JUNVA, IT'S OKAY...
It’s okay to feel unhappy about your shortcomings and frustrations. But remember, you don’t have to hate yourself because you did not experience things the way you wanted them to happen.
It’s okay to make rains on summer days. Remember that terrains still need water to bountifully yield harvest.
It’s okay to pause a moment in your busy works at school. You still need that break. Go out. Go with friends. Eat a lot. Enjoy the intricate natural arts. Laugh the hardest you can. No one will make genuine happiness for you except yourself.
It’s okay to be broken by the same person many times. It is okay to be foolish in love or to be fooled by the man you dearly love because it made you realized that you are alive, that you know your body’s stimuli are working. Go pick up your broken soul. Slowly mend it with acceptance. But do not force your heart to forget him in one hard cry. You are only hurting yourself more. Respect the pace your heart is pacing.
It’s okay to love the melancholy and sense of chaos you found in Tennyson’s masterpieces because it taught you that everything was part of a benevolent plan in which eventually all your losses would be made good.
It’s okay to dwell on Moira’s and December Avenue’s songs because sometimes the sadness and precariousness they brought to you is an immense pleasure your soul badly needs.
It’s okay to sometimes get out from the default society has molded us to follow. Get wild but still be controlled by the alter self in you.
It’s okay to come out from your closet and announce to the world the gay that you are. You’re done being scared. You’re done living in a world where you couldn’t get to be the person you want them to know. Always make rainbows in someone else’s clouds even if they clouded you. Be jubilant. Be an inspiration to others who are still shadowed by the fear of coming out.
It’s okay to be sorry. It’s okay not to be okay. Above all, it’s okay to be the JUNVA that you can be.