Wake up the young dreamer inside you.

Dreams are often one of the reason why we continue to strive harder or even one of the drive to pursue the things we wanted and you might find sometime the need of sacrificing one thing, because in real world, everthing is not always on sale or buy one take one. You have to choose one. Either love vs career or career over talent, or leaving your favorite place to gain more knowledge to other place. Or vice versa.

But what if you've finally have grown and yet is still undecided what you wanted to do in life? Your friends that dreams to be Married and have children has been doing great with their family goal. Your friends who loves to travel, is finally fulfilling their dreams. Others have come to realize that though they didn't want to become a teacher, is now doing great with their professors title and enjoying it at the same time. And whilst others find their right tune, you still has no idea why you feel like you haven't done enough. That after pursuing the dream of having a degree on college you still find it lacking. You still find it hard to get up early and though you still find everything interesting, you have been feeling that everything is becoming a cycle. And often times, you find yourself staring on one corner, wondering would there be any special thing that might happen in your day. Or could there be more surprises?

Often times we might feel those uncertainties within ourselves and we might even feel pressured. And as I have read a lot of times, in a book or in some random quotes, that it has become a normal thing most people has been feeling. Emptiness, unclear vision of tomorrow. But this article is not intended for all these dramas. But instead a look back when you were a kid. Have you remembered being asked all the time who or what you want to become when you grow up? I have been asked a lot of times.

Whenever I saw a plane from above the sky. I would say I wanna be the driver of that plane! Whenever I saw a nurse, I would say, I want to be a nurse, because they look fresh and clean! When I saw a policeman on the road or heroes on tv's, I say I wanna be a policeman! I want to punish all those people who do bad things! Whenever I saw our sweet kind and gentle teachers, I want to be a teacher, to spread all the knowledge I could earn during my entire existence! Or have you wish to work abroad so you can give many chocolates on your neighbors and family? And have you wished to be one of the disney princess? Or a mermaid in the sea? I just wanna cherished all those childhood memories we have. Things that are easy to dream. Things that we are constantly answering whenever being asked. And I wish we can be as cheerful as a kid. As wild and as imaginative. Though everything in adulthood is complicated.

And I don't know why suddenly in a snap while I am heading away from work, I was walking, remembering the days passed when I and my cousins used to walked to go to school. Probably that trigger the idea that I was once a dreamer of fantasy. It was a question where I was asked where I would want to live when I grow up. And since we are near the mountains. I used to answer that I wanted to live at the top of the mountain!

The idea is to buy a land where I would build my house, in my imagination it is big like on movies! The problem case my cousins and I argue since we were a kid, is how I am able to buy food whenever I wanted too. Because it is a mountain I will need to go up and down and that was tiring! But since elevator then, was a famous invention same with escalator. I retorted that I would have the elevator installed below the foundation of my house I could make it an underground elevator. Since we are near the river, and that was the only access we have, my cousins asked where we will get the water? And there we made it feel like we need to be more realistic than that! I didn't know plumbing back then! Haha. But It was awesome to remember that we used to talked about those things when we were a kid.

Thus, once in a blue moods swing of uncertainties, we can think of our previous enthusiastic self, to look for maybe a talent y0ou have love before but has no time to do it again. And you can rebuild it again. Or you could get an idea what you really really wanted before- that has been compromise, maybe you are now ready to face and master them again. Its good to remember those bibo days. And you might feel awesome after, and from a famous line quote, credits to the idea of the owner, that you feel like nothing is changing yet when you look back from the past, there is a big difference! Life is but a mystery and you owe yourself to be more cheerful happy and content! Come on and wake up the hidden dreamer of your younger self!

If you would want to imagine the house I dream from the top mountains it looks like this,.. sorry for the dwg! Haha

Thanks for reading and I sure hope you got bored with my views and dramas!

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