September 23, 2021
Tomorrow is one of the most mysterious, fun, scary, and every emotion you can think of in one word. Some of us are afraid of getting afraid as we grow old and weary, some are excited and thrilled about what tomorrow might bring. And there are some people that are so fed up with all the nonsense happening around us, and the result is they believe that there s nothing in tomorrow. I think this kind of emotion is normal, it is really scary to think about what will happen next, but at the same time, it is fun and thrilling.
But in reality, many of us are sick for tomorrow, we are as I said, so fed up with all the nonsense. With this happening, we tend to like what we have now, what we have in the present. We humans, when we feel secured and cared for we tend to stay in that position or place. Tomorrow is equal to change, and when we fully embrace it, it will never end until the day we die. And we don`t want or are not ready for change, we try to do anything we can do to stay in our comfort, to make our life more and more easy and calm. And it is okay, as I said in my previous article titled " My Own definition of change ", their many kinds of people, those people that embrace the change, people that are chasing the change, and people that don`t want change, and those people that want to change but slowly or not this time.
Every people have their own definition of change, and it will be good or bad depending on what kind of eye is looking. Sometimes it is good for me but bad for you and vice versa. When we talk about change or tomorrow there will always be two sides and what if. The deeper we think about the more it will be hard as the side will branch into more sides until you will be lost and there is no way back, the only thing you can do is to stay in that position, gather every thought and with that place, you must start again or stay there because you become afraid to fail again.
As I said, there`s no way back, why? Because in the process of you wanting change, there are many parts of your life that are damaged or affected. With that damage you created no matter how big or small it is, you can`t just come back and act like nothing happens right? You have to do something about it and when you succeed to find a solution, it will never be the same, it is not late but it will never be the same.
And to the main part of my thought, What will we do when we can sell our tomorrow in order to taste yesterday. To see again those green fields that you run while you are young, to re-live that very special moment of yours, to see again those people that die, to say sorry for those people that you hurt and fixing those regrets. Turning back time will be one of the most amazing things and chaotic at the same time.
What will you do when you can re-live your past in exchange for your tomorrow? Will you accept it? Can you handle all the emotion you will feel when you are there, in the very moment that changes your life in the past? Can you hold your tears if you see your live ones walking and talking to you again? Or you can stand the pain to see them die again? Do you have the strength to survive those many years again? What is your answer?
People will have different answers and perspectives about this topic, and we know that it will never happen, there is no such thing as back to the past right? but what if there is a way? Would you accept it? For me, it is a mixture of yes and no, or excitement and fear. There are many things in my life I don`t want to see again, but there are also moment in my memory that I want to relieve again and savor it for a longer time.
But as we know life moves forwards like the river going to the ocean, we all have one way to use it, yes it can bifurcate but it is just forward. we can move backward a little bit to see how we improve for the past year or to see where is the part that we did wrong, but we can`t live in that past and deny the tomorrow that will surely come
My previous article: https://read.cash/@MWSA/my-own-definition-of-change-0ab1a878
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