I'm getting back to being me.
I am becoming myself again, I have been focused on my dreams for several days and that is what has encouraged me the most.
This is where I come with a little reflection, we all have difficult days, boring, pointless, discouraged.
And many times we do not have to sit and wait for them to pass, many times we are the ones who have the duty to make our situations improve.
But how to do it?
Simply looking for something that motivates us, being in constant activity towards a goal will surely make you feel better about yourself.
Feeling useful in the things we do raises our self-esteem, completing a task that we have to do gives us peace, all those kinds of things are what will get us out of the dark and empty hole where we are.
So, what are you waiting for to take charge of your happiness?
As my colleague @TheGuy says "If it doesn't work on one thing, try it on another".
That's what our lives are about, not waiting for the flame to come to us, but lighting it.
Innocence is something that is lost and cannot be recovered, that is why I say that regardless of the circumstances, the moment where we are happiest is when we are children.
I have shown my brother before, and it is not because he is my brother that I describe him in the following way, it is because several close people also say so:
"It's a Boy, Boy"
You say, what the hell does that mean?
Well, just as it sounds, he is a completely innocent child, we as his family have always tried to raise him that way, since many children his age (6 years old) are a little more mature than him, in the sense that they do not believe in magic, fantasy worlds, and that kind of thing and my brother yes, but it is because that is the most beautiful thing about being children, imagining a different world, which unfortunately as he grows up he will realize that many things are not they exist, it doesn't matter but long live its full stage.
A funny anecdote is that recently I made a somewhat evil joke that I saw on tiktok about making him disappear, and then I told everyone in my house to pretend they didn't see him and he cried very sad.
My dad didn't last many minutes and made him see what a joke was, the beautiful thing here is that he has his innocence intact.
Who remembers Lavagirl and Sharkboy?
Well I tell them they are there in that photo lol.
I found on Google photos this relic from when I was studying at university.
As I related in my Lavagirl and Sharkboy story, I was extremely happy in college, it was my favorite time that I would love to relive.
That day we were presenting a partial, of which the only one who approved it was me.
If you're wondering which one I am, well if I'm half from left to right, I'm the second person in the photo, the girl in the navy blue uniform, with a fuchsia sweater underneath because that day she was suckling lol.
The guy coming out first, left to right, next to me is Sharkboy, and the little girl on my other side is Nath, my friend by the way.
I loved writing that story, maybe by September I will release the story of my second love.
Being discourage is one of the hard thing to get through, but if you find your purpose, you feel motivated to move forward...