That's it for now hahah, I'll just explain why the title is like that hehez. I think falling inlove is considered as something beautiful that we always want to feel, we love to be intoxicated and feel ecstatic m, but falling inlove to someone we can't have is a pain. Love comes along with pain.

Anyways have a great Wednesday guys, bare with my grammars I had nothing in my mind these past few days so I just wrote stories like this. Thanks for reading hope you like it.