This article is actually about a part of my life. The part I will never be able to forget. May be it's that part of my life when I was helpless, I suffered the most, I was depressed the most. But one thing for sure. I didn't gave up. May be I grew up a lot during this phase of life and in any hard moment I just think if I passed this situation, I can do it too. But yet the time was a nightmare to me actually. Can't forget the feelings of those days actually.
June 2016- Nov 2017. This is the time I suffered the most in my life. My parents are not that supportive to me actually. They mostly use me as tools to have a good status in the society, never cared about my feelings actually. I passed my school in a good result in the State Exam. So then everyone was preparing to get admitted into college. Actually our government make the decision for us. We have to give 5-6 choices and then judging by the result we are given our choice results. But some college of Christian missionaries are out of this system. They prefer taking admission exam and they are one of the best colleges in Bangladesh. Notre Dame College and Saint Joseph College. Both colleges are pretty much far from my home. As my results were good, my parents told me to give it a try. But the thing is, I didn't like the idea of giving test to Notre Dame as it's almost 3 hours bus ride from my home. Probably 50KM away. But Saint Joseph was 1 hour bus ride and I was interested in giving test there. I had a bicycle accident 2 days before Notre Dame released the admission form. I was badly injured at knee and also having pain and cut. So I decided not to give admission but my mom then started to scold me, wanted to beat me too though I was injured. Nothing worked actually because I was in no shape of walking. Then she told me that I am just doing drama as I can't get admission there. Kept saying and that got into my nerve. I challenged her that I will get admission but won't read there. One of my friends and my dad took me there. The pain of that journey still gives me creep. I remember actually when I returned home, the whole bandeg was filled with blood and some white thing and the knee part of the jeans got wet too. That much I had to endure. Later part was easy, gave admission test in both of the college, got approved in both of the colleges but then my family played dirty tricks and got me admitted to Notre Dame.
I was totally not ready for 6 hours journey everyday๐๐. In first year, it took 4.5-5 hours but in second year, it reached to 6 hours. Besides I had lab day on Monday and Wednesday and worst part my weekly quiz was on Tuesday and Thursday. So you can get that part easily. My lab finished at 5 pm and then 3 hours from then to reach home. Almost 8 PM and to add I got out from the house at 5.30Am as I had to catch public bus and reach the college within 8AM. So from 5.30AM to 8PM, I am outside the home and next day is my exam๐๐, what could I do. When I came back, I didn't have strength to study. I still remember whenever I returned, I always threw my bag entering home. That much depressed I was. Couldn't do well in exams as I couldn't read well. But was hanging in there. I had a small Nokia set. I used to use the torch of the set to study in the bus. I used to bite the phone and use the torch and did math on the bus. I always sat on the last seat so that nobody could see my in that condition. In 2nd year, my class ended at 5.30. So used to came home at 9 PM or 10PM and next day again starts at 9 Pm as the class was from 1 AM in 2nd year. My life was a disaster then actually. I had a math teacher who gave support most of the support. He waited for me till 10 and after reaching home, I used to learn math from him. So basically had the most hard time of my life. May be the one who isn't from here don't know the traffic condition here. I missed numerous class as I couldn't reach the college in time and had to return. I ran in rain getting if from the rain to get to the exam in time. Once I had to walk for 13-14 miles as Prime minister of another country came and road was blocked. On that day, I reached home at 12.30 AM. So had a rough time in my college. But the thing, I never gave up.
So, why I wrote it actually๐ ๐ . I passed my college with good grade and also got General Grade scholarship in HSC. I received my 2nd payment of scholarship money today actually. They pay me almost 66$ in year, 4.5$ in each month with additional 12$ money for buying books every year.
I also didn't post any meme here after this new system. So thought I should make it a little sarcastic too๐ ๐ . The money is not now like little amount of water in this desert. As no university, no money. I got a some money on hands now. Also will get to use the Check book of my own to get the money๐ ๐ . So I was recalling my memories and thought of sharing the story in Read Cash.
I actually never thought I can't make it. I had trust on God and He paid the reward of my hard work. I told that life has ups and downs. It was kind of my test then and I actually passed him I believed in God, in me and somehow got through the crisis moment.
I also agave the article to as I thought the story can also inspires you. Hard time will come in life but we have to face them. Running away is not an option here. So have the courage, face the challenge, believe in yourself, never give up. The sun will once again shine on you. That's all I have to say.
Thanks for attention guys. Take care and may God save us from the pandemic. Good luck to all๐๐.
Wow! This was a basic hell for you my friend. I'm not sure I would endure this much sacrifice, so I admire your strength and commitment.
I still can't quite work it out how to give tips on this platform. I tried the QR code and I also have BTC in my wallet here, but don't seem to be able to use it sadly. One of those days when I work it all out, I'll come back to your articles ๐