Which One Do You Prefer Preferences on things are sometimes so strenuous and tough to elect and culled, it feels like you are torn between a huge Dilemma of life, a predicament rather, you just want what's the preeminent and foremost when choosing for yourself, you can sometimes feel the hell-bent on choosing between two lovely things that you just want to get both, but in life choices are always there, it can be tough or easy but still we need to choose because we can't…
@MidnightSky in March 2022
Concealed Childishness Adulting is a complex, enigmatic, and difficult stage of life, it somehow shows a dreadful experience, a daunting one that we will undergo. It will bring the best and the worst of you. Adulting is a phase that every human being will live through endure and gain more experience and start to embrace the life as a full grown, sophisticated and matured person. Throwing ourself into this adulting stage is like infiltrating ourself from the reality, you see…
My Sweetest Melancholy This feeling will always be unfailingly tattooed to my heart and soul, I can’t help but to beam my eyes that’s already glued to your elegant and graceful presence, I’m drawling to your overflowing enchantress beauty, I’m so stunned and astonish by how you can be so naturally appealing even doing nothing. It makes me aroused not just by your physical feature but and getting more turned on by seeing your benevolence character towards everything. Yes, I…
Hangover Sucks (Frinight Blog) Being diverge to the blinding lights coming from the party lights, the alcohol's scent started to linger in the air, the music was chill but my head is started to towering like a high addicted person, kidding but the effects of liqour started to hit like lightning straight to my throat, and my sight started to became blurry everywhere I look, I close my eyes and lay my head on the table, I just hear stories and laughter and music in the…
My Sweetest Melancholy (Part 2) I see her before as a star but alone in the darkness of the night, I see her as a light that shines so bright and deeply through my sight, she's too beautiful to stare and the only thing I can do is to admire her from a far, so close to see but too hard to reach, But I can't believe that this day will happen, the star I used to look from a far is now beside me laying her head in my shoulder, I can smell her vanilla scent shampoo this is so…
My Bittersweet Addiction *This affection and warmth feeling, I entirely obtain when I'm with you, your presence is my own euphoria, I wanted you all for myself, selfish when they called it but I can't help that I see people who's trying to have you like what I want too.* *How come you make me feel so misery and bliss at the same time, I still want you, I want all of you, your scent, your taste, those alluring and delicate appearance, you know me so well that I can't resist…
That's the tea Roaming around, over-scrutinizing on stuffs that I ought to do, yet I found myself holding a TV remote control, exploring my netflix account finding some wholesome show or series to watch... Even I have a lot on my plates, there's a lot of pending activities to do in school and just by the thought of doing it makes me nauseous and tired hahaha, school is really a tiresome isn't it? After I watch some kdrama in netflix, I open my meta accounts specifically my…
My Sweetest Melancholy (Goodbye) "you know..." she started "you will forever be my city lights" she said while staring at the city lights below "huh" I'm confused to what she's pertaining haha do I look like a a city light haha now I'm crazy to think it literally " I mean... You see before I'm just a plain boring and my world is dark before, I made myself my own sun that's in a negative way doesn't shine as the sun we have, I'm selfishly just keeping all for myself even the…
Manifesting the word ‘’SOON” turn to “FINALLY” In this long run of this expedition in life, we establish ourselves in conceiving our target goals in life, we tend to visualize the subsequent of our future, looking forward on what kind of life that awaits us. Keeping one’s nose to the grindstone is such a challenging thing to do in everyday basis of life, if we don’t work, then nothing will happen unless you are born with a golden spoon in your mouth. But I really adore…
Making myself used to Paint in your mind that people come and go, and we will never get used to it. Never in my life I expect people to help me with this and that or whatever, I used to do things on my own, if they will then go, and if they don't then it's fine, asking for a helping hand is not my forte, even my parents would nag because they don't know my whereabouts I'm doing in my life, yes I will spoke to my mom or my sibling my happenings in life yet, I don't really…
Somebody that I miss *Those eye smile that so genuine and makes me just want to stare at those forever,* *Those chuckles of yours that feels like lullaby to my ears, I want to listen 24/7,* *I miss your sweet smile,* *I miss your innocent and pure, scarless heart,* *I miss how you lively go to everyone and talk about how your day was, like in every each day there's something amazing happen, and you never waste any moment to go and talk about it,* *Those days that you are so…
Pondering Mind I haven't think on any topic to write so I just waste my time scrolling on my tiktok app, with the thought that maybe I could get some topic to write by scrolling through it so here it is... These are some 6 uncomfy truths we all need to accept in 2022. This is actually a legit one, my thoughts about this is also base on what I see in reality, my daily basis on this everyday life. **1.Being physically attractive is a great way to get attention. Being mentally…
The Album in my life Since ***YOU NEVER KNOW*** me I wanted to have a little introduction about my life, but I think if I did this I would not be able to shut up anymore on how I am so head over heals over myself haha It's not being a narcissistic, a self-centered or too much vain in myself, but who else gonna love yourself this much, no one except yourself, of course there's someone who will love you but at the end of the day, when things get so overwhelming, and so messed…
Sunday Morning Yum **Arms raising up while looking up at the ceiling, yawning like forever, start to stretch myself out of the bed and go to the kitchen to brew some coffee. That's my Sunday morning started...** `Well let me just flex first my lovely amazing sponsors, please kindly check them out they are such a great one😊.` *What a pleasant morning I had today, because who's not be feel delighted when you wake up with a morning foods haha, actually I woke up early just to…
Who is it? Mankind is such a matter that so hard to comprehend and understand, acknowledging it might be chaotic, disheveled, messy, and difficult, sometimes its so confusing to be one. Recognizing oneself is a slice of it, one persona is much more delicate to understand. Lucky to those people who early understand themselves early as they can. Having thought of this one, being a human is a conflict itself, If you will ask me why I said all of this, then my answer would be…
Terrible Rendezvous to Deep Affinity Being sensible to my thoughts so randomly at time like this, like being preoccupy while looking at someone. A question will just divert into your focus, like… ****Did you ever look at someone and ask yourself, how come you befriended or be with someone like him/her, like how does it all start? how come you are now these close to these significant earthlings to you.**** ****Like is it possible to like someone even though your encounters…
Sharing Tea Today An engrossing yet a worthy day to spend with my beloved siblings from other family, even though we aren't complete it's still very amusing and entertaining for me. I'm pertaining to my friends when I say siblings from other family haha **Wednesday blog!!!** *I'm not active today haha because I just came home from somewhere kidding haha, so, early this morning, I get ready so early because I'm going to my shs school because I will get my diploma and also my…
ExhausThursday Soothing scent of the fresh vanilla soap, and a mint scent invading through my nostrils, the warm water running through my skin ease and calm my nerves, after a long warm shower I feel relieved because of this exhausthing day, You read it right, what an exhausting thursday I had today, felt like I will go for a long deep slumber after I post this here, ****THURSDAY BLOG!!!**** *I look like a melted butter at the couch while writing this one, I'm so tired like…
Interrogation of I and me *The title screams foolishness of mine, just kidding so I was reading some article last time, and I found myself entertained by one of article from our one and only* @Micontingsabit *haha thanks sa idea sis wala talaga ko masulat haha di ko keri magisip ngayon ng topic* *So her article is so entertaining to read here's the link:* https://read.cash/@Micontingsabit/this-was-me-da1c7bfa *Must read it guys haha she's so fun when making articles, like…
Glimpse of Scar **Ever had that person you really loath so much that you wish you never meet them at first, but then there's still that realization that you once been part of their lives and also they are to you, but because of such a twist in life that both of you just need to break the bond and separate ways because of one thing done by another,** **This is just a random writing of me, because I don't know hahha kidding,** **Anyways, when I encountered someone and just so…
Cycle through the morning *Helmets on,* *Shoes on set,* *Checking the brakes,* *Towel on the back,* *Water to hydrate,* *And let's go cycling through this sunday morning* ****Blogging time!!!**** *Sunday morning grind through out this road nearby to our place, I woke up because of the temperature in my room it's too hot, maybe because I set my timer in the air conditioner just 4 hours because I mighr get cold if until morning it's on haha, but regret it because I woke up…
Can you make intindi to this? This day was so very nakaka tired, like I don't know pero kasi I didn't do anything for the whole maghapon, just make gone to sleep after my morning gora kanina, I knew that there's so marami na pending na module that we actually needed to dk so that we can make pasa pasa to it as early as possible and less na din sa stress cause for sure I will go make cramming nanaman and I hate that. This is the final day that of this long break our school…
Let's Be Abysmal for a while Makes me think my justifications by all of this inquiries that seems reflection of past haha, wondering through my socials and got bored so just scroll through my tiktok account and just seen this at my fyp and decided to answer this questions that gets my interest. `Wait before we dig into the deeper topic then let me just flex to all of you my amazing and lovely sponsors please kindly check them out they are great🤗💯` ****So let's go on and…
Let the pain intervene another means of pain Agony makes people perceived the buffle experiences and juncture in their life, those instances that they undergoing through unexplainable feeling of being in pain, those times that they are in their lows, and once they hit their rock bottom of their lives, that's when they started to be numb, to feel blank, empty and hollow, And when that feeling and emotion comes, when your body and soul feels like anesthesize, numb and dazed…
You're My Agony and Relief This push and pull situation that we had everytime we are on each others arms, I can't help but to stop this feeling I have for you, you let me in but then you suddenly want me out of you life, I don't know what I'm supposed to do, you are like a vast of ocean. You are full of mysteries, It is hard to know you, it's hard to explore you and read what really is on your mind, it's hard but I'm still trying, I'm still be willing to swim through the…
My Sweetest Hello and Hardest Goodbye *So here we are again in the consoling silence, proximity is too close to each other’s safe zone. I can hear my own breath that goes along with the loud beating of my heart.* *In this cozy place of a four-corner room that I always crave for the vibrance that gives to me, but I don’t think it will be nothing and just a simple place without your presence here,* *You are the only one I go to when I feel so drained and exasperated to this…
The Firm Part of Detaching Devotion is far easier than partition, why does rupturing ones bond is times much faster than creating one, it's ironic isn't it? Too fast attachment with people is easy yet ruining it is so fast, being devoted by someone is easy but detachments are so effin difficult to handle. So I was just wondering why does it feels like it's easy to ruined something significant that you are always taking care of, some bonds that you most guarding off just to…
My Jargons of Fondness Words holds a very compelling powerful thing in life but to inaugurate it into action is much vigorous and dominant, putting words into action is a hella prominent of showing that you are truth to your words because you are proving it by being substantial in your action. I agree to what they say that ****action speaks louder than words,**** why? Because I just want to agree hahaha kidding anyway let's go to the topic haha We had a lot of different and…
What an alluring glimpse of My for keeps *How come the world change so fast that we literally became this matured in just a matter of time, the old days, old times, old ways of doing things is not anymore given time to bring up on the table, or on the hangouts.* `Wait before continuing this I will just gonna flexed my lovely sponsors, they are cool and great guys. Check them out🙌✨` *I'm so overwhelmed and glad to see my friends growing up and be matured, like those times…
Yesterday Disappearance *Like a bubble pop out of at sight, like a wind that never seen, that's what I've been feeling yesterday morning until night, can't help but to feel so worn-out today, waking up with a excruciating pain continuously striking through my head, but still manage to write this one when headaches starts to be manageable haha maybe I got too much yesterday night haha,* *A doze of a liquors runs through my system haha gosh I'm scammed again by my own dear…
Choose Who Will You Put On Your Next Chapters Finaly in the process of fleeing from those toxicity that this lethargic life brought me in vain, still in the midst of heading over hills from cutting off negativities and the those toxic mankinds, How come this is so addicting, the cutting off phase that I am in now, like literally terminating those people and stuffs that no longer helping mo to my growth is overwhelming, this phase got me hooked up on removing and being…
Got my New Specs Blurry letters started to be clear, fuzzy faces started to be distinct, when I change the old one and wear my new set of pair spectacles, eyesight became clear as new haha **Blogging time!!!** How my sunday spent so well? *Yesterday went well as clear as a new fresh clean water, I can finally see clearly haha because my old eyeglasses seems like not on my proper eye grade anymore because of my continuous headache I felt when I wear it, but yeah so I decided…
1st Encounter : F to F class *When Pink Sweat$ says "it's like heaven, feels like heaven, when I'm with you" then for me it feels like oven, when I'm on my way to school hahaha, the sun radiates too much that it feels like my skin is burning under it,* Google no more, can't lay down during class anymore, distraction of scrolling through phone lessen, now that we go to back to the new normal of limited face to face classes **Blogging time!** *Gosh I felt like blogging are my…
A serious talk for a while: Does that even exist? Fairytales are fabricated for us to believe on inconceivable things such as happy endings and a perfect life, fairies that we doesn’t have any proof to even exist in this reality, an almost perfect life, a love story that so perfect even of all the struggles of the leads are so overrating but still the happy ending will always come, Does anyone of you are getting hooked up on watching plays and movies about fantasies and…
Every epilogue is a new prologue When I scrutinized and read a book, the first one to obtain my attention is the prologue, I don't know why I love every beginning and spoilers, like they are a teased that continuously alluring me to get them and peruse every single pages and extrapolate every words that my eyes would get, Prologue gives me the thrill to be allure to read the story like it's really calling you to be amazed and get curious on what's really inside of this book,…
Monotomy will bore you Everyone deserves more than just the bare minimum, don’t ever allay for less if you know there’s more of it that you deserved, this world is a vast like how ocean is, and settling for less is just a waste of your precious time, spend your time searching and exploring, don’t just be a turtle afraid of going out of his shell, explore outside your box, be your own sailor to sail this vast of life. `But before everything else, I just wanted to take this…
Finally obtain my own Home *It's fun to go hop on another places,* ***we had a tons of places to go but only one place to return,*** *It feels surreal at first, while writing this one at my own space of this cozy, huge veranda we have, looking at skies above and the starts that shines so bright, seems like everything is going right on my way, a feeling that would never escape through this lifetime, Now I finally have my own home, like literally a place for myself,* `Just a…