November 5, 2021
We all know that sometimes beginnings are boring. The first day is filled with silence and overthinking about almost everything. This is the most anxious day because we don`t know what to expect, we are out of schedule because we don`t know what to do yet, we don`t know the timeline of the day because we don`t know what is about to happen in the next minute or hour. We spend our day observing and observing every detail we can observe until we don`t see something and it will make us more feel scared.
But as the days progress and we become comfortable, we become more relaxed or easy to do everything we can do, sometimes many people become expert to the things they that they can do it even with eye closed. But it is not always the case, many people struggle with the things that they do even they do it for a long time, even they study it, it is still hard for them to do. But I am sure that those peoples are good at other things. And there are other people that can easily learn some things.
I think this is the first day of my vacation, even though I have one more laboratory exercise to do and pass on Sunday afternoon. All of my exams are done, but I think I failed it all. It is okay because it is the first exam for some of the subjects and I have more chances to pass the subjects. And for now, the important part for me is that I learn something from the subject, even though I did not pass.
This morning I woke up very excited because I have nothing to do for school and all my time can be spent on the things that I want to do. Last night I give my office set up a makeover and I turn it to my vacation mode setup. When it is in office mode, I only have my 1 32 inches monitor for good multitasking and my intel 5 10 generation PC. When it is in vacation mode I will add another monitor and PlayStation 4, this setup is good for playing video games and watching movies.
My brother woke me up this morning begging me to bring him to my mother`s store, so I get out of bed prepare my self and let my dog walk for a while so he can pee and poop outside. After all the things that I need to do in the morning, I bring my brother to our mother for the rest of the day.
When we arrive at the store, I help my mother for a while and so she can rest while I am there. It is good to visit the store sometimes to remind myself that life is always hard and it has different faces, it is up to us what face we want to look.
Before the afternoon, I decided to come back home and clean a bit in the house, I cleaned the carpet and wipe out dust in different parts of the house. After I clean the house I decide to do the outside chores like feeding the ducks, chicken, and the native pigs that recently gave birth.
After that I give my dog a bath, since we arrive here, I give him a bath every 3 days because it is so hot here and we are outside in the garage all the time. And when we are in the apartment, it is always cold because we live near Tagaytay City and we are always inside the house so I give him a bath every 1 week. He is still adjusting to the sudden change in temperature.
I spend the rest of the day sitting in front of my computer trying to find things that I love to do, I tried playing video games and watching movies. But every time I am done with one thing I feel bored and I found myself trying to find other things I can do. I hope this feeling lasts for a few days of my vacation, I feel that there are many things I need to do and I am wasting my time playing and watching. But in reality, I have nothing to do, I finish all the things that I need to finish and this is the time for me to rest, but my mind keeps thinking about the things about school.
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