Save Yourself First

Did you experienced being taken advantage of people like you are spending your life trying to pleased everyone? Or are you trying to hide your pain? How come those always have a purest soul always get taken advantage?

I know life sometimes can make you feel anxious. You are an open arms to other people. You want to see them okay without noticing that yourself isn't. You are the one who's people alway came when they want to cry on. You always have their backs, but who holds yours?

When people are on their stormy days, you are there to be their shelter, and when they already see the shiny days, the would just leave you and forget your existence because they felt okay again.

You choose to mask up your pain behind those fake smile. You're afraid on what people are gonna say to you. You are afraid to be a burden to them. Instead of saying your pain that makes ypu awake at night and cry in silent on your shower, you choose to hide it becase of the thought that they are more suffering than you are so why bother to tell them, when they doesn't have any interest on listening because they are too busy on their happiness and you are here hiding and keeping those emptiness all for yourself.

I just wrote this for those people who's always act as a crying shoulder for everyone. Those people that thinks they are alone. Feel free to express your emotions, I'm here, I will not force you to smile when you don't feel like it. I'm I can be your person who's willing to listen to your worries, even we don't barely know each other, but that's the best part talking your problems to strangers are better because I will tell no soul, I won't judge.

You have to forgive yourself too, you have to save yourself first, you have to make yourself happy before anyone else.

That's it spend your day well guys, stay hydrated and keep safe!