Worthless success

The day I finished my medical internship, I was probably the happiest of the other students. Because from now on, I will not have to live only by taking medicine, but I will be able to give free treatment to my mother. Thinking about all this, when I was going to pack everything from the medical hall and go home, my younger sister's phone rang, - Say hello Moni, how is your mother's body?

My younger sister started crying when she heard me. Hearing her cries, I felt a little pain in my heart. Because usually Moni doesn't cry with me on the phone. - Why are you crying? Tell me what happened. - Brother, mother is not talking anymore. -You mean? -Mother has left us.

Hearing my younger sister's words, the mobile phone fell from my hand and fell to pieces on the floor. My roommate Aashiq saw my trunk and ran and grabbed my helpless body and said, - What happened Maruf? I hugged Ashik and shouted, - Mom left us.

The Aashiq boy himself became a little quiet when he heard me. He can't think how to calm me down. My mother wanted me to be a doctor since childhood. My mother used to sing many praises about me to the neighbors. Even though my family was lower middle class, my mother was proud of me because I had enough talent. The women in the neighborhood often despised their mother and said, - There is no benefit in dreaming of catching the moon as a dwarf.

When I listened to these words in a contemptuous voice, I also had an insistence in myself that I have to be a doctor.

The day my mother started having severe stomach ache, I was trying my best to get a chance in medicine. Although he told me to go to the hospital with my mother, she kept saying, -What do you need to go to the hospital to waste money? I will be better off taking medicine. You study well. You can see me for free the day you become a doctor.

I could not take my mother to the hospital even though I saw her screams of pain that day. Because if he goes to the hospital, his money will be wasted. Thus, day by day, when my mother's pain was getting worse, I took money from my uncles and went to the hospital without delay. After various tests, it is known that the mother's uterus has become sore. There is no possibility of recovery without operation. Mom told the doctor that day, - I will not operate, I am very afraid of those thorns. You'd rather prescribe me medicine.

It didn't take me a moment to understand the meaning of my mother's words. Because I know my mother is not agreeing to the operation because of money. I didn't have anything to say that day either, because we don't have money. How can we operate on my mother? I insulted myself that day by saying, why were you born in this low-income house that you can't treat your mother?

After that, after taking the medicine, my mother recovered a little, but sometimes she would scream in pain. The day the medical admission test results came out, I had a fever due to the excitement. Because if I don't get a medical chance, my mother's dreams, hopes and aspirations will not be fulfilled. When I saw my roll number in the merit list online, it seemed that I had got everything in life. I held my mother to my chest for five minutes that day. Because this is my desired inspiration. Those critics in the neighborhood also came to greet me that day.

Then I needed a lot of money to get medical admission, to buy different books and equipment. My mother handed me her favorite necklace that day and said, - Sell it. If you are a doctor, I can buy a thousand like this.

That day I thought, how can I neglect a mother who is determined to build her child's future without thinking about herself? The next few days were full of happiness and sorrow. On the one hand, the mother's illness, on the other hand, her own golden life of studying. While in the second year of MBBS, my mother's condition deteriorated so much that I could not stay still. What I found out by examining my mother again is really a black mark in the middle of my life's success. Yes, the mother has cancer in her uterus due to not having the operation. It seemed to me then that if I were a full-fledged doctor today, my mother would never have been in this situation. Why does the Lord repeatedly put me in the back row? Even then I could not get full treatment for my mother due to lack of money.

My roommate Aashiq kind of brought me home as an idiot. As soon as I saw my mother's frozen body, I couldn't control myself and hugged my mother and started crying. I was shouting at my mother, - Mom, look, your son has become a doctor. From today you will be given free treatment. Why aren't you talking

But Mato is no more. How will you listen to me? He has crossed over to the Lord the barrier of the blue sky. Never come back. Seeing me crying, many people in the neighborhood are shedding their own tears. No one could have imagined that a boy could cry so much for his mother if he loved her so much.

In this way you will hear a lot of hard-won success stories where when the success is achieved, the desired person is no longer around. Then you will think that since the desired person is not there, but what will I do today with so much success? This success is the equivalent of a worthless sack today. I pray to the Lord again and again that such success does not come to anyone where the man of his favorite inspiration is lost.

Thank you.