Because of Conscience, I got scammed by Her

Good evening dreamers!! How's your June so far? I hope that you able to get some rest after the long and hectic day you've encountered today. I really thought that it is only Tuesday but when I realize, it's already Thursday again. Since the pandemic, the calendar seems useless to me because I actually didn't look to it. I feel like everyday is a same day for me, an ordinary day and same routine that I used to do.

I can't think a good topic to discuss tonight. I feel like my mind is literally floating. Actually, it already supposed our vacation now but since we have a Thesis subject, here we are still working for it. Our defense is scheduled next week but I'm a bit nervous because of the possible questions that we might encountered. We already know the panelists and all I can do is sigh especially when I saw the name of the Chairman. He became our prof last year and he is a perfectionist. I'm still hoping that we can overcome it. Good thing that my groupmates cooperates with me and our friendship didn't ruin because of thesis paper hehe.

I forgot that my article is not about our thesis but about other matter. Yesterday, my Auntie chat me and she asked to borrow some money to me. Honestly, it's my first time seeing her being kind to me like this because most of the time, she chat and pushed me to do her son's assignment and project. If you could still recall, I already share here about her and her son. She used to call me selfish when I refuse to help and to do her son's assignment. Even I want to but sometimes I don't know his assignments because we have different course. He is an Engineering student while me is a Business student. So far right? And I will not forget when she said that I will not became successful because I didn't choose the course that they want for me. Really? Is she the one who hold my future? But of course, I didn't talk back to her because she is still my Auntie and I respect my Mom. So, I just keep quiet and absorb all of her painful words to me. I absorb it and used it as a motivation to do better. I don't have grudge to her but I admit that I'm bit disappointed because I never expect that my family will be the one who degrade me first.

My mind literally say that I should not lend her money because of all the pains that she gives to me until now. On the other hand,my heart says " You should let her borrow a money because she's your family. What if it is really emergency and you are the only one who could help her?". Should I tell it to my Mom first? But my conscience didn't hold it anymore. She chat to me again with a crying and pleasing emoji. She say that she will used it to buy her medicine. I'm too soft on this part so I immediately send Php. 3,000 to her especially when she said that she used it to buy medicine. Health is wealth so I let her borrow that money. My conscience always win on this kind of situation actually, even though that sometimes, I want to refuse because I don't want them to abuse me but still, I can't do it. One of our weakness is really our conscience.

But I was surprise when I saw a notification in FB saying that I was mentioned on her post. So I got curious then immediately look at the post. I don't know if I will laugh or I will get mad on her. She didn't used the money to buy medicine but rather, she used it to buy a new phone. On her post, she said " Thank you my dearest nephew (James) / nieces (Kyla & Mayiee) for sponsoring for my phone." My reaction is literally a mixed emotions. Did I ? Why would I? My Mom send me a laugh reaction when she saw the post because she knows that my Auntie used drama to me. But she didn't know that Auntie chat me last time, she only know it because of that post. They teasing me saying that I can easily swayed by a drama. I got totally scammed by my Auntie. I hope that she really enjoy that cellphone that I sponsored for her lol.

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Thank you dreamers for keep supporting me. To my sponsors, readers and commenters who always motivating me to continue my journey here, Thank you so much. I hope for a fruitful June for all of us. Have a good night sleep then.