I swear I do love rain, but...
***A pluviophile are people who loves when the rain falls down from the sky. They're the one who find peace and calm when the noise or a rain drop made when hitting the roof or floor. They become happy when it starts falling down***
Ohhh, hello there my dear readers I hope you have a beautiful morning, it's 6:30 0'cklock right now here in the Philippines and I should've written this article earlier at 4:20 am but I take a sleep because when I woke up there's a heavy rain and it's cold. My mind can't keep up, even though I'm trying to write an article but my mind telling me to take a nap so here I am now going to write an article about this rain.
Well I should've write this article before in the month of July because there's a continuous rain for almost 3 weeks I think. But then many thoughts and topics coming up in my mind that I have written. Before starting the main article I just want to introduce to all of you our new read.cash User @tommyshelby . It's his 2nd day in this platforms let's make him feel how great it is to be in this platform. Thank youu🐌🐌
So going back to the topic. I know many of us in here loves rain and know about this topic but I still wanna write why people who loves rain are much more happier than everyone.
Rain lovers live for the moment
These people never limit themselves at any moment, and they tend to live their lives with full levels of happiness. Rain has a direct connection to their happiness, and just a little breeze reduces all the stress and tension inside them.
Have you remembered the time on your childhood, when your mother let you go out and play in the rain? You run outside and go to your friends waiting for you. You'll jump around the rain, forget everything and anything it's just you, your friends and the rain. No stress and tension at all.
Pluviophile senses are deep
Usually rain fans have deeper feelings because they adore and connect to the beauty of Mother Nature. To someone who is in a relationship with nature, the senses inside the rain lover’s body work better, and they have vivid details about everything. As they listen to the pitter-patter sounds of the rain, the senses inside rain lovers awaken and refresh their whole body.
Those who loves natures, and connect with them have deeper thoughts. They have a variety of imagination in their mind. You notice someone who faced in the window and look at nowhere, you'll gonna tease him for that. But he's just thinking too deep that he didn't even notice what's happening in his environment.
They have more confident in themselves.
It's almost the same as the first one, but people who loves rain has more confident than others who dont, they don't care what they look like, when they're under the rain
Let’s face it, if you’re an adult running around like a four-year-old in the rain, you probably don’t care a whole lot about what others think. People who love the rain are actually proud of it. They are the cool ones, and everyone who is inside being miserable is missing out. Even if a pluviophile’s hair gets wet and their makeup runs, they don’t care. They still look good.
It's just three examples over a bunch number and example why people who loves rain tends to be more happier. Yes, I even a fan of a rain.its great and peaceful, the cold breeze will gonna hug you to the bone. I do love rain.
***"I do love*** ***rain,But***?"
I think it's five years ago or maybe 8 I don't remember the exact year. Before, we kept on chanting "lalakas pa yan! Konting tiis babagsak na yan" in english "It will gonna rain hard hold a little bit It will gonna fall down" we a do that when it starts to drizzle, we want the rain to start falling hard so that we can go outside and enjoy the rain. We enjoy the rain, every bit of it . And the moment with our friends will be cherished. I love rain but then. That time, 5 years ago I came from school going home I was walking on the street. The rain hit very hard, and because it's rainy season I always bring my umbrella and wear a jacket. I don't want to freeze to death. While enjoyingly walking, I saw this 7 years old kid. He looks like he is homeless. His shirt is dirty rip off. He's under the tree looking for shelter from the rain. His hugging his self. I was stunned for a bit while looking at him. I was frozen in a seconds. I don't want to be freeze from cold but something heavier makes me frozen. I feel pity on him, I wanted to help him but I don't know how, I don't have extra money, not food, my mother will surely gonna kill me if I gave my jacket. I just passed down on him. I can't forget that face and that moment. I should've done something.
Starting that day,when every rain drop, I wanted to be happy but I can't be at Peace, I remember that boy, and I kept on overthinking, he's not alone that there's a lot of homeless people who can't cover themselves from this rain and cold weather. I feel I'm selfish when I ask to rain to drop for my own happiness.
Closing thought
I just wanna thanks all of you for reaching this part I hope you enjoy everything I written. Rain is a nature made, there's nothing we can do when it starts falling down. But, let's not wish for a stronger rain to come, I'm not begging it for my sake but for those homeless people living in a harsh world.
Would you bet on this dangerous game?
*Some of you might be curious what's this dangerous game I'm talking about. Some of you might have already have an idea of what it is, do you?. Well,have you ever bet on something? Or is there a game you didn't bet at all and let this fate do the rest.*
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Nevertheless...
Going back to the topic, it's Sunday night when I got this idea of mine. That night I am with mahhh badiii(you know who's I'm talking to right? . If not you can read some of my previous article she's in there) . I'm with mahhh badiii and because it's Sunday night we're watching this korean drama on netflix titled "Nevertheless" if you haven't have any idea what it is, this is the sypnopsis of nevertheless just to give you some; Park Jae-Eon (Song Kang) is a university student, majoring in art. He seems nice to everyone and he is usually cheerful. Yet, he is really indifferent to others and he doesn't want to have a romantic relationship. Unexpectedly, he falls for Yoo Na-Bi (Han So-Hee) and begins to change. Yoo Na-Bi is an art student at the same university as Park Jae-Eon. In her past, she broke up with her first love due to his unfaithful ways. After that, decided to become unswayed by love. She then meets Park Jae-Eon and develops feelings for him.
It is mahhh badiii who introduced this series to me and I kinda like it especially the story, it all talks about love, different kind of love and a bunch of dilemma when being falling in love. I also love this series because it just doesn't focus on the main characters but rather on the whole cast that makes everything interesting. Ps. I'm not promoting this one, no one pay me to promote it's just worth a time watching.
So yeahhhhh once again this lazy snail of you has a lot of introduction, I'm sorry but I enjoy doing it. The idea that entered my mind doesn't come from the two main actor Yu Na bi and Park Jae Eon. But rather on this two of the supporting actor: Yoon Sol and Seo Jiwan. Another background story; Yoon Sol and Seo Jiwan are both college student taking also art literature, they both known each other since childhood and they become with each other side to side as best friend or sisters. Seo Jiwan doest have any interest on art but just take it to follow Yoon Sol. They're the one who makes things interesting. Being with each other for almost a decade supporting each other,knowing her identity and everything makes them fall in love with each other.
I know from the first episode that they have feelings more than best friends with each other but jusr denying it from their selves also, Seo Jiwan is a cheerful girl, but doesn't sure on her feelings so she then gave Yoon Sol a number of blind date. This is the best fighting mechanism she thinks of. That if Yoon Sol fall in love in her blind date. Her feelings to Yoon Sol might be slowly fade away. But Yoon Sol sure on one thing it is that she's I love with Seo Jiwan. But she doesn't want to confess it because she thinks Seo Jiwan doest have the same feelings on her and betting on it is the most dangerous game she could do. She will lose her best friend and everything. So she just get play low and just cherish the moment with Seo Jiwan.
Until on the 7th episode when they go to a beach house, Seo Jiwan is too drunk to control herself, she's wasted that time so Yoon Sol to the rescue carry Seo Jiwan to the room to take care of her. She did, and on that while she's about to put down Seo Jiwan on the bed, Seo Jiwan drag Yoon Sol that make her sit too. Seo Jiwan is too drunk that make her tell something that is a big secret
Jiwan: Sol! my friend sol!
Sol: hey,let go of me
Jiwan: Sol!! My old friend Sol!
Sol: heyy, let me go
(Jiwan loose her grip on her, she's just laying down on the floor while staring straight at Sol, Sol sees Jiwan looking at her and ended of meeting their eyes, she then look away)
Sol: what's with you? Stop drinking from now on.
Jiwan: Sol... Can you hold my hand again?
(Sol didn't follow her so this drunk Jiwan sit up facing Sol)
Jiwan: I like you the most. I like you more than mom and dad. You're my favorite person in the world. What about you? Who's your favorite person?
Sol: (she evading the question) stop the nonsense. go to sleep.
Jiwan: do you have feelings for that guy?Je-hyeok ? Or Yu se-Hun? I don't want you to(crying) because.... I just don't like it. (Hugging Sol)Don't hang out with anyone okay?. Just like me okay? Just me,please. Please Sol, only like me. (She then fall in sleep)
Sol: Seo Jiwan, stop making me het my hopes up.
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At episode 8, After that night the whole group teasing how wasted Jiwan is and asking her if she remember what happened to her. Jiwan says she doesn't remember anything. Starting that moment, Sol didn't talk ang avoiding any communication with Jiwan. Jiwan doesn't know what to do because the truth is she know what really happened that night. Few days have passed, no communication, mo reply, Seo Jiwan decided to confront Yoon Sol. Waiting at night the under light post at street, she knew Yoon Sol will walking to that place. And she's right.
(Sol going to walk pass right her but Jiwan called her)
Jiwan: Yun Sol
(Sol stopped and looked at her)
Sol:I have to meet someone. Let's talk later.
Jiwan: who are you talking at this hour? It wont take long, I'll be quick. Well...I've been thinking about why you're acting like this to me this day. I think you've changed since we came back from the workshop so I guess it's because of what I've did that night.whay I meant to say is that I remember everything that happened.
(Sol got shocked but didn't show it)
Sol: so, is that it?
Jiwan: what?. No, that's not it.
Sol:what it is then?
Jiwan:well... I don't know,I thought you would say something too.
Sol: do you want to apologize for what happened that night?
(Jiwan face a dm. Away to cry)
Jiwan: what?. Well, I... I guess you think I should apologize for what I did, then.
(Sol look disappointed)
Sol: if what you did just a mistake, then you should fix it.
(Jiwan face a cm. to cry)
Jiwan: what? What do you mean?
Sol: because, if you did that with no meaning ,then you're hurting me. Because... I like you.
Jiwan: of course, I like you too.
Sol: not as friends.
(Jiwan stuttered)
Jiwan: Yu. Yun Sol , what going on?
Sol: I'm not saying I will do anything. And I know very well that you don't like me. I thought I would be able t act like nothing happened. But it's difficult. (Jiwan froze I'm the moment) I guess I'm the one who need to apologize, I'm sorry... For liking you.
(Jiwan a face mm. away to cry)
Sol: I'm going to be late, I should get going.
(Jiwan freeze for a second, and catch Sol then hug her from the back)
Jiwan: it's not meaningless, so I won't apologize.
(Sol trying to look back but Jiwan hold her tightly)
Jiwan: but I'm not sure how I feel.
(Then she ran away from opposite direction. Sol the one who left froze in under the light post.
Author's message
Owwww hello there readers you've reach this part and obtain a new skills called 'im reading great" kidding hahahahahaha.
Well as you read that's the most dangerous game we're all avoiding, no one can escape this game. Being fall in love with your best friend or maybe just having a feelings on him/her makes our head crazy. Should we get or not? Take all or nothing at all. Because we know that if we bet on that something will going to change for better or becoming worst. We don't know what will gonna happen. Unless we bet on this dangerous game of falling in love with your best friend
Ps. I have feelings with my best friend for 5 years and know she's mahhh badiii now. (I says this to put smile and hope on you face hhshshshs) goodluck on your bet!!! Remember timing is everything.
I just wanted to write a short post because @JRamona20 noticed my work and also to give thanks to her for sponsoring me. Thank you @JRamona20!! I'll try to do my best to write as great as possible
What kind of country is Philippines
Philippines also known the "Pearl of the orient seas"
Some facts about Filipinos
1.Where people living in here are resilience and can find the happiness even if they're in the worst situation. Philippines is prone to natural disasters such as storm and flood almost every year 20+ typhoon entering the Philippines. Despite that reason, Filipino can exude positivity. They're so optimistic that you can still saw people laughing under the rain rather than being under despite on what happen.
2.Where people who lives here are so hospitable that will only gonna use those display plate and cups if there's a visitor who entered their houses. Filipino are warmly accepting to their guest and will welcome you with an open arm it is almost seems hardwired into their systems. Because as much as Filipinos love their culture and country, they will gladly share it with any visitor who extends that same love.
3 Filipinos are so emphatic and Helpful. Have you ever heard the word "bayanihan"?. Bayanihan is a very important concept that Filipino have. They will gonna help you without asking a question. Some example of Bayanihan is that a whole community will gonna be one together just to help you like carrying your whole house nipa hut from one location to another. Also this Filipinos can sense if you have problem and when they sense that they will gonna ask you if something was wrong just to know that you are not alone. If you didn't answer they will just gonna accompany you until then.
Philippines history
If we're going to talk about the whole history of the Philippines we need a whole day discussing just a half of its history or maybe a quarter of it only. Because Philippines has a number of significant event that can't be just ignore. So yeah let's summarize it or just talk about some of it.
1 On march 1521 Philippines was Discovered by the Portuguese explorer Ferdinand Magellan and named the country after King Philip ll the country was known as las Felipinas. By the 1830's Spanish culture and thought had penetrated into Filipino culture to the extent that the Filipino people began thinking about liberation from Spain. The government of Spain developed Filipino agriculture to the point that it was self-sufficient.
2 Before the Spaniards discovered and colonized the Philippines. Around 30000 years from now, there are Asian mainland who traveled to Philippines during the ice age. And then after that, some people like mongolians and from mainland China travel to Philippines to trade and live in here. Our first religion is Muslim.
3 Going back, the Western Country, the United States of America, on 1898 the Americans engaged a War with the spain. The battle last for almost a year until they have a treaty of Paris. The Philippines become free from Spain. But the government become under the country of United States of America. The Filipinos think history repeats itself and so they fight for their freedoms.
4 on 1935 the Philippines obtain it's independence day and build the commonwealth of the Philippines, however, just 6 year later. On 1941 the Japanese soldier invaded the Philippines. This world war 2 lasted for 4 years until the Philippines regain once again it's freedom from the hand of the other countries.
Some facts about Philippines
1The Philippines is made up of 7,641 islands, making it one of the largest archipelagos in the world. But more than 5,000 of the islands remain unnamed on most international maps
2 the Philippines has earned its nickname as the "text capital of the world." Because of a large number of text messages sent throughout the country
3The Philippines is the only Asian nation that is predominantly Christian. While many of its Southeast Asian neighbors practice Buddhism, 86 percent of the Filipino population is Roman Catholic.
4 Philippines has the 3 of the top 10 world largest mall. This are: SM City North Edsa, SM Mega Mall, and SM Sea Side Cebu city.
5 Jollibee the Mc Donald of Philippines. Jollibee stand it's place for not letting the Mc Donald rule over the world. It is now popular not only in asia but also in some country around the world
6Jeepneys are the most popular way of getting around in the Philippines. You can't miss them – they are super colorful and kitsch! They're also super crowded, which is how they got their name – one of the apparent origins of the word jeepney is from the words jeep and knee because passengers sit so closely together
7the Philippines gave us the first LGBTQ political party in the world! Back in 2003, the Ang Ladlad (meaning “out of the closet” in Filipino) was created by writer, Danton Remoto. In doing so, Danton created the only LGBTQ political party that we know of in the world
8The Filipino flag is the only one in the world, which can determine whether the country is at peace or at war, depending on how it is flown. When the country is at peace the flag flown with the blue color on top and red means we are at war.
9 Philippines has 175 different spoken dialect. And in that 175 dialect 171 of them is still alive and used.
10Philippine is indeed a country close to paradise. A place blessed with natural wonders, diverse cultures, traditions and historical treasures. This place is a haven not only for locals but for foreigners who loved the different rhythm of travel activities from extreme adventure to tranquil yet sophisticated and relaxing environment and surroundings.
Closing thought
For all my readers, I'm so sorry I'm not feeling well right now but my goal is one article per day on this whole month so I tried to made an easy topic. And yes Im trying t change my writing style from narrative to descriptive writing because why not, right? I wanna explore this field too and become better on it. Some of the article above are my from my thoughts understanding and stock knowledge and some are from the site I have read and use as basis. Because I need to, were talking about facts and to have a reference is a must.
I also get this content from someone in here and think of giving it a try because it's a celebration for buwan ng wika
Sources
https://nomadicboys.com/interesting-facts-about-the-philippines/
https://www.csub.edu/pacificrim/countryprospectus/history.htm
Hardwork will pay off
A week ago, as you remember or if you already read it, I written a story about my life as a senior highschool student, wherein I didn't get along with my classmates in the beginning. That story only talks about my life as a 1st year being a senior highschool student it's just a first half of the story I have.
Right now what I wanted to write is my life as a grade 12 senior high student. That will show how this hardwork of us will going to ripen and pay off. Fastened your seatbelt because without further ado I'm gonna start my story.
My life as a senior highschool student (chapter 2)
The strand I taken for my SHS is Electrical Installation and Maintenance (EIM). This are a strand that mainly focus on skills more than brain. As a a student who came from higher section in junior highschool it's kinda hard for me to cope up. Because, before, we mainly focus on brain and knowledge. But that didn't stop me from being the top student in class.
Yesss, I'm a full time student and so I have a all of the time to focus it on studying and enhancing my skills. I easily catch up and even surpass my classmates. My skills in my major subjects got boost up extravagantly up to the point I didn't need a help of my professor to perform a task or activity.
What we mostly do?
Electrical Installation and Maintenance talks about residential, commercial and industrial wiring. We're studying the National Electrical Code (NEC). The proper wiring, different style of wiring, calculating the value elements in each circuit. Making an electrical Plan and many more.
Here is what we have in our home, we're practicing with our partners almost everyday just to memorized how the circuit will flow and what's kind of method we will going to use for the electricity to travel properly.
As you can see one of my classmates discussing what they come up in a week of their study. About the given topic. What they learn or needed to be share with others. We're doing it once a week one representative per group.
In this classroom we are performing every knowledge we learn. I remember many lightbulb got exploded in this room because of faulty wiring connection. Though we get used to a bulb that will explode we don't want it to happen again
So yeah that's what we do and many more things in the Field of Electrical Installation and Maintenance. I can proudly say that because of my eagerness to learn and hardworks I become the best in our classroom in terms of skills and knowledge about Electrical Installation and Maintenance.
Hardworks will pay off
It's a month before the end of semester we are all excited for semester break so that we can have a long rest after that. We enjoy what we are doing but we want a break for time being also. That time I really want for a month to go so fast. My major professor then talked to me. He said I'm one of the candidate to join in a technolympics in the Vicinity of Taguig City. I then get excited and accepted the offer until I found I needed to put an extra time for advanced practicing for that whole month after the regular session I have a 2-3 hours time to study the lesson for the second semester it's really advance lesson but Im still taking it. I'm not alone in that lesson there are 2 more students from different class/section. We're also doing actual activity, bending, installing, connecting, solving, analyzing, and any other "ING" word you can put in it. We're continuously doing it for a month. My professor told us that the competition. Of technolympics is 2 months ahead so we all need to study hard. After a month the semestral break has come. My professor then dialed me and told in three candidate in our school I become the chosen representative to compete for the tournament.
The 2 other candidates excluded from the training it's just me and 3 other teacher 1 on 3. That whole 2 weeks semestral break is hell for me. Going to school at 7:30 am to train and study and go home at 5:00 pm. I really want to stop that time but I still continue because I already started it.
The competition started there are 10 representative from different schools. All of them are skilled and knowledgeable. But I didn't got scared even a little bit. I know I work hard too just like they do. I haven't take any pictures of it because I'm too focus on everything.
The competition began. Two representative per room, and the room was divided into two. We prepare all materials. Listen to the instructor, read and analyze the plan given by the engineer and do our best to put every training we had in that day. Our field completion last for 3 hours I finished mine in 1 hour and 45 minutes. I don't know who won or what happen.
In the ceremony, they told who won or something. They started giving award from other field and competition. And so I time has come I was shocked that I get the 2nd place over 10 representative from different schools. I was happy my program looks very happy, and so I am. I saw my school mates from different fields with a smile on their face.
I knew that day. "All your hardworks will pay off" just trust the process.
Snow and Sophie ;upside down
*Before starting my story can you differentiate which is which? Who's girl and and who's boy?, Who's badass and who's calm? Who's clingy and who's not?*
Almost two weeks ago I wrote a story about my dream and what I day dreamt of. In that article I even mention our family per named snow. But, I think I didn't introduced her very well. So here I am going to talk all about my pets.
This story is response to the given prompt number 10 by @JonicaBradley that talks about pets. I found this prompt 10 from @ThisisGrace21 . Thank you to both of you, I found an interesting and exciting topic to be made.
Upside down
For my whole life we have a total of three pets, I didn't include our fishes in the Aquarium they're too many of the. Yeah 3 pets, 1 Dog and 2 cats and I'll all gonna talk about my 2 cats. And how they're differs from each other.
`Sophie's Gender`
Whatchu think of? A girl or a boy?... Sophie is a white male cat, yes he is. He has pure white skin a full yellow eyes and pure blue in the other eye they said he is unique and beautiful and they're right for that one It was my father who brought Sophie in our home and become part of our family. Sofie came from a stray cat family who depends on what someone gonna gave them. When my father brought him, he's still less than a month so we can't identify his gender. And we named him Sofie and we all life realizing he is a male cat.
`Snow's Gender`
Yupppp, you're right... Snow is a white female cat, Snow came from the same family where Sophie came from. They're appearance is almost the same from one another. She's white pure white it's just that her both eyes is pure color blue she's gorgeous. Snow is younger than sofie by 1 ½year. We'rei remembered still teasing each other and making fun when naming snow, I want her to name "burdagol" just kidding. We know how name is important to a cat, but we still can't recognized her gender, she's a week years old when father brought her to us. So we named her snow to be safe. I want "burdagollll" but "snow" is good name short for "snowie"
Sophie's behavior
As I said sofie is a male cat, but he is calm shy and clingy. As I remembered the moment he came to our house, he was scared for a moment. We want to make him feel at home but my father told us not to. What snow did is that, he went to the corner side of our house where there is a stock of stuffed toys and that's where he hide. He then loved that place and sleep on it for almost 4 months I think. Sophie doesn't want an open area, maybe he doesn't feel secure or safe. He's going under the bed, chair, or table every time. He is scared to go outside, even putting his one foot outside the door is a thing he can't do, he's scared to other cat too. A literally scardy Cat. All the toys we buy for him is useless because he doesn't play it, he's not playful he just want peace. Be like sofie calm and Peace. What I loved i loved about sofie is that when he get used to our house. Every time you seat in a couch or lay down in bed, he will come to you and sit on you lap. He loves to be pet, rubbing his neck and head is what he love, most of the time he sleep on top of you and "you will do nothing because you can't do nothing" it's rude to wake him up.
`Snow's behavior`
And this bad ass girl is a real bad ass. Unlike Sophie who's scared, the moment father brought her home she ran continously and went outside our house and ran away we then ran to her and catch her . How brave this little girl is. That's one main reason why we bought a leash, she always wants to go outside and be like other stray cat. Snow unlike sofie is very playful, you can see in her tail and her fur how exciting she is when playing with us. When playing she's very deceitful, she will pretend she doesn't care on what you bait to her or she will do something like licking her fur and then when you didn't pay attention she will jump to you in no time. That's how tricky she is. Snow loves to play and doesn't like to be pet, she always thought you're playing with her that's why she will bite your arm or claw it down. All the toys we brought for her was tear into peace immediately. That's how barbarous she is. (I should name her burdagol it suit her. kidding again). This Female Cat of us doesn't gonna put your sleep at peace. He's the night of chaos. When you're sleeping and she's not leash or in cage, she will gonna make an errand and run and jump into your face or wherever she lands as long as it's on your body. How sweet of her I loved her.
`Their foods.`
Next thing after naming our cat, we are identifying what foods they like. Snow loves to eat cat food and type of cat foods was being eaten until the last piece. What her favourite cat food is a dried bird. It's a baby bird I think it's species is a duck and then it was dried and was packed in a plastic. When snow is hungry she kept on meowing until we noticed her and there's a unopened packed of dried bird near to his side saying like "feed me peasant my loyal servant". Ahh yeah she also loves to drink cat milk every night and at morning.
While Sophie is very choosy on food to take for a male cat. He doesn't like cat food at all no matter what kind of cat food it is. Dried, cat food in a can, or even a normal cat foods he doesn't care on it. What he loves is a fish and meat. To be specific he loves mackerels fish "galunggong in tagalog" he likes to eat it when fried but he loves it more when it was cooked boiled-pickeled "paksiw" in tagalog (how saucy their name is I'm english hahahaha). Snow doesn't like to drink milk but water only.
Something I didn't want to talk about
This is something I didn't want to mention that it might ruin your reading but I think I should. Our male cat named Sophie is dead... Yes he is it's hard because he's our first cat we cried in tears for him. But we just wake up and found out he's dead. We're finding the cause of her death. We thought it was because of the fish he's eating the bone might be the reason but we make sure to remove it first before cooking it. Until we found out that our neighbor's cat is also dead. The reason is eating a rat. Our another neighbor just carelessly put a foods hatt will poison the tag when eaten and our sofie might eaten that infected rat. Run free our sofie we will never forget you.
Closing thoughts
Our parents doesn't teach us to see our pet as our pet but to look them as part of our family, we make them feel they're the youngest siblings we need to take care of and that they're our responsibilities. We teach our cat some manners to like excreting in a litter box and finish their foods.
I wanna give thanks to all this people above for appreciating my work, more blessing to come in all of you God bless
When father brought those cats to us they said we save that cat but little thing they did know, those cats snow and sofie save us from loneliness and depression they gave a smile on our face every time they're around.
When everything's got gone(what will you do?)
Hello everyone, today is the 6'th days of August 2021. It's Friday and you know what Friday means weekend is cominggg, so don't let this Friday sickness beat you. Start working your things right now. The earlier you start the faster you can finish it. Fighting!!!
I kept on waking up at 3:00 o'clock to 4:00 o'clock everyday, I hate it just like earlier. I wake up at 3:30 at dawn. I shouldn't wake up at that time. That's what my parents told me. Our sleeping time and waking up time is still limited because of what happen to my friends. Who got leukemia from not sleeping at all. I hate this body clock of mineeee.
What I wanted to tell to all of you for now is "**what will you do when everything is gone?**"
So yeah, this one is again a real story of mine, it happen on April last 2 years ago.
We live here in the main city, the city of taguig. Despite that one, we're placed I'm the slum area of Taguig City. Every house is connected to each other wall by wall, some of them has light material as their main materials in building a house. While we have a concrete walls all over our house.
We live here for 18 years, we put all our efforts, building, investing, and putting all we have in this just to make things well. This is where I learned, I laugh, and cry. In this place is where I met my all my friends, and even my girlfriend. It is actually everything for us all.
As I remember, it was 2 am at dawn. We're sleeping peacefully and having a good night. Our family dog named 'Jaguar" climb up to the 2nd floor where we all sleep. He didn't climbing up because he got scared when he fall down on the stairs. He kept on bugging our sleep and so I wake up. I found out he poop near my bedroom, which is he didn't do for the rest of his life he has litter box, and because of that we all got jolted awake. I clean his poop and put it in the trash. I thought jaguar just want to play with me at dawn so I hug him while sleeping.
I got back to my sleep until my sister shouted "fire!!! Someone house is on fire!" Because we all just awake for a minute earlier. we all half asleep that time. We wake up fast and saw a house few meters from us is on fire. We tried to extinguish is but we know there's no time, the fire is big. It spreads from house. It's fast every 3 seconds it got larger 3 times it sizes.
So we run back to our home, tried to bring out all things and put them to safety place, our father and me go back and forth from our house to our safety place just to bring out all things especially the necessary one. My adrenaline makes me stronger and faster a things that I needed help to lift up is I carry it all by myself alone while running. And my father's adrenaline got pump up. While my mother is keeping safe my 3 siblings and our family dog. We know we can't get out everything, and we know we can't comeback again. The fire is eating our house that time. I almost have skin burned when the woods with fire fall near to me. There's nothing more we can do.
After that, I just sit in a sofa I last carry, they're all looking at their houses. while me, I'm just observing them all, looking at their faces. All of them is sad, many are crying, some got shocked. All of their things got burned to ashes. They all never imagined something like that will happen in a link of an eye. They're all in sorrow. That's the saddest scene I've ever seen even in a movie.
Even me is sad, but I know that there are things that can't be changed when already happen.still luckily no one got hurt, after a time the fireman came, it tooks 3-4 hours to burn out the fire. We're just sitting there. The smoke and the hot air came from ashes is what greet our morning. After the fire got burn, the behavior of the Filipinos prevail, the resilience of their heart. Some people are talking to their friends, some are telling a story on what happen, some are joking with each other. And those who's Houses doesn't affected cooked a hot soup and give it to everyone , we're helping each other.
We then came back to our own houses. Checking if there's some left over that hasn't burn yet. My friend is crying and shouting, she's looking for her cats. She shouted for half an our while crying until she find out 2 out of her 3 cats is alive and safe.
There's nothing left but ashes, I asked my father "what should we do right now?" He answered "back to square one, that's what we should do" and he smile at me. Though his eyes telling different emotion.
Some people planning to change move out and some wanted to stay. All of my friends family decided not to stay and build again. Build for a better. And me and my friend know we should help also,
First thing first is removing what the disaster left, I don't understand but there's a lot of solid soil that pile up in the road and inside out houses, it's as high as our knee. We shovel it and remove.
Time to time, bricks by bricks ,step by step, every morning we get up, we build, we fix things, we help someone in needs and they help us too, we then build a house, not as the same as before but a home you can called. It's been 2 ¾ year but the memories still there.
Author's message
Life is a roller coaster ride, you'll get shocked when you fall down, it's okay to cry or scream but remember to get up again.
I'm just happy when I take a picture as you can see. There's a light after the night, the people looking/seeking at the light, and the fire fighter looks like a savior.
This is my story for today,
Your lazy writer, lazy snail
Would you rather?(solo version)
I really don't know where did I do wrong, it's not that I'm demotivated, it's just that the first 2 weeks of me being here in this platform the bot noticing me and now it's slightly fading. But yeah, I still going to do what I wanted in the first place and that's writing a story or an article.
As all of you remember, I did write a story about this game named "a time to spend your day(would you rather) where I played with mahhh badiii exchangimg thoughs ng question. If you haven't read the story yet you can read it here https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/a-time-to-spend-your-day-would-you-rather-045087ed.
Going back I found a link about self generated question in this link https://randomwordgenerator.com/would-you-rather-question.php where the question will gonna pop up randomly base on the number you want. I chose 10.
I badly wanted to try it alone, that's why I'm here right now going to make some, It's enjoying and makes me think practically excitingly. That's why I take this challenge again.
Should I choose I'm the choices?? Like heyyyyy!!! I just wanted to inform you all that my best friend is my girlfriend why would I choose on something like that??? But a game wouldn't gonna be funny if we didn't play and skip it. So yeah, I would rather choose from my best friend to date my siblings. because first, she's older than my brother she doesn't have any taste on younger man that's what I know for sure, second, I trust them both so either I chosed on the question I trust them even they date that's all and nothing gonna happen. And I thank you.
I thought the questions here is gonna be hard maybe this one is a bonus, lol. I would rather have all my shirt have missing button that pant's zipper will be broken. Having pan't zipper broken outside the house when you go to something is the most embarrassing thing to be. Even though it's not broken when someone look at it I get anxious for a bit.also having shirts have missing button is cool sometimes, I can even remove them all. Wear a t-shirt inside and wear it as 2nd layer.
I know you already know the answer. As a man who loves his parnerts, and cherish his family. For a friend who love to have a great bonding with them. I would rather be a billionaire even if nobody likes me... Hahahahahah. Yeah who doesn't want to be a billionaire in the first place??? The answer is everyone!! Yeahhh when opportunity happen, grab it before anyone else did it. I knew my love ones gonna understand me. And if not I'll be a alone , but still billionaire hahahahahahah
Answering straight, I would rather have mo feelings at all than being over emotional. I'm a man and so man should have strong will, that's what our society says about a nature and behavior of a man. Before, turning to my present self this funny and happy version, I came from a different world where I didn't care about everyone, I don't care if they cry. I don't care if they're hurt, I don't care if they're having a hard time as long as it didn't affect my life I wouldn't care. I would rather become like that I survived that time so I can be again. That being over emotional....
I just want to inform you all that here in the Philippines, starting from the middle class upto the lower class we didn't use toilet paper after taking a dump. I don't image myself going to use leaves for it hahahahah there's no way at all. So yeah I would rather choose to never use toilet paper because that's what we are doing right now. We just need a water our hands and a soap to clean it. I just want to say sorry for every people who's eating while reading this part. Hahahaha.
No hesitation, I would rather achieve all of my dreams than just marrying my perfect partners. I have a lot of dreams in life. I want to become a successful engineer, travel the world, buy something for myself, became a great writer. Have fun son beach, but something for myself and to do all those things with my wife on my side. That's my dreams in life. I don't want just to marry my wife, I want her to enjoy all things we planned.
I would rather be a multi-millionaire in 190p, because at that period of time is where the plague happen. The francisco plague and the Spanish flu in 1920. Being multi millionaire there is a big thing. I would donate all my money just to find an antidote to help everyone in needs and so my present self will see myself on the history who help everyone from the great pandemic.
Every child's dream is to have a dream house but I would rather live in a cave for my life than in a tree. Tree can be safe from predator and so the cave. The tree can ba fall down but the cave is sturdy. I'll be safe from rain, and some disaster, I would be secured from cold air. I hate cold air, I don't want to freeze to death. And in a cave there's a lot of space to put my things, I might fall from tree, I can't climb it.
It's a big no, for no music for the rest of my life, I would rather have live without movies that music. You know what I feel right?? Music is everything for me, when I'm happy, lonely, alone, or any emotion I have music is I'm there for me. I can even listen to the same music for a day, because that's how I love music. Imagine a world without music, a movie where it get intense yet no background music, it's feels there's a hole needed to be fill off.
And for the billion dollar question!!!!
I would rather wait for 5 years for my 3 wishes to be granted. I'm fact, for real, all my dreams in life, I didn't see them to be happen in no time right now. I'm looking forward for 5-10 years for they all be achieved. I knew everything takes time, it's not that because you work hard for today you'll gonna achieve it tomorrow, that's not how the world work, we need to wait for our turn while doing or best.
Because you get what you work hard for
Closing thought.
As I'm thinking before doing it. Playing this game is exciting, some questions makes me think for a while, some are risky and the other is very easy to answer.
I enjoy playing this game, to be in fact, I then find out all this question are situational, we have a freedom to choose in life. We can choose one thing and leave the other thing. We can choose to be happy and live what we want. That's what freedom is. Without being anxious on what everyone think of you, just live your life and strive to be happy. When you have to choose on two things in your life choose to be happy.
-lazysnail,🐌🐌🐌
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Padayon
At first I just want to say sorry to every english readers who will passed on this article of mine. For today's article I'm planning to write something anything came up on my mind using our very own language. So to every english speaker and readers here you can skip it. Thank you.🐌🐌🐌
At ngayong araw, unang linggo sa buwan ng Agosto Kung saang ipinag didiwang ang buwan ng wika ang wikang Pilipino na nilagdaan ng ating dating pangulong si Fidel V. Ramos.
Nakaraang araw nabasa ko ang isang likha ni @ARTicLEE Kung saang ginamit niya ang wikang tagalog sa kanyang likha. Ako ay nagpasabi na kukunin ko ang kanyang ideya ng pagsukat at sya namann ay sumangayon. Kaya naman ako ay nahikayat na gumawa din patungkol ng sa akin.
Sa totoo di ko alam Kung ano ang mga ipapaloob ko sa gagawin kong Ito. Siguro Kung isang tula nanaman?
Marami akong tulang nalikha marami ang nabura at maraming nasira mga di ko na makita ang iba. Sinasabi nila para akong isang makata, sa paraan ng aking pagsusulat lalo na daw sa tono ng aking pananalita.
Ngunit ano nga ba ang makata? Aking pananaliksik ang isang makata ay tao na lumilikha, bumibigkas, o sumusulat ng tula.lahat kayang bumigkas lahatt kayang sumulat? Lahat nga ba tayo'y makata? Ako'y isa din nga ba?
Maaaring oo, maaaring hindi, hindi ko din alam. May mga bagay na tumatakbo sa aking isipan mga bagay na di ko maintindihan, sadyang nakikiayon lang nga aking mga kamay. At isinusulat ang Kung ano man sa isip ko'y mapadaan.
Sa oras na Ito, hindi ko na alam. May klase pa ako mamaya. Kakatapos ko lang gumawa ng isang takda. Gumawa ng reaksyon sa aking napanood. Patungkol sa fliptopan ang modernong balagtasan.
Dito'y ipinaloob, ikinwento, ang mailing kwento patungkol kay Francisco Baltazar ang ama ng balagtasan. Itinala Kung ang fliptop ay nag mula nga ba sa dining na balagtasan.
Padayon
**Gagawa ng tula,pamagat na padayon.**
**Di mandadaya, sisimulan lang ngayon.**
**Impromptu, diretso, walang paghahanda,**
**Kung ano lang maisulat ang aki'y itatala.**
**Si juan ay nagsikap, makakaahon sa hirap,**
**Sa pait na nadanas, ayaw nang malasap.**
**Nag-aral nag trabaho, sinabay ang mga 'to.**
**Nangarap,mataas, makamit na kampyonato.**
**Sya'y tinitingala ng halos na ahatl,**
**Angking talino, kumpansa at sipag.**
**Marami'y nainngit, balak syang ibagsak.**
**Mga ugaling palaka, nanghihila pababa**
**Si Juan ay napagod, humino't naapektuhan,**
**Sa mga salitang, sa kanya'y pinapatama.**
**Mga salitang walang basehan, kahit ano nalang.**
**Ibabato, ipupukol, masiraan lang si Juan.**
**Si juan ay napagod, naapektuhan, huminto.**
**Kinitil ang buhay, matapos lang Ito.**
**Lahat ay nagulat, walang nag salita.**
**Tinikom ang bibig, pinikit ang mata.**
**Si juan ay naapektuhan, huminto't napagod.**
**Kung di nag paapekto di sana sumuko.**
**Kung patuloy sa buhay. Makamit ang pangarap**
**Sanay lasap niya na ang ligaya sa ulap.**
**Sa kapwa ko Juan, na may sariling laban**
**Wag pansinin ang mga panira sa daan.**
**Padayon sa buhay, ituloy ang laban.**
**Abutin natin ang tagumpay na inaasam.**
Ang dalawang naunang tula, halata namann sa Inyong pag basa, ay di ko liang handaan pasensya na ahahahha, Kung ano lang talaga dadaan sa isip ko ehhh. May hiking tula pa akong pahabol. Dahil buwan ng wika ngayonn at para sa bayan na din. May ginawa ako dating tula. Nakaraang buwan kong ginawa dahilnnag bigay asignatira ang aking propesor gumawa ng tula sa bayan pinapakita ang Pag mamahal sa ating inang bayan . Ito ang aking likha.
INA(NG) BAYAN
Mula sa unang Pag iyak,
Ikaw ang s'yang saking yumakap.
Tinanggal nilang parte mo,
Kahit di lubos kilala ang tulad ko.
Hanggang sa unang paghakbang,
Ikaw ang sa aking umagap.
Tinulungang bumungon, sa nagawang pagkakadapa.
Binigyang kaibigan, katulong, kasanga.
Nang masilayan ko, sa aking Pag mulat,
Gandang taglay mo at mga kakaibat,
Kalinisan, kapurihan, at ang laying bigyan
Ng magandang kinabukasan ang tulad kong mangmang.
Kanya'y aking gagawin, bilang kapalit.
Sa Iyong pagyakap, sa akin Iyong anak.
Dugo at pawis ko o kahit na aking buhay,
Sa iyo'y iaalay, sa iyo ay ibigay.
Hanggang sa huling pag iyak, Hanggang sa huling paghakbang.
Hanggang sa huling pagmulat, Hanggang sa huling hininga.
Itutuon sa iyo, paglalalaban ang tulad mo,
Susuklian ko ang Pag ibig na inialay mo
At ayon nasayahan ako mag sulat ng tula. Hahhahaha Pag pasensyahan nio na po ako. Pwede po kayo amg bigay ng reaksyon at opinion niyo sa mga nasikat kong tula. Positibo at negatibong momento ay tinatanggap ko poo bilang positibo . Salamat poo.
an art of giving
Actually, the hardest part for me in making a story or article is not the article itself, not the title to be chooses or on how I will going to flow the story. There's a lot of topic to be used, but for me the hardest part on making an article is on how I will going to start it.
I don't know how to make an introductory statements and so I mostly used almost the same introduction from every story I written. Because it's hard to think of. The introductory statements doesn't always need to be connected to the topic it's just, I don't know I love to make somethings not connected, connected.
(Yeah, that's what I used in today's introduction)
I actually don't plan to write an article write now, because I'm aiming to make a sketch of a of a novel entering in my mind, it's inspired to the spoken poetry I heard before and it's one of my favorite, so yeah. I'm asking everyone who reads this part, can you comment or give any suggestions. Is it illegal to make a story inspired from a song or spoken poetry you heard and listen? Though I'm planning to put credits, is it still illegal? Thank you for your reply🐌🐌🐌
An art of giving
This story happen when I'm with my sister, I knew my sister I'm with her in the same house for 20 years, though before I think 7 years ago at my 7th grade we fight for real to the point we hurt each others physically, emotionally, and mentally "I take blame on it". Yeah after that fight and got scolded by our parents we didn't talk to each other, I saw her every time I walk up, we passed to each other most of the time, we live in the same house for a lot of time, but we didn't talk to each other, I pretend she's a stranger and so she did on me. When I got mad on you I erase your whole existence, in my environment even though your infront of me. We do that for whole 5 years, yeahhh. Something I can't be proud of.
For the past 5 years I didn't hear a word from her communicating with me and so I am on her. It's our sin of pride that eat us alive. No one want to say a sincere sorry, no one want to make the first move, because we believe we didn't have any fault in the issue,
And so, my father got sick, that time my father drunk almost regularly, he drunk alcohol, he's not alcoholic but it's just that there's a lot of occasion from her friends and relatives that makes him hard to refused, the problem is that, he didn't ate anything before drinking and he drunk all night with them.
After a time had passed he got sick, his liver got damaged from alcohol and because he didn't ate anything while drinking. He then vomit blood, and even excrete blood, his body collapsed and needed an immediate hospital assistance and treatment.
My father got confined in a hospital for 2 weeks, my mother is looking at him in the hospital, so the only elder leafy in our house is my older sister and me the oldest brother. We need to communicate, but I still need to comfort her for what happen but I can't do that yet, we then do our chores and task as the oldest, we then tried to communicate to each other for time to time, it's actually hard not talking for someone you truly know for a long period of time is awkward. And so I help her and she help me for our daily task. We do our very best to give each other's support we needed to survive for a day. Our father got okay after 2 weeks and started his recovery, he then cursed the alcohol Lol.
That's the time we get to each other again, we make bond, and I felt that our bond become more stronger than before, we learn our mistake and learning from your mistake makes you stronger.
Another one
Continuation let's jump to the 1 years after that, I'm with my sister that time we're about to buy something, a gift from our father's birthday. We went to phase one Pinagsama, while walking , my sister turn around and walk away, I then follow her and ask where she's gonna go, she told me just to follow her so I did. She stopped at bakery shop and buy a breads and bottled water. She then go to where we're going earlier and gave a beggar the food and water she buy. I jokingly teased her, "yeahhh you'll going to become a saint for that" I told her. She said "well I have a spare money and doesn't want it to spend on useless things, besides that man will survive for a day"
I then got reflected on myself, we passed the beggar earlier and didn't even notice him at all, I was guilty and inspired at the same time. And so I told myself that time, every time I can offer my help I will not hesitate to do it. If I have spare money I'll try to buy food for a beggar and not gave the money directly. Because there's some circumstances where those beggar has a boss, who'll took a the money.
That day I aim to help someone in need.
Author's message
There's no small thing in helping with your heart on it. Help someone and you'll receive happiness and contentment that's a better rewards for yourself.
A tale of a child(harmony in diversity)
Time checked 7:04 in the morning on the second day of August. The skies is cloudy the weather is windy I don't think it will gonna rain today, july's rainy month had passed and today is august it's a great weather to start our month so let's all be productive.
I really wanted to write a story earlier at 4:00 am but I can't do it, when my mother find out I'm awake at dawn I'll be doomed. Our sleep time and time to wake up has been dictated. I can't blame my mother for this. One of my friends, my neighbor drop down his platelets number excessively she's now admitted to the hospital and needed an immediate blood transfusion. So yeah my younger siblings got scolded for this and I don't know why my mother even mentioned me lol. But I still needed to follow our mother. Because everything they said is for our sake also. So that's the reason why I'm writing right now at passed 7:00 am in the morning.
Story time.
The story of mine I'm gonna tell, is about a group activities we had just last semester ago. This activity is on purposive communication subject, where they teach us the importance of communication, the use of communication and some barriers that hinders the communication. So yeah.
Last semester ago, around midterm, my teacher gave us an group activity about the topic "harmony in diversity". He wanted us to show through video of 3 minutes to 5 minutes running time on how come that even though there is diversity we can still harmonized to each other and have peaceful life. As a college student it's actually a simple task. But a problem occur, we're at still under the General Community Quarantine (GCQ) and meeting with each other from different locations is highly prohibited. It's all thanks to the pandemic we're facing, and the people who didn't follow the safety protocol.
Going back, my groupmates voted me to become their leaders. I become used to be a leader since in highschool so this one looks slightly normal to me. The difference is that I didn't even meet my classmates or checked their abilities. Because it's our 1st year in college and we still haven't had our normal face to face classes.
Another going back, after making a groupchat for us, and choosing me as their leader, I didn't make any decisions and instructions yet and just gave them some few words about the corresponding topic. After a short period of time we then start brainstorming. We talk about how we want to deliver the message, I persuade them to give their suggestions there's no little suggestions if it's a suggestions everything can be add up and build up.
We come up in many idea of ,Role playing, story telling or narrating, singing, documenting some information. All of us mostly agreed on role playing because for us it's the safest way to have good grades, story telling might be boring, and singing might lessen our dignity .kidding aside.
I knew that role playing is the best plan for that one and so I know that, that is also what other groups thinking about so I didn't agreed on what we talk about and told them my reasoning. They all agreed on me and I proposed something new. Old ways but unique. I told them to give me a day coz I'll gonna write a poem about the topic.
They did, Making a poem is not hard nor easy it's just that you need to have am inspiration and be motivated. I then watch some documentary about it, about war, and it's effect I started writing poem and I came up to this results.
The tale of a child
*And so the tale of a child*
*Who ask his father why their house is gone*
*Where are we going? He then add*
*While walking away from his house on fire.*
*He who walks, See's everything*
*Structures, peoples are on ground lying.*
*From endless walking, he went so far.*
*And that's when he realized, they're on war.*
*The war that start by the sin of greed.*
*And a misconception from their beliefs*
*This results and leads to death ,*
*Of a million people from different ethnices*
*A simple problem of the big people,*
*That cause the nation a big tremble*
*Every men will fight, base on constitution.*
*You'll kill someone, even against your resolution.*
*And here is the poem from soldier of war*
*That hadn't reach to the ones he love*
*He was shot in head and died on spot.*
*A lonely soldier, a victim of war.*
*Children's are screaming, ladies are crying.*
*Each and everyone I see are nervous and panicking.*
*"When will it end" they all saying*
*When can we live in a place of tranquil?*
*A place where were everyone is one,*
*Where we can freely diversified under the sun*
*A place where the conflict and war has done.*
*When there's no such thing as granades and gun.*
*A place where we can sleep without nightmares. And believes that God hear our prayers.*
*A place where we treat everyone fair,*
*And will not let anyone fall under the despair.*
*Coz, even if We are divided in diversity*
*we all still can sing In harmony.*
*Let our glories and victories be shared,*
And the border of differences be impared
Because there's no such as Black, white brown and tan
*It doesn't gave too much We are "ONE BLOOD"*
*so there's no need for fight and open your arm.*
*Become a safe Haven of kindness and calm*
*Christian, muslim, islam, buddhism...*
*We may all have different beliefs*
*But this religion of us aims same thing*
*The Salvation, love and peace from everything.*
*Intelligece, power, skilled, and fast*
*Our Traits maybe better in all this parts*
*But being feeling hierarchy is a sin of pride*
*Coz helping others can make us satisfied.*
*Our language differences make us confused*
*So don't let the fight in this be fused.*
*And think that this means a room to learn,*
*Of different cultures and respect will be earn*
*And so the child who walk so far*
*Become too Old and sees bizzares*
*Become too wise from all those scars*
*And learn something from all of ours...*
*That the religion, color, race and age*
*Are just status that states ourselves*
*That in this wall of diversity*
*We all can climb and sing with harmony...*
As you can read it's all about a child who saw the dark side of the war. Where he wish how the world could be if we just be unite as one despite our differences.
Credits
I wanted to give credits to soka gakkai song"harmony in diversities" I took their line " We are divided in diversitywe all still can sing In harmony.Let our glories and victories be shared,
And the border of differences be impare
After making this poem I made gave them 2 stanza per person and make them a video of themselves while reciting their corresponding stanza and I just edit with some different slideshow magesi as background.
Author's message
Difference can really do separate us all, a simple act might be bad for another country, let's be considerate to everything and look the difference as a chance to grow, adapt, and have more friends.
I just remembered it's been a week since I make an account in noise.cash yet I didn't post any and so no interaction at all. Right now Im going to try to be more active in noise.cash like I am here in read.cash
You can visit me there in noise.cash using this link. Thank youuuuuu. I'll try to post as many as I have of great picture I obtain capturing
https://noise.cash/u/lazysnail
How did I land her?
Well, hello there readers another day, another story from your one and only lazy writer "lazysnail"🐌🐌🐌. I'm kinda sleepy right now. My eyes still wanted to close but my brain wanted me to do something and that something is to write a story. Uhmmmm what should I tell for this day.
Yesterday, actually nothing happened, I'm not talking about my last article, but about yesterday wherein I actually done a few things in my life. So yeah I can't tell about that because I already tell the morning jog yesterday.
Why am I sleepy right now? Well I slept at 3:00 am chatting and doing nothing lmao. Goodluck to my body clock and here I am at 5:30 am writing for my new story. I love to write so yeah enjoy reading it.
So today is the first day of August wanna congratulates everyone who survived until this day and defeat the demon inside your head.
I'm actually writing a different story earlier but something came up to my mind leads me to put that into a drafts and make a new different story. As I said today is the first day of August and it means today is N**ational Girlfriends day**. Therefore I'm gonna dedicate this day to write a short story on how I did I land this beautiful girl of mine. Enjoy reading. snail 🐌---
So yeah. This Girlfriend of mine mahhh badiii named **kath**, short term for *Kathleen*, she's an 18 years old 2 years gap from me, I'm 16 years old. Kidding aside I'm 20 years old. She's charming , beautiful , funny , friendly, nice , and actually different from any other girls you'll gonna see in your daily lives. She's not like other girls who's always outside their house house with their friends, or in an alley. She knows her responsibility and what is the limit of an action she'll gonna made. She always stay inside her house, well most of it is because of her strict father but then she adopt it.
Kath loves Bicol express (this is a specialty food of bicolaño) it's because of the aroma and it's super tasty. The same as me Bicol express is my favorite food. Kath likes black color due to the reason that it can be combine with all color there is. Kath loves watch tiktok video and even dance. She likes to knit clothes and sing. Mahh badiii has hypersomnia which she needs to sleep for almost 12 hours per day. She mostly wake up at 10:00 o'clock up to 12:00 noon.
How did I land her?
Mahhh badiii "kath" and I are best friends for a lot of years. They migrate from Bohol to here in Taguig City about 6-8 years I don't remember. And then a year after they migrate they moved near to my location. She became my neighbor. Though, that time I didn't know they moved I didn't even know her, I don't give a care to anyone especially to total stranger. Kath is a cousin of one of my friends. And so, she became one with my circle of friends.
I really don't know the exact date time or exact scene, but one thing I know, 5 years ago, we're constantly talking to each other, I'm getting to know her and laugh with her. A time had passed I got attached to her, and have a crush on her. She's cute and friendly that's what I know.
And so, that time, I didn't think I have a chance on her, I haven't even think to be in a relationship at that moment, so I stay to be with her friends even though I have secret crush on her, I always wanted to talk to her if there's a chance but not to the but I going to be a push over. Because of that, I used my skills, I'm good in reading behavior and mind of people especially those who's close with me. I memorized their behavior and used it to have a chance to talk to her. No one actually know this one. (I just confessed it to her last day ago). We met, occasionally because it's not easy for her to go out. When that occasionally happen I grab every opportunity. But I'm hiding my feelings and pretending she's just my friend.
I badly wanted to confess to her but I just can't I can't even fix myself. But then, a few years later , she told me she has a boyfriend. That hit me hard. I was like "eyyy danggg daf*ck" but every time we talked about it I pretended to be okay, and enjoying every story she tell. That time, I limit my feelings on her, I command myself to stop everything because that's what I should do. For myself and especially her sake also, a time had passed I heard that she broke up with her. I kinda comforted her but not the point that I'm taking the advantage of her being vulnerable in emotion. **I'm not that type of person .** I just gave her an advice that will help him move on. We then started to become the same as we are before until someone's courting her and became her boyfriend. I can't talk, I feel I'm in no position to said something it's just that I'm just her friends who she talks casually but secretly has crush on her.
That long period of time I did the same, stop looking at her stop everything on her just talking with her. I even find the first girl I court that time but let's not talk about that one. So yeah, I heard how happy she is and I don't have any complaint. It's just funny how I support her when she's excitingly telling a story of them. I don't know what to feel. I'm just laughing outside, while I don't know what to feel inside. Things work as usual, we barely talk and mind our own business. I focus on my study and did my best but every time our group of friends have a chance to meet I grab every opportunity of it.
Everything is okay. My feelings is stable, I can still control it. and never let it out. Until the first day of may last month. It's her 18th birthday as her friends I become one of her with roses I didn't remember my number but I think I'm his 17th dance before his father. "She's gorgeous, what daf*ck" especially on her dress. It's simple yet elegant. My heart is pounding like a drum when it's my turn to dance her. I think I'm my hand is I'm sweat that time, while dancing I talk to her casually and gave her next to her father. Yeahhh, that time she doesn't have a boyfriend. She broke with her a long time before.
After the dance and the event, it's our time to eat. The karaoke got played. And I'm sitting next to Kent almost in the corner. Then, I saw her seated next to me. "She's beautiful" I wispered to myself. We talk that whole night. Feels like it's just me and her. We laugh and share memories. And laugh and laugh. I gave her my gift its a fluffy octopus stuff toys.
Later that night, I can't sleep, remembering the moment. And reflecting my feelings. That's the first time I felt that one. My peaceful mind is at chaos I don't know what to do, all scenario coming up on my mind. I slept at 4:00 in the dawn that time as I remembered.
That time is when I decided to myself. I've fallen in love with her, that I love her. I want her to be my girl. Who'll soon I'll take to altar. And so, I ecidedd to go to the 2nd phase of my plan. I'll do something right now. Ill gonna make things work the way it should be before.
Author's message
Hello there everyone if you reached this part I just wanted to thank you for reading each line, about my mahhh girl. The story I written is not yet done. It's just a first phase of the story. I hope you like the story I written and hope to work with you on next article.
Have a good blessing Sunday everyone
Your lazy writer:
-lazysnail🐌🐌🐌
I saw people had plagiarism checked in them. Should I checked for for plagiarism if I'm writing my own life? I think no. (It's just me becoming lazy again)
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Nothing Happened(◍•ᴗ•◍)
Sometimes things we didn't plan at all, phenomenon we didn't think of are the most memorable thing in our that we will cherish until the end. But don't be fooled by what I write, the title meant it, "Nothing Happened(◍•ᴗ•◍)"
A happy,lively Saturday to each and everyone who reads this. Once again, imma introduce myself I'm your lazy writer "lazysnail🐌🐌🐌" (I did add emoji cause it's cute).
Before that I just wanna clarify something to each and everyone of you. This thing happened yesterday. Someone, mistakenly thought that I am a girl, and she said she even called me sis in her noise cash account. I'm not angry nor have negative thingy on him, I'm actually happy and laughing that time. Isn't even a compliment when a girl can call you sis? It means she's comfortable with you? She says sorry to me for a number of times and I'm just laughing on it. Sorry @mhy09 I need to mention your name here LOL. Your lazy writer lazysnail is a Man, YES I AM hahahahahaha. It's just that I act as a girl when I'm using Lazysnail as my name. **How did I come up with this name**? You can read it on the link below (im not forcing you I swear but almost like that) https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/whats-my-name-talks-about-melazysnail-d8a76bee
Yeah, going back to the topic, I don't gonna let what happened on my last article, where I write the different thing from the title I written and the topic completed in my name.
"This is the real one" so yeah actually nothing happened. I'm writing it right now at todays 6:40 in the dawn. Finally, After a two weeks of no run, we now got ourselves and go for a jog. The weather earlier is peaceful. We woke up at 5:00 and go out at 5:20 we start jogging from 5:30 until 6:30 an hour of jogging. @Codename_Chikakiku I wanna say sorry to you. Codename Chikakiku is my friend in real life. He invited me last night to go for jogging at near here place but I refused because the weather here in the Philippines is unstable and unpredictable maybe it rain so hard. While I'm in there.
So yeah, when I woke up at 5:00 dawn I received a chat from my friend and told me "the weather is nice RUG" I know what he meant and say "PICS same time" we go for a jog and right now I'm eating my breakfast.
This is where the actual story gonna start I'm sorry for a continuously beating around the bush and not hitting the main topic. Hope you didn't get bored. Like what I have said "nothing happen(◍•ᴗ•◍)"
Nothing happened yesterday.
Yesterday after publishing my article, my girlfriend chat me. I didn't expect her chat at that time because she mostly wake up at 10:00 am to 12:00 nn. (She just graduated in senior highschool and it's her vacation that's why). I expect her to chat me at the time I given yet she chatted me. Then I remembered. We have something to do. We're going to the nearest multipurpose of our Vicinity to have a Biometric for our National ID. Our schedule is 12:00 nn. And so we talked for a short period of time because we still have things to do. We're just continously updating each other. And I asked here on what time we will go to multi-purpose she told me let's "let's go at 11:00 o'clock"
And so we prepared ourselves, take a shower, groom my body choose for my attire. And that's what she also did. At 10:30 we're both done and ready to go but the rain start falling. We chat and start laughing "isa satin may balat sa pwet at di ako yun" I told her. In english "one of us has birth mark on ass and that's not me" that means someone has a bad luck. So yeah we wait for the rain to calm down. And I go to their house and asked her family if she's in there. She go out from. Her room gorgeously, we just both wear a simple attire a she wear jeans I wear pants she use sandals I take rubber shoes, and we both wear white t-shirt and wear our couple necklace with rings on it. **It's only me and her**
At 11:20 we went out, our given schedule to have biometric is at 12:00 nn. We still have an ample of time. We commute to the given designation for 5 minutes and walk for another 5 minutes just to go there. We remember that necklace is not allowed so we removed our's while on our way. We really didn't know where the destination is located so we asked 3 random people 2 of them are Vendors asked them how to go to multi-purpose. Here in the Philippines you will not gonna lost because almost all Pilipino are corteous and will help you if you just ask for it.
When we went there, we still have 30 mins more time before our schedule we just waited in the waiting area. For a short period of time and after that we start filling up the form they given to us one by one. Then we enter the building and that's where the Biometric for national ID start. There's a lot of people there but the safety protocol is being followed. There's a lot of assistant that will give you directions one time and another we just give our forms, identification, our documents, and they take our thumb mark luckily they gave me back my thumb mark I thought I'll gonna be thumbmarkless kidding. They even scan our eyes
After a long period of time, of waiting filling up forms and etc, we've done on it. I thought that my partners gonna have problem on her documents because she just turn 18 that's why she doesn't have a valid ID only she has are documents. Luckily what she only need to do it to add are pictures of her on documents and she bring a lot of it.
I think at almost 13:00 0'cklock we've done the Biometric. We just take a little break inside the multiple purpose I gave her a drink and take a rest. Then, we start going home. She thought we're heading straight back home but I have 1 more plan. While walking I grab her hands and brings here to a milk tea shop. I treat her for some foods and drinks .
I really like to treat her in some places it's just that her parents is very strict especially her father. Though I'm not angry on her parents I even understand why she's doing that. It's all for the sake of her daughter. She's actually cute size, maybe her father don't want bad things happen to her, when I say cute size I meant it. Also, We're still even facing this pandemic so yeah. Going out is actually limited. I wanna treat her a lot, but for that reason my plan always failed. And so, being with her alone, I grab the opportunity and grab her hand to this milk tea shop named "ta teans". I told her I'm hungry so she'll believe me.
inside the shop, She lightly hit my back when I order for 2 for this. I told her it's my treat, "we rarely go out, so this one is on mine" . We seated on the corner side. The ambience of the place is great. It's silent and has soft music. It's just the two of us inside the shop of course there's the one crew also. Only the three of us. But we're in the corner so it feels like the two of us. While waiting we just talked and talked take a picture of us. Nothing actually happened. I just showed how I want to be with her. And how I loved her.
We wait for the food to be prepared for almost 8 mins I think. While eating, I don't usually talk when eating because it's a bad habit, but when with its okay. She's actually beautiful I fall in love for once again. Her smile, laughs and her voice.
I got scared a little bit when she asked me how I know this beautiful place. I don't actually want to tell it to her, but she asked it to me for the second. One thing I hate is a liar. So I didn't lie and told it to her. The first time I went here is that I'm with the 1st girl I'm courting with. She brings me here.
I and my partner right now are both open to each other we share history to each other. But then, I saw her face kinda got stopped so I make her smile. I just make a joke to put her to laugh. I love her, that's all I can promised. Then after 2 1/2 hours being in there we went straight home. We take a rest for a couple of hours. Do our house chores and we talked at night again.
Author's message
I really don't know why I'm writing this. I don't know if this is something you'll enjoy reading off. Hahahahaa I just loved this day though nothing happened. Is it nothing happened? No, I think ,on me, great things happened. From a hell week of midterm I'm facing I just have a rest day break. And spend it with my girl.
It's your lazy writer lazysnail 🐌🐌🐌hope you like my day. Nothing happened
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An exhausting day, somebody help.
Hello, there everyone!! It's me again your lazy writer "lazysnail". Before heading to the topic I just wanna share what happen to me last day Wednesday. Well today is 6:24 am here I failed to wake up at 5:00 am to go for a jog. I always writing as early as possible because I have classes to attend everyday and writing while in class is a bad thing. Going back, yesterday is actually a tirey day for me. A night before Wednesday, I review very hard. Take all my notes open my laptop and phones, I review for a lot of time starting from 9:00 pm until 12:20 pm. I actually feel that every words I read is not entering and absorbing by my brain so I take a rest and slept at 12:30 midnight. The worst thing is that, my morning class is at 7:30 am so I need to wake up before 7:00 in the morning to prepare so I put alarm on 6:59 am, 7:00 am 7:01 am, 7:02 am 7:03 am just to make sure.
Start of the day
But then I wake up at 3:00 am dawn. I actually hate my body clock for this thing. I only slept for 2 hours and 30 mins. What I don't want is that when I wake up I cat sleep again no matter what I do. Though I'm trying my best it's just that my body clock who loves to wake up at dawn is the worst. So yeah, an hour after I wake up and for me not to waste my time I took my phone and open read.cash I'm happy because rusty noticing my work. I then read some articles of different writers here, I also sponsored 3 random writer and I wrote an article about my "life as a senior high school students". I just noticed the time after I published my article. It's 6:30 am and so I prepare, eat, showered, etc.
The reason why I review is that in our 3 subject from today starting 7:30 am and will end at 5:00 pm is that we have midterm examination and I don't want to fail any of those
The first class
The first subject come, everyone got rattle because the professor made a random calling and do a oral test, I'm lucky to be called at the middle because I calm for a bit. The professor didn't told us about this. We're all thinking off a regular examination. So yeah when my time come. My professor ask me 3 simple questions, 4 situational questions , and 3 about our opinion on something he asked. I can proudly say that I answered all those things precisely because my professor didn't make a violent reaction on his face. And so after the oral examination, he then, instruct us about the real midterm examination, he the played a video containing different question for a short period of time. I'm not sure for the 8% of my answer and the rest is I know is correct.
The 2nd class
When the first subject has done it's 10:30 o'clock. I'm planning to eat for lunch but my 2nd professor send a 5 essay questionaire and should be done answering before his classes start at 11:00 0'clock so yeah I failed to eat my lunch that time. Well, it's not that hard to answer those things I already read those a night after. I just finished it 5 minutes before 11 so I immediately send the answer to my professor. When our 2nd class start it's the way she instruct is almost the same as my 1st subject. It's just that it more harder than the first subject because of this different law, republic act and many more.
While I'm still at my second class examination, I think it's around 12:30 nn I'm feeling kinda drowsy, I'm having a head aches and the back of my neck is at pain. Maybe because, it causes by fatigue. I'm slept at 12:30 wake up at 3 and until then I'm using my cellphone all day to attend every class. I wanna take a rest that time I wanna sleep.
My 2nd class ended at 2:30 in the afternoon, I'm at my bed my next class is still at 3. I lay on my bed and that's a wrong decision I made. A minute after I lay down I didn't notice that I take a nap. When I wake up, my heart is pounding very hard because there's next class at 3 when I saw the time on my phone I saw that it's 3:50 in the afternoon. I was like"dannnggg what have I done" and so I tried to enter the class and the second time I look at my phone's clock it's only 2:50 I can't smile that time, because of my headache and many more, I just feel relief in that moment.
The 3rd class
I remember I still haven't eat lunch yet, so I just take a biscuit and a drinks it will extend my life and energy for few more hours. After that I enter the class, the subject is Physical education not that hard, until my professor told us she want us to perform the dance step she teach us. The dignity I lost while dancing are a lot of numbers I can't count on my fingers. After doing that the same scenario as 1st and 2nd class, same instructions different question, I'm still lucky because physical education is my last subject for that day. Because even though I have a real deal headache and etc, I answer everything because physical education is pretty easy.
The class ended up at 5:00 pm After all those things, I ate lightly just to prepare my stomach and then after some period of time I ate a lot. Until I die. I put salompass all over my body to make my body cool.
After eating and washing my dishes, I go back to my room and lay down. I open my inbox and found out my partner is messaging me. I immediately call her and she answered she's waiting for me , for a time. I say sorry to her but she understood the situation and says there's nothing to sorry about. We chat for a long period of time. I laugh and laugh, she told me about how her days work and I told minez she told me I need to take a rest but a thing she didn't know is that I'm already taking a rest with her. I'm happy that time I feel saved and redirected from death. My headaches and etc is gradually disappearing, maybe it's because of talking with my partner or the salompass I put on my body I don't know, or maybe both?
With all those tiring day, a love one waiting for you can really wore off those things. Well you also need to take salompass or any reliever for better results.
It's actually a tiring day. I wanna sleep for 2 days straight.
Author's message
Hardworks pay off, the sacrifice you make staying up until midnight just to study will gave you more chance to have answer questions it will take you prepare. The process will not gonna betray you.
How bout your day? Hope you made it out alive and survive it.
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I just wanted to tell all of you that what I'm aiming write right now is "would you rather solo version) and make that story above a side story as you can see I put the phrase "before heading to the main topic". I just want to make a side story to make it longer but I didn't expect it will take all the time. Hope you all enjoy reading how my days works. Once again your lazy writer "lazysnail"
A dollar a day (challenged accepted)
Future are phenomenas that hasn't yet done but will just going to happen. Either after I wrote this, after I ate, after A day, weeks, months or years. Those are just some example of future. This things are something we can't predict, something that will make us wonder if what are our situation is after a given period of time. We might be a millionaire, happy, successful, in downfall, sick or deceased. One of this thing can actually happen to us in no time. But, No one knows if which of them is. Only if there's time traveler and time travelling is possible and already discovered. Despite the future is unpredictable we still can prepare on it or maybe we can actually write our future.
Owwww hello there readers!!!, It's me again "Lazysnail" AKA the Lazy writer. I actually wanna make an article about the continuation of my last story "my life as a senior high student" (here's the link if you wanna read this) https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/my-life-as-a-senior-highschool-student-849fa398
So yeah going back to the topic I wanna make an article about that. But then after I woke up earlier at 4:00 am in the morning, I started reading some articles from different people here. There's lutang or senior moment, I laugh for a second when I read from her that she ride from a wrong car and the owner of the car is in there. there's also "this or that" where he chooses from 2 different things , another "would you rather? This is more about situational question I have done it before and I'm planning to make one" And the last one is "challenged accepted" when I read the challenged accepted I got inspired and motivated on it.
The challenged I have read talks about him for challenging himself to save a dollar a day for a year, he even extended it to three years. This will make sure that there's something he can get when future come.
So for a reader who just found this topic and is fun of taking challenged I got motivated to do the same. As all you know I actually love to take something that will challenged me, and before I really saved some money for myself .50 dollar every day for a year. I saved almost 9000 pesos or 182 dollar for that year. I just spent it giving special gift to friends and to myself.
**A dollar a day challenged accepted.**
What this challenge want is simple. We just need to make another bitcoin wallet account and there is were we are going to put a dollar for every year. But that's not me, the way I saved is different from others. What I can do is to put 18 dollars just right now. I'm gonna start right now. The date is **July 29, 2021** ***and*** this will be good until the 15th day of **August 2021** and on 16th day of August I'm gonna add maybe 15 upto 20 dollars that will be good until the next month. I just need to do it for a whole year or maybe extend it until two or more years of everything went well.
I still haven't think what will I do to my money after a year, there's still no plan for it a 365 dollar is actually a great number. Maybe I'll just gonna make it as my savings to be prepared if something might bad happen.
But what my goal actually is, is to have something were my future will going to thank me. Saying that "I have money to pull of thanks to you."
Author's message
How about you? Do you think challenges are exciting? What kind of task do you want to follow? Do you wanna received thanks from your future? And in what way do you want to be thank with?
Future is something we didn't know and can't predict but we can be prepared and make our own future.
Before I published it I challenged you
@Codename_Chikakiku to also do the challenged.
My life as a Senior highschool student
Hello there readers, it's 4:08 am here in the morning here in the Philippines, it's actually dawn here, no sunlight at all the weather here is foggy, kinda rainy. I really wanna go for a jog right now but it's still raining so yeah maybe next time I'll have a chance go for a jog. I'm here right now near at my window looking at the sky while writing this article because why not? The weather actually set my mood. I'm kinda dizzy right now so In advance I wanna take an apologize for every wrong grammatical errors and spelling I might commit while writing this blog. As I said earlier I'm kinda dizzy right now I just woke up and here I am, I slept for only 4 hours this day so maybe this is the reason why I'm kinda dizzy. I slept earlier at pass 12:00 midnight thought I really wanted to sleep before 10:30 in he evening. I can't do it right now I have a online midterm exam right now in two out of three of my subject later. So what I did before I sleep is I power on the laptop open every file of lesson we have in each subject and tried to understand every bit of them. I think I did great earlier because I still did remember some of the topics I read and review just a few hours ago. For those who are confused why do I need to stay up all night just for studying is that because I'm actually a student committed to studying, I'm a full-time student so I want to have good grades and for that to be maintain I need to study more than my classmates do.
Once a upon a time(no this shouldn't be the introduction). 3 years later(I think) I graduated in junior highschool as a 10th grader every highschool student here in the Philippines graduated at 10th grade as a junior highschool and will continue to become senior highschool for their 11th and 12 grade. After graduating at 10th grader I should become a college student that time but this k-12 program here in the Philippines added two more years of studying to every student in the Philippines between their junior high school and college life. Okayyyy, going back to the topic, I graduated junior high school with an honor. It's given to every student who graduated with their grades average higher than 90 percent. After I graduate I continue studying and become a student of Electrical Installation and Maintenance (EIM). Why did I chosed this strand? Let me have you a short back story of my back story. Since my 8th grade I'm taking this kind of subject as my livelihood subject. I saw myself exceeding on this over all my classmates I kinda like this subject because it's about electricity and I love electricity. Also this topic is more on skills to improve and I like it. So yeah a time had passed my teacher noticed my skills and even talked to me in private about it, he gave me an offer if I continue this until my senior highschool they(the teachers of EIM) will focus on me. Well, long story short stop the drum beat and don't make it more intense I took this subject and my teacher didn't hold on his word yeahhhhh that's funny.
So yeah, when the time we're choosing for our major subject to take in our senior highschool, there's a number of strand to be choose. They're offering Science, Technology, Engineering, and Mathematics.(STEM), there's Humanities and Social Sciences Strand (HUMSS) there's Computer Programming (CP) there's Computer Systems Servicing(CSS) and there's my beloved strand Electrical Installation and Maintenance (EIM). So yeah I hesitated for a bit before writing it down if what will I choose between STEM and EIM I chosed EIM and that's the beggining of my Senior highschool life.
**Senior highschool life**
I really don't have an**y** idea what will gonna happen in my student life that time when I took EIM as my major subject. Most of my classmates took STEM and HUMSS it's just me and one of my classmates which is I'm not closed with took this strand in our class. Before the classes start we have this thing called "brigada" we're all going to school to school a month before the classes start what we're doing there is to take our books and clean the classroom we will going to use. It's actually dusty everywhere. When I went to our respective classroom I found out my classmates, from the first glance I know their way different from my classmates before. I came from a higher section, section 2 where almost all your classmates dedicated their time in studying I'm section 2 in my whole highschool and I'm section 1 in my whole elementary days. Yeahhh, my classmates before are dedicated to studying while this one, I really think they don't not shaming them down but that's become my first impression. We clean the classroom for a whole day. I talk to know one that time because I didn't know them and it looks like most of them already know each other before. <Let's time travel a month after that time> a first day of school is important, it will set the fate of my Senior highschool life. Whether I'll gonna be the victim of bullying or everything will be good as I wish to be. When I entered the room half of my classmates in there, I found a empty seat at the side near the window. I sat there and observe everyone looking for any familiar faces I found my classmates in junior high he's sitting far from me, I spotted one familiar faces at last he became one of my closest friend in junior highschool his name is Hans. but then I remembered what I did on him before, I stopped talking to him for no reason i didn't talk to him since 7th grade and I was scared for a moment because he is friend with the group in our class, yeah I might get the victim of the school year in bullying. And so our main adviser came for the homeroom, she talk endlessly something we already know about the do's and don't, rules and regulations and many other things we actually don't care at all she just talk there to do her task and I appreciated her for that one. And so, the time has come "Electing of officer". Hans become the President of the class one different group in the class failed to win their representative. Thought I don't opposed on the results it's just that I got kinda chill for some reason. And the the position for vice president came. Everyone talking about their representative and Hans nominated me to become his VP, I expected to win the position because it's Hans who nominated me and their group is almost half of our class so I did. I become the class vice president.
I thought everything will be great that time, but not at all. And it's all because of my bad attitude. I'm actually a prideful man, I talk to no one, rely on no one and do anything alone. I thought I can survive my two years in senior highschool without socializing with them. I tried to do that, I said to myself I didn't need them and that I'll never going to along with them. I didn't even picture and visualized in my head about me being friendly with everyone. Maybe, it's because I kept on comparing them from my old classmates which is I'm with for four years. It's now my fault to compare them, I saw it in my own eyes, they go out without permission, talk arrogantly, they don't care about studying or grades, they cut classes, they just even throw trash almost everywhere it's like I'm in a prison. Maybe that's the reason why I looked at them like that.
I isolated myself on them, thought I talk to them sometimes when we have group activities or anything but rather than that. I talk to no one. I put an invisible barrier on me so no one's will try to talk to me. I become the teacher's favorite because I'm the smartest in my class. I have the highest grades in my class for the 1st quarter I should be happy. But somethings feel not right, I'm not happy at all. I found out almost everyone in class didn't like me and the worst part is they didn't hate me at all it's just that they didn't gave a care on me just like what I'm doing with them. There's one of my classmates I'm talking to(sometimes). I tried to talk to him and ask what his thoughts about me and what does he think everyone think of me. The truth actually slap me on the face. It hurts, I'm the real problem, me as a vice president can't go along with his classmates will make the class fall down. He told me about my attitude, how scared my classmates go near on me, and how some of my classmates gets jealous on me.
After that, I went home, I reflect, look for what I did wrong, and so after fee days I did try to change. Slowly and steady I tried to talk to them one by one I befriend with them. Maybe some people think I'm push over but I still do it. I tried to understand every bit of my classmates. I start from our President (Hans) I find a perfect timing to talk to me and I found out he's still looking for a reason why I didn't talk to him. I said sorry and my reason for doing that he told me "that's in past, let's just work together from now. Let's just have fun in class" that's the beginning of me being friend with my whole class. Maybe my classmates find out what I'm working it and saw me having a hard time doing it so some of them tried to approach me before I did on them. Or maybe they approached me because they saw me changing.
Thought it's undeniable that my some of my classes is actually crazy as they are who did bad things. It became more lightly holding them off in one placed. I just need to understand them more but not tolerate them. I need to talk to them.
Authors message
Hello if you reach this part I just want to tell you, "no man is an island" as someone says we need their help and they need ours. Communication is the best way to solve problem. Try understanding someone. Giving them the respect they deserve will gave you the respect back. You just need to be friendly and you'll be more happy than achieving some medals and certificate in school.
I dreamed about, when I was a kid
Dreams are thoughts, series of sequence, phenomenon, experience and etc we had when we sleep. Though, it's random and didn't plan to have them we still experienced them most of the time when we fall asleep. Some people says dream are things that reflect as, just like a few nights before I dreamt of my pet cat, her name is snow. What I dreamed about her is that we're riding in a car and the moment I open the door to get out she immediately loose control and jump off the car, accidentally there's a car next to us and she got run off by the car. What I didn't expect is that when I saw my cat on the ground dead on the spot I didn't do any expression nor show any emotion on my face. I just, shit that's my cat. When I walk up I didn't get comfortable on what I did and what I dreamt of. Therefore, I took my phone go to Google and search what does dreaming of a pet meaning. My searching leads mo so sepicat.com. it tells a lot of things about dreaming a cat.
**Pet cat color**
My pet is a white female cat and the site says that a white cat in your dream meaning "hope or desire". This past month I wanted to find a job and become a working students. I'm a full-time student for my whole life because my mother wants me to just focus on my study and nothing at all. But, I eagerly wanted to become one.
**Cat running away**
As I said in my dream my cat loose on me, run away and I tried to catch it. The site says that it means "**it’s a dream you want to achieve but you’re struggling to do so"** I'm eager to become a working students not for money but for experienced in life so that I can have something to fill in my resume after I graduated in college. But there a lot of hindrance,, somethings that holding me off one perfect example is my mother who doesn't let me to become one.
**Cat dying on dream**
When I found out and read this part I was shocked and made me realized that "yeah dreams actually reflect who we are and our current situation." Dreaming of a cat dying means you feel lack of independence and you lack of confidence . I wanted to become one, there's a lot of hindrance but the real reason why things didn't go as I want is that, I didn't start anything at all. It's all me that stop me, "what if this happen, what if that happen" I have low confidence that actually make me shy do nothing at all.
Some people says what we dream are things we actually want to happen. Things we love, and eager to obtain. But daydream is sounds different from it. Both dream and daydream are things we actually love to happen. But dreams are random and daydream is actually a thoughts we're doing intentionally when we're awake.
Last 2 1/2 years ago, when I'm at my 11th grade. I actually want to the point I daydream of something. A things I want to try. A goal I want to achieve in life. I love to have it to the point I tried a write it in a poem. Thought it's written in Pilipino I'm still gonna share it on you all. It's titled "pangarap"
P A N G A R A P
Sa bawat pagdaan ng mga sandali, ang 'yong pagdating ang minimithi. Kailan ka nga ba sa akin dadating? Ang gaming sa sarili na sana ay dinggin.
Sa bawat araw na lumilipas,. Ikaw sa aking pangarap ay di kumukupas. Alam kong ikaw lang tanging lunas, Ikaw sa aking problema ay wawakas.
Ngunit ngayong napakalapit mo na,. Ngayong naabot tanaw na nga kita. Ako'y natatakot at nangangamba, nag-aalinlangan, ayoko pa.
Ikaw na kamatayan na dati'y aking pangarap ngayo'y isang bangungot na nasa aking harap. Marami pa pala akong sa buhay ay pangarap, Ngunit ngayo'y Wala na, huli na ang lahat.
For those who can't read it <it's a the first stanza talk about my dream on how much I want to have it "that I'm waiting for it for a long period of time" "I'm waiting for it", the second stanza tells why I wanted to have it "to solve all my problem in life" "I know you're the only answer" third stanza is about "how I regret wishing for you before, how scared I am right now" fourth stanza tells what I'm dreaming of "I dreamed of death, I wanna kill myself before and yet the moment I'm facing you, I'm scared and the dream I wish became a real nightmares"
Writing a 4 stanza poem became one of my hobbies and this one is one of my favorite. 3 years ago at my 11th grade before I wrote it. I'm suicidal that time I want to end everything. I dream of killing myself because of depressions. Those pressure from schools, friends, peers, continuous failure and my goal in life I cannot imagine. I dreamt of killing myself and yet a year after a half year I got subjected to tuberculosis. It's not normal, my plegm consist of blood even my saliva and I'm spitting blood my bodies fall down instantly. I can't move a lot I have low air one me. I was scared that time. I might die, the doctor says that on us. When I'm alone I cried in tears and wish I didn't dream of it. That I shouldn't think of it even once. I got treatment, continuous check-up and medication for more than half a month just to cure me from tuberculosis . After that, I realized how my life's worth, I did love my life. Me being subjected to tuberculosis Gaves me short air. I have low endurance right now. So every morning 5 am I wake up and went for a jog just to make me more stronger and healthier.
Authors message
Be careful what you dream of, someone says on me, what we think is what we get.
Do you have something you actually love to have and obtain in life?
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A time to spend your day. Would you rather?
Yesterday, just a couple of hours right after I published my 4th article entitled "A hot soup for a rainy day" (if you wanna read this here's the link https://read.cash/@Lazysnail/a-hot-soup-for-a-rainy-day-980533a6) I'm thinking of what should be my next content. Well, I get enthusiastic because I almost get 1 dollar on that article even though I'm just starting. But, after a time had passed I just can't think of my perfect topic of my contents. It Gaves me hard time thinking of. Thought, it's not hard to think of a topic. It's just that there's a lot of idea coming of from my mind. Everything is good, almost all of them can be made as an article but choosing a perfect one to be my 5th article is a life and death situation ( just kidding). So I stop thinking for a various of time and what I just did is read some articles to burn my time. there'ss a story where I got jealous because I wanna go to that place for my life by I can't, and there's someone who put me to the wizard world while I'm reading his content. I even tried sponsoring 3 person yesterday. It's not a big money I used to sponsor someone. I don't have money for that one. I did sponsor 3 random new and old user of this platform 2 of them tried to thank me and I'm planning to sponsor more people when I earn money.
Yesterday, even though I wanted to share my experience on that day there's nothing exciting or unique that happen. Yesterday is Sunday it's my rest day from school. And so, what I just did is that I laid on my bed for that day. I wanna see my girlfriend yesterday. I haven't seen her face to face for a week. But this weather so harsh that I can't go out without valid reason to my parents. I haven't seen her for a week, however we're constantly contacting each other through social media. Every time we both have free time and done or our chores we communicate. Yesterday is my free day and I have a lot of free time. After finishing everything I immediately informed her and she replied that put my face to smile. She also has a lot of free time. Here in the Philippines couples usually use text messages through messenger application to communicate with each other for most of the time. They say that's one unique behavior of us. But, what I actually like is communication through call. After knowing she's free I immediately call her.
We talk for a whole day about our day and some common thing a partners should talk with. We laughed for a whole time untill we both run out of a topic, we both laughed when we realized we're out of topic.
Her: now what?
Me: I don't know, know what?
Her: aaaaahhhhh I don't even know. Now what?
That's when idea come out in my mind. I read something somewhere here I'm this platform about an interesting things. Titled would you rather? I actually wanted to try this on my own to reflect on myself but talking it with her is also a good thing so I told her about it and she's agreed to play it without hesitations. I search for that article and go the site where it brings me. It has a lot of questions more over 250 plus questions. I started asking me with those questions that is highlighted from the site.
https://parade.com/964027/parade/would-you-rather-questions/
Me: aight I'll start!!! Would you rather die in 20 years with no regrets and die with no regrets or live in 100 years with a lot of regrets.
Her: I'd rather chosed to live for 100 years with a lot of regrets. Even though I have a lot of regrets I'm with the last man standing. How about you? What will you choose?
Me: yeahhh, I'm thinking the same way. I'd rather live for 100 years so that I can be with you for a long year. (Kidding aside, that what I wanted to say but I say different) "I'd rather live for 100 years, regrets is part of our life it's something we can't prevent. Whether we choose from one thing we will still regrets if what if we chosed to do the other thing and vise versa. So yeah living for a 100 year with a lot of regret is worth it.
Her: badiii, would you rather have the ability to erase your memory or erase someone memory?
Me: (I answer without hesitations) I'd rather have the ability to erased someone memory...
Her: whattt?? Why??
Me: I don't want to erase my memory it's my all from my experience in life. It's something precious and treasure for me. Also, isn't it funny to just erase a memory o some total stranger you just met on the street. You'll be like "tadaaaa" and he'll be like "what? Where Am I?" Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaaha
Me: okay my turn right now, uhmmmm.... Okay would you rather be able to read minds or predict the future?.
Her: I want to read others mind so I can know what people think about me or when they plan to kill me. Abalwuwbwkwiwbwkahw(inaudible). Youuu? What do you want?
Me: I'd rather have the ability to predict future. They're both awesome yet they both come with responsibilities. Reading mind is cool but it's illegal to invade someone privacy. But knowing the future I can tell what will happen, prepared or maybe change it if possible.
Her: but they both can change the future rightt!!!. When you read mind you know what they'll do, so mine is more awesome badiii😼
Me: badiii, would you rather have pause button or rewind button in life?
Her: I want a rewind buttonnn. I want to experience my childishness again. When we still don't a lot of responsibilities in life when we're just a little kid who's just thinking why the moon is following us.
Me: yeahhh that's a great answer (but for me, I'd rather have a pause button in life. Childhood days is awesome but I'm done with those things. Doing the same thing is exhausting. However, when I did rewind my life accidentally i'll change nothing at all because I'm contented on what I am now. So what I needed is a pause button. Something that will gave me more time to relax, place where I can breathe freely. A place where I know there's responsibilities but ca. Be waited.)
Her: would you rather have a million dollar or a million loyal friend???
Me: I'll choose a million loyal friend.
Her: I thought you're more on quality versus quantity? A million friend is too many.
Me: yeppp quality versus quantity is my saying. But a million loyal friend can make me a millionaire in no time. I just ask a 5 dollar for each of them and because their loyal they'll give me some. And so I gain 5 million dollar in no time. With 5 million dollar I'll start a business and my million loyal friend will buy from me and I might gain 8million to 10 million dollar I'll do that until I become billionaire.
Her: badiii... You pyscho.... Hahahahahahahahaha
We used our time finding questions and asking each other right after another. We even went to the funny part. Where I asked here if she will gonna choose no phone for a month or no shower at all. I know what she will going to choose and I'm actually right. She will choose to take no shower for a month over a cellphone. That's how she loved her phone lol. She want to have a child every year for 20 years than having no child at all. I told her that's a lot of responsibility and she told me"that's better than having no child" she chosed to have extra nipples than having an extra toes she says"I'll going to have a 20 child for 20 years so having an extra nipples will be useful. We just continue laughing for a long time. Until we went to some dirty questions (that's something I wouldn't put here in my article hahaahahahha) well I enjoy this day and I think it's worth writing in.
Authors message:
We should think wisely on where we will choose to spend our time. Most of the time choose spending your time those that will make you happy and at peace. And not just that will put you at peace only. Try this with your partner it's actually funny and enjoyable.
A hot soup for a rainy day
I'm writing it right now while there's a hot beef pares soup near besides me. I'm literally in cold right now. Today here in the Philippines is rainy season and I think the rain is continuously pouring for 5 consecutive days. I live in a main city, but my place is kinda isolated. I wake up earlier at 4 in the morning because that's my body clock. I always wake up early look at the window it's still raining I'm planning to take a jog but never mind the weather is harsh. I just go down from my room, gargle a glass of water and do a light exercise(*well health is wealth that's what they say)* after that I make a cup of energen *(it's a cereal drink mostly found in India and Philippines).* I actually love that drink because I stop drinking coffee I'm acidic person. an hour after I took breakfast I open my read.cash and found out I have 1 new subscriber. I'm actually happy because I'm still starting here. I then message my friend @Codename_Chikakiku, and ask for some advice and instructions on how to improve my platform. He' the one who introduced this platform to me. You can visit his account he has a great content.
It's still raining cat and dog I'm stuck in my house but there's something I still need to do. I need to go to Triumph Taguig it's 5km away from my house but I still need to. I'm going to pass my requirements some paper works and midterm exam results to him. Actualy yesterday night I asked my mother for a permission to go out, at first she didn't want to let me go. I'm still recovering from flu and fever and getting wet from rain is a big risk. "magka sinat daw ako". But, there's nothing she can do but to agree. a requirements is a requirments. And so, at 11 o'clock I started preparing myself. The water is cold danggg. I wouldn't take that one directly I might freezed to death. We don't have heater but we have a kettle, I boil a liters of water and mix it with a water in a basin. After taking a bath. I did prepare myself my cloths and everything. I wear a ran jacket and bring an umbrella with me. After that, I walked for 3 minutes to wait for a jeepney, I don't own motorcyle neither bicycle so I need to commute. At the side of the road I waited for almost 5 minutes there's no vehicle running the fog is thick and the blew of the air is cold. I then ride the jeepney ad stop at Phase 1 Pinagsama. It takes 2 rides to lead me to destination.
I thought, everything will be alright but bad luck happen. while walking at the side of the road the wind blew so strong. I loose grip to my umbrella and it drop at the middle of the road. I wanted to go there to pick it up but it run by a truck. My umbrella got broken, the weather is still bad, and I need to walk for 3-5 minutes just to get to the next station without an umbrella. I put on the hood of my rain jacket and continue walking. I saw a a stall and took a shelter on it. I'm not exhausted by I take a rest for a while. The lowerside of my body is wet and so my paperworks. All my requirements are drenched I forgot to cover them with a plastic before putting them inside my bag. "*what a f****** bad day*" I tell to myself. I actually want to go home because I'm kinda depressed that time. you know when you're alone, that's the time when we are at best and when someone watching at us that's when we messed up?. but today is different; the weather is bad, I lost my umbrella I'm drenched in rain and all my requirements are wet because of my clumsiness. I stopped for a minute. thinking for nothing at all. I'm just staring at the drop of the rain with a depressed face. I actually don't care when someone passed by and saw me. My face is covered with a facemask. But then I remembered something that put a smile on my face. I remembered that I have a soft copy of all my requirements needed save in my facebook account. without wasting a second I stand up and finding for a open computer shop It took no time to spot one. I immediately run to it, enter and rent an hour of one of their computer. luckily I'm right everything was saved except for something I needed to pass hand written but nevermind that one, I slightly edited the documents and immediately print it. I even by a couple of bondpaper and write everything I need. I asked the owner of the computershop if she has an extra plastic bag and she kindly gave it to me. This time I secured my documents and wouldn't let for that thing to happen twice.
In the middle of my walk to the next station I spot a little boy selling an umbrella. *"It's a waste my money if I wouldn't buy an umbrella on that boy"* . I walk directly to him and buy an umbrella for a hundred pesos. I waited at the station and ride a tricycle to Triuphm Taguig. after a long ride I arrived to my destination. I chatted our class president about my location because he's the one assigned to collect everything. After half an hour we meet each other. I will going to go home that time but he asked me to eat something. "dali na tol! libre ko wag ka mag-alala, minsan lang naman eh" . No one with the right mind will refuse the offer of free meal. I then follow her. We went to a stall on the next street and he treat me for a Hot-beef pares. A hot neef pares soup in a rainy season put me to a calm mind. That's the moment I feel relaxed. we chat for a long time, exchanging thoughts and laugh until we didn't realize we finished our soup. He went home and I asked the vendor for another order of beef pares.
(I ride the trycicle, the weather still bad at all, I'm still kinda drenched but I didn't think of any negativity that time. Not happy but also not sad. I'm just jamming in a my music thought my earphone. ***badluck actually hit, accidents do happen, being depressed on those thing is something you can't prevent but you can solve it, as my teacher says*** **" EVERYTHING HAS A SOLUTION*****"***
**AUTHOR'S MESSAGE**
I finish the last part here at my home. let me tell you something funny. when going home written on the last part I ride the wrong tricycle it brings me to different location, hahahahahahhahhaah. well I just laugh at that one and ride another trycicle.
how about you?? do you have an interesting day?? hope you have a nice dayy
-Lazysnail
What's my name talks about me(LazySnail)
im'ma waste some minute of your time if you didn't scroll down.
lazysnail is my name and it describe who I am.
hi I'm a man but I got comfortable using Lazysnail as my name even though it sounds girly I still like it. Actually I even used for my in game name (IGN). In some number of online and offline games I played before. As I remember the first time I used this name is when I started playing Toram Online . Toram Online from the name itself is a free to play online games. It is an MMORPG where you dress yourself as an anime whoever who like and in there you will interact with different people from different country. This games has a good storyline, endless tasks, A lot of beautiful scenery and great battle. well I'm talking a lot about the game itself I'm going back to the main topic. It's funny thinking there's still a lot of gamer who fall in a trap of a gamer like me. They even ask me to have a date in real life.
I'm at the park that time, it's around 5:00 in the morning. I'm sitting on a bench under the tree with a coffee. The weather is cloudy it might rain. I saw this games on ads and decided to give it a try so I install it. It took a lot of time to install and reload. Many male gamer love to use a girl avatar in a game and so do I. I dressed as a girl and think of a name for myself.........then I got tired of thinking for unique name. "hellbreaker", "kirito", "monsterwall", "lightning blitz" but wait... I'm using a girl avatar so my name should be cute or something unique or should I go back to my old nickname danDEAN??. I can't think of my name that time and then I ended of thinking nothing at all. I realized is it because there's actually no unique name (what's actually is aunique name?) or I'm just too lazy to think for my own name and there's I saw a snail in a mud it took my attention for a while. Walking or Crawling I don't know what its doing I'm just looking at it for few minutes and thinking where will it go or can he go to it's destination on time? hahahaha then I smile and decided to use snail as my IGN. But, snail alone is a boring name I should add more. I did think for a lot of time, I can actually used danDEAN but I want knew so I think again and think and then I said "ahhhh katamad mag-isip" that's a filipino word for "too lazy to think". That's when I realized I did say lazy for two times and got my attention so I used lazy and combine them and ended up using Lazysnail as my in game name.
From then, I worshipped snail just kidding. But what I actually did is appreciate snail and reflect on it. I might actually consider myself a snail. and **if I can become any animals I want to be. I'LL CHOSE TO BECOME A SNAIL.**
*for me snail symbolize a lot,*
**Snail symbolize peace**
That in every move they do they can't harm anyone, they're just tiny little creature who's minding their own business walking on the ground going to whatever this place they want. looking for food, place to lay eggs, for a friend I don't know. They're just peacefully walking. I consider my characteristics as like as a snail I'm calm (well most of the time) I don't mind anyone near me I'm just doing what I want. But beware, let me tell you there's some snail when eaten is poisonous.
**Snail symbolize patience**
I like slow and steady. Actually there's two motto in life that I always follow first is "do as you want(as long as you don't hurt anyone)" and the second one is "it doesn't matter how slowly you go as long as you keep on moving" by confucius, I didn't know who made the first motto I stated. As confucius says everything. we're not in race, we all have our own goal in life. We didn't need to run like hell just to show everyone we came here first. It's our own satisfaction that will make us happy. slowly and steady, flow with your own pace. you'll get there as long as long as you trust the process.
Being slow is not bad at all, with walking slowly you'll have a chance to look for your sorrounding. you can see everything and enjoy every bit moment of it, you'll miss nothing at all. Someone told me "the process of making a project is the real success, the positive outcome is just a bonus and the negative outcome is still the process".
**Author's Message**
*well if you reach this part, thank you. I think I successfully waste your time. haahhahaha hope you enjoy reading her.*
-Lazysnail
She Cheated on Me(?)
What will you do when you find out that your partner is cheating on you?
In today's generation, cheating or breaking up with your partner became a common thing. that it is okay to break up with him/her. some teenager even proud of themselves when they have a lot of exes. But I'm not one of them, me a twenty years old I only have two relationship.
In this article is about my first ever relationship/ heartbreak.
**The beginning; encounter**
My story with my first girl start when one of my friend who's serving in a catholic church tried to convince me to join in a youth encounter. youth encounter is a program of different churches where different teens from their vicinity will join and interact with each other. but that time I considered myself as an atheist I don't believe on religion and slightly believe on the existence of God but I myself respect others belief. It took him a 2 days to convince me and our circle of friends. It's funny because the only reason why I did join is because that time it is summer vacation and that's the best choice to do in spending my summer vacations.
And so, we travel 2-3 hours from our place and went to a resort. we will spend our whole weeks in that youth encounter. The first day is still okay, we just introduced ourselves to everyone and the priest instruct us about things to do, not to do, and don't even dare to try. that night we just have a bonding with my friends. and the second morning come fast. after taking our breakfast and cleaning ourselves we went to a room where we will the program gon'na happen. we talk about ourselves, our regrets, questions in life and many more. in every session we change our seats based on what the instructor command us. It's just funny because in that day I seated next to stranger they wouldn't try to talk to me. but that's actually okay for me.
The third day is different I seated next to this girl. Without a minute had past she then talk to me with a confidence on her tone. she kept on asking me about things and to not become rude I did responds to every questions she throw on me. She's actually jolly person and lively a complete opposite of me. I tried to concentrate to the speaker in middle but I ended up chatting myself with her. I even saw the speaker continously looking at us like he wanted to throw something on us. I kept on making my voice low but she's just too loud. after that day, at night, my friends teasing me because it is rare for me to talk especially for a total stranger. I even myself was amazed to what I did. the next day and the following days is normal it's just that I'm catching a glimpse of her looking at me and she's approaching me every break and every night. A whole weeks went so fast, but after we go home she then approach me and asked me for my emails and facebook account.
**The confession**
The time we went to our respective home I thought everything will end there and I will gon'na forgot her name. But , that thing didn't happen. She kept on bugging me and telling me she wanted to talk to me. We're exchanging thoughts for a weeks and we to go out for a number of times. She even invited me to their church where she is serving at. She mostly start the conversation and open some new topics . I didn't know why she's doing those thing but I got attached to her and addicted at the same time.
A months had passed, I realized and decided to confess my feelings. But I haven't confess to anyone for my whole life. I take courage and think of an idea how to confess my feeling. I waited for the perfect moment to confess it but I mostly failed to do it. So, I decided to tell it through poem. I'm actually good at constructing words after making a poem I written it in a old paper and then left it in her bag when we part ways after our date. She then found out when she got home and asked me if that's mine . and that's when I confess my feeling on her. she told me she has the same feeling as I have.
**The revelation: She cheated on me (?)**
And so I decided and told her that I will gonna court her. I did court her. Brought her chocolates, flowers, and presents. We become too closed to each other. The past version of me who didn't attend church mass because of her. We always talk to each others, exchanging how our days went and how we fill that day. She even introduced me to her family. That time she told me she want me to come over their church to attend mass so she can teach me how to play guitar. After the mass she told me if she can teach me playing guitar in her house. I said "yes" without any hesitation. When we went to her house her whole family was there. I seriously wanted to go out and run that time but I'm frozen in shocked and fear at the same time. I seated on the couch and she introduced me to her family . I'm so happy that time thinking everything is going to be okay. We even didn't fight even once.
A month before her birthday 6 months of courting her we go out for a date. We spend whole day with each other. She even told me her plan in the future and I'm one with them, we laugh and enjoy every bit moment of it. When I went home I started thinking of my gift for her birthday I did prepare for that moment. 2 weeks before her birthday. I'm then, informed that she's letting someone from her school to court her too. I was shocked that time and disappointed because she didn't tell me anything about it. I immediately asked her about it, she apologized on me and then I she tell me she's being court by someone for a month and a half.
I didn't know if she cheated on me or if that thing she did is counted as cheating. But I felt cheated and broken that time. After that I told her I will gonna stop courting her. I didn't chat her nor open her messages I stop everything from her and go back to my old self but wiser.
For me, love is commitment and loyalty. That what ever what happen you'll stay loyal and committed to one person only and other third party will be considered as cheating. No matter the bigger the problem is , the boring the situation is you'll choose someone you truly loved.
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Advantages Of Being A Boring Person
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Hi I’m a twenty years old 1st year college students. Haven’t drink alcohol, haven’t tried smoking and I am not interested in some kind of stuff were most people of my age addicted to. I chosed to be this kind of person since the beginning of my awareness in my environtment. Being named as a boring person is a self-entitled. No one says I’m boring one. But I felt that. They all thinking that way because there are times that I am not getting invited in a party of one of my friends. I mean most of them didn’t invite me for being me. Being not invited in a party sucks. Being left behind in a conversation really hurts. But sometimes, most of the times **BEING A PERSON HAS ITS OWN ADVANTAGES**
**A GOOD OBSERVANT**
Most boring person was isolated in a group, they’re the one who’s at the corner side of the room and mostly being alone. But then, they’re the one who saw everything. Watching a group can give them insight about their behavior, and hidden agenda. They can actually know if someone is lying or telling the truth or if that person is trust worthy.
One experiences I had is that in when I’m at my 9th grade. There’s one male classmates of mine he’s a cool kid and even smart. But they didn’t saw his dark side. He loves to flirt with other girls and make them broken after a weeks passed. And acting up like nothing happen at all. He then tried to make one of my friend his target. I saw it based on his action. And so, before that happen I did warned my friend. She became prepare and make that one cool kid taste his own medicine.
**HAVING REAL FRIENDS**
Most boring person has this one extrovert friend who has the exactly opposite side of your behavior. S/he will love to waste his time just to connect with you. Whenever they see you they’ll gonna approach you instantly not like any other people. This is because only few people like to hang out with us(boring person). It’s not that we didn’t like it, we just actually accustomed to it.But having few friends is also a good thing less problem, less talk, less hussle. And we can assure that those friend we already have are the true one.
Just like what happen to someone I know. She has a lot of friend. She party almost 3 times a week. Post something on social media about her friends. She’s actually joyful for having a lot of friends. But one thing she didn’t know. Almost half of her friends backstabbing her and even jelous with her abiut her attitude. And one day she got a problem no one help her and that’s when she knew whats actually happening. That’s one advantage we have over them. We knew who’s in there to help us and we can solve our problem on our own.
**GOAL ORIENTED**
Having few interaction with others gave us a lot of ample time to waste on anything we want. Less friends leads to less worries and less parties equals more time to reflect and recap on what we have done and what we wanted to do. We focus on our goal more than they do. Because, there’s few things we didn’t do that will just gonna waste our time.
Being alone in most of the time, open me a bunch of skills that I acquired because **boredom sparks creativity**. I have this problem-solvong skills, I can draw and portrait but I’m just an average artist who drew for fun. Make stories or article like this and right now im trying to learn how to play ukulele on my own.
**YOU ARE PUZZLE TO OTHERS**
This is what I actually like in being a boring person. Almost no one even our very close friend can’t read us easily. Most boring person had higher emotional intelligent where they can control their emotion and hide it on their face. When no one can read you no one will try to manipulate you. This might think us as weird one, on the other hand this could be a reason why some people take interest on us.
BEING BORING IS NOT ACTUALLY A BAD THINGS . **it is ok to just be. Quiet confidence is a statement like no other.**
do you have some boring circumstances that leads to an advantage??? Would you mind sharing it???
what do you like me to do next???
BTW. As you can see this is my first article I put online I hope you like it.
I’m planning to write a story I did when I’m at my 4th grade help me find my motivation please I’m becoming lazy to find it my own.
-Lazysnail
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