When I see something, suppose a girl then it triggers emotions inside me whether it be the sensation of sex or some random pop up of thoughts " she is beautiful" or the feeling of attraction , everything is happens within me. The girl exists within me , I project some values within me which triggers me.

Everything is happening within me

World and madness

In this world everything is found to be exist independently. Each seasons has its own characteristics. Days and rights functions on it's own. Animals behaviour of migration from one place to another in search of food , shelter. Flow of air from high pressure areas to low pressure ares. Everything is happening in some certain order.

Everything seems to be happening but are they really happening? Or am I in the world of illusion where I am hypnotized to feel that everything is happening?

Something my mind gets disturbs when I think about the differences between normal man and a mentally disorder man. A mad man too sees the world and starts to interact with it but we don't see what he is seeing? We can't feel what he is feeling? We only see his madness.

We call people mad when his mind functions on the dimensions other then ours. But when we see from theirs dimensions then they are normal ones.

These is why I feel hard to distinguish who are mad ones?, are we or them who are living in the dimensions other than ours.

Colors and me

Sometimes I feel , when I see green color , is green color is same to others as I see them? Such queries answers are hard to be answered because there is no any proper track of answering. Who knows it may be different?

If I see green different than others then too I can differentiate the difference because there is no any reference of comparison.

Existence and us

We are enjoying our self within this time frame. We can feel the cold air that touches us. We can feel the warmth of sun. With different surroundings or presence of something we get pop up of emotions. Our mind changes it's stages.

This whole existence gives us something . They have powers to trigger the pop ups within our mind. Something can bring the moments full of enjoyment or some misery. Some can bring hopes where some will be there to triggers the pop ups of regrets.

Red dressed girl

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Now, let's us see what happens when we see some .

Suppose, there is some random red dressed girl walking some meters away from me.

First of all, I see some figures. Then within that moments my mind scans and starts to project colors. When colors gets projected then there forms the shape of image now again mind digs and match with the information that are inside our mind with outside. This is the point where the image gets its values. Now the image becomes girl.

First photons from images comes to our eye which triggers something is there, imbue projections , colors , values. And there stands a red dressed girl. Now, within the moments subconscious mind works ," oh girl" then again it starts to dig to find out what can be done with that girl now the feeling of sex flows , feeling of attraction flows.

In a nutshell,

This is how a world appears. Everything seems outside but actually they are happening inside. These existence too is within us. Nothing is outside everything is inside.

This is the play of mind. So it's called the Maya , illusionary world.

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