There are a lot of things to see and learn in this world, sometimes as I think and look deeper into my life, I can feel that life is too short and it is ticking so fast for me. Time runs like a train and I am left behind. Sometimes I can feel that it moves too slow for me, I think I did all the things I want and love to do, I think it is the time for me to go.
But my little human brain change so fast every time, I can think of two different things at once or I can think something and like it, but when a small moment pass, I will think other things, and my focus and my wants will change in an instant.
There are times that I want to end everything now but sometimes I want it to last forever. There are times that life is dark and it will take a while before I can see the light again, and there is a part of life that is always light and happy. But when everything is in constant peace and balance, I feel disturbed or uncomfortable because I know that there is a storm brewing in a far, it will come eventually and I will be caught off guard.
There are a lot of feeling to feel, our life is not enough to feel it all. There are different stages of everything, it is not just happy but there are stages that you are so happy you could die later.
It is too sad to see those happy and good people die at an early age. And to see those people that live even don't deserve to live like those criminals and crooked politicians, it is kind of hard to believe that everything is happening for a reason and he has a plan for us.
Our life is too short to be satisfied with our love, once we start to feel it we will look for it every day. We will feel like there is something missing when we are not with our loved ones. There is a part of you that is seeking someone or something every time. It is tiring to always look and chase for the people that we love, but there is always a better one that will make you feel like you are at the top of the world.
In our death bed, we like to be surrounded by our loved ones when we die, we like to see their faces for the last time before everything goes black and silent.
There is a place in our brain that is seeking constant care, I think that makes us human even more. Sometimes it makes us weak and soft but there are times that it can make us strong, it can awaken the sleeping part of our mind to act in the given situation.
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