Why try to keep fighting

We all come to a point where we are in our guiltiest and most terrible emotions. Where we only got ourselves to blame. Where nothing seems to be on the right path. Where everything seems to be a blur.

We ask ourselves of who we are and why this is happening. We ask ourselves where did we go wrong. We ask ourselves how, ifs, whys and a whole lot more. We question our worth. We question our existence. We question our purpose.

Hence, we still fight. We try to give a good fight. We continue to fight to have a positive outcome. We fight till we can fully say we win. Until the day comes that we can finally say it's all over.

Why do we fight? We fight for our loved ones. For our family to continue to have a functional mother and wife/husband. For our parents to enjoy their child in a healthy way. For our siblings to still have that friend they can count on to. For our friends to still have that nice, healthy relationship to a friend they value as a family. For our co-workers to us in our most productive manner. We do this for all those important people in our lives. People that were there when we needed them the most. People that support us no matter what.

We fight because we want to. We fight because we still care. We fight because we have to. We fight because we have no choice unless it's okay for us to lose. We fight because we love them. We fight because they need us. We fight because we love ourselves.

We all stumble and fall. We all come to a point where we don't really know what's happening. We need to stay strong. I need to stay strong. We need to motivate ourselves even though it may seem that we are a hypocrite to ourselves Motivating but the feeling deep down is saying the opposite. But by this way, we might find a will. By this way we might be able to endure. Who knows?

No one knows what will happen next. No one can say what the outcome is. No one can promise what tomorrow might bring us. What tomorrow might give us. No one knows but He. He who knows everything. He who knows you deep inside. He who knows what you really fees and how much you really suffer. He who knows how to end it. He who knows.