I rarely let my genuine emotions out, but please bear with me as I unload the burdens of my weary heart. People often say that time heals, but I don't believe in that. Losing someone as dear as a mom will always leave us wound in our hearts that may never heal. Time may help us to accept and live with it but not over it. Just like how fine I am doing on my own, then I just randomly miss her so bad. I really don't know what I miss about her because she was gone for as long as I can remember, but I miss her. I keep on thinking if my life would still be like this if she was here. Maybe someone can finally understand me because people kept on saying mom knows best and I never got the chance to decipher and experience that quote.
BUT I am all good though! Just random outburst maybe because life's been so needy and heavy lately. I just want all of this to end so that I can disappear from everyone. No more expectation, pressure, and burdensome compliments. Everything that I've been doing lately felt like a chore. I just wanna rest.
To anyone reading this, hope you have a happy and meaningful life! XOXO
Everyone of us has its own problem to deal with, losing someone is inevitable. We have different time frame in this world and no one knows about our death. Its really sad to know that after we leave this world their are people who left devasted. But you need to reflect and ask yourself do you think that our love ones will be happy in the afterlife if we will waste our life here? Make them as your inspiration. 😊