Sometimes we thought life would end up different if we choose a different choice, one that's different for what we have in the present. There were questions that linger here and there as to why did it happen? How can this happen of I am giving my everything?
The questions of "Am I not enough?" or "Aren't you love me the same way before?" were all questions of a broken you, of someone who can't let go and can't accept the challenge of change.
At times, we cried over something or someone not because we want them so badly but because we're hurting because they are those who gives us strength who happens to be our greatest weakness and pain.
It is just like a man who gives his everything for a woman whose love isn't him. That man's weakness is the woman who took the great part of her heart, who taught him how sweet the universe when she's in it. But, not all stories end up as sweet and happy as others does. Just like the story you have had today.
What kind of story you have? Do you have a memorable one? A good one? A happy one? Or the lonely one? Things aren't always the same. Some leaves and some stays. If you have happened to cross and fall with someone who meant to stay then you are the person who's life is meant to be happy and secure, but if you happen to cross with someone who comes and just play, then you're heart would be broken and hard to restore.
If you think life would be better if it were the other way around, then you are wrong because no one is above the nature, if you stays the same as you are: personality, firmness, and loyalty then you'll end up the best version of you in this planet. But, if you choose to choose the other way around, you couldn't be the someone you've wanted to be.
We are always shortage of something in everything. We don't have it all at once. We really have to fail to be prepared for something better. We are not enough that's why we need the other half of us to complete the missing piece for the perfectness of our imperfect perfection. So take a look and see it for yourself, realize your flaws and do not live in inferiority. Stand up and heal your wound which your minds decision and your hearts emotion is creating.
Take another step and heal your wounded heart.
I wish broken hearth people come here and see you piece, I have nothing to say because I'm not struggling with this now but still felt this feeling.