My Inner Self

I am locked in a cage,

A cage of darkness and loneliness,

Loneliness that suddenly occur

Without any reason at all.

Is it really occur without a reason?

Or it is buried in the depth of my heart and soul?

Trying to dig but can't figure at all.

What's really the cause of this great despair?

I seek for help, but gain a nice words without sincerity at all,

Probably they think that I just another drama I make,

To seek attention and sympathy,

But they don't really know how hard it was for me.

I am stressed and it leads to depression,

Trying to divert my thought to something nice and joy,

To erase the thought of this loneliness I felt,

The darkness slowly swallowing my thought,

Eating my happy thoughts.

I couldn't find the lock of this dark cage,

I want to free my mind,

And enjoy the life again.

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