It's been a busy day for me, and I think it's time for me to say good night for this end.. just few minutes to start another day.
Let me call it a day, I'm having test tomorrow and I will love to do some revision before tomorrow. I might not be able to attend to any post not untill I'm back from school tomorrow.
I'll try my best to visit other posts when I get home, it's biology test , it's always simple , does not need too much of stress...lol
See you all evening..love you all to the moon and back to read.cash❤️❤️
Devil went to the church.
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*I have a mission to accomplish I need more soul to be drawn closer to my kingdom He made a pitch, hahaha! The sound of evil has been roared, devilishly looking for where to go.*
*Devil went to the Church in stunning attire. Unbelievable, the devil went to the church with a mission What might be the mission? Uncertainty! Always arriving late to be noticed with the seductive dress lustfully they look and was carried away.*
*The Devil went to the church to cause havoc. Knock by the Devil and you begin to snooze, he has done it again!!!! The sermon was on and sleep turns out to be next. The monster is at work . Knocked by the devil and you begin to snooze. No longer listening to the sermon Heart and mind has been crossed And there you see the Devil rejoice.*
*The devil went to the church Moving around like roaring Lion And there you see the devil charge and ready Looking for who to devour You have to be vigilant Filled with the lord spirit and there you'll rebuke the devil.*
*The angry devil becomes sour when rebuked But will mumble this word... You've won the battle today, coming back again with tremendous force. Be tough enough not to be engulfed by the devil.*
**Hope you'll get the deep understanding of my poem. They lines are simple anyways.**
Still in the mood of Sunday, I wish you all happy Sunday and I'm sure you all had fun today.
Yeah today I've been so busy today, I hardly find time to attend to some articles here, but at least I did something, it's better than doing nothing.
Today is our cultural Sunday and it's fun, where everyone will have to to represent their culture both in the mode of dressing . Different kind of cultural dance was displayed too, and I rep Igbo culture . I love to dance and I did not hesitate to join them in the cultural Igbo dance.,these are my crew. Omu oma(good children).
This is the photograph we took after the dance, we took plenty of them, put I will be displaying only this... hehehehe, if you want more, see me in camera 🤣🤣🤣.
In the presence of God there's always joy, and I find joy in everything we did at the church today, in everything you do, always try to be useful for God. Make people feel the love of God in your life through what you do. Just like I'm using my skill in the house of God.
**Beware of distraction**
Just like the poem, you'll have to be very careful when you're in the house of God, do away with things that will serve as distraction for.
`The bible said , if it's your finger that will lead you to do what you're not expected to do, why not cut it off? Just trying to make you understand how you should distance yourself from things that that will be an hindrance for you in the journey of salvation.`
It's a pity that's majority of our youth nowadays are always pressing phone when the sermon is going on, and if you should look into what they are doing, there's nowhere but in social media. Devil is at work it now left for you to choose the right part .
**Don't quote me wrong :**
The use of social media is not bad , but it depends on how you make use of it.
Ask yourself, I'm I impacting the life of people negatively or positively though what I'm doing?
**Have a fruitful week ahead.**
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Weekend review #1
Hello everyone , I know you're all doing fine. You want to ask me too? Yeah , I'm fine too.. hehehehe😀
Today I planned to make a review on some posts, which will be ***Five(5)*** in number , I should have done it earlier but I've been so busy in the church today with different activities and now I'm exhausted. Errrrrr, that will not stop me from writing the post.
The review
This is a post from this amazing writter @Princessbusayo , Tittle, **what could I do if I were,,,**
She was speaking from imagination , what in understood about is post is that , she's a lady with big dream and her aim is to make the the world a better place of living.
`Imagine being a sunset that will brighten up Your day and gives hope, that will actually put a smile on your face.`
She wants to become a rich man so that she will be able to affect the life of people positively and some other things she mentioned , I don't want to unwrap everything here. Just click here it will take you there direct... hehehehe. https://read.cash/@Princessbusayo/what-would-i-do-if-i-were-55600695
This post too is worth reading, titled, **ask yourself before you give up , Am I doing enough?** Written by @George_Dee , he has a good writting skill.
Yeah , that's the question you must ask yourself before giving up. Did you give up on your dream because you're not getting a good result?
I was made to understand that success is not gotten on a platter if gold. It has to pass through furnace first.
If we want to achieve somethings, we must be ready to pay the price for us to get the price.
`He refer to some people on this platform, who have not tried their best and yet they are expecting a big result, your need to go through it for you to get the whole vibe.` Click *here* *you'll get to read the full details.* https://read.cash/@George_Dee/ask-yourself-before-you-give-up-am-i-doing-enough-011d7ee9
You need to see this interesting article from @Olasquare , titled**, how to live.** I always enjoy his dose.
*When you see the topic , you'll might be thinking maybe it how to live a bungalow, a duplex, or any house you might think of . But in this case it's a different thing.*
It all about how to live our life in other to be meaningful by leaving your comfort zone.
You can't be doing the same thing everyday and be expecting a different result, if you want a achieve somethings different, you'll have to do different thing in a different way , might be difficult but that's the key to success.
`And you should be mindful the way you spend, you` `don't have to spend more than you earn, you'll end up being a pauper just because you want to compete with other people who are in higher class than you. Seems I'm writing too much on this,` Click on this article *here* , and I believe you'll enjoy the dose . https://read.cash/@Olasquare/how-to-live-b21ef3f1
Don't miss it, this is an interesting article from @JLoberiza , titled , **How Do We Spread BCH Awareness and Promote Adoption,** Worth reading.
He talked about different way of in which he will use in promoting BCH so that people will adopt the use of BCH.
He talked about opening a store where he's going to reduce the price of his commodity for people paying in BCH , this will also prompt people to add more value to BCH, and it's also a way to publicize it.
**Hodling is also a way to add more value to BCH, I will stop here, click** **here** **, it will take you to the post, there's a lot contained in it.** https://read.cash/@JLoberiza/how-do-we-spread-bch-awareness-and-promote-adoption-1dbdd654
The last but not the least , this is topic you'll enjoy reading by @McYusuf , title , **Random questions on relationship.**
He talked about privacy in a relationship.He did support a man keep the password to his phone from his wife, when this is being done, trust has been lost in that kind of a relationship. Same thing applies to women too.
And if at the password is know, it better to stay off from the message and the chats on the fall because it will definitely bring about conflict between them.
He talked about some important things too, just click ***here*** to enjoy the article, you'll never regret you did. https://read.cash/@McYusuf/random-questions-on-relationship-f190ae3f
`That's all for today, I appreciate you for taking your time to read this.`
**I'm using this moment to appreciate my sponsors for being there for me always, I appreciate all my suscribers for all your support. Without you , my stay here might have no meaning.. thank you all , you're the best ❤️**
***The next review will be next week Saturday, stay tune***
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Hello my beautiful Stars , hope you're all doing fine?
It's just 5:48 A.m here , I've been awake since 4 just to meet up with something here and I think I've tried my little best... hehehehe
How is the weekend going on over there, I believe today is a party day for some people.
Me too I have a lot to do today, though I'm still in my bed, still struggling to stand up.. feeling lay this morning.
Today I have something to do, I will be going to church this morning or clean the church surroundings, I'm going to do some houses chores , of course I will be writing in read.cash too, I will be going collating like five articles to make review on today.. I've been longing to do that, and today happens to be the best.
Probably ,I will be doing this every weekend, which is Saturday, then gradually I will be taking it to the next level... hehehehe 😆
And today what I'm I going to do again??
Yeah I'm still going to church by 3pm today , we are having NFCS week in the church, and today activity is going to be fun..
I will still have time to be here though, hope you're all having a nice weekend over there.?
I've been dragged to the wall
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**The whole room was filled with commotion, Fredrick and Caroline were ranting at each other, "you said you love me, but you keep on hurting me, you keep on causing me pain, did I deserve this " Caroline said with tears rolling down her eyes.**
"Is that why you are yelling at me, is there a big deal in having a friend? Why can't you just come down, she's only my friend and nothing more than more, if I've hurt you in any way, I'm sorry, I still love you Caroline" Fredrick said to calm her down.
"Ho, keep your love to yourself! You called her just a friend and I saw both of kissing and romancing each other, I'm not a kid, this is not the first time I'm seeing you with this act, all you keep on saying is I'm sorry, but you'll never change, I think I'm tired of complaining always" she said angrily
`Frederick still apologizing, she walks into the bedroom and packed all her belongings, surprisingly to Fredrick, he exclaimed " Caroline what are you doing, just give me last chance, I promise it will not happen again"`
"Frederick, I love you with all I have, but seems you took my love for granted, I'm tired of listening to your apology, I'm tired of having sleepless nights just because of you, you're always sorry but will never change, I think I have to go, I have to go so that I will once again have rest of mind, you claim to love me, but you prefer other to me, let me go so that you'll have the woman of your choice" she left with tears in her eyes
Frederick could no longer utter a word, she watch Caroline moving out of his house and out of his life, not having any hope to see her again, then he said to himself... **" seems like a dream, but not, I've lost the woman I want to be with, because I never treated her like the queen she is , and now she's gone"**
*Poem*
*I give you all of me but I couldn't feel your affection. I make you my world, but you put me into woe. Trying to put a smile on , But I was neglected and dejected. I was pushed to the wall and I could see the handwriting bold.*
*I thought of you all day long, Nonetheless, you never did. You made me awake in the twilight while I outcry. I heard I was loved but couldn't feel the love . I hope for a change but change seems to be doubtful. Still leaning to the wall while waiting for a difference.*
*I've been dragged to the wall, I've been taken for granted and ignored. The of love in me has been forced to quench . I could feel the flame no more. My heart has been bruised and I feel the pain. Now I have let to go, I have taken off to look for a better pasture, Where I will love and be loved.*
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**This fictional story and poem is originally written by me.**
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Oh my goodness!!! This is so fascinating , just scrolling down through my notifications and saw that big surprise!!
Thanks @Olasquare for renewing your sponsorship, from the depth of my heart I appreciate you for this .
Be appreciative of everything
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***Appreciation is when is the act of acknowledging and showing value for a particular thing. Don't be an ungrateful person, because when you appreciate the little thing you see no matter how little it might be, more of it will surely come.***
*Why the complaint?*
*My mates are this.......*
*My mates are that......*
*Why not me?*
*What an ungrateful fellow you are.*
*Have you forgotten that some of your mates are dead?*
*Have you forgotten that some are lunatics?*
*Have you forgotten that some of your mates are in the hospital breathing with oxygen?*
But here you are, none of this happened to you, you're still complaining, why not be appreciative of everything.
**Did you know that.........**
Some people are still praying to be like you? They are praying for that kind of house you're living. They are praying for that kind of car you're driving. They are praying for that kind of clothes and shoes you're putting on. All they crave is to be like you and you're there complaining instead of showing gratitude for what you've got.
Appreciate God with a joyful heart. Appreciate him for the gift of sleeping and waking. Appreciate him for his sufficient grace. Appreciate him in difficulties and when things are going smoothly. Appreciate him in every single moment of your life.
Many seek to be alive today, but they couldn't. You're alive not because you're righteous than them, Not because you're faithful more than them, But you're living by God's grace.
**Just a little Story....**
There's was a girl who came from a very poor background, they hardly eat a square meal per day.
She has a friend who is from a wealthy family, she always put on the best cloth in town, always seeing her with the best ride but her case was different. Not easy to live in abject poverty.
Whenever she woke up in the morning, she's will always say negative things about herself ..**" why is did God brought me to a poor background, why not a rich family like my friend, she gets everything she wants, hardly can I have a square of a meal, this suffering is too much for me to bear, and now I'm awake to continue the suffering "** that's what she always says.
One day as she was coming back from the farm, she came across her friend who came from a healthy family, they both exchange greetings and in the process, the poor girl said " I will love to be like you "
The rich girl took a deep breath and was silent for a minute before she broke the silent saying...
`" Don't crave to be like me, you're good the way you are, you just saw me that I'm living fine, putting on nice clothes, driving a good car, but did you know what I'm passing through underneath, I'm a dialysis patient and I'm also suffering from cancer, my days are numbered, if it's possible for me to be poor and live a healthy life I will "` while saying this, her eyes was filled with tears and was about to drop like heavy rainfall.
The poor girl felt sorry for her and, then she realize the adventure of life, she saw a situation better than hers, Even though she's poor today, tomorrow might be better. Since then she learned how to appreciate God for everything she has especially for the gift of life.
**Note bien: this story is a fiction and originally written by me.**
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Wish this cup will pass over me
I've been so down since yesterday both in health and emotionally, think I will be here throughout out yesterday, buy I could not find the strength evening though I'm not doing anything.
Trying to find the strong lady in me, but the strength seems to wash away.
The smiling face could no longer been seen. Errrrr, I just want to be back to my normal self.
I will fine . A sister need your prayer
Waking up this morning still feeling so weak , maybe became I was drained yesterday.
But I could feel the energy restored back when see the sponsorship of @Amy05, I was so delighted , thanks for your massive support. I love you to the moon and back to Earth.... hehehehe 😆
Oh my goodness, I've been so occupied since yesterday , and anytime I tried to login, the network is always bad.
I'm free now but still battling with the bad network over here. But still manageable .
I'm sorry for not attending to any post today, will make sure I do that now.
Wish to attend to many articles hare tonight but my phone percent is denying me of that this night and there's light now.
But my Friend took my charger cord with my power bank , promise she will be back this night , till now she's home.
My phone is just 1% and I need to charge it, no cord to charge. I'm just angry this night. She cause it.
See you till tomorrow 😔☹️
Let me take you to church: profit in the world of God.
**Happy Sunday to you all, I'm sure you are all having a nice time.**
Yeah, today is Sunday 🤩🤩 and I'm going to take you to church, last week I talk about " salvation is for everyone, but not all will be saved, and today I'm going to talk about profit in the world if God.
I'm going to give some points in the ways we can profit from the word of God:
**1) All that God does is through his word:** In the beginning, God created everything by the words of his mouth, both the living and non-living things. And ps 33 vs 9 makes us to understand the power of the word of God, through a spoken word everything came into pass, if God can do everything through his word that means his word can be beneficial to our life and this word can transform our life for better if and only if we know how to make use of this word. If we don't know how to make use of the word, there's is a tendency that this word won't be profitable to us.
**2) there's is intrusive power in the word of God:** this Bible we carry about, there's power in this word of God and there's nothing you're looking for in the world of God that is not written there, there's no problem that you're passing through that is not written in the world of God, and there's no solution that you're looking for, that you will not get in the word of God, so just tell me, my dear brothers and sisters, what is that thing you're passing through that is different from what is written in the world of God, that you being persecuted, that you being hated for no reason? Or is those who take a vow and did not fulfill it? Is it those who face problems for twelve good years? Is it those that are generous and are being persecuted because of their good work, just tell me anything you facing that is not written in the word of God?
`Everything is completed in the word of God, it now depends on how you going to make use of this word of God. If you don't have the proper understanding of this word of God, you might not know how to make proper use of it. Isaiah 55:10-11, 2nd king 5:10-11 makes us to until that there power in the word of God`
**3) there are obstacles to the fruitfulness of the word of God:** As we all understand that there's is power in the word of God, there's is also an obstacle that can hinder the word of God be fruitful in our life. Mattew 13:4-7 makes us understand more about those obstacles when farmers went out of his generosity to plant, some fell along the path, some fell on the Rocky sand, some fell in thorns, and some fell on the good soil.
`The quality of our hearing will determine how the word of God will be in our heart, it will determine whether the word of God will be fruitful for you or vice versa if you don't have a good disposition toward the word of God, your growth mindset is hindered with little challenges.`
**4) Obedience makes the word of God fruitful and profitable in our life:** we should obey everything in the word of God, we should not select and that is what many of us do, we now turn the word of God into a supermarket where we select what you want, some will say their God is not the God of the old testament but the New Testament, but the prophecy, the blessing in the old testament they claim it, which shouldn't be. Obedience will make us follow the word of God to the letter if we want the word of God to be profitable to us, Matthew 13 vs 23 tell us that the only way that the word of God will be fruitful in our life is by obeying the word of God. We should not be the hearer alone but the doer, so if we want the word of God to be profitable to us we should obey the letter.
**I pray that God Should grant us the spirit to always obey his word, through Christ our Lord. Amen.**
`Thanks for taking your time to read this.`
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The stink of hatred
Ijeoma and Amarachi are bosom friend since they were kids till when they both grew up to become a beautiful lady that Every man will be longing to have them as a life partner.
They do things in common, they even went to the same secondary school and the same university. They were both studying medicine because this is what they had passion for since their tender age.
The intimacy they share is what other people would pray for in friendships, **but something happened between them, hatred was developed and the foundation of Friendship collapse.**
*One day, Emmy which was ijeoma's Boyfriend was talking with Amarachi inside the school campus after talking, they shook hands together and bid each goodbye, by this time, Ijeoma sighted them and she was wondering what Amarachi was doing with her boyfriend*
That day she did not talk to Amarachi, her attitude towards her changed, and Amarachi was wondering why she developed a Sudden hatred towards her. She confronted her so many times but she did not open up till she become tired of asking.
One day Ijeoma was in the room feeling so sick that he could not stand up on his feet to walk, talkless of talking, she stayed inside for a whole day without coming outside. When Amarachi noticed that she has not set see Ijeoma for a day, he decided to check on her inside her room, behold !! Ijeoma was laying like a lifeless body.
Quickly, Amarachi touched her body and felt her heartbeat, luckily she's still breathing, she carried her to the state hospital not very far from their house and she was attended to by the nurses and doctor with an immediate effect, if not they'll end up losing her life.
***Days later***
She has gained consciousness, when she opened her eyes, she saw Amarachi sitting down beside her. She managed to use the little strength in her to talk.
`"What I'm I doing here, who brought me here? Though I could remember the last time I was sick but not serious"`
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**Amarachi:** I noticed I did not see you for the whole day and I decided to check on you, but the condition I saw you was so critical that I have to rush you to hospital, your life is much important than the grudge we are having, I still love you no matter how you might hate me, even though I don't know where I get it wrong
**Ijeoma:** I trusted you and you're trying to take what belongs to me. she narrated the day she saw her with her boyfriend asking her the business she have with him.
**Amarachi:** Is that why you developed a hatred for me !!! That day, he was just asking me about you and I told him that you're such an amazing people and I told him everything good about you, you should have speak up, you should have asked me, then I will tell you what happened... instead of keeping it in your mind. Because of that, you could not even open up to me that your sick, thank God I saw you, if not, it could have been another story by now. **image the stink of hatred.**
By this time, Ijeoma was sobbing already, feeling so sorry for what she did, and she said " I'm sorry, I never thought you're speaking good about me, and I made a big mistake for not asking you, I kept it in my heart and it kept on eating me up, Amarachi please for the sake of our friendship, please forgive me, I'm very sorry.
They both hug each other and after that, they began to stay happy together just like before.
`I appreciate you for taking your time to read this, heart you all`
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I'm not there yet, but I'm getting there
**Hello everyone, I'm sure you're all enjoying your day, today being the first of October, so many goals I've been set and you're all working to make it a fruitful month, last month is a past, we have to focus on the present.**
Though this month started on a bad note for me! I've been feeling so down since morning due to what happened. But I believe God will take control of everything.
I was in my hostel this morning and I received a call from my mum, telling me how thieves broke into her shop and pack all the valuable things inside the shop, nothing was left there. I was shocked that I could not even move an inch.
After some moments, I have to travel down from my school to meet her, I got there on time and saw people gathering in her shop and was viewing the whole incidence.
This is where they broke to gain their entrance to her shop, they are not caught till the whole operation is carried out. After they took everything away the thieves look for a big stone to shuck the broken areas... imagine.
The case was reported to the police, but certainly, we know they are not going to do anything about it, even though they are going to collect money, that's Nigeria police for you. But just have to report in case of anything, I believe everything will be fine. God knows the best.
`We are celebrating independence but we are still living in bondage, there's no security, high rate of crime, corruption has become the other of the day, all suffering and smiling....but still hoping on God for the best. Thank God it was goods that were taken not life.`
All for that.
The New month deal
I'm just going to write a short note about this. I'v been on this platform for the last two months, but for the two months, I'm not active due to my tight schedule. But the story changed immediately I try my best to be here with little time I have. What I saw motivate me to keep on moving.
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**My goals for this month.**
****To publish articles on daily basis.****
Due to my school exam, I've not been able to publish more articles and this is part where I'm lacking, this will also improve my growth on this platform automatically.
****Sponsorship.****
I Will look for a new member to sponsor, by so doing it will also encourage them to do more, for the past weeks I've been here, I've not been able to move around as I want, but I'm gonna make this my priority to do.
****Engagement****
Engagement is one of the key to success in any platform, through commenting on people's posts, not just a comment, but a comment that will add value to people's posts. Some comments can be discouraging, it sucks when I see that.
I will increase the rate at which I engagement in people's posts, its always fun.
**That's all what I am trying to do this month, I believe it's possible, I have not achieved anything yet. I'm not there, but I'm getting there, just some steps to go. Even though I'm not there yet, I still find the enthusiasm to keep me going till I get there. I believe there's a lot to achieve on this platform.**
I cannot but appreciate all my sponsors, thanks for showers of love you poured on me. And I thank everyone for your supports. Heart you all❤️
**Happy New and stay blessed.**
`Thanks for reading.`
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I've been so busy today , oops! Was just so occupied, but when I logged into my account , I was wowed!!
Thanks @scottcbusiness for the sponsorship, you made my day, trust me 😉, you'll be proud of me 🤩🤩.
Yup! I keep pushing upward
Wow. I feel so delighted this morning , @McYusuf, thanks for renewing your sponsorship, I feel loved.
Thanks for The encouragement, and I will keep on trying my best. God bless
Thanks 🙏
Love Affairs: the Pierce heart 💘 2
The concluding part!
Click here for the first Part https://read.cash/@Maryjacy/love-affairs-the-pierce-heart-1-043587f4
When we get to my hostel, I gave him a sit to sit and I offer him water to drink. But deep within me, I knew he was feeling hot but he was just enduring it.
He spent some minutes with me before going, and then I see him off.
College life was not easy for me, I'm always broke and only what I can afford is the food I can eat. Though my mummy always sends some money to me, but not always enough, I just keep on managing what I have.
Life still goes on like that, ever since he knows my hostel, he never stop checking on me, and whenever he came, we always have one or two things to discuss, he was just too humble and caring guy, he's just doing different from other guys, he has helped me with financial issue times without number, he was just like God sent.
`My feelings for him have become stronger that I will always love to see him every day. But I don't know if he has the same feelings for me`
Days go on and months went by, I get used to everything in college. And Dan was always at my side in everything I do.
The day I celebrated my birthday, Dan gave me some presents and the things I like most in all what he presented to me was a STANDING FAN, it came as surprise to me, I never expect too much from him, " At least I will not feel hot again in my hostel, I've been longing to get it, but I don't have the money to buy it, I was just filled with joy that day.
**The most significant present might not come enclosed in a shiny paper or ribbon, they will always be the present that will arouse your fantasy, comfort your troubled mind, and lighten the heart.**
Dan came to my hostel one day, it was just a surprise visit, he never told me he will be coming, I welcome him and give him something to eat. After eating we started our conversation as usual but in the process, he changed the topic.
He said " Mary, I've been longing to say this but I don't know how you might take it, I don know if you feel the same as I do, right from the first day I set my eyes on you, my heart is always longing for you, please Mary, can you give me your heart too, I love you, I do really love you, I just need you to love me back"
I was unable to give him a reply because I was thinking of my studies so that I will not get distracted, then I broke the silence " Dan I love you too, even more than you think of"
Dan's face was filled with joy, he moved closer to me and he looks straight into my eyes, he moved his lips close to mine and held me in my wait and we both kissed each other, we were both lost in emotion, then suddenly I pulled my self out from him.
**" I could not believe I kissed him," I thought within me.**
I see him off that day and bid him goodbye.
When I get home I could not stop thinking about the kiss, I can say that was my first time kissing a guy, though I can say, I love it 😋
It's been three days now, Dan has not called me and I did not call him, and I decided to call him, but I was unable to reach him, and I was worried, I did not know where he stays, because he was the one always coming to my house, I just pray that nothing bad should happen to him.
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A week pass I did not see him, I decided to go to his department to ask for him, and someone who happens to be his friend told me that he has been in the hospital for the past 6days, I get to know from his friend that he has cancer of the lungs. I feel so weak when I heard this.
I did not waste time to ask for the location of the hospital when I get there, his parents were there with him, he looks so frustrated I pitied him, and he said in a weak voice
" Mary, has been waiting for you to come, but thank God you came today, Nothing will remain permanent in this life, Mary I'm sorry for not telling you all this while that I have cancer, but you know that I will forever love you”
`I weep profusely saying,” Dan please don't leave me, I just hope you will get well soon, I don't think I can cope without you at my side" while I was saying this, he was already gasping and I couldn't help him, I watch someone I love so much die in my arm 😭😭😭. I can't just stand on my feet anymore, I have to lean on something. Just in the middle of the sea.`
I managed to get home that day, I was unable to eat that day, neither do I sleep, I mourned him for days and each time I set my eyes on the standing fan he bought for, his memories keep on refreshing in my heart.
***Even though found someone else, Daniel's love will always be in my heart.***
`Thanks for reading`
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Yeah it's another beautiful Monday again .
Monday is always filled up with a lot of schedules , you'll see how the street will be busy with people going to their places of work and students going to their schools.
Oops! You don't have to dull yourself on Monday morning, hurry up! Do whatever you want to do, there's is a possibility for you to achieve that goal.
Good morning 🤩
Love Affairs: the Pierce heart 💘1
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How will the scar be healed, he shows me the love that I could ever think of, always there to stand beside me, and all my hope was to be with him forever.
But things never transpire as I thought, Ho Why!, he left me with a deep wound in my heart, seems my heart was pierced with a sword, ho!, Who can heal my wound, even if it is healed, the scar still remains, I wish I could see him again to show him back the affection he has for me.
It all started when I was in my early teen, I did not grow up from an influential background, my parents gave birth to three children and we are girls. When I was a kid my dad left this world and my mummy struggles to feed and cater for us, she tried her best as a mother to see her children be successful, though the responsibility was much on her. I will forever love and cherish her.
It was time for me to gain admission into higher institutions, she struggles to pay my school fees and she makes sure I get all the books I need to read in my college. The day I was going to resume to my new college, I was very happy and filled with enthusiasm, but I'm going to miss my mother and my 2 siblings.
She followed me to the park that day, and she stays with me till the bus move and we bid each other goodbye.
Oh! less I forget, she also gave me some pocket money before entering the bus.
Inside the bus I was sitting, there's was a guy sitting next to me, mere looking he looks so cute and handsome, but I never talk to him, all I was thinking deep within me is " how will life be in college, is it going to be fun or not" and many other thoughts about college keep on ringing in my head that I could not even know when this guy sitting beside was try to catch my attention not until he touched me, I was shocked with his touching because I've thought so far.
”ho! Sorry for disturbing you" said the Guy
I replied ” no problem, it's okay"
I wanted to say something but I feel he doesn't know how to start a conversation with me, and I did not talk either.
Then he gains the confidence to talk to me.
" Hey, how are you," he said.
I replied " I'm fine" but I never looked at him while I was replying to him, I'm one kind of a shy girl, but I just manage to answer him.
He asks me " are you going to University of Nigeria (UNN) too.
I answered " Yes"
"Ho that's great, actually, that's where I'm going too, don't mind if we can be friends," he asks
I have to tell him yes just for him to stop the conversation because I'm fed up already.
It took the bus some hours before we get to Enugu State, Nigeria. That was where my school was located.
The bus dropped us at the bus stop, we all came down from the bus to find our roots, I and the guy strolled together and I think I like my conversation with him, he's very jovial and friendly, and at the end, we get to exchange each other number, and we bid each other goodbye as we both find our ways to our destination.
When I get to my hostel, the place was very hot and unfortunately, the place was not well ventilated, just like I was in hell. I could not help the situation of things.
I and the guy always talk to each other on phone, it was through our conversation that I get to know his name is Daniel, but I always call him Dan, he was a law student, but we never see each other since that day, I'm always busy with school work, likewise him too.
I happened to be a microbiology student.
**I started to have feelings for him, but I never get carried away rather I faced my studies.**
One day, as I was going through the school campus, on my way to my hostel, we sighted each other and we are both happy to see ourselves again, we both give each other a warm hug.
" Oh Mary, I'm happy to see you today, you are looking so radiant and beautiful" where are you going to in this sunny noon" Dan asked
" I'm coming from a lecture and as you can see, I'm going to my hostel" pointing my finger to the direction of my house.
" Mary if you don't mind, can I follow you to your house hostel today," he said.
**I said "no problem" but deep within me I never want him to come.**
*Errrrrrrrrr, thanks for reading, hope it's not too emotional, if at all it is , I believe you enjoy it😉*
*Yipp, let me keep you hanging for the next few hours , the next part will be out..., Thinking...is it going to be the concluding part? Yeah, it's the concluding* part!!!
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Om my gwad,!!!!
I'm stuck-up indeed, like I've never been so busy like this before without coming here to do one or two things, but this stocked me in my neck....lol
I'm so sorry for staying here for too long, opps! For a whole to days, not fare.
But I'm here for good now, it's fun to be here , let's catch the fun together.
Errrrrrrrrr, I can see @alowalium hiding in the corner, come and make me to crack my rib, oh @George_Dee too is not left out, maybe still in the plane as our pilot...🤣🤣🤣
Woooooot woooooot, so many surprises I see when I logged in into my read.cash now, just like I should jump from down from the stair I'm staying...
No no no , they will think I'm under the influence of drugs .... kikikikiki 🤣🤣
I'm gonna talk about the one I think I the most important one, yeah I was sponsored by an amazing heart...
Thanks @George_Dee for your sponsorship, Namesty 🙏
I Did not do much today but I'm feel fatigue.
I only went to school to stamp some my receipt from the bursary department after correcting some mistake in it and went back home feeling so tired . Slept for some hours still the same.
Still managing myself to be here, in the process i had a migraine .
Errrrrrrrrr my head is spinning away, I have to take rest my head now.
Good night, may God keep us all till tomorrow...
Bye💙💙
Love Affairs - The hole in my life
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It's all started as a dream to me, everything seems new to me, it's the feeling of love and I felt like I was on cloud nine.
Morning always give me the mark of his presence, the flower appears to me as God's best imagination, but currently, flowers and morning look like a natural part and parcel of life with eyes filled with tears because I was longing to see him around but unfortunately, I couldn't find him, he is with somebody else and it just because of me, ho! I have lost him, I would have shown him love and respect just as he has for me.
Everything started back in the year 2017, when I went outing with my friends to the most romantic place in the world that I met him, that certain day, we laugh, talk and have some fun with each other, and after my return, we both exchange number with each other and we both get into chatting, gradually we both fell in love with each other.
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I was on top of the world when he proposed to me, we both have had a strong relationship for a year. on a certain day my brother took my phone and read the message sent to me by him, he did not think twice to tell my father about it, my mother worsen the situation by collecting my precious phone from me.
Since then I always collect my friend's phone to call him twice or thrice a week. I was not happy with this, my family seems to be the harshest people I've ever seen. In a short time I pass out from lower level to college, it was this time that I was able to get back my mobile phone, and this makes me to be very happy, and all I was thinking about is to start a new phase in my relationship, but currently, things were not falling into place as I think.
I was surrounded with fantasies of new friends in college and start to resist him, I always ignore his phone calls, and whenever we have the chance to talk, it will always start with a fight and ends with a fight, we did not break up officially, but it always seems to me that I did with him, and I feel like nothing will be done to build up our relationship again just as it is before.
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I began to feel the hole in my life after 5 months, it was due to his departure from my life. I tried all my best to make him understand that I was influenced by the fantasy of the world around me, I tried to show him how sorry I am, because I know I've wrong him,ho! Please come back to my life , without you I'm not complete, but he told me that he has moved on, I could not believe what I heard, but I just have to control myself, because of the trauma deep within me.
**Now he loves someone else, he's with someone else, I see everything as my fault.**
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Just a random question ??
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Kumusta 😍, it's your lovely friend again, and I'm sure you're doing fine.
I've not been active here for some days due to an exam and some tight schedule I'm battling with, still on the exam, but I think it will be too good to be here to read something... hehehehe, I don't want to write about this again because the post is from last week ,but because I told @George_Dee that I will be participating and Yes I made it 😆😃
Back to business
As I was going through the walls of read cash, I came across an article made by @George_Dee in which he answered some questions, but the question was Fostered by @bmjc98 and I think it will be good for me to join, there's always room for participation if you want to....
Without wasting time, I will be dishing out everything I have to say,...let me say something, please don't laugh out tears from your eyes, if you do, Don't hold me responsible... hehehehe 😆😃
**1. What's the weirdest dream you've ever had.**
Just like I told @George_Dee article, I'm not Joseph the dreamer, I do dream once in a blue moon, and when I dream it might be something I'm having in mind to achieve, if I was able to get that thing in my dream, certainly, I will also achieve it in real life....I know in your your you're saying "for real!", Yes it's real...lol
Imagine me dreaming in a broad daylight, I was desperately in need of money, I agree that Igbo girls love money😂, but in this case, is not that I love money, I needed the money to something very important, I was lost in my thoughts thinking about the way I'm going to get the money, I don't know when I slept off.
****My dream****
In my dream, I was playing a gamble where money was involved, it was a huge amount of money but I don't know the certain amount, since it was a dream... Guess what? I won the gamble.... Kikikikiki 🤣🤣
Still in the mood of jubilating, I just noticed that something is touching me, I can feel it, when I opened my eyes it was my friend and I was like " I'm I dreaming ?, Oh I need this money" I said in my thought.
To God be the glory, in the evening time I got a surprise from my elder brother... Yes, I got the money 💃
**2. If you could travel to any year in a time machine, what year would you choose and why?**
When I saw this, I was like, is it possible?? Though if it will be possible, I will be traveling back to those days when I was a kid, and the reason why I choose that was that:
- I always get what you want without much stress not like now that I will behave to do somethings myself.
- No stress life, all I do is to sleep and wake and eat, but now I will be the one to go through the stress of doing some house chores till my back aches...lol
Nevertheless, there are still some benefits you'll enjoy when you're an adult than when you're small. I will do what I want to do, things I know are good for me without anyone dictating to me.
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**3. If you could change one thing about yourself, what could it be?**
Truth be told, I'm a type that always preaches against procrastination, but several times, I always find myself in the shoe of procrastination.
I Will do this tomorrow, I will do that later, I will do it very, I keep on shifting it till I will have it undone...silly me🙄
I'm always trying to change anything about procrastination, I'm still working on myself and I can see that I'm improving.
**4. What's one of the most fun childhood memories you have!**
When I ever thought about my childhood memories, I cannot help but laugh out my ass. I'm just that funny child that is fun to be with and kind of stubborn, my cool face deceive people, yeah I have a cool face... hehehehe 😆😃
Which will one will I talk about now 🤔, yes I remember one.
My mum took me and my siblings to a birthday party and when it was time for a dancing competition, I did not hesitate to join..
In the process of dancing I realized that my partner too is very good I'm dancing, I thought of the step to use , then I changed my dancing step to afro dance......oh my gosh!! Everyone was starting clapping and I put more effort into it.....yaaaayyy, without no doubt, won, I received some gifts and a certain amount of money, but my mother collected all the money from me because I was just an Innocent chill, had it been is now, I will keep it my self.... hehehehe 😆
You know all those tricks they use to use on us then if they want to collect the money...., I have sense now...lol.
**5. If you could have dinner with a famous person (living or dead), who would you choose?**
So many people on my list, if have the opportunity, I will love to meet with Bob Marley, I always love his music, it might look odd to some people, but the majority of his song always blows my mind, if you haven't listened to his music before, just go and download one of his music and you'll see what I'm saying....
The question said a person, but I will love to add Tatiana Manaois, wish I can set my eyes on her, her song is always lovely.
**6. What's your favorite movies to watch over and over again??**
Movie!!! I'm not a movie type, I just watch it maybe whenever a friend is watching and I just decided to watch, even when I'm idle I prefer to listening to music instead of movies.
So I don't have a movie to watch over and over again, if I will be choosing one, that will be high school musician... hehehehe 😆
**7. What's your favorite season of the year?**
My favorite season of the year is the Easter period, it's one of the seasons that Catholics put in high esteem with different kinds of activities that will help you to meditate on your Christian Life.
It's a period that makes individuals to ponder more about the world of God, it has always been my favorite season in a year even more Christmas season.
**8. Who is your celebrity crush? I'm I not a celebrity too!! So I Will be choosing myself.**
Ouch!!!! I'm joking, I have a celebrity I'm crushing on, even though I will never set my eyes on him, I always the way he sings, and he's handsome too 🙈, he's no other person than Ed_Sheeran, still my best 😍
**9. What's your biggest fear?**
Hmm, some of the things I fear started happening to me, I'm always afraid to lose someone too close to me, in the process, I lose three. I don't think I can afford to lose more
Still, I have my greatest fear, I wonder how I will survive without her, she has been my backbone and the Piller that held me to stand without falling, she has been the telling me to keep on going that she's also at my back, I cannot afford to lose the precious gift granted unto me, always have the fear of losing my mother, she means the whole world to me.
**10. What's the wildest thing you've ever done.**
Going out of the hostel with a false letter and signature.
I went to boarding school, sometimes life over there can be so bad and, I and my friend have to go somewhere on Sunday evening, and without a letter from housemistress or proprietor, the security man will not allow us to go out knowing full well that the proprietor will not allow us.
We planned to write a letter ourselves, with a Forged signature ...we were able to go out successfully, but coming back we smelled danger from afar.
Getting to the hostel, the proprietor summoned us to his office, we are three, and we are asked about the false letter and the Forged signature, we could not even utter a word....the Next thing that happened is hmmmmm, let me drop my pen here 😂😂😂
I never tried such again after everything... hehehehe
`Thanks for not missing any full stop or comma.`
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Wawuuu, exam done and dusted!!!!
I've not been active here for some days now due to exam. so I just want to be focused.
I decided to quit anything online pending the time I will be done with my exams I think that is better.
And I'm happy to be here again, after the short brake. , Hope you're all fine??
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Oh! I feel the pain all over me!!
Since morning I've not been myself, i managed to go to school today and after coming back I feel so weak , having pains all over my joints , guess it's a symptom for malaria ... I don't pray for that.
I have to rest after going to the nearest pharmacy to get some drugs, and now I think I'm better than I was at noon.
I will be having my shower now , then I will try to do one or two things here before going to bed.......
Did you know that I miss you all for the hours I'm not here?? 💙💙
Pray to be stronger than this tomorrow 🙏
Will always show my gratitude for all you have done, @Olasquare I cannot but appreciate you for the love you always shower on me.
Thanks for your sponsorship, you held me with your support to keep on moving.
Much love 💙
Love Affairs - Planned a surprise for him
As I planned for before, I know everything is going to be excellent...
The decoration...
The flowers 🌸🌹🌺
The feelings.....
This eve is going to be wonderful adding with more glory of unlimited love...
He might be coming this evening at any moment from now, I've planned a surprise for him, I will be very delight to see him. This evening is going to be special, though we have shared many evenings together.
Hmmm......it's just like something I can never express.
Looking beautiful as I dressed perfectly in a black shining dress, with white stripes on it..... UWhat I'm feeling right now is like I'm having butterflies in my stomach, no words can affirm my love for him.
I just need him to come so that I can splash out my love for him, and I'm confident that he will be pleased to see me in this dim glow of a candle. My feelings are now becoming blaze that I can't even wait a minute to see him, but I have to wait.
I can do anything for the person I love the way he gives me pleasure, and I will always love to be called his woman . I thought about the day he came across me for the first time, nevertheless, many years have endorsed but I still feel the same for him, in certainty, the past years have added more stability to the bond we share together, I forget that it was getting late because I was lost in emotions, then I decided to call him, but I can't reach him, ho! What bullshitt!!!
Instantly my heart was full of anxiety, he has to come today, I was feeling discomfort inside me, I just want to know if he's fine or not, though have to wait for him so many times, that night seems like the longest night, I really don't know what happened to him.
Tears were in my eyes, and within a twinkle of an eye, I started sobbing with a loud voice. Then I got one kind of a great feeling that somebody is pushing me to and fro, and I know someone is poking me.
*Shout out to my sponsor, thanks for the love you showed to me*
Then I realized she was my roommate, that was moving me, because she got disturbed in her sleep because of how I cried loudly from sleep, then when I get back to my sense being to realize I was dreaming, `oh! my gosh, this time around I cried louder, it was just like a nightmare to me, because we just broke up last evening, the dream was is just like adding an insult to injury`.
That night my roomy calm me down and she makes me realize that the situation is under control, she switches off the lights and slept off, but I find it difficult for me to sleep that night...
He is no more in my life to relieve me, to love me, and to care for me, I'm all lonely left with myself.
`Thanks for not missing a comma.`
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Yes I saw the heart whelming notification again 💃💃...
This kind of thing will always always bring out grin on my face, hope you're feeling the grin on my face now 😀😀😀
YEAH @George_Dee has done it again,he has always been helpful to me and here again I could feel the love from afar..
Thank you for the sponsorship , mean a lot to me 🤗🤗
Ho! yes I'm in love with music🎶🎶
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In the time of distress, anxiety, and heartbreaking, what's the only that makes you feel relaxed? I guess is love!!!
Even when you don't realize that you will come out of it, but no matter how the danger and tough the dilemma is, love makes you face critical situations and to stand bravely. Love is like shed that shields you in the season of life and you have to keep apart what the world will say.
At times in a crowd, I feel like being with you each and every moment, when your rhythm beat in my heart I always feel the joy. It's quite phenomenal to listen to you in the darkness of nature at cloudy moments whenever it rains, no distinct emotion can replace this.
In frustration and in sleepless times of insecurity, those moments when I don't find anyone whom I will share with because there are some adventures when I feel I need someone so that I can just say. But whatever and however it is, I faced it, An appearance like a stone is dropped in a river with the birth of countless waves of questions when I feel hurt, and when it goes on like a rumble of thunder in my heart, I cry for no reason and I speak endlessly and I ask my self that, why I'm I here in this world it's very awesome and great whenever I listen to you, and I fell like listening to you again and again in countless times. I don't find it possible to sleep at night not until those songs reach up to my ears. And people will ask you did you love music?
Oh! Yes, ....... I'm in love with music 🎶 🎶 🎶
When I'm being engolved with pain and sorrow and I don't know whom to turn to, when my spirit is weaken and only live in the flesh. When each moments is surrounded with peril and anguish, I turn on the rhythm to make everything pass by.
Oh! yes the sound of music awaken my spirit 🎶🎶🎶
At days when I don't wish to have faith with anyone and when I feel that the world is making me fool, and I get to realize that my trust is broken and have adopted that that are not mine, for whom I acknowledge blindly and care for. I find comfort in my SOUL by worshiping those seven inscriptions, it's just a blessing from God and I can write proudly......
The soul of my life is music 🎶 🎶 🎶
Oh! Yes, I'm in love with the melody......I'm in love with music 🎶 🎶 🎶
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