Love is one of the most complicated thing to describe. It is a wonderful feeling to being in love with the person you treasure the most. Anything can be light when a person is in love. Love is a combination of different emotions, happiness, proudness , selfishness and even madness. But the hardest question about it is " How far and long can you fight?". " Are you willing to take the risk to confess or you will still choose to keep on you?" When it comes to love, everything also becomes complicated. It is only you who can decide about it.
She loves me ,She loves me not
Part 1
I'm Arky , a medical student and I'm in love with a girl that is also my best friend. Her name is Kiela, a beautiful , kind and smart law student. Since we we're 6 years old, we had been friends. She treats me as her older brother without knowing that I love her more than that. I love her but I am afraid to confess to her because I was afraid of being rejected or for worse, being abandoned. I don't want to lose her so I just keep my feelings .
She is a man hater. I am the only one who is exempted to it. She wants to be a lawyer because she wants to find the man who killed her mother. She also mad on her father because he abandoned them when she was young. Her heart was full of anger and madness. She thinks that everyone will attacked and keep a secret from her.
But it is a different thing to me. I am the one who she only trust. I'm happy for that but I also scared that she would know why secret about her past. I can't afford when she knows that and leaves me. I love her more than I love my family .
Even we are so busy, we make sure that we have time to hang out with each other. Most often, I visit her to their university to bring some foods. Sometimes, we go biking and hiking to release all the pain that we had. Until one day while we are walking , she suddenly told me
" Arky, if ever you find a girl that will you loved and make you happier , don't hesitate to tell me. I can distant myself to secure your privacy and happiness".
I was surprised on what she said so I replied " Hell no, even if I found a girl that is more prettier than you ,I will stay here besides you".
Then she replied " Thank you for everything. Thank you for being the best brother /bestfriend. But what if I found a man that I love, could you let me go?"
I don't know how to respond in what she said. I admit that it is painful that until now she see me as her older brother. But what if it really happens , what should I do?
I just smile at her and said " How could that happened you are a man hater, right? Don't think a thing that impossible to happened".
She sighed and then look at me " It's been 10 years, I think it's about time to let go my past. I don't want to live on madness anymore. Yes, I will still find the man who killed my mom but I also choose to move on". And then someone called her
" Kiela , let's go".
" Who's that? I asked.
" I will tell you next time. I need to go".
I was left stunned while watching them leaving with holding hands. Maybe it's the time that I've been afraid of. The time that she found a man that she loves. I don't really know what to do. I want to confess right now to her but can he forgive me when he finds out that the person he is looking for is me. The one who killed her mom.
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Part 2 soon....
P.s. it's my first time to write a fiction story here at read cash. I hope that you enjoy reading it.
What?! I didn't expect that in the end. That's an interesting twist there.