We fight to hold on

#Blog 232

Are you happy of being a single?

Well as matter of fact some of us here are really in relationship and a married people. Then some are still single so kaway kaway mga single diyan! When I was young my target age to be married is 35 years old. But suddenly Ive got married at the age of 23.

So story telling muna tayo...

I'm too much scared to be married and especially to be pregnant. Lots of what if's in my mind that my family will get angry of what I've done. Its gonna be the end of my life. Iba magalit c tatay.

To be inlove with someone is normal. We're just human being that we can felt that kind of desire. As a saying "the power of love is the strongest force in the universe". We can't control sometimes our feelings to be inlove. We can do whatever it takes, right?

Having a family that time is a big responsibility as a wife and a mother. Need to oblige everything for a better future. But trials really exists in our marriage. Even I sacrifice everything but it's doesn't enough so I need to let it go to have a peace of mind. Less stress actually.

However, I've become a martyr for few years at medyo nasagad na kaya bumigay na ako. Doesn't matter if were married in a piece of paper. As long as im happy and contented with my decisions. One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, betrayal or loss. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go. Don't let yourself to be in that situation its because your married and have a kids.

Lots of things that you really need to appreciate of being you. Love yourself first and everything else falls into line. Having a happy fulfilled life doesn't require a partner. Don't stress yourself if you will loss your partners in life. There's more worth it to be loved just be smart in choosing.

How I missed to be a pure single. That no ones control me. I can do what I want. No one will nagged me. The best thing about single is no drama, no fighting, no confusion, no crying, no heart break and no problems. I can have a better sleep and wake up peacefully.

If you want to be in a relationship, be prepared in every consequences will happen.

Thanks for reading and God bless us all!

Just wanna say thank you to sis @Bloghound for renewing her friendship her lol. Salamat talaga sis for staying in my sponsors block kahit di ka na active dito. Miss you so much sis! Keep safe kayo ni bb gurl.

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May 25,2022

4:24 pm

Wednesday

Philippines

The fighter mom,

@Jeansapphire39