My Blessful Wednesday

November 17,2022

My morning starts with a bit of rainshower after Tuesday night's heavy downpour. It was not windy but its cold. For the past few days, I wasn't feeling okay physically and emotionally. Though putting a sad face and slowly moving won't help me anyway. Instead, I get off from bed as usual, have my morning routine going to work. Everything is normal as I move each day but deep inside me are prayers that somehow a miracle or a grasp of hope will come along the way and yes it come.

It has been gloomy for some days and overthinking makes me more exhausted. Yet I never give up, praying that somehow a tiny light will shine upon on us. Though God really hear us out. When I want to cry in silence, I pray secretly. When I want to run and shout out loud, I bow down and pray. Those days are just one of the many same days I have been in the past. However, as years passes by, some loads are more heavy and seems my strength is about to give up.

When I wanted to be alone, I cannot because I have nowhere to go. I have a job to attend to, a family to take care of and a world that needs me too. Though thinking of it all, there's more reason to live.

Thank you so much for the sponsorship, Bjorn. God blesses you more.

I am very thankful for the answered prayers. The blessings that Wednesday bring have help a lot. For others, it was just small but for us, it was very big then.

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Thanks for reading this far and taking some of your time. Also to Rusty, you always lift me up and give more reason to smile. Thanks to you.