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Thank you so much, @FarmGirl for renewing your sponsorship. 🥺☺️❤️ This means a lot to me. Thanks for the trust you've given since the day you started sponsoring me. More blessings!
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What's missing? There are really times when we just want to go back at life when everything seems to be okay, to be happy and perfectly fine. Those days when we don't think of what to eat every day because we got our moms who will prepare it for us when we wake up. Those days when we watched television until we fell asleep and the next thing we knew is that we are on our comforting beds because dad carry us while we are asleep. Isn't it nice go back to those days? Ugh, I…
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Strong, independent woman **"Strong, independent woman"** That's what I always say to my girl friends. Women as we are should have our own power in stock in case of emergency. Haha! And when I say **strong**, that means we are able to build the strength we need in times when we feel we are losing ourselves. Let's learn how to battle alone and most importantly, let's learn how to choose battles wisely. Not every battle is worth fighting for so don't waste your energy on it.…
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I cry silently It's not always everytime that we need to let others know we are hurt. I don't like that. I don't want others to always know how I feel especially when I am upset. Well, we have different ways of expressing and hiding our emotions. Each one of us has a unique defense mechanism. Mine would be silent. If I am happy, some will not notice but those who are close to my heart felt it. But, when I am sad, no one will notice because I try so hard to conceal it. I…
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Was there really a glow up? Was there really a glow up? What comes into your mind when we say "glow up"? Glow up or to glow up was once viral on Facebook and TikTok wherein anyone can show their old photos and the most recent ones. The old photos seem to be not appealing because we were just kids back then and we don't care about our physical appearance. All we care about is play and all the things we can do under the sun. We don't care if we've been exposed to the sun's…
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Omg! Someone so kind has decided to be one of my sponsors! 🤧😍🎉 Thank you so much po, @JustMyRambles01 ❤️
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The glow up I want Yesterday's article was very lovely. Hey, you might want to read it too! Check it out, 👉 Was there really a glow up? https://read.cash/@Marinov/was-there-really-a-glow-up-131802a4 I got positive feedbacks from that article which I never expected. Thank you dear friends for letting me know that I really had a glow up in my life. Thanks for motivating me to continue the glow even without a heartbreak. Yasss! I will! The glow up that I am talking yesterday…
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I eat my dinner alone and it's okay Because of my anxiety, being alone at most important time of the day is a struggle to me. I can handle myself alone in times I am working or doing something but there are just times when I need a company. Life is hard without anyone to call with but as I experience solitude most of the time, I got used to it. **This time, I eat my dinner alone and it's okay.** People where I live are like strangers to me. They're not my family because I am…
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Solved! Yesterday, I ate my dinner alone and I was fine with it. The responses I got from other writers also urged me to settle the "spaghetti conflict" with my bf. Lol. As a matter of fact, he gave me money so we can cook spaghetti at home. Sounds like great because I can eat more than the usual. I also went to our home today because I just can't handle the longing anymore. I miss my family so much. To ease my longing, I decided to go home without them telling. Sorry for…
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My say Yasss! It's raining after almost a month without rain. I don't know why but these days, the heat was just too much that I changed my shirt 5x a day. Glad that it rained today and the weather seemed gloomy. I can already feel the coldness I long for. How about you there, dear lovelies! How's the weather and how are you feeling about it? Last night, I was reading articles to clear my notifs. I came across @Janz article which is all about in a relationship-questions.…
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Fun in the rain How's the weather in your place today? How do you like it? I am so happy to share with you that it's still raining in here. I just love it since it didn't rain for almost 2 weeks. Now, I rejoice because I won't make myself tired of going around the house where I can feel some breath of fresh air. **I was also a rain lover since I was a kid. Whenever it's raining, we would go outside and soak ourselves with the refreshing rain and also jump in the puddles.**…
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Am I living the life I want? NO. I am not. What turned out was way different from what I planned. Far more different from what me and my grandparents planned. I graduated in college last 2019 and until now, I'm still not successful. You know graduating is not the finish line but the very first step towards the battle of real life. I took the Licensure Exam for Teachers and I passed. I thought that's my ticket towards the teaching world but then I was wrong again. My license…
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Thank you so much for your sponsorship, @meitanteikudo! 😍🎉 I was not feeling so well today but seeing your name here in my notifs lighten up my mood. More blessings for you!
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Types of Exes Exes are somewhat part of our lives. Our past relationships helped us to become matured in handling future relationships. Without those experiences, we will not be wise enough to choose a better man if ever we will have another relationship. I believe in every heart break, comes a lesson. I cried once and I will never cry again. Charot! There are exes that we forgot after the break-up just because we did not took the relationship with them seriously. Aminin!…
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Meet them Yesterday's article was a bang for me. I did not know I was able to describe my exes until I finish writing it. It's just so funny to reminisce the types of people we dealt with before. Regardless of the impact they left in us, those people really and truly helped us how to become better. Without them in our past, we can't be who we are today. We can't deny that our exes made us happy in some ways though it didn't work out good for us. I was happy I met my exes…
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I Should Have Listened To My Grandma Since I was born, it was my grandma who took care of me. Where's my mom? I don't want to talk about her again. She was the type of mom who just gave birth and leave afterwards. I'm so lucky that she did that because if not, I would live with her and I wouldn't have the life I have now. I am happy to be with my grandma and nothing can change that even if I will be given a chance to choose other options. See my grandma was the one who make…
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Thank you, I'm sorry I came into the point in my life where I couldn't move on with the things I did in the past. This isn't me. I am not like this before. My friends always say I am one of the toughest girl they know since they seldom see me cry and get affected with things. But things changed when someone came unexpectedly. I never thought that this someone can be my karma from all the things I did before to my past relationships. I guess this is God's way of teaching me…
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What if they don't like me? Being in a relationship entails a lot. You will get to know your partner and his ways to see if you really fit together. If you don't do that, you might regret one day and think you must have known him/her better before going things deep between the two of you. You might fall for your partners words without knowing their core. And the next thing you knew, you are drowning and finding it hard to save yourself. Well, if you're already confident with…
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Simple things, where have you gone? Lately, I've been missing myself. I miss the old me. If given a chance, I will choose to go back in time when I was happy, enthusiastic and free. In short, I miss the life I had a year ago. It's really true that time flies like a wink of an eye. It goes so fast without us noticing it. Have you every felt this way? Like you just miss who and what you are a year ago or in any time as long as it's in the past. What are those things you miss…
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I forgot how to be happy I don't know what happened to my hormones why I am feeling so down lately. I am not even sure if my hormones have something to do with my mood swings. I just felt like I am lost these days and every person I would rely on doesn't really care about me. I know you have this feeling too sometimes when you think you don't matter to anyone. What's even making it worse is when the people who you consider as your closest and would think of you as someone…
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I don't want to be a nagging wife I came up to this idea because I know someone, a wife, who constantly nags to her husband. Almost everyday. In my own view, I find it so chaotic when someone keeps on shouting, yelling and nagging me for something I must do. My family knows that. I believe everything can be resolved in peace like you talk calmly so you'll be understood. Isn't it so tiring when you are always being shouted at? Being yelled at? Because for me, they really are…
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The flowers are watered Yes! At last! Today, the flowers are watered. After a month of drought, the rain has finally visited. It was not as hard as I expected but at least, I felt the coldness just for a while and slept without the faucet-like-sweat. I wish for the rain to stay longer but he left already after two hours. I guess he's so selfish of his time. He doesn't want to spend more time with me. Oh well, fine then. I don't know but I found joy in rain. These days I was…
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Let's meet again for the first time *Let's go back in time when we both feel magic.* *Let's go back to those days when we feel the excitement everytime our hands met and every inch of us come close.* *Let's go back to the days when we wish to be nights so we can see each other until midnight.* *Let's go back to those nights when we both are drunk with the beers and sweet words.* *Let's see each other again like it was the first time. The first time when you fixed your gaze…
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I never knew that food will make it better Realizations from my quick drama yesterday. Despite the hurt and anger, everything will get back to normal with just one touch. And I admit, I was moved by that single touch. My mind has been telling my heart not to give in with the feeling. I am mad and I should remain as it is as long as I want and as long as I don't see any change in behavior. I wasn't expecting a sorry because I hate hearing apologies. I would rather appreciate…
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How do you wash your clothes? I want to write something light today. Yung parang wala lang, good vibes lang. I want to get rid of my emotional hormones as well because I'm tired of being too emotional and dramatic these past few days. To get rid of stress, I went straight to the laundry area and started doing the laundry right after I finish my breakfast. I also didn't mind the people around me here. I just did my own thing without worrying they might have something to say…
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The Child I Want *(Note: I am not questioning anyone's parenting style. I am just stating my parenting preferences.)* At the age of 23, I am now thinking if I really want to have a child or not. For sure, I do want to have my own family but not a child. Hmm, can we really call it a family if there's no kid around the house? I'm not sure about it though. What I am sure of is that raising a child is hard and I don't think I can manage having one. My mom has 5 children already…
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The Filipino Way Most of the Filipino families are very much particular when it comes to celebrating death anniversaries. Death anniversary celebration is like a family gathering/reunion to some Filipinos. The oldies will call the relatives who are away to pledge for something. The kids are also excited because they will see their cousins after a long time. This could also be the time when families or relatives from abroad or anywhere around will come home just to be in the…
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We had a visitor at 12 midnight Last night after I scrolled and read articles on read.cash, I decided to sleep early. I guess it was about 9 PM. For me, that's the earliest time that I set for my sleeping time. Mostly, I sleep between 12 AM to 1 AM. I don't know but overthinking makes me sleep so late at night. Oopss! Was it still night? Nah, it's morning already. I know it's unhealthy but what can I do? I can't avoid overthinking at night. But I do find ways in order to…
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I am not ready...yet If you were to be asked, are you ready for everything that might get to you? What if tomorrow, you'll be kicked out from work? What if the other day you are not as efficient as you are today? What if you will wake up one day and feel like you're unhappy and you can't redeem yourself from the devouring sadness? Are you prepared how to conquer them? *Are we really ready all the time? Because if I were to be asked, I am not ready....yet.* They said it's our…