Lower class II

Sohan's monthly income is twenty thousand rupees. Many people say that twenty thousand rupees is very low or not, a middle class family is doing well with this salary.

I'm not saying it's too low, or our family is going badly, I'm just saying it won't happen anymore, there's a need to save some money, right?

The salary is all spent in the family, house rent, food, children's expenses, own expenses, even if I want to save some money for the future, but I can not. I do not think about the present, I think a little about the future. Back home with the clock, I'm in trouble, it's very difficult.

Because in one way or another I am responsible for his condition.

Worst of all, when I see Sohan working two extra hours in the office in the hope of earning a little extra income, he returns home late. He sleeps late at night and gets up very early in the morning and leaves the office.

Yes! If only I could help him a little! If only I could earn something. But what I want is just what I want, not what I get. Every time I talk to Rihanna about earning money, she says the same thing, you don't have to worry so much, God will do it.

So now I don't say anything about getting a job, but the desire to do something in one corner of my mind works, I want to be self-reliant. I can't explain to Sohan that I want to do something not just for money, but for peace of mind. I have repeatedly tried to persuade Sohan about this, but my wishes have repeatedly succumbed to his arguments.

We've been married for six years now, and I'm a mother of two. I didn't want to have a baby right after we got married, because we don't want to get in trouble where we don't have a secure location, but I've seen a lot of people who run away and get married. Although the parents did not accept at first, they took them home with respect after the baby. I also thought that the baby in our life may actually change, their anger will be lessened from us, but it did not happen. After listening to our baby, they never came to see. Never come.

This year I have admitted the eldest son to the school. The admission fee has been saved with the money saved from the market. Admission, books, shoes, dress all together cost quite well. If you go to a good school, the cost is a little higher If we don't teach children well, then how can they give us something good in the future!

Sohan says, don't worry about the cost, I will work a little harder for my children. You actually think a little more. There is no point in just thinking so much.

Although Sohan said that with a smile, I understand that Sohan is having a lot of trouble coping with everything.

When I ask myself, do I really just think?

No, my thoughts are not just. My real thoughts are about Sohan. This man works hard, smiles and fulfills all the responsibilities of the world in a beautiful way, understands his face. There is no complaint, no anger. He does, it's not a lie.

Now he is young, there is a lot of strength in the body, but one day the strength of this body will no longer exist, then! What will happen then?

If not, then maybe the children will be our only hope. But before we can rely on our children, we must first establish them, otherwise we can expect them to carry our load.

Besides, what is the man who is relentlessly working for the world all his life, will he ever be able to give a little rest to his own body? However, how much respect will it be? Witness the incident. I have seen so many parents who spend all their lives behind their children, make them human beings by reading and writing, and do not hesitate to sell their land for a job for their children. But in his last years, nothing happened to his parents except regret.

Those children never try to understand that if all the money their parents spent on them, all their hard work, if it was deposited in a bank, then they would be the owners of nine lakh crores of rupees, with which they would be very comfortable in their last years. By the time they died, their lives would have been cut short.

But parents are not like that, they are not selfish, so they give up all happiness by smiling for the good of the child by giving up everything in their life.

It is the duty of the parents to educate their children well, but it is the duty of the parents to make them human like human beings, but with this duty many dreams, hopes and hopes of the parents are also involved.

I've heard a lot of older parents say,

- If I had saved all the money for myself in my youth without spending all the money on the family, then I would not have to stay behind in the hope of two handfuls of rice in the child's family even after so much humiliation today

I am afraid to think about all this, who knows what our future will be like. We have run away from our family and got married, we have been separated from our family, our children and if we do that then what will happen to us?

So I want to save a little. I want to give a beautiful future to the man who is separated from his family, his joys and pleasures for me today. As I can say then and today, we are as good as we are.

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We live in Gazipur. A little further inland. Many can be said on the village side. My cousin Rachel and I live in the same house. Basically come to this house holding his hand. After marriage, I visited many places, where we did not agree to rent a house, finally I got shelter in this house again courtesy of Rahela Bubu's husband.

Rahela Bubu works in an N, G, O, Dulabhai trades in clothes. At the end of the month, Bubu deposits his salary in the bank, and runs the family with Dulabhai's salary. Together, they are taking the family forward. Seeing who inspires me to do something.

One day I told Rahela Bubu. Bubu, you work in an N, G, O, a lot of people you know, who tells them not to put me in something.

Bubu said, will Sohan let you work? I don't want to do it, but I want to do it. I don't like sitting with my hands and feet tied like this. I also want to do something if I could.

That's right, the joy of doing something yourself is different. And even if you work, there's no problem, your kids can stay with my daughter Simi, Simi stays alone all day, and she still loves the kids a lot. Yes Bubu, Simi really loves my two sons very much. So I say please don't do anything for me. Well, I see, if I find anything, I'll let you know.

Well. A month later, Rahela Bubu found a government agency called Youth Development and informed me. I went with Bubu and submitted all the necessary papers to the municipality. I was doing everything behind Sohan's back. I didn't want to tell Sohan in advance because I am not sure if the job will be done. But if it happens, then I will say with a big face in front of Sohan, look, if you want, nothing is impossible.

A week after I submitted the paperwork, I went with Rahela Bubu to the municipal office to look for her. A female employee was working at the table in the first room on the ground floor of the office.

Madam, I went here a week ago with a paper, for youth development training, I want to know a little bit about that. The woman asked me, who is your recommender? What does the recommender mean?

Don't you understand what the recommender means? If no one here recommends you, you will not be selected. Why sister, it is not written anywhere in the form that if you want to work here, you will need a recommendation.