Nobody knows whats I'm thinking 🤔.

I always feel like I'm devoid even a single word or phrase doesn't intersect in my mind. I always want to write an article for the day but my mind keeps negating. Right now I'm unconscious with my surroundings. I'm thinking to what happened yesterday, Just two of us travelled to ormoc trying to complete those requirements for a job. I will not mentioned the guy whom my companion in claiming TIN number, I'm pretty sure he'll be one of my commentators. Taking selfie while traveling as if we've saving documents. To make the story short, we have not given adequate fortune to get what we want. Important things to traverse places was left " its a helmet", Two things we've been wasted TIME and MONEY. Now, it doesn't matter we will just look for another opportunities to come.

Time and time we have encounter alots of tough situation, albeit there was a reckless decision; we haven't prepared our QR code just in actually situation urgently searching for that and fortune visited us to aquire Qr code. The biggest problem is that I'm the only one who haven't found a job I'm just preparing those requirements, Incase job is available and supervisor ask those requirements I'm prepared to give all of those requirements. Job, is indeed hard to find you are trying to make yourself being lucrative despite you're old enough and doesn't have job. "Opportunities once wasted it is always be wasted" looking forward to what happened when we process the TIN Id, due our expectation that it was easy and convenient to claim " oh no ! It wasn't easy at all, first of all it takes time. We don't have a choice just to wait our priority number. There's in my sink asked my companion "why don't we make multi tasking, we could ask for SSS number and back to BIR immediately. He answered no cause we didn't know when our priority number will be called, infact very few people left so we have to wait. I have no choice just to wait. All to found out we have consumed almost 3 hours just for TIN number and it was unfortunate because we have not given TIN number. I didn't know why because I can't hear what the BIR stuff is talking about. Almost 5:00 pm we decided to going at home and try another requirements to process.

It's a couple of months that I didn't make a single money in my pocket. What much worst from that is I'm old enough and even can sustain what my family needs. This is so disappointing for being the most worst man in this world. I don't even make contribution in my family, "what a messy life". I always wanted a comfortable job that could sustain my family. Adequate budget for future and present time, I really have a hard time for searching a job, amidst COVID 19 and typhoon Odette recently strike the country. Economic is immobilized again, job opportunities stop, businesses and their price of goods and services making fluctuations. It's not even good to hear Im so disgusting I don't even have a single coins on my wallet.

There people who is empowered with enough skills both in mental and physical. Just comparing those luck person I have nothing to compare with them because I have no ability. But the only thing that I know is that there is a perfect time for our job, work hard keep in the mind that you can do what the others can. If they can of course you can also. So much dissatisfied with yourself you're all good enough the only lacks of you is courage to make an application on what plans did you made.

By the way Let me express my gratitude first to my sponsors I'm so grateful to have you all!