When we lose someone we LOVE we must learn not to live without them, but to live with the LOVE they left behind.
It's been almost a year now since she left us. I still haven't accepted the fact that she's no more with us until all this time. Hoping that it's only a dream. A once nightmare that hopefully it will only stayed in a place where dreams are but not as real thing happens.
I still can't help but crying. All those things was happening because of her illness, from the hospital, home and to the last second of her LIFE.
I missed HER, i missed everything she have done to me since i was nothing on this crazy world. She was my saviour. She let me stayed on her tummy for 9months without any doubts. Raised me as a good human. Who scared to do sins that hurt someone. Who scared and trust GOD in everything.
SHE was my everything ever since. But sadly, time came and took her away from us.But she always stayed in our hearts. She may be not seen by my two eyes but she will always be felt and intack with our love so deep inside.
LOSING A MOTHER is one of the deepest sorrows a heart can know. But her goodness, her caring, and her wisdom live on-like a legacy of love that will always be with you. ... In life, we loved you dearly, in death we love you still. In our hearts you hold a place, no one else will ever fill.
I missed her everytime i feel doubtful about my decisions in life. Only her that i used to talked everytime when i'm in pain. Specially when i got into my own life with someone i love. She is the only one who came on me to comfort when we do fighting with my boyfriend. She was there even late at night just to secure my safetyness.I missed how she LOVEs me despite in everything.
GRIEF is crazy-making with an element of surprise and the constant knowledge that no matter what you do that person is gone, never to return, never. Losing a mother is like being on a ship that has lost it's ballast and is now at the mercy of the deepest ocean and all it holds within.
The hardest stage of grief, for many people, is what's known as acceptance. It's the final stage of the traditional five stages of grief. Some people are never able to fully accept that their loved one is gone and they aren't able to change that.
Everything that we used to do was changed after she's gone. The word calling "MAMA" was never used anymore. Like,“MAMA i am okay, MAMA are you having your meal?, MAMA i need a hug, MAMA I miss you, MAMA i love you, MAMA can i go with my friends?, MAMA let's go in the church and eat somewhere.MAMA, give me an advice onwhat's the right thing to do. MAMA, MAMA, MAMA, MAMA, MAMA😭😭😭
I really missed you MAMA, why so quick on leaving? I am not ready yet. I needed you the most. Life is so unfair sometimes. Why you? Why not me?
" EVERYTHINGS HAPPENS FOR A REASON"
But we need to accept, i know it hurts but we have to.We can' t even tell until when we are here staying. We just borrowed the life that given US by our creator. We haven't own it. But we all have to value the life we have.
MY mother's death taught me to live fully and completely, no more wasted moments. IT taught me to love openly and with my whole heart. After all, we only get one lifetime — one chance to be with others and connect with others — so I'm going to do what I can, when I can.
I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOU MAMA, YOUR LOVE IS PRICELESS...
I KNOW YOU ARE IN GOD'S HANDS NOW.
DID YOU EVER HAVE A WORST FEELINGS ON LOSING SOMEONE OR SOMETHING THAT YOU VALUED THE MOST?
It's my second article, hope i got your emotions. Thank you for the time on reading this hurtful story behind my loneliness.
This was my first link, my first article in a world of writing. THANK YOU!
Nakakalungkot 😢 habang binabasa ko ito inaalala ko ang mama ko , buhay pa siya kaya gagawin ko ang lahat sakanya habang nakakasama ko pa siya mamahalin ko siya papaligayahin..