She is lost!

Life is so much a roller coaster, indeed. It will ups and down but then life must go on.

Somehow, when feeling lost has no status even if you are young, old or even a charismatic person can feel this way. You cannot avoid this feelings unless you keep fighting this ego. Well, I think we're imperfectly perfect to feel sometimes of being lost.

Sometimes we cannot control of being lost. Probably, it will just came in.

Keina is one of the coolest girl I've known. She is very kind and humble. Her beauty is like an angel even without wearing any make ups. She serves in every service of the church. Definitely, she was God fearing. She really devoted to God and thats what make her self beautiful inside and out.

She is a first year college and took the course of accountancy. She is a dean lister of the University. She was a quiet an intelligent one. Even from the primary and secondary level she was belong in the honor list. Probably, others might known her as perfect woman in the world but then she doubted of what others perception.

In the other side of her story, she take some situation that will serve as her advantage. She was in the University but then her scholarship is not enough to sustain her daily needs or some miscellaneous of the school. Her living is somewhat not that in the average, she was also providing some needs of her family. Her others side of life was not really perfect as what others concluded for her. It is an opposite of some aspect of her life.

So then her life change into something different when the time that she take the advantages of having a sugar daddy. Yes! Unfortunately, she did that way. She was got in loved to the man which is she is a mistress. Her world turn around on that man. She even give herself totally and she doens't care about of the man status. All she wanted to happened is give her pure love to that man. She was blind and got poisoned by her feelings. She even forgot and don't mind by serving in the church. She was got hook by the wrong love. Unfortunately, keina changed by her feelings.

One day, unknown number pop out a text message in her phone that makes her teary eyed and weak,

Do not commit adultery.

-unknown number

This was the message rather a simple message but a powerful word. Keina cry it out loud that feels like she realized everything. It hitted to her mind and heart of what she's doing. She regretted it all. She even asked herself why she was lost in her life? Why she got blind? Why she enter that stupid love? Many questions bothered on her mind. She really cried of how being sinful she is especially she left God in a sudden. She regret of how her faith hold up in just simple feelings by others. She walk by sight not her faith.

She is now again serving God. After all those years regrets, she keep asking God to forgive her. She accept all the flaws she been through and that's not easy for her because it lead her breakdowns. Now, the breakthrough is already in her. The real keina is back again.

Keina was lost in the sudden. Her faith challenge her but then she fail to hold on that's why it makes her lost. She was totally lost because of her feelings.

Feelings is dangerous! Keina is being lost sometimes but it doesn't mean she was lost forever. She's back again to God and make herself a better again.

Sometimes in our life, it is inevitable to happen of being lost. In fact, at some moment in our life we became lost to the point that we forgot ourselves, our God and our surroundings.

We even got poisoned by our own feelings. That is why we need to hold and walk by faith with God. Our faith will challenge us of how strong we hold on.

Walk by faith and not by sight.