A Letter for Lua

Dear Lua,

How are you?

Are you feeling okay now? Do you feel well from all the resting you've done? Can you pat your head for a job well done for holding out so long.

But where are you going now? Why do you sit in a bus looking outside the window savoring the sceneries pass by your eyesight? Do you still feel stuffy inside or are you not feeling well again?

I hope this vacation will give you the complete rest that you badly needed. I hope you'll think clearly again from all the chaos your mind has gotten you into. Please get out in your head. Please don't overthink too much. Do feel sorry for yourself for being hard on it. You have suffered so much and a little pain again maybe won't budge you but if it adds up, the heaviness will add also. I hope you'll find the courage to forget everything.

I hope you'll find the forgiveness you wanted. Please forgive yourself from all the failures you've done. Hope you'll find the strength to forgive your sick father. I know he's done so much damage in you but past is past, please do not look back and ignite the pain. You'll only gonna hurt yourself, you'll only gonna cry again. Please find time to talk to him, heart to heart and pour out your hate and frustrations. Maybe if you'll do that, all the heaviness you feel will be gone. Maybe if you'll do that, you will finally be able to forgive him.

I hope you'll not give up your life for someone you adore. You will be forever yourself and nothing beats that. But if you'll meet someone you say you'll truly love for a lifetime, please make sure to reserve a piece of you always. Never make that person the reason for your insanity. Make sure to breathe in your relationship.

Breathe Lua. Everything will be okay. Don't worry for the growing pain in your body. You will be healed and be well in Jesus's name. Breathe and live in the moment.

Post Note

Hey there lovies,

I hope your well and safe. Gonna take some breather for a couple of days. Happy love month again.

See you in my next article. 👋

Cheering you always,

LuaDesamor 😉

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February 15,2022 / 09:55 PH time