The "Silent Tears"

What kind of pets do you have? Have you cried because of your pets? How's the pain? What would be the reason?

Pets is like a best friend to us. Pets can makes us a happiness. Pets can make a smile and laugh. Pets can make you lively. They are like humans too. They understand on what they seen from the surroundings.

There are a lot of pets. Giving some names and how is it cute. It gives you a wonderful day like somewhat playing from them. There are times its a painful day. We cried and tears a sorrowful face. The most unforgettable experience can cause heartache and pain.

This article is about the "most unforgettable experience with my pet through happiness which turns into sadness."

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The Black and White

I love pets! I love cats! When I was in 2nd year college I have a cat. It was from my mom's friend. She give it to us.

Yes! It is cute, a little kitten!

The color was black and white combination. I always giving her a food. The kitten always running inside outside in our house and playing with our broom. My two sisters always played at her. We used a little strap and a little thing and attached it so that the little kitten would followed us. We were very happy and enjoyed if we would did that thing in our house. We named it as a "Cheng" that's the name we called at her.

After 2 years, Cheng grew and she always at the sofa if she was slept. I love Cheng. She give us happiness with mom too. If we sit at the terrace in our house she was always beside us. She was like a best friend to us. Cheng give us an enjoyment. It was a self habitual that Cheng was already at home around 5:00 pm. So that time we always called Cheng and she suddenly appeared with her cute voice. Cheng was 6 years with us. She was like a family to us.

One time, we worried because Cheng wasn't at home yet. We find and called her everywhere but nothing Cheng appeared. I was really nervous and I was about to cried. After 30 minutes, my sisters' classmate called us that he saw Cheng at the old house. So we ran, and Cheng was at the floor. I took her and bring went home. Cheng has a difficulty to breath that time and her mouth has a white foams. I thought Cheng would be alive but it was too late. I'm the one who holding Cheng and she died in my own hands. I was cried. I give Cheng to dad because I couldn't hold it longer seeing Cheng dead.

I went to my room and cried silently. I was like out of myself. I felt pitied to Cheng while I was holding her. I couldn't move on. I always saw Cheng in my mind what would her face when she was about to died. It was always flashed in my mind. Honestly I couldn't slept that time because of Cheng. Mom was so sad and my sisters too. We were so much in pain that night because of Cheng. It took 6 weeks before I was started to move on about Cheng.

"While I'm writing this, I have a teary eyes. The painful experience and the memories of Cheng is flash into my memory and remembering her again which turns me into sadness. I really miss her! I miss Cheng so much!

" Until now, I always think what happen to Cheng that time. I'm confuse why she has a white foams into her mouth. What is the main reason or the cause why she died? I have a lot of questions in my mind that I want a satisfied answers."

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LIFE THOUGHTS:

In facing life always remember it's not only happiness but there is other side which is the loneliness. Today we'll be happy on the other day is a painful one. As a humans we don't have a power to predict what will be the pictures in each path we walk on. Don't expect you are in highest setting but there are times you will be in down too.

We should be ready to face challenges, struggles and painful occurences. It's part in our lives. We can't prevent it. You need to be aware with this. What shall we do is we must be prepare and to be brave in any difficulties and painfulness in life.

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Thank you everyone. I hope I give you some thoughts in life with this article of mine.

God bless everyone.🙏