Approx 2pm found red capped shrooms near water by trees 3 stump like formations one large visible one caught my eye
About 3 feet across were 3 more caps were light orange not stump like had flat wide roof or cap larger then first formations found
Both groups had specks of light yellow white tinge dots
I picked the stump ones because they instinctively looked healthier by color
I washed them in the water the specks easily came off I cleaned a mucus like layer off the inside of the caps
I put them on an oyster shell I found on the road prior
I played music and said a prayer
I drank some water
I was in trance state and saw an entity move swiftly across the water it was machine like mostly white some blue parts
I knew it had no lower extremity
It had a helmet or mask
It gave me the impression it was showing off
It wanted to be known
About 30 mins later extreme waves of nausea
Agitation with synthetic made geometric design
Agitation with human reasoning
Lots of belching vomiting
Urinated at least 5 times
Overall sense of feeling of shedding something
Desire to stretch lower back left of neck muscle
Went to a mud packed area which appeared to be created by higher water levels
Felt this area was good to rest
Lots of vomiting
Arrived home
A child boy on a bicycle said hi to me
Children are nice and good
Animals are good
Animals are okay to eat if treated properly
They are sacrificial and not to be disrespected
Animal pain resonates in the universe
So do children
These types of pains are felt by all species in universe
Humans must protect children and animals
I came home my mother was not concerned about me she was angry that I was wet
Rain is natural and from God
Humans should not be angry about being rained on
Humans should not worry about being dirty
Dirt is natural and made by God
There is a difference between dirty and desecration
Humans do not know the difference
I took extremely hot shower and bath and laid in the water
The sore area in my back made a pop sound
It feels healing
The water became too hot and I turned it to cold water
I dried and got out
I drank cold water from the sink it tasted good
The hot water bath was very good feeling
I feel good and want to make humans happy
My mother is happy about money and things
It is strange
Sensitive to direct bright light
I turned off my light in the bedroom and put on a lamp
I chose comfortable clothes to wear
Colors and designs on clothes is not important
I feel very calm and euphoric
But I must log everything for science
I am not hungry but I know I will eat later
I am not mad at parents or anybody
I feeling sympathy for humans they are in some kind of disillusionment
My mom brought tea
It is nice but she is overbearing it is not normal behavior
I am not a child
I feel so good
I can close eyes and meditate
Breathing feels good
I am blessed and lucky to still be alive
I will try to help Adam
He cannot fix but I can fix
Love is the solution to humans
I want apartment and vehicle to be close to child
My parents need time to heal without me
They are stressed around me
My daughter needs me
I do not care what kinds of clothes I have
Important thing is be with her
I cannot work for 3 years because I don’t want to implement into designs
Not now
Must spread trust and love
Humans do not value loving species
Humans are attracted to viles
After you catch human attention with viles
They will notice you
After they pay attention to you
You can convince them about God and love
But first somehow you must make them notice you
They don’t care about anything except knowledge
They are judging and assume morality
The quantum mind does not assume
It simply exists
Humans like to plot and plan
They are professional time wasters
Humans have a hard time grasping concept of fate
Robert Anton Wilson and I try our best to help them understand
But they think too much
It is not slack
Slack is intelligence
End of log
It is really hard to live in a society we have now. Tthey don't accept your viees and opinion. They laugh at you and look down on you.