When you are alone did you sometimes talk to yourself? Asked random questions as if there is someone inside you to answer those matters. When you are alone and feeling unnoticed, disregarded and embarrassed by the one you surrendered your all which leads you to asked yourself many questions. Uncertainty is flooding your senses. Fear and anger covered your whole being. But in the corner of your brain there is this voice wanting to explode, scream and cry, its bloody vengeance its purpose. But in the other hand a tiny voice was keep calming that corner to settle down. Sigh!
We can't deny that in some instances we are taken for granted often times, though intentionally or not it's still leaved a marks as a remembrance from that not so good moment. And everytime you take a look to that scar it reminds you of your past. The past that gives you turmoil and heart aches, uncertainty and doubt which leads your life in total fear and darkness. Seems no more hope is coming, all you see was defeat and nothing you can do to change what was being there. The voices in your brain starting to have conflict too, to fight and revenge is what the other side said while the tiny one crying for your remission and understanding. Even your hearts need to take side too but unfortunately it was confused which one to follow.
During a conflict between us and to our other half we observed that many thought was rushing to our mind. Sometimes regrets clouded us around, negativity find its way to our system that could lead to breaking path if we do not think properly, sometimes let's listen to that tiny voices inside our head which reminding us of the real reason on why we bonded to the other person of us. Which is love. Be mindful also to the fiercest feeling inside, the voices that shouted in your brain to regain your trampled ego and never budge to forgive the one who wronged you. Ugh! It must be a voices battling inside your head. The battle between good and evil. In each corner of your head this voices is lurking, mandated you to do good or bad, and the choices is all depending upon you, you must choose what was right or better between the two in accordance to the situation that you are into.
For instance you found an envelop full of cash along the side walk, what would you do? Isn't it automatically there is this debate happening inside your head. The hoarse voices telling you to keep that money for yourself, satisfying you with the reason that "it's not your fault anymore that the person lost the money because of negligence. You found it, you keep it! You did not stole that though, just your lucky day to found it". But somewhat outside the envelop was written the owners contact number. Don't call anyway, no body knows that you found the money."
While this tiny voices trying it's best to argue inside your system. Fusing your conscience to flow in your heart, reasoning and convincing to let you out from the temptations of the dark. Call the number it says, your rewards will be multiple when you do good to your fellow being. Now, decide what is your team to forward. Return the money to its rightful owner as the tiny voices pleading? or just take it home as if it is destine for you as the hoarse voices had told you?
The tiny voices whispering already that I need to cut this here now, it says sleeping was necessary to my body and mind. Though this hoarse voices keep pulling me to do more, hehe It seems what they are trying to convey this time was in favor with myself. But anyway, time is up for now, I have to follow tiny voices at this moment and my eyes were already complaining too.
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Article # 21
Published: October 20, 2021
Time: 4: 07 AM
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Voices are just on our heads but the decision will be depending on us. Sometimes, for those difficult situation we're in, we're confuse to choose what's better or what's best. Prayers is good too.