Here I am again struggling a topic to think and tackle about. I feel like sad at this moment. I don't know why! It feels like there's something burden in my part.
Again, something bothered on my mind. Wanted to have something new for me to refresh again. I really want something that will make me feel good again. Hayssss..
I really want something new!
In the moment like this, I feel my day is just repeated day by day. I am eager to change my usual day into something different sometimes but then the situation and time doesn't cooperate at all. I am very bit tired by staying at home. I know I have something earnings even I am here but then the surroundings makes me tired. Same area that feels like there is no hope. I know that I am just bit feel boring but then it was something not healthy to me. That's why I want something new!
This time my routine has no excitement at all. It makes me feel redundant all over and over again. Waking up that feels like I am not busy anytime, this would be my tired moment when I don't have any things been done. Argg! It makes me crazy roaming around in the house kitchen, bedroom, dining and bathroom. This routine is not good for the whole year especially when I know that my world is only in the house for a couple of months. I feel like a prison! Its not really good by staying in just one corner. Holding phone somehow gives an entertainment and it brings you around the world but then I'm not satisfied by just scrolling up and explore. I need something new, something that involve my physical and mental. Woahhh lets go to mars😅
I really want something new!!
So boring at this moment! 🥴 My mind was boring as well Hahahha so, please bare with me, I'm a little bit crazy writing this piece in a non sense way, I guess hahhah guysss, am I still okay? Yah I'm okay!!
Actually, I am here sitting down under the moon alone. Staring this beautiful moon that once in a while shown. Well, I guess it is first time as of this November that moon will shown again in the sky because it is a rainy season. Am I alonely today? Huhu haha It makes me crazier..
I miss my boardmate in a sudden because we always did a life talks under the moon. As we keep talking about life we are staring the stars and the moon. I remember when we did like this, we are reminiscing how our life facing difficulties but even this things wasn't as good still were looking a positive side on it.
My moment today its either sad or bored😅
Can you invite me somewhere? I really want something new!
Thank you to my generous sponsors for always with me even sometimes my mind is not totally good just like now.
I used to felt like this before but fighting kleah you will take your another journey soon perfect timing is the best..