Hello everyone, I'm @Jm1616 in readcash and Jm16 in noisecash (https://noise.cash/u/Jm16)
I'm a fan of poetry since I was elementary. Although I didn't share my works to other people because I saw poetry as a medium of expression. My way of expressing myself using rhymes and figure of speech.
To be honest, I only write Tagalog poems or Tula. English poems are not my forte so bare with my English.
This will be my first poem on this platform. I hope everyone will enjoyed it as I enjoyed writing it.
Note: I don't really like to put a title for my works. I'd like to hear from you what is the appropriate title for it.
Poem#1
I know this day will come too
That I would like to say these words to you
This includes nervousness and excitement
Fear and apprehension that I might stutter
That I could not pronounce the proper word
I was wondering what I wanted to say
If I must say
And is this the right time for us
To say exactly what is in my heart and mind
While I am beside you in the shade of night
I'm getting cold and anxious
Sometimes you catch me staring at you
Please don't blame me because you're so beautiful
And sometimes I have a habit
And whispers in front of you
The true meaning of those little words
That entered my heart the day we first met;
I love you
You are the precious young lady for me
And I am your lucky one who loves you
It was a night I didn’t care about the time
As we gazed into the light of the fireflies
Sitting in front of a hot blazing fire
Exchanging words that make the two of us happy
My spending this time with you
As we talk about the brilliance of the stars
And the expression of our views
I wrapped my arms around you
I thought how hard it would be to let you go
Then you turned around and kissed me
It was only at that moment that I really knew
We both have a bond that is more than the others
But I could not find the words to say
No words can be uttered
You made me feel that way
When I looked deep into your eyes
And then I held your hand
I knew my thirsty heart needed that
I will love and hold you until the end
You have been a part of my little world
And I have no plans to let you go
Because your love is so important to me
And the only thing I could have wished for
That you are always there
You are the precious young lady of my life
Losing you will darken my world
And tonight
I have you by my side and a fire to keep us warm
I will love this time
Tonight with you while embracing the warmth of each other
The words in my heart have the same meaning
I love you my lady
Tagalog Version :
Tula#1
Alam kong darating din ang araw na ito
Na nanaisin ko ng sambitin ang mga salitang ito sa iyo
Kasama nito ang kaba at pagkasabik
Takot at pangamba na baka mautal ako
Na hindi ko mabigkas ang nararapat na salita
Nag-iisip ako kung ano ang gusto kong sabihin
Kung dapat ko bang sabihin
At ito na ba ang tamang panahon natin
Upang sabihin mismo kung ano ang nasa puso't isip ko
Habang katabi kita sa lilim ng gabi
Nanlalamig ako dahil sa kaba
Minsa'y nahuhuli mo akong nakatitig sayo
Huwag mo sana ako sisihin dahil gandang-ganda ako sayo
At kung minsan ay may gawi ako
At pasaring na kakaiba
Ang totoong kahulugan ng maliliit na salitang iyon
Na pumasok sa aking puso noong araw na una tayong nagkita;
Mahal kita
Ikaw ang mahalagang binibini para sa akin
At ako ay ang iyong masuwerteng nagmamahal sayo
Ito ay isang gabi na hind ko alintana ang oras
Habang nakatanaw tayo sa liwanag ng mga alitaptap
Nakaupo sa harap ng isang mainit na kumikislap na apoy
Nagpapalitan ng salitang nagpapasaya sa ating dalawa
Ang paggugol ko ng oras na ito kasama ka
Habang pinag-uusapan natin ang kinang ng mga bituin
At ang pagpapahayag ng ating mga pananaw
Niyapos kita ng aking mga braso
Naisip ko kung gaano kahirap pakawalan ka
Tapos tumalikod ka at hinalikan ako
Noon lamang sa sandaling iyon ay alam ko talaga
May bigkis tayong dalawa na higit sa iba
Ngunit hindi ko mahanap ang mga salitang sasabihin
Walang salita ang kayang bigkasin
Ikaw ang nagparamdam sa akin nang ganoon
Nang tumingin ako ng malalim sa iyong mga mata
At saka hinawakan ko ang kamay mo
Alam kong kailangan iyon ng aking uhaw na puso
Ay ibigin at hawakan ka ng lahat ng makakaya ko
Naging bahagi ka ng aking munting mundo
At wala na akong planong pakawalan ka
Dahil ang pagmamahal mo ay napakahalaga sa akin
At ang tanging bagay na nais ko sana
Iyon ay palagi kang nandiyan
Ikaw ang mahalagang binibini ng aking buhay
Ang mawala ka ay ikadidilim ng mundo ko
At ngayong gabi
Kapiling kita sa aking tabi at isang apoy upang magpainit sa atin
Mamahalin ko ang oras na ito
Itong gabi na kasama ka at yakap ko
Ang mga salita sa aking puso ay iisa ang kahulugan
Mahal kita aking binibini
Final thoughts :
I don't know if it's ok if because I wrote the Tagalog version of it but I hope you will appreciate it. We all have the fear in confessing because of the chance of rejection but remember that a chance will only comes once so you better grab it. Go and try your best. If it's for you then good, but if the one you love rejects you, then it was her/his lost.
Keep working, hope it motivates you! :)