Narrating my Nine months

Look! Where we are right now?

It's almost end of the year that seems like there's no happening.

From the start of the year, hoping that opportunities will come and timeline will blessful that keep praying for the better living in this world

From January,

It was so good that God given me an opportunity to serve others, to utilized my profession as I wait my right tract of my dream institution. It was so glad that from the basic learning of the book captivated my mind to instil again of what was the basic forms. I'm happy those time from the lesson that I missed and hard to catch up will definitely gives me a clear understanding. So far, I've learned a lot and bring me back to those unconditioned mind at school.

To those babies that I've met and letting my knowledge be shared was a fulfilment for me because they are one instrument for me to have PATIENCE and HOPE.

February

Patience. Work. Trust

March

Still have work from the first month of 2021. Months been done with the fruits from hardworks. Waking up early and be ready for the stressful day even its hard for me to cope up some things that first time in my eyes. Truly the saying states it is a lifelong learning, indeed.

This month was answered prayer for the first step of journey. I'm about to submit an application letter for the first step of process and finally, my name was listed as an applicant.

April

As I waited, it is part of the journey to have a demonstration. Even its hard to handle my time and schedule still the determination is always in my back. I'm in the moment of having a perplexed mind by setting my mind of what was the best thing to do to make my demonstration best. I'm one of a kind person whose collecting advises to those people that above my capacity when it comes academically. Sad to say that I found out that it looks like confusing. The more advises from different people, the more disconcerted. I'm super depressed at this moment because I do not know where should I rely? I'm in the middle of putting my head on the pillow and cry it out loud, I was really disconcerted! But then God is tapping my back to stand and go back again. God whispered in my ears that I should choose where my heart goes. Futhermore, I come up the best decision by putting only myself and confidently to show it all.

May

It is time for me to focus my goal. I decided to stop my work from the very beggining of year with the reason that I need to focus the main reason of chasing my dreams.

It was tough decision of mine where my babies already lovin me and they were upset about my decision that I'm not longer be with them. There was time when I'm about to go home, one of my baby walk out and close the door because he don't want me to go out and go home. It really hit my emotion, supeeerr! Still trying to hold it on though. I shouldn't be affected their softness because that's my weaknesses gurrrllll.

June

Time to refresh my mind of everything since this is the schedule for the next step process.

I take the second step of process with 100% prayer, it was very tough and I don't know what will be the result since out of nowhere those things and not even been tackled once. All I have to do was surrender it all to the Lord.

July

A month of evaluation. Papers on clip and ready to pass in the committee. Hoping that everything will added as one that will reach the passing score.

August

Another time to WAIT. TRUST. HOPE

September

A month that the most awaited beacause its time to give my best for the last step. Actually, I was happy this time that my name was on the list of examinees because of some reasons behind on it, still it was a blessed that I have it.

Finally, it's all done.

You've know God how much I work hard for this. I don't have any worries of what will be the result since I already surrender it all to you God.

I ask this through Christ our Lord. Amen🙏

My nine months stated and this is my almost 2021.. I do not know what this three months left. I do hope that there's something amazing plan, opportunity, abundant blessing revealed by you oh God!

Still, I'm indeed blessed by you Lord💖