I've just finished most of my tasks this morning, what is left is for me to do some more reading! Once again, this channel inspired me to move. She has an aesthetically pleasing video, making the tasks she do look easy and peaceful. This is my goal, to do my tasks so effortlessly that I won't feel lazy doing them anymore. And I am on my way to do exactly that~
@Julsijuls in July 2021
I am currently thinking of what book to read, I want find a fiction book that has good Writing style and descriptions. And I am considering Virginia Woolf, her book called the waves, but it seems like I'm not in the right mind set yet. So maybe I'll go browse Tumblr for now and read short quotes from stories, that way I can make my brain work! How about you, what's keeping you busy?
This lunch, we had adobong atay because it's the only meal we could cook for today. We're running out of food and my parents are yet to go grocery shopping later this afternoon after their work! It's been a week since the last time we had liver so we really enjoyed our lunch! I cooked it the way those cooking shows cook, with lotsa garlic too! How about you, what was your lunch? Image from https://images.app.goo.gl/fqHuihSCvL7eokjL7
It's only about exercising yet I feel nervous doing it. I'm already big, so last night I decided to take my exercise seriously again. Like daily workout routines so that I could actually lose weight. Oh well, I need to rest now and wait for my tummy to settle, then I'll start exercising again with Chloe Ting!
There's really nothing much to do this afternoon so i might just take a nap. Around 4 I'll wake up to exercise then at 5 I'll start working again for dinner! And then i might also spend some time here again to talk to more people!
Since it's a new month, i downloaded a new wallet and this is what it currently contains 😂 for this month, my goal is to reach at least 0.1! It's not much but it would still be a huge help! How about you, what's your goal? #Club1Bch
I may have not been able to do exercise at 4 pm, but the day is not over yet so I'm still gonna do it now, despite being an hour late! This is the routine I'm gonna do, a low impact workout since I'm big and I don't wanna injure my knees and ankles. No jumping for me. Joana helped me lose about 3 kilos in the beginning of the year!
This morning, I had green tea, I was planning to drink again this afternoon for my exercise but I forgot to make one. This must also be the reason as to why I'm not feeling the effects of the tea like I used to, it's because I used to have 3-4 cups before and now I only had 1. No wonder why! But again, there's nothing gonna happen if I'm gonna get sad over this. I'll just move on and be more mindful tomorrow in order to not forget the tea! Image from https://pin.it/6msX9aL…
Our favourite meryenda, SM Turon! I know that it's already late, that it's time for dinner but I still wanna call this meryenda, hahahah! It's still as big and as yummy as always, I hope they won't stop making this quality food ♥️
Dinner, fried chicken! The picture is a little blurry because me and my sister are giggling, excited for the meal! Chicken from Chowking are the best! They have crunchy breading and the chicken isn't dry! Plus it's also very tasty compared to some fast food chickens we had before. So yes, we're happy!
Time check, 12:21 am. It's way past midnight, a little late than the normal time an individual must sleep especially when they wake up early in the morning. So goodnight, I must head to bed now because tomorrow is going to be a busy day for me. I need all the energy in order to work efficiently, I hope you have your rest too. Image from https://pin.it/2kWF4It
Beating procrastination isn't an easy task, especially to the kind of people like me. We tend to just sigh and let the laziness drive us throughout the day, instead of us holding a broom and sweeping away the laziness so we could have a day filled with productivity. And I think procrastination is strong when we lack sleep. So again, good night and good bye! I have to do duties tomorrow while simultaneously kicking laziness' butt! #GrowthAndBetterment
This morning is gonna be busy so I'm having an early breakfast! I cooked hotdogs and then made oats with milk~ I used quacker oats banana flavor so the milk also tastes like banana! It makes me want to buy vitamilk's banana soy milk. I used to have it once a week back when there were still face to face classes. Now I can't buy them anymore 😅
On the second day of July, I unlocked a new achievement, i woke up 10 minutes earlier than yesterday! If you look at it, the difference doesn't seem much but for me it's already a quick start! I also didn't touch my phone and opened social media the very thing in the morning which is another achievement so I'm thankful as well because I am being guided towards this goal of mine ♥️ So far, my day is already productive and i am having breakfast as I type this ✨ I hope that…
I've done quite a number of tasks this morning, and I am happy about it! One of the tasks is Writing on my journal. Last month, I wasn't really able to continuously write there I was too lazy and I didn't know what my priorities were. I was too focused on the internet that I neglected a lot of tasks that I aim to perfect this year. Thankfully, I am slowly getting back on track, and a simple act of jotting down my thoughts is a good progress for me. #GrowthAndBetterment
I had two silly things happen to me this morning. First is that I thought I saw a tall man wearing an all white outfit standing by the foot of my sister's bed. Turns out it was just the plastic bags hanging from by the window. Second is that I thought someone was inside my parents' room when both of them were outside. Turns out it was just the electric fan, placed where my mom usually sits, ahhahaha! #RandomThoughts
I already finished a lot of tasks today and it makes me very happy! I only have a few tasks left, which is cooking dinner and exercising! But while I wait for the time to come, I'll do some reading again and then I'll write a few prose and poems. It's been almost a week since the last time I posted a poem here, so I believe it's just perfect to write again Image from https://pin.it/2tjnIFL
[ a poem by Julsijuls ] Come outside with me let our hands touch our finger interlock and let's dance love dance like the flowers like the grass in fields. Let's move like the clouds slow and smooth Let's dance and dance round and round to nowhere, to everywhere let's dance, let's twirl and never let go of my dainty pale hand. Image from https://pin.it/5A3Sewm #ProseAndPoetry
I just finished having lunch! I don't know what the kind of sauce is that though, hehehe I had a chicken with bits of vegetables and the one in the white cup are oats with egg! My sister calls it weird but I find it just fine. I'm avoiding rice so, I have oats instead!
I found a story to read today! I was scrolling through Facebook when I tumbled to a Tumblr screenshot. And when I read what it's about, I immediately clicked. I like Harry potter and also hell's kitchen, so seeing a fanfiction containing of these two, I got super excited! I'm pretty sure this will be hilarious! #Literature
I find this ted-ed quite sad. It's understandable that the Americans during that time don't want to lose all their businesses, but banning the Chinese folks from re-entering the country because they are threatened by the Chinese's booming business is too much. I don't know much what happened for I only saw a ted-ed video, but I think the government should've at least made a law that could balance the economy instead of exclusion.
Hello! I just woke up from a small nap, it was enough to give me back my energy, which I will then use to make us dinner~ I have to worry before night time comes! I will cook us sopas, I'm still thinking if I should put hotdogs or chickens, maybe hotdogs would be nice right? Image from https://pin.it/3SwenCu
I'm watching this acapella version of Bohemian rhapsody and I can't stop watching it! Their voices are so clear and they're not very cringey to listen to. This group is the pentatonix, I started listening to them last 2019, stopped, and now I listen to them again! I love acapella! #WhatJulsijulsThinksAbout
What is it like to be the kind of person who is cool headed? Like, you see something annoying and you just shrug and move on, and not immediately snapping because it really ticks you. What is it like to be always calm hahahaha coz I can't relate 😗 #RandomThoughts
Look what mom bought for us, sunflower seeds! The last time I had one was 2020 back when there were still classes. I buy the cheaper ones because I'm a broke student hahahaha! But this one looks a bit more expensive, yummy!
Time check, 11:31 pm. This is an hour earlier than my usual time of sleep, which is past 1 am. And because I'm already feeling sleepy, I'll head to bed now and not fight the drowsiness. Today was fine, it was busy but I feel like a lot of wrong things happened because of me so, I'll sleep it away Hahahaa. Good night! Image from https://images.app.goo.gl/pimaX37TAhqMhnVi7 #GrowthAndBetterment
Good morning everyone! Today, I had an 8-hour sleep and having it makes me feel refreshed. My shoulders don't hurt and my head don't feel weird, I should keep on having a complete sleep hahahaha! In order to do that though, I have to sleep earlier later tonight. Anyway, I hope your morning started great, and that you'll enjoy your weekend too! Image from https://pin.it/4X2nuhg
Aside from the green tea, mom also bought this yellow box of Lipton tea so I assumed they were lemon. I made one just this morning and it doesn't smell like lemon, it doesn't look yellow too and instead the water turned kind of black. And then I just stood there wondering if a tore the tea bag, then I lifted it up and it torn open. It was just really black. I read the box and it says it is black tea. What is a black tea, I never had black tea before and I don't like how it…
If I ever learn how to play the piano, I'd try to compose melodies that would fit all the prose and poems I wrote. I would even want to make melodies and base my poems fron those sounds. I think it would be very nice if I can learn the language of the pianists if ever there is one. Because, they play and create so effortlessly like they're just writing down words. I want to be able to create like that, as smoothly as that. It might take some time because I'm a little dumb,…
When nails are pretty right? Like this with soft colors! Looking at these makes me want to have acrylics so that I could always here the clicking of them on my phone. But then my mind always reminded of that lesson I had when I was in grade school. That the longer the nails, the more the germs that could accumulate under there. they're pretty but they're gonna be a home for germs so I end up just backing away from the plan 🤣 Image from…
Now I understand why this morning felt lazy and relaxing. It's because the sun was hiding behind the clouds, and that the clouds are preparing to rain! The sky have just finished drizzling our area with cool rain, and now the greyness of the clouds are gone now. Though it's still cool and a little less hotter than usual 🌬️
I am not a smart individual, and so I think it's good if I spend my spare time reading and watching things that I may learn from. I should also play games that could help my critical thinking rather than just for pure entertainment. I am not very smart but that doesn't mean I can't become someone who could have decent knowledge about the surface of things. So yeah, let's be productive everytime we could!
Time check 7:01 pm! Let's have some snacks first while mom cooks for dinner! Bread sticks is a snack that i always wished to have back when i was still in grade school. My allowance isn't that much back then so buying something that would cost half of my money isn't very smart. Especially when it won't even make me feel full. But now, i can have this without worrying too much!
I didn't know that Yakult has a lite version! It doesn't taste as sweet but it's understandable since it has lesser calories. I think I'll have more of this instead of the red one so that i won't have to consume too much sugar. The difference might not be much, but reducing even a little is already a thing!
So, I just had two mini bottles of Yakult, it was yummy but I'm a little worried if my tummy is gonna be okay HAHAHAHA! Have you ever tried having two bottle of Yakult? Did your tummy went just fine or did you have to live in the bathroom after? #RandomThoughts
This earphones lasted a year and now they're broken. The left bud doesn't give any sound while the right one sounds just fine, how am I gonna live like this (let me be dramatic hahaha) how am I gonna enjoy the classical pianos and acapella and ted-eds, I need new earphones. I'm so sad (ノT_T)ノ ^┻━┻ #WhatJulsijulsThinksAbout
Time check, 12:41 am, which means my plan of sleeping earlier than 11:30 pm just flew out of the window. I didn't even take a nap this afternoon so I'm wondering why I'm still up. But anyway, I need to go now because tomorrow is a new week and I'm gonna be busy! Bye-bye and good night ✨
Good morning! I woke up not because of my alarm, but because the power went out and I'm already sweating! It's not gonna last that long though I hope it would come back right now. Anyway, I hope you're having a nice day! Do you have electricity?
So, things aren't really gonna change if you're not serious about it. Like, your plans can be great and pleasing to hear, but if you don't out it into action and you're not consistent, then it's pretty much useless. And once you realize this, you need to start moving again instead of sighing and getting sad. We need to move if we want changes. You hear that self? Move! Image from https://pin.it/YVJaIgY
Today, this morning, I have three things to do. First is to do the laundry. Second while the washing machine is spinning I'll clean my room. And then third, I'll read Sherlock Holmes after cleaning my room and while the washing machine is spinning. But I have this feeling that I might not be able to finish reading a single chapter 🤣 #GrowthAndBetterment
Some people say that the number of subscribers we have doesn't really matter, but to me it does! Because looking at them grow means in doing good here and also it's very satisfying to catch numbers like this where it seems like you're counting backwards. 876! And hello everyone, I hope that everyone is having a nice time today! #Club1Bch
Turns out I'm right, I wasn't able to read Sherlock Holmes Because I ended up accidentally ruining the book. Not a major damage, but a chunk of its pages got off the book when it fell on the floor. It's an old book so obviously the pages are brittle. I could've still read a chapter but I felt bad. So I made lunch instead. As I'm typing this, our meal is being served and I'm standing in the kitchen, sweaty and smelling like veggies!
Doing the laundry takes more effort and time when you're doing it with both your hands. And it seems like this is what I'm going to do now, since our Washing machine broke. Good thing I already finished soaping them up when the thing was still working, all I have to worry about now is rinsing them. Though it might take some time, the side is that we'll be saving up electricity! Image from https://pin.it/57bmcR9
Inside my room isn't very bright, so I went out to check the clouds. As you can see, it's slightly cloudy but the sky is blue. I thought it's weird but then maybe some part of the sky is grey and that I wasn't just able to see. Maybe it's on top of our house that it's grey that's why my room isn't very much illuminated. But either way, it's still a nice day, good for doing house chores without sweating too much and a good weather for sleeping!
I just noticed this little potted thing in front of our house. I usually find this kind of greens outside with the grass, so this is some kind of grass i think. But my dad decided to put it on a plastic cup and make it into a display plant instead. I think he did the right decision because it looks good! #RandomThoughts
After months, mom finally bought us again our favourite brand of noodles! This is a bit expensive than our local brands so it took a while before we could buy again, and the wait is totally worth it because our taste buds enjoyed the taste so much! What i like about this is that the noodles don't go soggy right away, they're firm and curly and just yum!
I think I have a weird tummy, or that maybe it's just in my head. But I easily get fuller whenever I eat spicy food. I think it's because I drink a lot of water while eating and even after 😂 if this is the case, then maybe I should apply this cheating method so that I could get fuller whatever kind of meal I eat
I believe I might have to practice digital minimalism in order to help myself more in managing my screen time. When I am not doing anything, I notice that I'd feel restless unless I'm using my phone. That isn't a good thing right? And so, a simple way to get myself be tired of using my phone, is to set away the things that make me 'too entertained' and keep the ones that I really need. And so, I'll watch videos that could help me do so! I hope I could actually do this…
Although 11:48 is a late time to sleep, I'm still glad that I'm sleeping at this time because it's easier than last night's sleep. I had a tiny bit of improvement! I hope that you will all have a peaceful sleep, and don't forget to pray to be kept safe in your sleep. Thank you for today's interactions noisy people, see you again tomorrow! Image from https://pin.it/2MsCkcP
Good morning noisy people! This morning is a little warm and I guess it's a good thing because it won't make me sleepy. I'll be cooking breakfast in a bit after I finally make my brain wake up, I'm still a little sleepy hehe. Anyway! Today's gonna be busy, I'll have to prepare for the upcoming classes by reading some books about essays, so expect me to share a lot of time bits here about what I'm gonna learn :D Image from https://pin.it/1Whfq1U
I had this weird dream about students performing pianos and a group of teachers who want to go abroad but don't have the money. They joined America's got talent and Simon liked them and then it seems like I'm part of their team, but I wasn't dancing, I was just painting their shirts 😂 it's a weird dream! #RandomThoughts
[ a poem by Julsijuls ] Though, I've been hit with a ridiculous amount of stones for I always put you in my poems, i will not stop. Even if the stones are plenty enough to build you a castle, i will not stop. I still have a lot to say for my words are not as limited as my blood. And so I'll stand amidst the rubble, and i will let the words to flow out of my mouth. Continuously and lovingly. Image from https://pin.it/6TgSjv6 #ProseAndPoetry
Did I have tea today? No. But juls why not? Simply because I'm lazy and also because I drank too much water that I could feel the liquid in my tummy slosh. So of course there is no more space for tea hahahah! But later, I'll have a cup and then hope that laziness will go away. I thought this day is gonna be productive but my tablet isn't charged yet so here I am laying on my bed ;—; Image from https://pin.it/65O0F7O
We ran out of gas so our lunch is a bit delayed. Well, as I wait I decided to eat instant cupped noodles with garlic! My breath smells bad but the noodles tasted good so everything's fine 😂 I need to avoid noodles tomorrow though, Because I can't have them 3 times in a row. I might be autopsied one day and they'll find noodles in me instead of flesh 😂 Image from https://pin.it/76Ipgqu
I think it's been actually a while since the last time i roamed in front of our house. Because look at this giant gabi leaf, I just noticed how huge it had become! Way bigger than my hand! I could imagine an elf visiting and taking that with him in case it rains!
Guess who is too bored that they started Doodling again? Ha, you're right it's me! I have a tiny improvement, or let's say progress: I can draw a face that kinda looks like a 3/4 angle hahahah, I am happy! I only copied that from a reference for my practice, and I'm still happy about it ✨ #Art
This showed up on my screen and it freaked me out. I thought I did something wrong before I read the contents hahahah! I think there were a lot of people trying to get in at that moment, which was kind of a wow moment and also a scary moment. It really is important to read what shows up on your screen before panicking and accidentally giving your self too much anxiety 😂
I think this cat and I have the same problems, we're both fat with big bellies and yet we're sad if we don't get the treats we want. Probably the reason why we remain chubby, hahaha! #WhatJulsijulsThinksAbout
Cooking pancit always feels like an exercise to me. My arms and shoulders always hurt because of all the stirring and turning. Plus our kitchen isn't well ventilated so it's hot, and I'm also infront of a stove and a steaming wok. Cooking feels like exercising and at the same time, spending some time in a sauna hahahaha! What's your meal right now? I hope it's delicious, healthy, and satisfying! Image from https://images.app.goo.gl/b9HCx2kgeRU33LFr6
For some reason, i tried to learn the guitar at this time of the night. And it didn't turn out very well, i tried the C thingy and my fingers couldn't stay in place without shaking hahahaha! And i think I'm pressing on the strings too hard because look at my fingers! Is this normal? 😂
Found this on twitter! Do some cats really sleep like they're melted? It looks uncomfy but it also looks like this cat is such in a relaxing position. And no, it's not dead. Some cat owners in the comments say that sometimes, their cats do this too. It's just that I haven't see one in person!
My Day felt a little different, like something was not part of the routine is the highlight of my day and it somehow affected everything else. Is it because I went out today, is it because of the sun, or the feeling of pencil against paper? Maybe it was when I held the guitar, or when I took pictures of my brother. All those affected my day in a good way, and I am thankful that the tiring cycle I had the few weeks somehow finally broke. I hope that tomorrow, the same would…
I really want to sleep now but the mosquitoes won't stop bugging me. Anyway, I'll get off my phone now and it a day. I made a deal with myself that I'll finally exercise tomorrow. So good bye and good night! I hope you'll have a nice time ahead ✨
Good morning everyone! I woke up around 6:20 am and I found myself something to do last night. I've decided that I will wake up early and rummage through my university materials from last year. A new academic year will start soon so I believe it's best if I start getting myself used to studying again. Hehe, I hope that my day will go just fine. And also I hope yours too! #RandomThoughts
From watching theories about how the earth begun, to watching tsunamis, to watching planets, I now am here watching video clips of volcanoes erupting. If we're going to think about it, the world is very unpredictable and that's what makes it scary. We don't know of a volcano would suddenly erupt without a warning, if a sudden huge earthquake would happen, or if something else just as horrifying would occur without us really noticing. I think my new fear is the earth 🤣
I am done journaling again! Writing down my thoughts in the morning help me feel better and a little accomplished. Because, it seems like Writing on a journal is a way of reporting to myself what i do and what I think. Also I easily forget things, even if they're remarkable to some, I tend to still forget them. So it's good that I jot them down immediately before my brain decides to get rid of them again 🤣
So I was cleaning my room when a plastic bag suddenly fell behind my door. I checked and saw these, they were hidden behind a jacket and I forgot where these came from. Such pretty shells! I think, these were from the beach where my mom had her team building, she brought these home so we have something to admire! I hope that I could collect more soon
I was watching this animation that shows how deep the ocean is. And it showed there that in a certain area of the ocean, if we put mount Everest there, it will be completely submerged. And then that fact made me want to explore the sea and have body that won't die because of too much pressure, hahahaha! But after watching this video which says that we we have only explored 5% of the water's made me terrified. See this ugly fish? I don't wanna meet that, I think I'll just…
My plan for today was to study phonetics and the history of English. What i ended up doing is study the giant stars and black holes. And i also studied about tsunamis and earthquakes and the theory of how the earth was formed. I think I'm this meme where my task is failed successfully hahahaha!
When i went to take a nap earlier, it was sunny. Now i woke up feeling cold and to the loud noise of a thunder. It's raining quite hard here at our area, hard enough that the electricity might go out later. I hope that this won't last long though because it's already flooding a bit in front
I couldn't take a picture anymore of outside because it's already dark. But if i were able to, I'd show that it's still raining, and that the macopa tree's leaves are dancing because of the strong wind. I think a typhoon is about to come, or is already brewing somewhere. I hope that it won't be a destructive one, i worry about the homeless and for the stray animals :(
Mom and dad went out to buy groceries earlier, and of course, they also bought us giant turons! This one is special though because SM decided to put some ube as well. I'm not really sure what changed in the taste but it was better! The ube has a different kind of sweetness compared to the sugar so i guess that's the difference it brought. The langka is still there, i just ate it immediately 🤣
I showed my mom my savings through this community, and she's so happy because I am able to save up money even if I'm only at home. The money I earn is used as our emergency back up while I'm still not spending it for December. This community is very helpful when it comes to financial aspects, also this place helped me put better content on all my social accounts. This place is so cool, and I am thankful that this became an instrument to help me and my family. I hope a lot of…
Behind our house, there's an empty lot that accumulates water when it rains. And then frogs will go there and sing. That is what they're doing now, the frogs are singing after the rain stopped pouring. And I believe it's a sign that I must go to sleep now, I shouldn't waste the opportunity of having a lullaby right? You should too, if it's already late there you should rest! Good night now noisy people, today was fun. And I hope that tomorrow a lot of good things will happen…
I never really thought that I'll be able to be guided back to this track. Well I known that I'll be guided, I just didn't know that it's this soon. Good morning everyone! This morning, I already did a lot of productive things, and I am very happy about it! I cooked, I cleaned, I wrote on my journal, and I am planning to exercise too! Today is gonna be both fun and productive, I hope that this will go on until later evening. How about you, how did you start your day? Image…
I think it's both weird and fascinating how the sky works. Last night, it was pretty much full with clouds. But now the sky is clear and blue and it smells like an ordinary day, it didn't even looked like it rained! Perhaps the wind above is strong so it blew away the gloominess? Perhaps that's the reason! And so this morning is wonderful, may you spend it with joy noisy people!
It's a little funny how I worry the last days. Worried that I'm not doing anything productive when these handouts are here all this time! Since we don't have the latest ones yet, I'll go read the previous lessons we had during the last semester. I'll have to refresh my knowledge and get used to studying again so that I won't be too stressed when class start on the 19th.
Back when I was younger, when I didn't have the interest in law yet, Ma'am Miriam Defensor Santiago seem a bit too much for me. She seems to be an individual with no chill. But now, after I experienced studying law subjects and watching trials on YouTube, I'm feeling a little sad that I won't ever get a chance to meet her in person. I hope though that one day I'll be able to meet someone who is just as passionate as her when it comes to law. #RandomThoughts
So, i was preparing our lunch a while ago when I noticed this onion. It has tentacles! I don't know if these are roots that grew because they've been around for so long, or if these are like old roots that were not remove. Either way, it's weird! I almost didn't cut this up so i could plant it 😂
I've been watching videos that would make me Extremely nervous. First it's about the deep sea creatures, then the black holes and giant stars way bigger than the sun, then earthquakes and volcanoes. Now I just watched a short video about school shootings. It's scary, a school is a place where we should learn and probably be taught to avoid violence and yet school shootings happen. It's scary, I hope that no more of this would happen again :( I hope that people would stop…
When someone tells me that they were born on 2010, I don't wanna believe them. Because in my brain, you can't be real like, 2010??? 2010 seems recent and you're already talking? I imagine you as a baby, you're supposed to be a baby, like a toddler. It's so strange hahahahaha! I hope it's not just me who forget people are born every year 🤣
It saddens me every time I am reminded of the fact that our pets have shorter lives than us. We'll spend a few years with them, around 15 years at the most maybe, and then suddenly they're gone. You grew up with them, had memories with them and then they're gone. And because their stay with us is quick, it's best to give them a life that they will love. Because if you think about it, their whole life all they have is us. All they know is us. And we should give them all the…
I already learned how to drink a minimum of 5 litres of water per day, learned how to drink tea, but not how to not eat. I need to learn to ignore the hunger, I need to learn to eat when I really need to, I must ignore food. But the problem is that, it comforts, food comforts me. And maybe what they say about me having no control is true, that I like food too much. It's just, it's just meh. I'm meh. Image from https://pin.it/EemcK8K #RandomThoughts
It's already late, I should be sleeping now. I wasn't even doing anything important and yet I still sleep late. All I do is browse through the internet and just laugh at memes to be happy. It's like I didn't know I'd be happier if I get a complete 8-hour sleep. So good night noisy people, I hope you won't become irresponsible like me when it comes to time management. Bye bye Image from https://images.app.goo.gl/brjZKKXtuDJoVH557
Today, on a fine thursday, a girl who is me has a lot of plans. Though I'm not sure if those plans would prosper since most of the time I don't have a sense of time and just ignore that tasks I set for myself. Disappointing, my future self must be so annoyed by now that I'm like this. Well Anyway good morning! I hope that this day will be fine, that your day will smoothly go by and that you'll have a nice breakfast. Image from https://pin.it/3JZusKk
I think I'm finally getting rid of my bad habit in the morning, and that is immediately checking my social media the moment I open my eyes. Because today, I didn't do that, even yesterday and the other day! It's three days now and that's a tiny achievement I am thankful for. I'm kinda of considering the internet a place where one could easily be addicted to, so staying away from it is nice. Hehe, I'm happy.
I wanna go back to sleep but it's near lunch time again, nobody else is gonna cook but me. Plus I still have stuff to do but I'm really sleepy. I wanna lay on my bed and wrap myself in a blanket and hug pillows and sleep, I don't wanna be an adult for the next 2 hours and just prioritize sleep, and then read later and then work and then sleep. What a lame day Image from https://pin.it/12po6kw
I didn't wanna move, I wanted to just rest the whole day despite not being tired. I didn't wanna move, but I still did. I got off my bed and did my chores, although I'm sluggish it's fine, because I got things done. Now I'll try to keep doing this, pushing myself to do stuff even if I don't wanna, and then that way I'll grow little by little until I'm slightly better than I am today. Image from https://pin.it/1xitQYR
There's this huge squash in the kitchen that i have to peel and cut. I wanted to take a picture but it's heavy, i can't carry it with one hand hahahaha! Well anyway, we're gonna have it for lunch, i don't know what to put there if noodles or fish ;—; how about you, what will you have for your meal?
Our classes will start soon and yet here I am watching random videos about what if's. I'm procrastinating, but like I'm learning while procrastinating so I guess I'm still being productive. Anyway, hello good afternoon! It's very cloudy here and I think it's gonna rain again! #RandomThoughts
I got tired of YouTube, my recommendation is full of dinosaurs and sharks, and volcanoes and cats. It feels like I've watched everything already, when in truth I haven't. Maybe because my patience is very short hahahah! Okay, I gotta go now and have a nap, see you later! Image from https://pin.it/5nNp6iv
Should I blame my tablet for keeping me awake to watch videos about black holes, or the gloomy sky but somehow it's still hot, or my mind for thinking about putting an iceberg on volcanoes? Probably all of the above, hahaha! I didn't get to nap again and I'm not even surprised, but now, I'm really gonna go because my head is starting to hurt. I've been watching for about 3 hours now so it makes sense.
I'm on my desk, eating noodles and watching huskies being dramatic when a video about a meteor passing by a beach popped up. And the sound of it is quite frightening, like a plane is gonna crash near you. I used to wish to witness a shooting star, and then catch the star, but now I don't want to anymore 🤣 now that I know that it's not a little star but a huge chunk of rock
Me and my family love fried chicken so much! But the problem is that, they're expensive in fast food chains. But that of course didn't stop us from having it! Instead of going out, mom just buys chicken and we cook it here at home instead. The amount of money we spend for instant fried chicken brought us more chicken now that we cooked at home. We should keep on doing this, this way we'll be able to save money too.
I have a lot of thoughts in my head and sometimes they don't go away. The only time the buzzing settles down is when I close my eyes and try to sleep. At first the thoughts would be loud and inaudible, but it would slowly soften, until there's nothing else but the sound of my fan whirring beside me. And so tonight, I will sleep again, and hopefully the static would go away. Good night. Image from https://pin.it/3SyViHe #WhatJulsijulsThinksAbout
I could choose to remain laid on my bed, hair a mess with a pillow under my leg. I could just choose to relax and ignore the fact that it's 7:30 am—but I didn't do that. Instead I stand up, prepare us breakfast with a blank face with a certain song on loop in my head. I think it's radio jingle, or the commercial about medicine, sometimes it's Ariana Grande. But it's fine, it doesn't make me bored as I peel boiled eggs and make myself a cup of milk. I hope that today won't…
It's hard to be productive when everyone else is asleep in this house. I can't clean or move properly because I might wake them up. You might be wondering why they're still asleep at this time. It's because they slept late, around 12 am, and then woke up around 4 am and went to sleep again. My mom's gonna to somewhere far so dad had to assist her prepare her things, and the others woke up as well. So yeah, they're tired and it's understandable
I feel like it's already been a little my day because I haven't really stopped moving since I woke up. But that's fine, now they're awake so I don't have to move slowly anymore. Now I'm gonna prepare for our lunch, after that I'll take a rest and then start cleaning my room. I might also watch some YouTube videos again during my break! Image from https://pin.it/53KLSUF
For today's lunch, I cooked Adobong atay. It wasn't as tasty as my father's cooking but it's fine, I just hope I put enough ginger so the spice would be more noticeable. Unlike before, I finished cooking it earlier so we had lunch right in time, now I'm gonna rest and hopefully take a nap. It's gonna be another long afternoon for me later. So how about you, how's your day so far? Image from https://images.app.goo.gl/WuK2Y985Mvo72KPc8
Today is supposed to be laundry day but they already washed the clothes yesterday so, I'm kind of free this afternoon : D I didn't take a nap yet because I thought I'll be doing the laundry, but since I won't, I'll be free to sleep! And I think it was nice they did it yesterday when it was sunny, Because it seems like it's gonna rain today. I gotta go now, finally time to relax! I hope you're having a very nice day as well! Image from https://pin.it/70keBR0 #RandomThoughts
Ah, I'm finally done with my chores and I'm very tired. I'm glad that tomorrow is already the weekend, which means i could have a lot of rest and also i could wake up a bit later than usual. I also just finished cooking pancit, which tired me very much, especially my shoulders. I hope I'd lose fat by cooking it 🤣
To finally lay on your bed after a long tiring day is different when you do nothing. When you spend the day lazily and then lay on bed at night, it would feel kind of tiring. But the opposite happens when you had a productive day, laying on bed feels nice and very relaxing, it feels like you're finally able to rest without interruption. And I like that feeling rather than the first one. I hope that you had a productive day as well, so laying on bed feels extra special! Image…
If classes are to start again, I'd like to go to class early and just stand by the doorway to stare at my classroom. I'd like to just stand there and look at the desks that haven't been touched for years, at the board that hasn't felt the chalk for a few semesters, and at the window that missed students leaning on them. And then I'd finally move, sit at the back of the class and near the window, I'd smile and take a deep breath. Finally, classes will begin. Image from…
From the videos I watch, those videos about weight loss journey and diets, they say to avoid sugar and carbs at night. And that it would also be nice not to have midnight snacks. But, you know me, if there's something to eat I'll eat. Like right now, I'm having this chocolate waffers! My mom bought this somewhere and it's delicious. The chocolate isn't fake and it's very sweet...it could really make me fatter but yeah. I already had it hahahaha!
The places in my dreams are either familiar to me, or completely new. Sometimes they'd be a combination of places I've already been, or a combination of places i want to go to and places that I find frightening. But either of the two, the dream is enjoyable, because I get to go somewhere that I wouldn't be able to visit when I am awake. And so, whenever I sleep, I hope that my dream would be a little weird and adventurous, that way I could sleep well and wake up from am…
If I used my blanket last night, maybe I would've remembered what dream played in my head. I should've used the blanket to fool my body that I am stuck and that I need at least my dreams to be free. But, I was too busy daydreaming that I forgot to unfold my blanket, I totally forgot my goal of travelling for free. My goal of running to places despite being asleep. Image from https://pin.it/47YdNOU
I may have not been able to remember what I dreamt of last night, but that's okay for I received a gift way better. I am once again woken up, given a chance to change and do better, to realize mistakes and not do them again. And this I am thankful for because the Lord God is so kind. — Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning. James 1:17 KJV…
My dad keeps talking about wanting to live near a farm that it made me want to live near a farm too. But I wanna live in a country where they experience the four season, I want to touch snow and make snow angels. I want to see a fox visit our backyards well hahaha! What a nice dream ✨ #RandomThoughts
Hello everyone, after some hours of being gone, I am back! Today was fine, I watched a lot of videos on YouTube while I'm having my rest day, it also rained this afternoon so it's a bonus. Though, it wasn't very cool because the electricity went out while raining. I wish that it didn't though, Because for some reason I can't sleep without my electric fan on. But overall, it was a fun and relaxing day! This evening, I'll be working again on my chores so that tomorrow won't be…
I am honestly a little scared to visit here because I'm not getting any $$$. This is the first time after a month, and I hope my account didn't get reported or something 😭 well, Anyway I'd appreciate it if someone would talk to me. Let's have a discussion about cute things!
I was meant to sleep an hour ago, but I wasn't sleepy yet and I was busy daydreaming about having a new phone. Also I was thinking about the new semester approaching. There's a lot in my mind, but I can't just let them run all night. I should sleep now, and hopefully this time I'll succeed. Goodnight noisy people!
When a new day comes, we must be thankful that we are given another chance to wake up and spend another day. We must be thankful because, of course, we have another chance to do better than yesterday and to improve ourselves. And so everyday, we must make sure that we do our best to be fruitful and productive. We must take advantage of every minute we have and be better every single time ✨ good morning! Image from https://pin.it/75nAaEG
It kind of scares me a bit that until now i still don't have $$$, but at the same time i wanna laugh for some unknown reason. Anyway hello! I just had my breakfast and currently, my mind is blank and i kinda don't know what to do. How about you, what are you doing? #WhatJulsijulsThinksAbout
I think this day is so good, the sun is up but the weather isn't too warm. And also my brother is doing the laundry, i asked him why and he said he was just bored, he gets productive when he's bored. And then mom's gonna buy us fried chicken from Chowking, and maybe they're gonna bring home ice cream too. It's a nice start of this week! How about you, how's your day going so far?
I just finished eating my lunch and now I'm on my bed again. I'll be resting and hope to get a nap. Oh and also, this morning I was told that one of our subjects will be Foreign Languages! I am very excited for this, I hope they'll guide us on how to learn German or french or Spanish. I might have to download Duolingo if this happens #WhatJulsijulsThinksAbout
I currently have this strong urge to delete all of my social media accounts. But if I am going to be realistic, it's gonna be impossible, or does it only seem impossible now because I'm still a bit addicted to it? I once tried, but I only lasted a month before I came back again to Facebook. I'm currently confused, I think the only way I could manage my time is by removing my social media but like... something is holding me back. AAAAAH IT'S HARD! #RandomThoughts
Sometimes I hope that I could be a cat, not because they're graceful and Because they're said to have 9 lives, it's more because I like how they find comfort in even the silliest places. That they could climb a tree in ease, sleep in boxes and on windows and grass. I like how they seem to be so relaxed all the time and how they seem to be so confident too. They're just, they're amazing. If I can't have a cat then I wanna be a cat 😂 Image from https://pin.it/4zA77Sh
Some people who come into our lives are like mushrooms. They just came of nowhere. And also, these people could either be toxic for us, or good for us. Some of them sprouted from somewhere dirty, to you know, just eavesdrop; and some of them are cultured. We're all mushrooms in somebody's life and that's somehow cool, and let's hope we're the good mushrooms! Image from https://pin.it/37Ghnu0
It's currently raining this evening, and I didn't even notice it until I went to the kitchen and heard the roof making some pitter patter sounds. That's why it's colder now! The timing is good because the day still have my brother the time to dry the clothes he washed and now it's cold, a nice weather to sleep to! I hope that you too are having a nice day, and that the weather is nice at your place too!
If one day, your future self calls and ask you how you're doing, would you tell them that you're fine and that the future won't be in shambles? Would you tell your future self that you're working very hard right now so that there'd be comfort for tomorrow? I'll probably won't talk, or just hang up and press my forehead against the wall because I cannot bear to tell the future me that she'd be in shambles. Because right now, this very moment, my surrounding is a mess and my…
There are quite a few things that I love about night. The relaxation, the dreams, and the realizations that I have for a day. When I'm on my bed, I get to reflect on the things I did for the day, plan in what to do for the next day and maybe daydream about the things I want to achieve. I get inspired too, and I'm happy that is still get inspired even if my mind is already tired. Though I hope that the inspirations I managed to gather at night would stay until morning so that…
To keep the promise you made to yourself, is something that your heart will be joyful about, and something that your brain would celebrate for. And if that happens, you, as the human who has such happy things, would be joyful as well. And so get up from your bed, open your curtains and finally move. Your own self wants you to be productive, do it for your own good. Good morning! Image from https://pin.it/p0V72H8 #RandomThoughts
Hello! I woke up a little too late than i should be, but i think that's better than not waking up at all. Though i think i should really work on my sleeping pattern and not just depend on when i feel sleep. Anyway good morning! Though i was late to get up, i still am able to finish the tasks i was late to do, such as cleaning and posting here haha hahaha! I hope you have a nice day noisy people!
I had some late breakfast today, and I had eggs. I really wasn't planning to eat, I wanted to go back to i to go back to intermittent fasting but that makes my head hurt, it makes me cranky and it kinda makes me want to puke even if my tummy doesn't have anything inside. So yeah, I had to eat or else my mood will be bad and everyone else would be affected 🤧 Image from https://images.app.goo.gl/1zHPToTzPqEtAdiv7
They keep buying delicious food when I'm dieting, hahaha this is hard! Well Anyway, look at this cute strawberry sundae from McDonald's! Mom and dad just got home and they brought this with them, desert on a hot sunny day! How about you, what are you currently doing to cool down your body?
I'm currently listening to some music while I'm writing something for character development, it's for a story I'm gonna make. I'm not gonna sell the story or anything, I just like Writing stuff and they're mostly for myself. I write down the stories that I can't find anywhere, hahaha! And also, I'm hoping that this will help me stop from sleeping. I wanna nap but of course I have to do something productive first. So yeah, see you later, I just have to finish this!
i hate it so much when i am in the middle of writing something, and take note i am enjoying it, and then the writer's block would just suddenly come. Like, you can feel it forming in your head and it's like turning off the faucet of creativity and now you're buffering. i hate it so much, i badly wanna finish this certain thing but my brain won't even cooperate ;---; #RandomThoughts
I have somehow managed to finish the thing I'm writing despite the blockage in the Creative chamber of my head, and I'm happy! It's not much progress really, but it was still good I guess. And now, I am helping my mom prepare our dinner. We will be having fried chicken again, and then we'll match it with kimchi. I'm pretty sure that tonight's dinner will be very good! So how about you, what can you tell about your day?
If I have the ability to close my eyes and shift my surroundings into green fields and hills with tall tress, I would use it every day. I would jump from one country to another, to sleep under clouds with sheep and goats grazing grass somewhere near me. I might also look for rivers, or ponds, or lakes, I'll look for fishes and send paper boats along the waters. I'd like a life with nature and far from concrete and smoke. Oh how I wish I have this ability, but I don't. The…
To some people, when you ask them what they think about this photo, they'll say it's cute. They'd coo and say that the cat is looking after its human, like the cat is a guardian. But, if you ask me who's always around memes, this looks like the cat is very impatient, staring down at its owner and wondering why the bowl of food is still empty 🤣 Image from https://pin.it/1ha8Z0a
I don't like how this day ended. It's kind of awful Because I don't know what to feel. First I was feeling bad, and then right now I'm it feeling anything at all. Ian confused and feeling different, I don't like it. Now, I'll go to sleep and hope that things will be better tomorrow. #WhatJulsijulsThinksAbout
I've been considering this thought last night, that maybe i should also start posting my prose and poems on read.cash. But i have this one tiny problem, who are gonna read my works? The people on facebook seem to like my posts, each piece reach about 100+ in reacts in the most, while my posts on read barely reaches 5 likes. I should at least still try right, and see if it's just the reach and doesn't have to do with the quality? Any tips? #GrowthAndBetterment
When i woke up today, the first thing i did was to get out and pat my dog boots, then i wnet to grepa and pet her too. That's when i saw our neighbor's tree glowing a golden shade from the sun. I looked at the clouds and the sky was clear with some patches of clouds, and it was golden outside. Today, it's peaceful, it's something way better than the last days i woke up. Maybe because i saw the sky, or i touched another living being, but either way, it's a beauutiful day…
Hello, I'm glad to let you all know that I'm slowly getting used to eating meals with small servings! This morning I had two eggs and some sardines, I didn't have rice nor oats, just those two and a lot of water! And what make some happy is that my tummy isn't making me feel hungry too despite eating less. Hehehe, this is so cool! Image from https://pin.it/1DkY5W8
Being on my period makes me feel like i don't have any energy left in me. I wanna stand up but my eyes are heavy and my legs feel like they're noodles, oh and my tablet is charging so i can't do my works just yet. Well, i guess it won't hurt if I take a short nap since there's really nothing else i could do. I'll wake up in a bit to start preparing our lunch. #RandomThoughts
My sister is watching some mukhang videos and these made my tummy grumble. I think the only Korean food I've tasted are their kimchi and corndogs. I've been asking my mom if it's alright to buy ingredients to make meals like this one but she says the ingredients look expensive so no 👁️👄👁️ But I wanna taste them already! Hahahah
The sky was so bright a while ago, it was even so hot and now look at our sky, it's covered in grey clouds. The wind is cold and there are also thunders from the distance. Also you see that coconut tree kind of plant? That's swaying like there's a typhoon, the weather is so weird : O
Our classes will begin on the 19th and I am both nervous and excited. Nervous because all of my subjects will be majors, and also each module per day would consist of 15–20 pages. And also I'm excited because one of our subjects will be focused on Foreign Languages! Hahaha, I'm excited! I can't wait to finally have something to do again! https://pin.it/4aa6tEB
i am currently using my bluetooth keyboard to type this post. and, even if i am not a fast typer, i still enjoy using it because the sound of the keys are satisfying. and also for some reason, it makes me more productive and it makes me feel like an awesome person working in an awesome office, hahaha! and so from now on, i will continue using this for the sake of fun and productivity :D #WhatJulsijulsThinksAbout
Tonight i am celebrating because i am writing again! I was feeling quite lazy thelast few days that the only things i wrote were short proses. Like, only half a paragraph's length. But now i am able to write something much longer than a paragraph! To some, this might not be that huge of a deal, but for me it is. <3 i will finally be able to finish the last part of my commission! image from https://pin.it/5hAu2qh
here's a silly story of me. Back when I was still a kid, someone have managed to make me believe that when you swallow any kind of seeds, a huge tree will sprout out of you. And whenever I do swallow seeds, I get super nervous. I once accidentally swallowed the thinnest seed of a santol and I almost cried. A santol tree is huge! But days after, no tree sprouted out of me but I was still scared. I was so scared I even considered eating soap to kill the plant inside of me ಠ_ʖಠ…
When the world already turned to hide us from the sun, then it's time that we rest with it too. The night is here to give us sleep, to help us recharge, and in order for the world to fix the settings for the new chapter we are to face. So, because it's night time here already, I'm gonna go to sleep. Good night noisy people! Today was fun, and I hope to interact with you guys again soon! Image from https://pin.it/2TqjjbT
For two days, I didn't wake up to the sound of my alarm. I just woke up by my own and I am actually not sure what the reason was, but I am thankful because for another day I have been woken up to spend my time better. Yesterday, my dad reminded us that in order to have a nice day and not waste time, we must only focus on the 24 hours that we have, and then focus more on the hour that you have right at the very moment so that you can have a very productive day. And that, I…
So far, if you ask the people around me, they'd say I didn't change. Nothing improved in me. I think it's true, I think I just have small bursts of achievements but I never really changed, and I think I'm just fooling myself into thinking that somehow I got better. Because obviously, I didn't. I think it's important to embrace that I'm too slow, and that nothing really changed in me instead of going on about thinking I'm getting good. Because I'm not, which really sucks.…
This day, i believe, will be the same as the past few ones if i don't steer my wheel. This day would turn out just as awful if i keep on going to the wrong path. And so, before i continue my day, i will pause and close my eyes. i have to collect myself and know my priorities, open some windows and maybe that way i could finally see a new path i will walk on, and hopefully it is a better one. image from https://pin.it/6munC7O
i can't believe that it's nearing lunch time again, it feels like i just woke up and finished cooking breakfast, when in fact those were 4 hours ago. if my day is going fast, then that probably means one thing, i am not spending my time well, which kinda sucks. which means, i need to do somehing now that would keep me busy and productive. Okay, i gotta go now and work on some tasks! image from https://pin.it/2LbrUV2
So i just finished cooking about 30 minutes ago, it was for lunch, and now I'm laying on my bed. I am contemplating whether I should nap or not, napping sounds nice but I also don't wanna nap Because I wouldn't be able to sleep early later. If I get super tired during the day, it makes me super sleepy at night, that's why I have doubts on taking a nap. How about you, when you take a nap in the afternoon and couldn't sleep at night, what do you do to force yourself to sleep?…
I saw this cake on Pinterest and it has real lemons on it...it looks pretty but I'm kind of wondering if it would taste pretty too. I haven't tasted any cake with lemon before, and I do not wish to taste any because I'm just so sure I won't like it. You, have you tried eating something similar to this before? Or would you rather not try too?
As you can see in the picture, the clouds are hiding the sun again, which makes this afternoon gloomy. And when the sky is this grey, most of us would think that it'll rain hard. But no, yesterday was way gloomier but it didn't rain hard. It's like, a tiny drizzle then it's gone haahhaha, though i hope that today would be different, that it would rain so i can hear the frogs again later!
It's raining! it's finally raining! It's not just a light drizzle, or some quick shower, it's actually raining with that puddles are already starting to form! Now not only me could enjoy this chilly whether, but also the musical frogs whom I will listen to later when we sleep! I'm so happy! I hope you too are having a wonderful time, and that it's not too hot at your place! Image from https://pin.it/4nNWa4b
I think I grew too big, and I just realized that tonight. See, I was looking for clothes to wear and found this peach blouse that has gotten loose when I lost weight. It was pretty, so I took it off the rack and wore it. But, it's not loose anymore. It fits my body a little too tighter and then, wow, I grew big. And then I told my sister about it, and she said it's time to take my diet more seriously or else I might just end up weighing my old bad weight. Sucks.…
The rain already stopped and the wind isn't blowing anymore, but I can here a few frogs already! Though, it's no longer that cold and I can already guess that when I open my windows tomorrow, the sky would be clear and the sun is there making the clouds hope gold. Well, at least it rained and brought a short chill time, and I'm thankful for it! I hope the coldness will last until I fall asleep. Image from https://pin.it/2Y5I8AJ
It's already past twelve am and I could already here my mom stomping to my room to tell me to sleep. So, before she gets here, let me all greet you a goodnight! Do not forget to pray for our safety, and also I hope you dream of something very pleasant so your sleep will be quite enjoyable too! Bye bye for real now, good night!
To some people, a cup of steaming hot coffee or tea is enough for their tummies in the morning. And I kind of want to have the same tummy but mine feels weird when I just haven't tea, also my throat feels like it's dry all the time when I tried it. So yeah, I'm not gonna do it again but also I wanna do it. Anyway good morning! I hope you had a nice sleep and an even better morning! Did you dream anything? Because I did and I just can't remember it lol. Image from…
I still find it strange when I sleep and can't remember what my dream was. Just like today, I have no idea what I was doing in my dream, or maybe I didn't dream at all that's why I can't remember anything? Well either way, my morning is good and I am thankful because I woke up early, did a few checking on my socials and then I set to work. I feel like today is going to be productive! Image from https://pin.it/3oGcPgp
If trees could bear books, maybe i'd have more reasons to go out and connect with nature. Imagine, a lot of different books around the world being told by trees. What would be the story all about? Maybe about the tree's relationships with the birds they meet and the animals that sleep on them, and i think that would be a very wonderful story. So yeah, evn if it's impossible, i'd still hope trees would bear books and hare with us how there is, in exchnage, we'll tell our…
I remember that one time when I saw someone made cookies without an oven. Or was it a cake? I forgot, hahaha! But anyway, I tried making oat cookies without any experience on baking. So what I did was I made sure my oatmeal was crushed, put water and milk and then I fried it. It didn't become cookies, instead they turned to out like pancakes hahahaha! I think that's another task successfully failed for me 🤣 Image from https://pin.it/fZszzuk
So, whether I like it or not, my classes will start on Monday and I am a little nervous. Well because first of all, I wasn't satisfied with what I learned when I was in first year. And then this year, the teaching might not become good again. I just hope that if they can't teach us properly, then they should at least give us great references to use so we can at least teach ourselves. Aaah, I hope this school year will be fine. Image from https://pin.it/1C6QVZS
Whenever I let myself soak under the sun even just for a few minutes, I immediately feel awake and me being awake lasts until the afternoon. I just realized that now when I saw this picture. I was wondering why I seem to be relating myself to the girl studying with the sun behind her. It's because i do it too! Back at school, I choose to study at areas where I could feel the sun, Because it keeps me awake. It's like my lower bank to keep me up hahahaha! Image from…
I remeber that when i was a kid, we have gold fish as a pet. and then there are only three of them there and then i think my younger self got worried that they might be lonely. And then i thought of something very silly, which made my mom to scold me. i put a picture of me and my sister in the tank, as in the water, so the fishes could see us. but the picture got ruined and i think if i'm gonna ask the fishes, they'll tell me they felt fright instead of comfort. that's all…
I'm back in the hell kitchen (because it's hot in here!) And I am cooking our dinner, pancit! It's not the usual pancit though, we call this the poor man's pancit Because it doesn't have a lot of meat and veggies. I only put some sliced up beef and a can of mushroom as an additional. And then that's it. We just added a lot of garlic as well so that it would still be tasty! I hope you're having a delicious meal as well! Image from https://pin.it/xBHfjT3
I think I should find new ways to inspire myself to hate my fat and get rid of them. But I don't seem to have enough push in me to actually quit binge eating and start moving. This laziness started when I watched tiktok videos that some plus sized people are happy with their weight. I'm not happy with my weight but those videos keep playing in my head and my brain convinces me I look good when I'm not. So yeah, I need to think of other ways to push myself more. I'll save…
A lot of the time I get lost in my own head. Either I travel back to the past and change a few things in my head, or try to imagine a future that is way too far from what could actually happen to me. I barely spend time thinking of the present, because if I do, there's nothing much fun to think of. The present is kind of boring while spending time in your head brings a smile to my face. And experiencing this, made me understand why some people would prefer daydreaming than…
It's not really healthy that I always stay up late for absolutely no reason. I just scroll and scroll on social media like there's something important there. So, I better go to sleep now. I'd like to become as comfy as this cat, just chilling on her bed. Bye now noisy people, I hope that you could manage your time well! Image from https://pin.it/7jMUepL
Today is laundry day and I think I'm gonna cry. My back hurts but no one else is doing it so I gotta start moving now, gotta catch the sun! Oh, and good morning everyone, what's your day gonna be about? Laundry? Work? Modules? Well whatever you're gonna be doing, I hope you'll do well and that you'd spend your day productively! Let's all cry together for working even if we miss our bed hahahaha Image from https://pin.it/2glYiNZ
Do you ever just want to move out of your family's house and love in a small apartment by your own? Like, to have your own space and leave sadness and toxicity behind? I mean, being alone could be sad. But I prefer that kind of sadness than being sad because people don't like you. People might day that I should change, but it's a little too hard when I am around people. I just wanna be alone.
Good thing that i decided to do my laundry earlier. I'll be able to hang them while the sun still shines so bright and warm. It's just weird because it's so dark in my room but outside is filled with light.
I can imagine myself buying new clothes, having new stuff and being in New places, buy I can't imagine myself being old. Like, I can't picture myself as a 30 year old, or like a grandma, I can't see myself. But I think I'd get uglier as I grow old, I just know it hahahaha #RandomThoughts
I just finished having lunch, we had adobo and it was delicious it gave me enough energy to go back doing my laundry that I hate. Also I found out today that all my subjects for the upcoming semester are all major subjects. : ) I think I'm fine but I am also not fine but that's okay, I believe I'll survive this sem. I'll just cry while surviving hahahaha Image from https://images.app.goo.gl/u8x2W8RNwNPPPzAN9
I'm still not done with the laundry, but it's fine since I'm nearly done! I'm now rinsing the last batch of clothes, and then I'll put fabric conditioner and then my bother would hang them for me. After that though, I'll only have a short break before I go back to working to prepare our dinner. I wanna go sleep now but I need to keep moving before the night arrives 😪
Noisy people, I'm finally done with my tasks and I'm very happy I could finally rest. When I was standing awhile ago and kept working I only feel tired, like normal kind of tired. But now that I'm laying down, the exhaustion finally kicked in! My knees and thighs and shoulders hurt, even my head hurts. But it's fine because it's raining and it's such a perfect weather to rest 😭 everything is worth it and even my bed feels softer, huhuhu. I'm just so happy I could finally…
Today is so good because of a lot of things. I was productive, I did laundry, I finished a level on a game I was having a hard time at, and then this evening we had fried chicken and some kimchi too! The chicken was cooked by mom, probably a reward for us because we worked hard today! And then the kimchi wasn't home made, we bought it at SM and now we don't have kimchi anymore :( it's good though, it means they'll buy a new one which means it's fresher, hahaha! Hey, how's…
Whenever I buy Siomai, I make sure to always ask for a lot of fried grounded garlic. And they would really give me a lot—like A LOT. So, everytime my friends would see me holding a cup of siomai, a conversation like this would ensue: Them: what did you buy? Me: Siomai~ Them, squinting at the cup: where? Me, looking at my cup so full of garlic the siomai looks like it's missing: somewhere in there. Image from https://pin.it/3iKKbyb
I'm a little too tired today so I think I'm gonna have to sleep. Usually I sleep a little later, maybe around 12 am, but today is especially tiring, so I need to go. Let's all talk again tomorrow, and let's hope I won't forget to respond to replies 🤧 goodnight!
Hello everyone, good morning! I noticed that I get easily influenced by a lot of things—the books I read, the songs I listen to, the videos I watch, the people I spend time with. And so, I decided to watch a lot of videos who don't like food and it's actually helping. I think it's because of the thought that I'm not alone getting hungry just to train my belly to not always seek for food. This is so nice, I'm glad I discovered this. Image from https://pin.it/1cWnd4P
So, one of our majors for the new semester is Basic Mandarin. And to be honest I am more nervous than excited even if it's my dream to learn a new language. I heard that Mandarin is hard to learn because the spelling of words isn't like the usual spelling. I was actually hoping they'll teach us Spanish or french, I wasn't expecting mandarin at all ಥ‿ಥ
I'm not a rich person, so if I'm gonna buy myself a phone, I'll make sure that it's durable enough to last me at least 4 years. One good phone I know is Samsung, followed by Nokia, but the specs of the cheap ones they have aren't the specs that I need. So, I'm worrying if I should buy them despite being expensive or just buy a less known phone brand who has the specs I need and just hope it would last.
Was checking on my portal to see if I already have a schedule for my classes, but I still don't have one. The classes will start on monday and yet we're still not ready yet. Well Anyway, I'll just show you the list of subjects that we will have for this semester! All the green ones are major subjects and they're the only classes I'll be having, they're a lot 🤧
I want to know how weather broadcasting works these days. This morning was very sunny, even until the afternoon, and then all of a sudden it rains. The warm weather suddenly become chilly and I will no longer wonder why we get colds so easily, the weather's playing with our health too. Though the good side is that this evening I will have a nice sleep, and that also our plants are watered too, I just hope this kind of shifting won't make us too weak.
I've been telling myself to post on read.cash for the past few days but i can't bring myself to do it because i have so many writing accounts to handle. Also read.cash seems like a site where you should post like very formal articles even if i've been proven wrong many times already lol. So, i did something to force myself to write there. I left two of my writing accounts on facebook so that i have something to focus on. I think it's silly but i also think this would help…
The longer I stay awake, the lonelier it gets. I don't have much people to talk to today so there's nothing to distract me from being drama queen so I gotta go sleep now. I'll take advantage of the chilly night and use my blanket and hug my pillow, and then I'd hope for an adventurous dream ♥️ good night! #WhatJulsijulsThinksAbout
When I slept last night, I used a blanket. And then I surrounded myself with pillows so it was a comfy comfy sleep. And when my sleep is comfy I get weird dreams, I got one last night and it involves the monsters in the movie A Silent Place. It ate my friend eating chips and then the monster also cooked eggs above my head, it was weird hahahahha! Though it has monsters, I didn't wake up scared, it was weird but it wasn't a nightmare. Image from https://pin.it/1NtgT4k
Our classes will start tomorrow and yet I am already feeling nervous, hahahaah! I have less than 24 hours left before my first classes begin and I still don't know who my teachers are going to be. This semester is gonna be suspenseful 👁️👄👁️
Saw this on twitter and this is the kind of places I want to swim at. I wish a resort would open with a theme like this, like a building was flooded and we should travel what's beneath while scuba diving and then it's just a creepy place there. I really wanna try this, or like go under water and visit the Titanic and explore inside. This is such a weird dream but I really wanna experience! Image from https://twitter.com/SpaceLiminalBot/status/1416499444825088002?s=19…
It's not quite obvious but it's raining here now! The clouds are grey and not even a hint of blue could be seen, also the heat of the sun is suddenly lowered down from a 100 to a 40, like there's a switch that quickly moved the setting of the temperature. It's such a nice afternoon to have a nap! If the weather is like this at your place, would you take a nap as well?
Sometimes i hate Tom book for not giving me enough bells, hahaha! I literally just gave him a lot of seashells and it didn't even reach half a Bell's price 😪 oh well Tom nook, I understand you since you're a business man hahahaha! I just hope that you'll give me more next time I give shells~
I'm not gonna allow it that I'll be the only one who would feel hungry, hahaha! I mean, if you're not really into food then this might not affect you that much. But as for me, this made my tummy grumble! Just look at the curry and rice, I just know it would be delicious, and even the sunny side ups ༼;´༎ຶ ༎ຶ༽ But I'm on a diet so sacrifices must be made Image from https://pin.it/4uZ7wb1
At this point I feel like I am only fooling myself. This day I tried to eat small portions, like, as in small that wouldn't be enough for me to actually feel full. But then mom got fried chicken from Chowking and then you know what happened next—I ate chicken and rice and gravy. Well, at least I didn't eat much earlier right? And oh this picture isn't the chicken from Chowking, i only got this from Pinterest! Anyway, good evening! Image from https://pin.it/36BuSZO
It's just funny how I'm realizing just now that I haven't sent a picture of myself for my new ID. I only realized that now when I was browsing through a group on Facebook for our course and a link there was posted that IDs are now available. And then I was wondering why my ID isn't there yet, turns out I haven't submitted a picture after months 🙃
[ a poem by Julsijuls ] He wears a black cloak and an orange crown on his blond hair— he is in flames but he does not burn. For ice flows in him in his veins, in his heart he is aflame yet he is cold for he is dead yet he doesn't burn. Image from https://pin.it/66nJT2a #ProseAndPoetry
Hello! I'd like to share here the link to the poem I've just posted. The chamber I made doesn't reach much a lot of people so I thought of just sharing it here : D https://noise.cash/post/l204g224
I think I'm gonna convert this chamber of mine into a a diary, but the problem is my brother knows my account and also my mom so no, diary is not a good idea. But I would still try to share stuff here that I wanna say. Just like now, I wanna say good night and that I hope someone pats your hair until you call asleep, sweet dreams! #WhatJulsijulsThinksAbout
Around 9 am, my first classes will begin and the nervousness is now gone. It's replaced by excitement and curiousity because I'm gonna have 3 new teachers I guess? Also I'm gonna be productive again because of school! I can't wait for it to start! Anyway good morning People! #WhatJulsijulsThinksAbout
I was a few minutes late to our orientation but it's fine since I'm not the only one who's late, and they didn't start right away. Well you see I woke up earlier a while ago, around 5:50 am but I feel sleepy still so I slept again and then woke up 3 minutes late for the orientation. I actually almost panicked Because when I joined they were asking for the camera to turn on but I still look hideous hahahah, I didn't turn it on and I'm just listening 😂 Image from…
Okay, so it turns out i was feeling nervous and excited during the past days for nothing. Today isn't the formal start of classes but tomorrow, and i didn't really know that since what they posted was like this: classes officially open at July 19. Well they are correct but i kind of forgot that we really don't start classes immediately, but introductions are there first. I'm just not used to it since it'salready online classes.
I love to read novels, I really do. But when they're in ebook form, I kind of feel lazy reading them, especially when I can't smell the book—it's weird but it's true hahaha! Well Anyway, there are a few people who have suggesting me to read this certain book called Little Women. My friend says it's good and the narration is also the way i might like. So yeah, another book to read for me! #WhatJulsijulsThinksAbout
Yesterday, my dad went out to buy a lot of vegetables including potatoes. A lot of potatoes! And so for our lunch today, I decided to cook adobo with lotsa potatoes cut in 4 pieces. I wasn't able to take a picture of it because it doesn't really look aesthetically pleasing, so i just borrowed from the internet. How about you, what are you having for lunch today? Image from https://images.app.goo.gl/1QQwCd6WuDVhwn2M7
Sometimes I hope that classes will go back to normal, face to face with your classes and teachers and experience a long day again. I'd like to visit the library and just sleep there and then at afternoons I'll walk with my friends and eat snacks after a tiring lesson. But I also don't want things to return to normal just yet because I'm still not losing enough weight and I wanna have a glow up first 🤣
A study table like this would definitely encourage me to study even more. A bunch of highlighters and pretty papers and an iPad, what a setup. But, I have to remind myself that I am not rich, that I could still work even if I don't have most of the items in that picture. I have to remind myself that this is not an excuse to study just as hard if I have this. And I also have to remind myself not to spend too much time looking at other people's stuff because it would naturally…
Outside is so weird. It's almost 8 pm but the sky outside looks like it's still a little bright, like there's a flashlight under a black blanket. It's always like that when it's raining heavily! The clouds are so grey that it looks like it's not evening yet, or sun is about to rise already. It's creepy 🤣