Hi! Im glad to be back and start writing again :) Though im still not okey.. as what youve seen on the title of this article its another sad story from me. I know its quite boring to read my articles but im happy for those people appreciate it. Thats my only way to release from this pain.
August 22 when my girlfriend ask for space (cool off) like for me what space does she wants?? Were in a long distance relationship? And yet she's so far? . Shes my 2 years and 8 months girlfriend and we both bisexual meaning were in to boys / girls thats it. We started this relationship in LDR we met through dating app and start chatting until we decided to meet up in person last April 2018. Everything was quite good .. we argue, fight some things, lots of misunderstandings but still we decided to choose each other. Everything was good until this pandemic happen.. until she hired for a new school in thailand.. (sorry i cnt help myself to not cry🥺) until she met another circle of friends then suddenly everything has changed. 😔 The only reason she said was shes tired waiting for me to be with her. Shes tired in LDR setup. Thats all for 1 month that i've waited for her not to talked to me, not to call me, and reaching out for her many times.
Until now im still not okey .. Even though i've been through a lot of heartbreaks but this one really hit me like a wrecking ball.
Its true, like on what i hear in the sayings like we never know how pain it was, it's different pain for the others.
Being broken doesn't realize how fool you was for me its like a big heavy luggage .. that is up to you if wanna still carry it or just leave it ,forget it just and start walking again.
For now, im still try carry it (the memories, the love i have for her) while start walking again step by step until my hands get tired and forget that i lose it.
Thats all for now ..
*Micah
Sorry to hear about your situation my friend. Hmmm, give her what she wants in the meantime. Maybe she's up to something and she needs to focus on it first. I know it's never easy to let go of someone whom you love the most but take it as a challenge that it'll sort things out smoothly. Love conquers all and so if she truly loves you, she'll come back to you.