You are standing on the wrong side of your perceptions, Meher. If you change how you view your world, your world will change. It cannot happen any other way. I will show you what I mean with your own words in your message. We must pay close attention to our internal conversations. Your words give us a glimpse into your deepest internal thoughts. This may help others too, so anyone reading this, pay very close attention. The words we choose, internally and externally shapes our reality.

1. Meher-"I wish I have good people surrounded by myself." Change-I am surrounded by good people.
2. Meher-"Those who have pure intentions towards me Rather than thinking about their own benefits." Change- The people I have around me have pure intentions and think about their well-being, which benefits me as well.
3. Meher-"This year taught me No one is loyal to you." Change- This year has taught me that people are loyal to me.
4. Meher-"They just want their benefits, and they cut out like they never existed." Change-I benefit from others' happiness, and thus they are in my life and on this journey with me for as long as it benefits us both.
5. Meher-"This is Totally alright." Note: these words are likely saying the opposite, which means you are Not "Totally alright" with how this makes you feel. Think about how you felt at the exact moment you wrote those words to clarify.
6. Meher-"Because it's better to knew People's Real Face in the start rather then regretting or feeling sad later." (I'm going to assume that everyone understand what you are saying here without me checking spelling and grammar.) Change- I am grateful that people are able to show me their true selves, and I never regret having them in my life. I am also happy and grateful to have such wonderful and amazing people around me.

The point I'm trying to make here is that if you change your inner conversation—how you speak to yourself in your mind and how you perceive others in your life—from negative to positive, from bad to good, your reality will reflect this. People will ultimately respond to how you view them and yourself. I know this was a lot, but I wanted to be clear, as I'm not sure if English is your first language. Also, I hope you didn’t mind me breaking down your message. I just found it interesting and thought I would offer alternate points of view.

Live An Amazing Life, and People Will Join You On Your Journey, Michaelson Williams, TSX

PS. I think I wrote a couple articles that talk about the power of our "inner-conversation", how it can be used for good or bad on the life journey. You may want to browse my article list.

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