Don't get me wrong with this, this means a lot.
Just wanted to share this real story of mine. Back then, I was involved in an abusive relationship. Never thought that it will came to that point.
I always knew that he would be the guy for me, i was so in love with him tho my friends hated him because he's not a good looking guy. I fell in love with him because he's a Christian, his mother is a pastor and their family is active on church. I even imagined getting married with him and having kids. My mother liked him but my father does not. But i still continued loving him against all odds.
Having a relationship with him, i never thought that everything i ever imagined with him turned out to be the worst. We're on a long distance relationship that time, the fact of i was so in love with him, I always make the effort to go to his place. He was living in an apartment that time and whenever he asked me to go there, I never said No.
The more our relationship is getting longer, the more I'm seing and realized that I'm with the wrong guy. I was blinded with the fact that he's a good guy because he's a Christian. (I'm not saying this against Christianity, because I'm a Christian too.) It's his way to hide the dark side of him, I really hated myself for trusting him and for giving him everything that i could.
The time when he called me a Bitch was the hardest. Thats when i realized that I regretted everything i've done for him. I was emotionally and physically abused by him. My friends and family doesn't know because I got scared of his threats. I just pretended that everything is okay. I was just so happy that we're on a LD relationship. The time that i'm sick of his game, i learned to say No because of what he has done. I learned to ignore him and learned how to value my self, that he's not worth it. I've started to have fun with my friends, they were my major support, but they still doesn't know the truth..
While i was having my time moving on, I met this guy. My partner till now, he was the one who helped me get through all the paim, accepted me for who i am and who fought for me. I thought it's impossible to find a guy who will love a mess like me. But God never fails, I'm thankful that He opened my eyes when i was in a wrong relationship. Now, I'm happy and contented, although far from being successful. I know in my heart that I deserve everything that i have now.
For those of you who are afraid to let go of your loved ones, either in a relationship or friendships, if you're not happy, learn to let go. I know its not easy, but it takes time.. Learn to value yourself and know that you deserve something great.
Having a relationship with him, i never thought that everything i ever imagined with him