Drafts

I've been wanting to write articles lately but I don't have the chance to do so. I will start writing with one paragraph or even one sentence then stop writing afterwards. It's not a writer's block or any sort of that. I don't know what to call it but I have lots of ideas but I can't seem to continue.

A lot of things has happened but I can't write about it. I don't know why I've been felling this way since last two weeks ago. I know that my articles aren't much since mostly it's base on my experiences, feelings and emotions but I wrote because I want to breathe. I want to somehow ease the thoughts that kept running through my mind but this time I can't do it anymore.

I'm constantly exhausted and the day passes by quickly. I don't know why I feel this way. I would like to know the reason and yet here I am, writing something nonsense again. I actually have a lot of drafts which I can no longer finish writing. I also feel disheartened because my ipon challenge money was used already. My heart was breaking and I r really wanted to finish the challenge but how can I do it if this is what happened.

I also have a really sarcastic workmate who cannot answer a question without sarcasm. I'm fed up and aside from that, I've been wanting to look for a part time job to save up enough money for my pursuit of masters degree. I've been a nuisance lately but I'm just glad that I can have my rest days this weekend.

Love_16

March 31, 2022

Thursday