The disappointment of sleeping with one's fantasy,I will like to show how intimation of morality brought by aging family members connects with my hatred for mirror which began at my tender age.
I will like to have a word for the sadness inspired by feelings, or the shame that makes my soul faint when face with friends who beliefs you don't belong to their class,because I was deformed, defamed and intimidated even overly shy which left me apologetic.
When I make mistakes like all young people do,( misplacing house keys or leaving too many lights on in the house ) he screams "Useless boy"
Now, Do you know how it feels to be called irresponsible he-goat, loser, fool, lazy and good for nothing, in the present of friends??? Well, this has turn me to an object of mockery and ridicule in my neighborhood, and that has made me begin to believe am better dead than exist.
This name calling is far more devastating and highly detrimental to my life,it brought worst in me by causing a negative shift in my brain and I feel my birth to this world was a misplaced priority. I can no longer excuse my dad.,for his dereliction of his paternal duties.
I wonder what effect his verbal abuse had on my life,other than making me feel, am fatherless. I Mostimes avoid my reflection in the mirror because all I see is a monster with no future ambition staring back at me.
I have never had the right words to describe my life,than question my existence every night.
#I_HATE_MYSELF "
#Note___It's purely fiction.
Parents,name calling is like burning down your house,to get rid of a rat. Let's stop negative pronouncements on children, cux words are powerful. THANKS FOR READING
