Life, death and love

January 5, 2022. No. 118

“I feel that I am fading, page by page, in the texts of others; The roads diverge and I wander, losing substance, absorbed by that truth that has been growing in your dreams. I know that I am disappearing inside you, as a memory, like learning that has not been overcome, not usable, but essential as a foundation. Soon I will be that caress that already was, that is nothing... nothing?... What does the tenderness that a soul pours out nourish if not from all the caresses sheltered in its nest?

You already exceed me, and I only manage to make the most of the space-time that I have left in you; ideas swirl towards the last word placed in the book, which will surely belong to some good ghost, or to no one because poetry has no owner: once found, it achieves the freedom to serve everyone who drinks it. I will happily disappear where you wake up; your hands will be there, to close the book, and who can take that, while you read its title for the last time, you give me a farewell sigh, as one who says joyfully and definitively goodbye, to the moments shared with..." The Illustrated Devil

Time passes, and it is not for pleasure. He always leaves us teachings and our deliveries of love and friendship. He also teaches us the worst of himself, when it comes to betrayal and heartbreak. Life itself is not rosy. Everything has a domino effect. When we cling to doing things right, there is always some detail that we overlook and then, many judge us for that. It is like the phrase: “The bad things you do will be amplified, what you do regularly will be manipulated, the good things you do will be silenced. Welcome to the real world” of Buena Fe.

It is as if they are looking at you with a spyglass of enormous dimensions, looking for the least of your defects to rub them in your face. Many are dedicated to that, haters will always hate the success of others, it is not worth how much you try, they will always hate it. These days I have seen dozens of downvotes on articles with incredible quality, but that are competing in contests. This makes them the number 1 target of those who only profess hatred towards others, how sad.

Without deviating from the subject of time, just a little, because time as you know is relative. So maybe this you are reading is not the present. The present does not exist, it is a myth, I would try to explain it here but after searching it in Google it is really complicated. The Physics to take into account is too much for this simple article. Only that it is an intermediate point between the past and the future, that it does not belong to either of them. Complicated right? But it gives you the idea that we always live in the future if you look at it from a more open side.

If you've spent your life looking for the person you love, your better half and he doesn't come, don't worry, he's closer than you think. Just smile and let the wind ruffle your smile. At some point, someone will fall in love with her, and you will feel that your life is a little more complete. But it is an illusion that your mind makes you go through. You don't really need that person to be perfect. Your life already is. Just like this right now, you are special. The time will come, of that I am sure.

Now, remember: Just when you think you have reached the top, then you will begin to plummet. Always set the stop a little higher. Never let them beat you so easily. Fight for what you believe in and show everyone that you are special. Asking for forgiveness and forgetting is from huge hearts and is what humanity needs. More love and less hate. Create more and destroy less.

What do you say? That the time we have for both of us has already ended? I think it's time to close the chapter for today. Let life take its course. Now for sure, you will have to move to another article to continue interacting. For my part, grateful to be able to share these random thoughts with you.

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