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I'm afraid of...

Good day *Bonnie* people! How's your Monday? Hope it was productive. Mine was a *wee* but busy due to my online class but I managed to have a rest after it and now here I am publishing one article, I got this idea from ate @Eylz2021 and ate @Bloghound . I thought today mr. Sun will going to shine but I'm wrong, we have a *dreich* weather again, the rain is pouring now again. If you noticed in my greetings I used some scottish words that I learned from kuya @TengoLoTodoon his article, check it out its fun to know more scottish words, kuya Ed called it "*scottishism*". Im *chuffed* to myself I able to remember them hehez. (Hope I spelled it correctly). Thanks po! https://read.cash/@TengoLoTodo/let-me-entertain-you-with-a-wee-bit-of-scots-65ef9bb4 ***Bonnie means - beautiful or pretty** ***Wee means - little or small** ***Dreich - cold wet weather/gloomy** ***Chuffed - happy or proud** Enough with intro, lets dive in to the things that I'm afraid of.. The lady who's typing here is afraid of: **Blood** - I already mentioned it many times here in my previous works if you happen to read them. I don't know why but I really scared of blood, seeing it in a wound makes me feel dizzy. Even if I'm not the one who have wound as long as i saw it, I feel like I'm the one who's hurting. **Crawling creatures** - snake, spider, worms, leeches, centipede and etc. Yes, I'm afraid of these creatures, seeing one of these in personal makes me shivers and shout to the fullest with matching run and jump. I can't imagine them touching my skin 😬. **Rejection** - I was once afraid of being rejected by others, be it a work or in a school. Whenever I think that I might end up rejected, I didn't pursue what I want. In school whenever we have a groupings I always have a second thought in sharing my ideas cause I might end up rejected and in applying for work, I'm also afraid of applying back then thinking I'm not qualified, I was once rejected to the first job that I applied but I learned my lesson and apply again although I passed I did not pursue it due to personal reasons of mine. Well, rejection is indeed part of our life we should learn how to deal with it and make it as motivation. **Big Dolls** - I know I'm a girl and doll is a girly things but I'm really scared to it. Those big dolls that close their eyes whenever you lie them down and opened their eyes when you stand it up. Men, they're creepy shems! When I was a kid I don't own a doll. **To Fail -** As a student, one thing that I always tell to myself is to do my best in order for me not to have failing grades. Yes I know, they say that high grades doesn't really matter in outside world when we graduate and finds a job but I still aiming for high grades because of my parents. I want them to be happy. **Siren "wang-wang"** - the sound coming from a fire truck, I'm really afraid of it, you know why? Okay, here's a short story of mine. Our family once a victim of fire last 2021 of July, happened at exactly 1 am while we were sleeping and last at around 2 oclock. The nervous, fear and mixed emotions that I've felt back then is still fresh in my mind. Thinking that the fire started at the back of our house so it so near to us, mom woke us up and I remember I stand up immediately and get my bags that I used in school and we ran away from our house while my father sitting inside our house thinking what else should he brought outside withlut knowing that the fire is in our wall already, my mom grab him out. We only have pillows, my bag, electricfan, few clothes and our tv. The rest is burned by the fire already. I won't forget that day because few day later my birthday is approaching so I end up celebrating my birthday in an evacuation area. There's a hearsay that our place is known as "sunog sunugan festival" cause every year there's a fire happened in different block/barangay. People here are used to hear siren amd whenever I heard one, I always have a goosebumps and makes me panic. Even if I'm sleeping then the fire truck or even the siren of the ambulance passed by to the highway which near to our house, I woke up immediately. ***Those are the things that Im afraid of. Actually theres more but I only choose the top 6. You can share yours too.*** **Thank you for reading guys! Keepsafe always.** **Lead image source** https://unsplash.com/photos/wCKzi8nDkw8 -Loveleng18

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