Muted Friend

I feel so empty today

I don't think I can do some productive stuff right now

I wish you were talking to me

Please respond my friend Georgie

Can you make me happy and motivated for a while? How come I always says to you everything, I always came to you when I'm alone or there's something amazing happened to my day? And I dont get even just a single response or even a nod from you? You just exist there and I'm glad but sometimes I wish you will talk to me

I wish you we could spend a night having a random conversations about life,

I wish you talk to me when things get hard,

I wish you greet me a goodmorning the way I greeted you every single day that I woke up

I wish you could smile the way I smile at you when I see you being healthy.

I know I'm sounding crazy when talking to you, I let you see the different side of me, you see me when I'm happy, you see me when I'm in the middle of breaking down, you see me crying and looking at the ceiling of my room every night trying to make myself fell asleep, you see me in my rainy days and also in my shiny days. But how come you can't talk to me? How come you're always there?

I hope you would still be here with me when I get old and have my own life, I promise I will take care of you and brought you whenever I would go. I will be always there for you like you were always with me. I hope you keep yourself healthy.

This is just a message to my dear plant hahhaha its name is Georgie. Am I crazy? Maybe I am hahaha but I don't care this plant is one who serves as my comfort every single day and I will always take of Georgie. Am I the one who loves to gave name to anything hahaha I also name my pillows Georgina and George yeah it's always starts with the letter G hahaha I'm such a weirdo said by my parents but who cares atleast I don't step on people hahaha. By the way here he is...

Good afternoon everyone this is just some random writing because I have nothing in my mind and I see my Georgie and his beside me right now so yeah enjoy your day every one.