Weekend Update!

Still drowsy, I set an alarm 6 am. I want to wake up early because there was something I need to work. It rang but I was irritated. It was really noisy. I couldn't help it to get up because I was still sleepy. I wanted to but my body somethin' felt lazy. Since my alarm was so loud, I pressed the button to stop. What was the purpose of alarm if I ignored it. A poor self.

What happen after? I wake up at 9 am. I wanted to shout. I got irritated. I wasted my time. I regrets that I ignored my alarm. The result I was late in my task. A lot of time wasted. I wanted to cry and felt angry to myself. It was really my fault. A biggest fault. I felt demotivated. My mind was unfocused. So much messy in my head.

Still I chose to get up, I wanted to relax. I walked to the kitchen and I was like statue looking straight at the front. I was like speechless. I was like I felt my head down to emptiness. I felt mad. I felt mad with my own self. So lonely. Sadness were surrounded at me. Still I stood up and washed my face to wake me up. I think my mind didn't wake up yet.

I looked something to eat. It was my breakfast since I was hungry already. I cooked some eggs, a scramble eggs. I cooked some fried rice and have some milk. When I was done, I started to eat my foods. I get some water too. It helps me. I felt I find the relaxation a little and I was really thankful. I washed my dishes after.

I went back to my room and started the task so I could finish it fastly. I played the music at my phone because it will help me to be motivated. It will serve as my motivation everytime I was busy at work. How about you? You have music too when it comes to work? I know there were some others like me also. I am totally music lover. Music is my medicine also.

I started to focus at my task. I didn't want to distracted from somethin'. I did my best and efforts to finish it so I could relax after. At 11:35 am finally I was done already. My mind was bit smiling. It says I can relax my mind finally.

I stood up then lying at my bed. I get some earphones to continued listen the music. Mostly were Korean songs.

After 20 minutes, I get up and walk straight to the kitchen to eat my lunch. Repeated routines. When I looked at it, I decided too cook my viands. I cooked somethin' my favorite.

After 30 minutes, it was already done. My stomach calling some foods already. I heard the sounds. I prepared my lunch and put it into the table then it was ready to eat.

At 1:30 pm, I went outside. I went to supermarket to have some groceries but before that I bought first a vitamins and medicine. When I was inside already at the supermarket, I went first to the vegetables. Again, my favorite veggies wasn't there again. I was irritated but I didn't have a choice. I bought meat also for the Beef steak.

I bought some notebook also. Also with this pandemic, I bought alcohol and face masks then the other essential needs. After at the counter, I went to buy some mini-cake. It's my favorite. When I was done already I headed back to the apartment.

I felt drowsy when I was at the apartment. I washed my hand and face first before I arranged all my groceries. Still I felt drowsy, I drank a lot of water and having some snacks.

I pick up my phone then clean it with cotton and alcohol. I visit the Netflix because I wanted to find some series. I wanted to watch movies but I don't know what I'm going to watch. There were a lot of movies there but I don't know what I'm going to choose.

At 6 :30 pm, I decided to ate my dinner while watching some movie.

After I took a bath then ready for the bed and continued again the series. After few minutes, I felt some stomachache. I don't know what's the reason. I put some pain reliever to lessen the pain. I was glad because after 10 minutes it was fine already. The pain was gone. When I felt sleepy, I prayed first before I slept.

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Thank you so much. I hope I give you some worthy time with this article of mine.

God bless everyone. Stay safe always.🙏

-JRamona20 💜